Load 2008-21

I was going to hookup with the cub I fucked last week – he had contacted me and it was clear he was hungry for more cum. I asked him if he had gotten any other loads since I fucked him and he said he doesn’t usually get fucked bareback, but he thought it was really hot and wanted a repeat. I could tell where his mind was at. He’s the worried neg bottom who thinks barebacking is hot, but usually doesn’t act on his feelings. Anyway, I wanted to give him another load to get him a little more comfortable with the idea of letting guys breed him – so maybe he’d get hungry enough that he’d start having other guys give him loads…

But when I logged into Manhunt to see if he was online this really hot, hairy, muscular Latino e-mails me and says he wants my cum in his ass. I look at his profile – he lists himself as a versatile top and I can see why – his dick looks like it’s practically beer can thick… He didn’t have a face pic, but he e-mailed me his ass pic… It was pretty much perfect as well. He was way downtown, but I really wanted to fuck him. So I told him I needed to take care of few things and then I’d drive down.

I take care of what I need to do, hop in the car and head down. When I get there he hides behind the door as he opens it. He’s naked… He leads me into his apartment and I practically fall in love… I hadn’t realized he was a little guy – about 5’8″. His pictures were perfectly accurate, but what they didn’t show was his back… It had a huge, exquisite tattoo on it that went all the way down to the top of his ass. And his ass was incredible as well.

While he’s looking around for something, I start undressing. He asks if I want my dick sucked. I tell him I want to rim his ass first… He gets on all fours at the edge of the bed and I dive in and enjoy his ass. I knew he wanted to suck dick, so when I was rock hard, I offer him my dick. He has me lay down on the bed and he starts sucking my cock. It goes on, and on, and on… At one point he tells me to just relax and enjoy. He has his hand on my belly and I’m feeling his hairy forearm with my hand… At one point he has me reposition to the edge of the bed he can be kneeling on the floor. But he just keeps sucking and sucking. And it’s a decent blow job…

Finally I tell him I want his ass. I really wanted to rim him and then fuck him, but he gets on his back and immediately reaches for the hand lotion and puts a bunch all over his hole (so much for rimming)… I push back his legs and shove in… He feels good. It’s just really hot having this little, hairy Brazilian musle boy under me. His big dick just isn’t in the mood (he must have jacked off or something earlier), but I didn’t care. I just liked fucking a prime piece of meat…

I have to actually work not to cum. I had a five day load in me and he just gave me a really long blow job… I flip him over and fuck him on his belly. After a little while I can’t hold it any more. I tell him he’s a good pussy boy bottom and blow my 5 day load up his ass…

I wanna keep on fucking him, so I get him up into doggy position and continue to fuck him. He takes this as a queue and starts jacking off, and then blows his load pretty quickly. He must have been jacking off a lot ’cause there wasn’t much on the bed when he had me pull out and we laid down. Problem was there were brown spots on the bed – he was dirty… So I get up and go into the bathroom and wash off my dick. He turned on the TV, so I sit down and watch the local news on NY1, not sure what he wanted to do next.

When he comes back we play around a little more, but it was clear it was time to go… All in all a pretty good hookup. Definitely like some of the hot guys I’ve been fucking lately…

BTW, I’ve now cum in as many asses so far this year as I did in all of 2006. I’m definitely enjoying things this year!

Load 2008-20

Back in 2001 when my bf and I had been together for a little over 3 years, I wasn’t getting enough sex and I was fucking guys on the side (bareback of course). It was during this time that I fucked “Max” who went on to be the NY-based porn producer for Treasure Island, which is how 3 years later I wound up fucking Dawson in Dawson’s 20 Load weekend… But I digress…

My memory’s a little fuzzy, but if I remember correctly my bf found out I was fucking guys behind his back, there was a big argument, and the outcome was that we’d do 3-ways with bottoms. We thought this would be a great idea. We found a few guys and had a few good hookups (one of the guys we even later saw on Law & Order). But the problem was guys were usually either into one or the other of us, and we always used condoms, which I hated.

But we did find a few bottoms and the very first guy we did a 3-way with was this little, well-built, poz black guy. My bf was fine with him being poz because we were going to fuck him with rubbers… I remember a few things about him – like how his hole felt – it was like a wonderful muscular tube. The other thing was that he went shopping with us afterwards to Triple 5 Soul… (That was the first and last time we went shopping with someone after fucking them)…

Anyway, a few years later I see him online and we chat, he figures out I bareback, and he mentions that he wished he had taken my load. And then later he figured out I was the person behind this blog… For a number of reasons we never hooked up again – until last night…

I see him online yesterday on BarebackRT and tell him I want to fuck him. He had the day off, so he comes over after I was done with work. He looks great – hasn’t changed much in 7 years. He apologizes for having gained 10 lbs, but as I find later, the 10 lbs works well on him… Of course, I gained a lot more than 10 lbs over that time, but he’s fine with it…

He had said he was OK with pics or video provided people couldn’t figure out who he was, but the problem was I couldn’t find the tripod and my bf wasn’t around. I didn’t want the distraction of having to hold the video camera while I fucked, so video was out. After taking off the necessary clothes, I grab the camera and take pictures of his ass. The pictures aren’t as hot as the real thing… What you can’t see is how he’s like the perfect little beefy, muscular bottom. Nice ass, great chest and arms…

