Load 2008-11

Wasn’t sure I was up for hooking up today after the hotel pump-and-dump last night, but more of the pills I tried the other day came in the mail today – they actually screwed up the order. They didn’t have the bottle of 30 pills I ordered, so they gave me 30 packets of 3 pills each – 3 times what I was expecting.

So when this beefy latin muscle head who lived a few blocks away messaged me on Adam4Adam I popped a couple pills hoping something would happen (need 45+ minutes for them to kick in), but then he backed out pretty quickly. Think the prospect of taking a load got a little too real for him as soon as he knew I was local and wanting to hookup right then.

So since I was ready to fuck, I went looking for someone else. I had seen the Brazilian guy on all day, so I contacted him since I wanted something easy. After a little bit he came over. I had only taken two pills (instead of the full dose of three) – it was a good amount – no weird effects, just a nice chubby dick…

He started by kneeling on the floor and blowing me, then we moved to the bed where he continued to blow me. I wasn’t in any rush to hurry things along – just wanted a nice, relaxing time with a familiar bottom…

Eventually he moved on to sitting on my dick. It had been a while since I’d really had someone site on my dick for more than a few seconds. I used to go soft in that position, but that wasn’t really a problem. When he was bending over kissing me the sensation on my dick was unremarkable, but as soon as he sat back and ground my dick nice and deep into his ass it felt pretty great…

Then I flipped him over and fucked him missionary style (legs in the air). It felt really good. I pounded him, but not too hard… It didn’t take long before I was flooding his ass with cum. I stayed in him and bent over him and held him for a while. Thanks to the pills my dick wasn’t going soft…

After a while of that I pulled out and we laid next to each other and talked. He’s going through sexual issues with his boyfriend. They’re trying 3-ways and having a lot of the issues my bf and I have gone through. And they’re also finding it necessary to be honest with friends about the fact that they have an open relationship to stop them from thinking something bad is happening in their relationship (been there too). When we moved onto discussing movies I started playing with my dick and got another chubby.

So I rolled him over onto his belly and pounded away at his ass. This time I could tell I wasn’t going to cum, but it just felt good to fuck. After a bit of that we spooned, and then fucked some more before the dogs started whining at the door of the bedroom telling me they needed to go out… I walked with him (and the dogs) most of the way back to his apartment before turning around.

It was just what I needed – a relaxed, easy-going fuck…

Later that night I logged into Manhunt to find this message from him…

I have enjoyed our fucks but this last one has been my favorite, you must have cum alot to make my legs drip with cum as I walked down back to my place

And he was looking for more guys to fuck him – even posted an ad on Craigslist. He didn’t mention they would be getting sloppy seconds…

So this latin guy who lives across the GW Bridge in NJ contacted me the other day on Manhunt. Hot guy – a little heavy, but not in a bad way (beefy)… So he says he wants to come over this morning, which is fine with me. He sends a message saying he’s leaving and he’ll be here in 25 minutes even before he gets my address – all he had was my phone number. I’m thinking he’s not really coming, but I tell my bf there might be someone coming over.

Then he calls and he’s over the bridge a few blocks away. I give him directions and after a few minutes he arrives while my bf is out jogging. He’s incredibly hot and seems like a genuinely nice guy. He might be a bit ‘beefy’ but he wears his clothes really well… I’m really looking forward to it…

We undress, and he almost immediately jumps on the bed on his back and wants me to give him a blow job. OK, whatever… He doesn’t have the biggest dick, but I’ll suck sometimes. Don’t pretend to be a good cock sucker, but I can still suck dick… Then he tries to be all rough with me forcing my head down on his dick. I keep pushing his hands away from my head eventually he sorta gets the message.

Meanwhile his legs are clamped together like a vice. That alone told me this wasn’t going anywhere… I’m still going between “pretty hard” and “a nice chubby” hoping things will improve. I mean after all, what part of “Looking for a good submissive bottom who likes to get fucked raw” did he not understand in my profile?

