Load 2011-19

There’s something really hot about a super hot masculine, muscular little Latino going around and taking loads (especially when their profile says “Neg / Safe Sex Only”). This guy hit me up on Adam4Adam and he looked hot, so I was game for fucking him, but the timing didn’t work out the first couple times we tried to make it happen. Well, the planets were aligned this morning and he hit me up right when I was looking.

The apartment was a mess so I vacuumed a little to try to get some of the major dust bunnies taken care of, but it was still pretty much a mess when he showed up. (If anyone in NYC wants a cleaning job – let me know). Anyway, as soon as he came through the door I recognized him – we’d fucked before. He’s one of those guys who I’d fuck every day of the week if I could…

We went to the bedroom and started stripping down. Then he wanted to kiss and make out. He’s little – maybe 5’4″ (though his profile says taller), so there’s a pretty big height difference. I like little bottoms, so that was sorta hot… He was really passionate – loved kissing and then he wanted to suck my dick. Usually my dick doesn’t really respond to blowjobs but it responded pretty well with him (sort 90% of full hardness). He really got into sucking my cock – he was a very enthusiastic cock sucker.

What I really wanted was his hole, so I got him on the bed on all fours and got down and started eating him out. He was a bit musky, but he was so hot I didn’t really care… He started reaching back trying to tweak my nipples… Definitely an eager, active bottom – but sub at the same time…

I then ran around the bed to grab the lube, and came back and rimmed him some more while I lubed up my cock. Needless to say I was 110% hard by now – I mean I was about to fuck my all time favorite type of bottom – a little muscular Latino. Then I stood up and eased my dick into his ass… Felt good…

After a few strokes I pushed him forward onto his belly. He’s got this muscular bubble butt which generally I’m hit or miss with (I do better with flat-assed bottoms), but with him the head of my cock was right in the beginning of his ass as I’d withdraw and then it would go deeper as I pushed in. It felt really good. Tight, but not too tight – like a snug fleshy ring on my cock.

He liked that position – he’d turn his head and we’d make out while I fucked him. I didn’t last long though… A few minutes later I blew my load in him. It had been a few days since I’d cum but the load didn’t feel all that big…

I then rolled him on his side and pumped his ass a little more while we continued to make out – he’s definitely a passionate little fucker. He had a long thin uncut dick and was totally hard, but had no interest in even jacking it. He did clean off my dick and then we went back to snuggling… After a bit he was done and he got up dressed and left (after a little more kissing). BTW, he was wearing sweat pants and no underwear… So his dick was sorta tenting the pants and when my load starts leaking out he’ll have a wet spot…

All in all a great fuck.

I’ve got 3 other hookups to write up – one of them was particularly interesting – will try to get to those soon…

Load 2011-15

There’s this black guy I’ve been fucking on and off for a year or two now. A couple weeks ago he came over and we fucked again. He’s a nice enough guy, pretty tight body, and I always cum with him…

What was different this time from the other times was that in the middle of sex he started saying stuff like “Yeah, give me that poz load…”, “Charge me up…”, etc. That was new for him. When I first met him he was really unclear about his HIV status. One moment he’d say he was neg, then he’d say he wasn’t sure, then he’d say he was poz and not on meds… He told me just about everything to the point where I had no clue. So here he was begging for a poz load. Thing is, I’m neg… But the middle of fucking someone is not the time to go into status, so I just didn’t say anything. If he was getting off thinking I was blowing some big toxic load in his cunt – well let him have his fantasy…

Afterwards I asked if he was poz and if so were he on meds – he said yes he was poz and he was on meds. But thing is he seems to tell people what he thinks they want to hear – so I still have no clue about his status. But I do know he likes the idea of taking dirty loads…

Like the last guy I wrote about, I didn’t last long fucking him – I came after just 2 or 3 minutes of fucking. I didn’t even have him down on his belly – he was on all fours in a doggy position. But that’s the thing about his ass… Always feels great and always gets me to cum.

After I had cum he wanted to cum. That’s always the part of sex I sorta dread with him… He turns into a bossy bottom and tells me to do specific stuff – “play with my nipples”, “no, harder”, “now play with my hole”, etc. After I’ve cum is the last time I wanna be bossed around sexually – especially when it takes him a while to cum. But whatever – at least I cum consistently with him..