So then I put down the camera and eat out his ass, then I have him blow me, then eat out his ass some more, then he blows me again, etc… I then lube up his hole and my dick, pick up the camera again and go to fuck him. But the camera doesn’t take a picture when I press the button. I look and it turns out the memory is full on the camera. So sorry guys – ass shots are all you’re getting…

He’s a bit sensitive when I start fucking him, so I take it slow… His hole feels really good… He’s on his stomach, which is my favorite position with little guys. It would have been so easy to just blow my load after a few strokes, but I wanted it to last a while, so I fuck him with slow and deliberate strokes. Finally, I just can’t hold back any more and I unload in his ass. That’s what he came for – it’s the load he’s been wanting for years…

I keep my dick in his ass (I had taken a couple pills so I was able to stay fairly hard after cumming). I continue to slowly fuck him as we cuddle and talk a bit. His ass is all cummy and feels absolutely incredible… He tells me that was the first load he’d gotten in his ass in about two years. He has a boyfriend, doesn’t live in Manhattan where it’s easier to get laid, and since he’s versatile most guys seem to want him to top.

I remembered he was a sweet guy, but had forgotten what his personality was like. He’s sorta straight-laced in many ways – until he starts talking about sex. While he doesn’t get enough of it, he loves fucking raw – breeding and getting bred. And he’s really in love with Treasure Island videos…

I think I fucked him longer after I came than I did before. It was just nice and relaxed. Then I pulled out, he cleaned off my dick for me, and we cuddled and talked some more. Among other things we talked about him being poz… He’s been poz for something like 20 years – looks great, and has had very few health problems. (He previously he’d told me he’s been “undetectable” for years). He also mentioned he had jacked off 5 times that day thinking about taking my load. That was too bad ’cause I remember him having a really nice dick – but he wasn’t getting hard ’cause he had jacked off so much…

Then I wanted to fuck him more, so I went back and pounded his ass. This time I didn’t have to worry about cumming, so I was a bit more forceful than the first time. But at the same time, since I had cum earlier, I wasn’t completely hard. Eventually I went a bit too soft to fuck and we cuddled some more with my dick in his ass.

It felt really good to cuddle with him – his body was beefy and muscular – his chest and arms felt really good.

All in all it was a great hookup. I need to get him back here and videotape it (can’t believe I couldn’t find the damn tripod – but once he was here I wanted it to be about him, not about the video equipment…)

Load 2008-19

Last night this guy was supposed to come over so my bf and I could tag his ass, but he didn’t confirm and I haven’t heard a peep from him since even though he had been hounding me for weeks to come over. Oh well. So I was looking for someone else.

A guy I’d fucked a couple years ago contacted me and asked if I wanted to come over – said a buddy was whoring him out. I asked if he had any loads in him already and he said “yeah, 4 in me already and 3 more on the way”. I was already a bit horned and when I read that it actually made me cum. Ooops – I’m supposed to be putting my cum where it belongs – not wasting it like that. Probably better I didn’t fuck him though. His BarebackRT profile says he’s an “easy hole” who will “usually take ANY cock”. While it was hot he had a bunch of loads in him, I really wasn’t in the mood for another STD…

BTW, it’s interesting to see how things have gone over the past two years with him. He freaked out when I fucked him rough and gave him two loads back then. When he told me he didn’t want to bareback any more I told him I thought he’d back and taking loads – that the feelings just don’t go away that easily. And sure enough I’ve seen him advertise on Craigslist for loads on and off ever since. Thing is he usually says he’s tweaked… Another guy spiraling – taking all loads… It’s hot in theory, but not sure I want to be part of it…

So this morning I wanted to fuck. There was a guy in the neighborhood, but by the time I could hookup, he wasn’t available. I wound up hooking up with a cute, young cub. He didn’t have body pics in his Manhunt profile and I knew he wasn’t quite my type, but I just wanted to fuck someone real – not some hot kid who’s all tweaked and messy.

I get over to his place and he’s got his shirt off. His belly wasn’t really to my liking, but he seemed like a nice guy, so I figured what the hell… He liked my dick and we started off with a blowjob. Then I had him sit on my dick. That felt surprisingly good… Then I put him on his back with his legs up. Thing was he wasn’t all that limber and it was hard to get his legs up high enough for his hole to be at the right height. So that position only lasted a little while and then I put him on his belly. If you read this blog you know I have a tough time finding the right position with big guys. With him on his belly it didn’t quite feel right, but at the same time it was working for me…

He asked if I was going to cum and I said I was close. He said he wanted me to cum with him on his back, but I said I just wanted to cum and a few seconds later I unloaded in his hole. We turned him over and I was going to keep fucking him until he came, but he came seconds after I put my dick back in him.