I finally manage to get him to put his legs in the air so I could rim him, but he keeps wanting me to suck his cock. We go back and forth a few times and every time I pause in rimming him his legs clamp together. At one point he gets on all fours and lets me really eat out his ass, but that was about the most of it.

Finally he figures out I’m not going to “cum with him”, so he jacks off and cums on his belly. I lick a bit of it up (it’s a bit bitter)… Then he wants to clean up. So he goes into the bathroom and washes his ass…

As he’s getting dressed we talk a little more. He tries out my scale – he’s 158.8 lbs and 32.2% body fat – which is higher than I expected him to be looking at him. He says he’s 13% bodyfat, I don’t correct him – but that would make him really lean, which he isn’t. He asks if I’m single – I say “no” I have a boyfriend (my profile says as much), he asks where my boyfriend is and I say out running. Then he tells me he has a boyfriend and they got “married” a few months ago (actually a NJ civil union). Then almost on queue my boyfriend gets back from running. The guy looks horrified – I tell him it’s OK, and he winds up meeting my boyfriend as he leaves.

Now, I just don’t get it… Why in the hell did he choose me to hookup with? I’m wondering if he’s not very good at reading or something (he was a 1st generation immigrant)? I mean if he had actually read my profile he’d know what I was looking for and it’s nothing like what he was looking for.

Oh well… It was a let down, but not a horrible experience…

Load 2008-9

After an unsuccessful hookup the other day when I wasn’t feeling all that well and couldn’t even get hard, the little tattooed Latin guy who I first fucked 10 years ago and I hooked up tonight when I had a little time to myself. Got to the building at 10:30, was going out the front door at 10:42 – and that included taking off most of my clothes, and chatting about his straight twin brother (who has more tattoos than he does and wants one more)…

It was a pretty simple hookup. He got on the bed, ass in the air, I rimmed him, got myself hard (which I was a little worried about after a couple pints of beer), I fucked him pretty hard, and came in his ass. Like the last time he came without touching himself… Must be his “thing” or something – I gotta say, it’s pretty cool…

I’m glad he’s close by – totally my type and a great, enthusiastic fuck…

A few weeks ago I was contacted by a bottom here in NY… Basically he’s in a sexless relationship and hasn’t barebacked since college – except that he took his first load a month ago (see the story below)… He’s neg and simultaneously wanting to stay that way and craving cum in his ass now that he’s had a taste, so to speak… Since I love neg bottoms who are getting loads behind their boyfriends backs I was definitely interested (and he’s skinny too!)

He then signs up for BarebackRT.com and we chat a bit on there. (He said it was OK that I mention his profile name is ‘NYCNewbie’.) He switches things up a bit – tells me he likes to go to a “video store” and suck guys off and have them fuck him. Up until now it’s always been with rubbers, but he had just let a guy fuck him raw (he asked the guy if he was neg and the guy didn’t cum). He was totally horny for more and then tells me he’s going again (same day). I tell him to get a load in his ass this time – and later that night he tells me he went back and let a guy fuck him raw and before he could say anything the guy came in his ass (that’s what happens when you get fucked raw).

We had a hookup scheduled, but he had to go out of town. When he got back he sent me the story you see below of when he took a load a month ago and asked me to put it in the stories section…

Tops, if you’re in NYC and can host downtown – contact him on BarebackRT (his profile is ‘NYCNewbie’) and give him your load. If you want me to join you, let me know and I we’ll try to set up something where we both can tag his ass (my profile is ‘rawTOP’ – or you can e-mail me – rawtop@yahoo.com). This guy is really hungry for cum and needs to start taking loads on a regular basis…

So here’s the story of the load he took a month ago… I want to see this guy get bred, so since the stories section is a bit sleepy – I’m putting the story here so it gets more exposure…

As you know, I have a boyfriend at home, but we’re not monogamous – we hook up with other guys together, and once in a while on our own. We’re both neg, and even though we’ve both been tested, he’s paranoid and insists on fucking me with a rubber. Anyway, I travel occasionally for work. In December, I was in a really small town in the midwest for a few days. I’ve been thinking about raw sex for a while now, watching videos on Xtube, checking out websites, etc. but haven’t really done much about it. Since I was in this small town without my boyfriend, I figured that was the time and the place.