Load 2011-12

I’ve been horny for days now. I think the last time I came was Tuesday (5 days ago).

I was supposed to hookup with this hot jockish 24 y.o. on Thursday but he was coming over lunch and when I quizzed him I didn’t think he’d cleaned out properly – especially since he wanted me to wear my PA which has a knack for going deep enough to find shit. So we postponed until Saturday but there was something he said that reminded me of the guy who wad playing games with me a year ago. And true to my instinct when I texted him and emailed him on Saturday there was no response.

So Sunday I had this raging hardon and really just needed to fuck. I actually managed to double book. I had something to do in midtown and booked one fuck before then and already had plans for another fuck after. I told my bf about the first one and then he wanted to go shopping when I was done with the thing I had to do. So had to cancel on the 2nd fuck which is too bad ’cause he sent me pics of himself and he’s looking REALLY good (he’s the guy who look Samoan but isn’t).

So I hooked up with this other guy I’ve fucked before. I’ve actually hooked up with him and his bf before and was sorta hoping to tag him with his bf, but his bf wasn’t home. His bf is possibly the roughest top I’ve ever seen fuck – BIG rock hard cock that he loves driving deep and hard into the bottom to the point of almost being brutal (but not quite).

Anyway the bottom is this little Latino. I wonder if he likes to have a cummy ass for his bf or whether he gets fucked without his bf knowing.

On the way to him I pass the R.A.W. Barber Shop (how appropriate) and two doors down from him is a Pentecostal church. The door is open and I hear them singing and shouting ‘hallelujah’.

I arrive at his place and remember it’s top floor, south facing with no A/C on a hot day – generally a really bad thing for me since I overheat pretty easily. I take off all my clothes to avoid overheating and then he starts sucking my dick. I still had my PA in and he was really good at keeping it away from his teeth until I got fairly hard.

Then he rolled on his back, threw his legs in the air and I started rimming him. I got him pretty wet and went to push my PA and dick into him. He couldn’t really take the PA and asked if I wanted lube. I prefer lube so he went and returned with one of those packets you get at clinics. The lube was really thick but it did the job and I got my dick in him.

I think the PA hurt him but I just kept pushing in. Once I was all the way in he stopped complaining. He was jacking his dick but that stopped when I told him to get in his belly. I love the feel of a little guy under me and this guy is a full foot shorter than me. His hole felt good.

Knowing how brutally his bf fucks I didn’t feel any need to be gentle. I just did whatever felt good to me. I could hear the Pentecostals two doors down shouting Hallelujah! as I slammed into his ass. As I got closer I started fucking harder and harder by the time I came I was really slamming my full weight into him.

When I came my cum shot felt forceful and it went on and on for a few seconds. I mean I had been really horny and had built up a lot of cum over the previous 5 days.  It was a really huge load, which is funny ’cause the other time I fucked him he got an incredibly big load from me then too… (He’s a lucky bottom).

When I was done I pushed him onto his side and cuddled a bit with my dick in him until I started getting soft. That took a while ’cause I had taken a Cialis and was sporting a hardon that was thick and big and just wouldn’t go away. When he went to pull off I had to slow him down – the PA causes pain for me too and pulling out can be a pretty painful experience if you do it carelessly.

The funny part about this bottom is how indifferent he seems to having me fuck him. There isn’t much of a connection – I think he feels stuff – he just keeps it hidden. I always feel like I’m welcome, but that sex is just routine for him and I’m just the last in a long line of tops that fuck him. Maybe he’s tweaking or something… I’m not sure…

His boyfriend was supposed to be home an hour and a half later. Hope he discovered and enjoyed the gift I left for him in his bf’s ass  😉

Load 2011-11

I’ve been in Toronto the past week. The bottoms here are HUNGRY! My profile on BBRT says “Not Looking” but I’ll login and there will be 10 – 20 messages waiting for me. “Not Looking” = busy with friends and family, but I did manage to get to Steamworks yesterday for their afternoon bear event. It’s Pride Weekend here, so it was fairly busy. Steamworks Toronto isn’t all that big of a bathhouse. I was actually surprised at how few rooms there were, but it was big enough and there were a decent number of guys milling around. [BTW, if you go, you don’t absolutely need a room if you’re a bit of an exhibitionist – there are playrooms and one even has a couple bunk beds.]