The curious part was how he was egging me on asking if I liked his bare hole… His profile said he was neg and only looking for “safe sex”, but he never did confirm that I was actually neg. Mind you, my profile does say I’m neg and mention a HIV test in the last week… If I had to guess I’d say he’s neg – just cool to see a non-tweaked neg bottom taking loads…

We laid around for a while afterwards and chatted… He really is a nice guy… Just what I was looking for…

Load 2008-16

Had a nice hookup with the Brazilian guy tonight. It was pretty much like the last time though shorter. I was waiting for him naked with all the lights out in the apartment except those in the bedroom.

He sucked me, we made out, he rode my dick, I fucked him in the missionary position and then on his belly before shooting a nice load deep up his ass. We laid around and talked about life and then he was on his way…

Nice, simple, relaxed…

I had to go downtown today on an errand. Tried to find some new hole to fuck, but finally just wound up with the dependable Latin slut I’ve fucked on and off for a few years now…

As usual, he was bent over just inside the door, hole greased up, ready to get fucked. I pulled down my pants, jacked my dick until it was pretty hard, and started fucking him. For some reason I was just in the mood to completely slam his hole – over and over and over. It was a pretty rough and relentless fuck. I wasn’t able to cum for some reason, but I was able to stay hard. A couple times I felt my orgasm cumming, but then nothing actually came of it. So I just kept pounding and pounding and pounding away. If he weren’t such an experienced bottom I might have worried whether he could take it, but I knew that shouldn’t be a problem for him. It lasted for a quite a while and my tempo was a lot like the Energizer Bunny – really consistent… We would change positions but always the same relentless fuck.

Finally I was dripping with sweat and he was worn out. He said “unless you’re going to cum, can you stop now?” I did, went into the bathroom and cleaned off my dick. While I didn’t cum, it was still an OK hookup…

This hurts my batting average a little bit. I was doing really well this year – only a 13% failure rate before today (down from 43% the last two years). This puts it up to 18%, but still pretty good considering how things have gone in the past.

Load 2008-13

Well, the pills that were making me feel so shitty for over a week are done. UGH. They were getting rid of parasites – don’t know if I got them from rimming or a restaurant worker who didn’t wash his hands after going to the bathroom. Either way I was one of the 16% of people who have pretty bad nausea. I just felt like I was about to throw up – for a whole week…

While the pills will take a few days to get out of my system, I hadn’t seeded any ass for a 10 days, so yesterday I hooked up with this Latino in the Bronx who was on my way home… He had contacted me on Saturday saying he and his buddy were hanging out at his place, both were bareback bottoms, did I want to come over? So when I saw him online yesterday I sent him a message…

I get there – it’s a “decent” neighborhood, I found parking right away, not far from his building. I get up to his place and it’s pretty spartan, but decent and clean… He was pretty much just like his pics – a nice looking, pretty thin, light-skinned Puerto Rican around my age. But he was also really pretty timid and nervous. Said he didn’t do this very much but I could have anything I wanted. I wasn’t quite sure what he meant by “this” – hooking up? taking loads? pump-and-dumps?

So we start taking off our clothes (I left my dress shirt on the whole time and just took off my pants and underwear). When he takes off his pants this HUGE dick plops out. My mind went to BikeGuy’s post the other day… It must have been 7 inches “soft” and it was thick too with a big head… I usually don’t suck much cock, but this one I had to try out… So I get down on my knees and start blowing him… It was a really nice cock. I wonder if the guy doesn’t get fucked much simply because when versatile tops see his dick they turn into big bottoms… Even though it was a great cock, I wasn’t there to suck dick. When he reiterated that I could have anything I wanted I had him lay on his back and started rimming him. (Yeah, I know, with what I just went through, I shouldn’t rim as much as I do – but I love eating ass…)

When I got his hole all sloppy with spit I gave him his poppers and started fucking him. Now I should back track – his hole was one of those holes that looks like it’s seen a lot of use and pretty loose. Could have been dildo use, but still, it’s not the type of hole that’s going to have problems taking a dick. But even so he wanted me to go slow and had me wait for his hole to relax.

As we fucked he kept pausing to sniff more poppers so his hole was loose enough, but the fact of the matter was it was pretty much completely loose as it was. The poppers were a pretty big distraction ’cause it meant we kept stopping so he wouldn’t spill… But at the same time his hole did feel really great. It was loose and really wet. So wet that I wondered if he hadn’t squirted a bunch of lube up there. If he hadn’t been so awkward about hooking up I would have thought he had a bunch of loads in him… Either way, it was a great hole – so the popper interruptions were something I was OK with putting up with.

Finally I got him on his belly which was good ’cause it was a position that I could fuck him while he was sniffing his poppers. I just wanted to cum and before long I felt it building and then let loose like 4 or 5 big squirts of cum in his ass… It felt good to finally put my cum where it belonged – up an ass rather than jacking off like I was doing when I wasn’t feeling so great the past 10 days…

He was so awkward about hooking up things sorta ended there. No after fuck cuddle – nothing. He was laying there on the bed looking at me with his huge dick, but sucking him off didn’t seem like the right thing in the moment. He was a sub bottom, I was his dom top. His orgasm didn’t seem all that important to him…

As I was getting dressed he mentioned that he was glad we’d hooked up. He’d been trying all weekend without any luck…