The first hole was this mixed race (?) Asian guy with a little tattoo at the base of his neck. Generally seemed pretty clean cut and professional. He sucked me, got me hard, and I fucked him for a while. He felt good (very smooth), but I was determined not to cum on the first fuck, so after fucking him 10 or 15 minutes I told him I’d be back and left. He must have left after I fucked him – I didn’t see him after that.

Hole #2 was a guy I’d term a “thuggy” Asian guy – sorta muscular with a short mohawk that had grown out a bit so it was more like a faux hawk, a tattoo (of a rose?) at the bottom of his back, etc. I went in and he seemed uninterested, but still I got the sense that my dick was better than no dick. I jacked a little to get hard, sorta got a bit hard and wanted him to suck me the rest of the way. He sucked a little but then didn’t seem interested in that either. I jacked a little more, got just hard enough to get in him. His hole was a lot tighter than the first guy’s – felt pretty good. The entire time he just laid there and seemed pretty bored, but he didn’t seem hostile, so I kept fucking him. It was sort of a turn on to have so disinterested but willing. My dick decided he was the one who’d get my load, and I didn’t resist the urge and unloaded in his ass and left. I’m not sure if he knew I came in him. I saw him around later and he was much more attentive – seemed very willing to have me come back into his room – guess he figured out he got the load.

Then I needed some down time.  I left the door open and jacked my dick a little and this older guy came in. It was like a bear-worship session… He just wanted human contact with someone he thought was hot. I pretty much just sat/laid there and let him do his thing. He sucked me a little, but mostly just admired my body (to each his own). The only down side was that he liked to smother me – literally. I didn’t like that, but the rest was OK – better than just laying there by myself. Towards the end he started telling me about how he bought an apartment for $1.2M that had a lake view and then they built another condo in front of his that blocked his view and now he can’t sell the apartment. I sorta felt like he was trying to impress me with the price…

Hole #3 was this nervous, tweaking Latino… He kept changing positions and checking my balls. When he pulled up his mattress to get his poppers there must have been a dozen condoms under there. He asked if I was going to cum in his ass and seemed to relax when I told him it was hard for me to cum. Then he mostly just spread his hole and wanted me to fuck him, though he did keep checking my balls (to see if they were drawing up in preparation for blowing a load). When I wanted to leave I’d start to pull out and he’d push back wanting me to keep fucking him. All in all he just seemed messy and high. Eventually I left.

Hole #4 was this guy on a bench in one of the public play rooms. Had his cummy ass up taking cock without looking back to see who it was. I know this guy from NYC was in town and had something on Craigslist saying he’d be there that afternoon. I suspect it was him. I fucked him at MAL a year and a half ago. Problem was his hole was totally loose – didn’t grip my dick at all. So I didn’t spend too long fucking him.

As I was standing around after hole #4 this little meathead body builder came up and asked if I had a room. He became hole #5. He was short but HUGE with a nice uncut dick. The best way to describe him is that you’d take all the attributes of a pit bull and put them in a human and you’d have this guy. He had this really wide head (like a pit bull) that matched his ‘roided body. Had almost zero body fat. He was VERY hot – sorta my trophy fuck of the day – too bad I wasn’t up for another load.  Anyway, he wanted to sit on my dick – first with his back to me, then face to face. He was really affectionate. At one point he asked if I liked to smoke. A good friend of mine is a bodybuilder and says a lot of bodybuilders get into chem sex – so that sorta fit. Then he got on all fours and I pounded him and gave him a good fuck. At one point I thought he said “Dios Mio” and I thought ‘oh, he’s Latino’ – before that I would have guessed his ethnicity to be Eastern European or something. Anyway, I think I wore him out and eventually he left.

Then I walked around a bit more and came across this hot guy in a sling (hole #6) being worked over by two guys – one on each side, but neither one was paying attention to his ass. He was sucking one guy’s dick. I tentatively approached and played with his ass a bit. I lubed his hole with spit and slowly shoved in. No protests – so I kept fucking him and gradually picked up the pace. It was sorta dark and I never could see his face clearly. Seemed to have a hot body though. Didn’t fuck him for too long. When I left another guy took my place.

My boyfriend had gone along and wasn’t having much of any luck. The car needed a new muni meter ticket, I had sorta had my fill, and he was fine with leaving, so I did one more round… I saw hole #4 on the bench again. This heavily tattooed Asian guy was standing near him. The Asian guy got down on his knees and gave me a nice blowjob. I felt a little bad for the hole – I think we were slightly blocking tops from getting to him. Finally I had enough of a blow job and wanted to fuck the hole again (wasn’t 100% sure it was the same guy). I had to lose the Asian guy and swing around again. It was the same hole (loose), so I only fucked him for maybe 30 seconds.

Then I got dressed, took a piss and we left…

I just wish NYC had a good bathhouse…

Load 2011-10

So after two days of fucking but not cumming a week ago Monday I was horny and needed to fuck. I was taking a class downtown and there was a bottom in a hotel a few blocks from where I was taking the class. When I got done with class I texted him and he said to come over. He was on Adam4Adam which usually isn’t all that raunchy, but he asked “do you want it to be anonymous?” – of course I said “yes”…

When I got there I had to get past the hotel security, but just acting like I belonged there seemed to do the trick. The guard said “welcome back”… I went up to the room found the door ajar and the lights off and the bottom on all fours on the bed. He was a cub – which I can be a little unpredictable with, but dark room pump-n-dumps are probably my favorite scene.

I didn’t bother to take off my clothes (takes too much time). I just squatted down, rimmed him, fucked him and blew a big load up his ass. After two days of fucking and not cumming I had a fair amount built up.

I was tempted to see if he wanted to go for a drink, but felt it would ruin the vibe, so I went off to Rawhide and had a couple beers before heading home…

This weekend I fucked two black guys, the Craigslist Cumhole I’d fucked before and another guy from Brooklyn… I videotaped both of them, but didn’t manage to cum either time, which was sorta disappointing… In both cases we fucked in this building that’s under construction – it’s sorta a cool place to shoot – very raw, but the problem is I don’t tend to cum when I’m standing up. If I could have gotten them on their stomachs I could have cum but I didn’t bring a towel and they would have gotten filthy dirty without one. The other issue was that it was pretty hot both days and I kept overheating – which also makes it near impossible for me to cum. But the one thing about not cumming is that I fuck and fuck and fuck… When I cum I tend to cum quickly, but when I don’t cum I’m able to fuck for a fairly long time. In each case I think it was close to a half hour of solid fucking.

Saturday was the Craigslist Cumhole… Nice guy with a sorta tall lanky athletic build. Like last time his hole was sorta loose. I had cum a couple times the day before, which is always a bad idea for me. So that and his loose hole and the fact that I was standing up meant I couldn’t cum. It was sorta sweet rimming him though. He had put “Devil’s Dick” (frozen cum) up his ass before he came over so his ass tasted like cum. Too bad I couldn’t add my load to the mix. Given the sweet taste of his ass I’d fuck for a while, then rim him some more, then fuck, then rim… I’d keep pulling out more of the cum that was in his ass – it tasted good. (It helped that he was perfectly clean). When I started with him he was in a jockstrap and I just had my fly open. But then I started overheating so I took off my shirt and then finally took off my pants and my hood. Didn’t cool me down enough though (damn summer heat).

Sunday was a guy from Brooklyn. He had a more muscular body than the Craigslist guy. It was hot seeing this little black muscle boy bent over wanting my load. I gotta say some “racial dominance” thoughts went through my head, but they were just “play/fetish” and I didn’t verbalize them since I didn’t know how he’d take them. It’s not like it was really about race for me – I like thinking of the guys I fuck as inferior while I’m fucking them. It’s just part of being a dom top for me… There are some guys who are into it (in fact I’m making plans with another black guy to specifically get into calling him names and degrading him while I fuck him). Thing is, you don’t start verbally degrading a guy while you’re fucking him unless you know he’s into it.

Initially he put on a mask, but when I took mine off he took his off. That’s the problem with hoods – when the guys take them off you realize they actually pretty cute… He had this adorable face… His ass was tighter than the guy the day before and given that I hadn’t cum in two days there was one point where I almost came with him. But I was overheating (even with my clothes off) and the position was less than optimal for me. He was in some weird positions trying to get his hole at just the right height. The positions that were best for me were the most uncomfortable for him. The one time I almost came he shifted positions right before I came and it threw me off. So we just fucked and fucked…

Usually when I don’t cum I’m horny immediately afterwards, but that wasn’t the case. Even though I didn’t cum I had had my fill of sex for the day.