I contacted a few guys in the area who were on Manhunt.net on my first night there. Basically only one of them got back to me, but not until the next morning. He seemed pretty eager and sent me his phone number in his first email. I was working most of the day, but managed to call him at lunch. He seemed pretty normal and very eager to get together, but he lived about 45 min away. He asked if I was a top or a bottom. I said bottom, and he said he was a top. I asked if he was negative or positive, and he said negative, “so we don’t have to use a condom, if you don’t want.” I knew he wanted it bareback, but I wanted to keep my options open, so I just said, “we’ll see.” If he was old or fat, I’d probably let him fuck me still, but I wasn’t that into taking a load from a troll. Anyway, I told him I’d call him when I was done with work.

I had to work late, then went out to dinner with the client there. It was pretty late when we finished and I got back to my hotel. The top had called me a couple times at dinner, but I couldn’t answer my phone. When I finally got back to him, he said he thought I was blowing him off. I told him I was really horny, but tired because I had been drinking (which was true). I was going to go to bed, but I would leave my hotel room door unlocked if he wanted to drive over. He knew where my hotel was, as it’s the only nice one in the area, so I told him the room number and got ready for bed. The door wouldn’t open without a key from the outside, so propped the door open with my shoe before I went to bed. I knew it was possible that the top would never show, but it made me hard as hell to sleep with the door propped open for anyone to let themselves in and fuck me. I lubed up my hole and put a bottle of poppers on the side table. Before I knew it, I was asleep.

At some point, I woke up, as some tripped over my shoe coming through the door. The room was a suite, so I was in the bedroom, and I heard someone walking around in the front, sitting area. I instantly got rock hard again and threw off the covers. I was laying on my stomach, ass-up. I then pretended to be completely asleep and didn’t move. I heard the guy fumbling around a bit in the other room until his eye adjusted, I guess. Then I heard him walk into the bedroom. He came over to the bed and softly rubbed my bare ass. I just adjusted my pillow and spread my legs a bit. I heard him take his jacket and pants off and throw them on the floor.

He then started rubbing my ass more. I pushed it up a little. He started fingering my wet hole and jerking off a little, to get hard. I then reached over and grabbed the poppers and took a long breath. I wanted to let him know that i was ready to get fucked, but poppers also make me way less inhibited, so I knew it would let me get fucked raw by someone I’ve never even seen before.

He got in the bed on top of me and shoved his dick in my ass. He was uncut (he was latin), and his raw cock felt so good and warm in my ass. I mostly just laid there without moving, but occasionally I pushed back against him, driving it deeper. He moaned as he was about to cum and I felt a warm load inside me, a few drops dribbled out, and I could hear the difference when he was fucking a juicy hole.

He fucked me for a minute more, then lay on top of me with his dick inside for another few minutes. I didn’t move. He then got up, got dressed and walked out the door. I rolled over, played with my cum-filled hole and jerked off. It didn’t take long before I shot a huge load on my stomach. I wiped it off with my hand and fed it into my hole with his load. I was so horny, I stayed hard most of the night, jerking off. I tried to look for more guys to seed me online, but no one was awake nearby.

That’s how I got seeded the first time, and I never even really saw the guys face. I flew back to NYC the next day, but stayed hard, with his load in me, for the next 3 days. I gotta find more guys in my area to do it again.

UPDATE: Take a look at the video he sent me a link to… How much do you wanna bet it won’t be long until he’s be backing his hole onto raw dick that’s sticking through glory holes?

Load 2008-7

Went to the dentist this afternoon since the dentist was near the Latino guy who I first fucked 4 years ago, and he was online right before I left, I arranged to swing by his place to give him a load.

Got there, and as usual he was on all fours on his bed just inside the door. Since I had just had some serious dental work done I wasn’t going to rim him, so I felt up his hole and when I was hard enough I just started in fucking him (still fully clothed). It felt good, but I wanted to make it quick, so I put him on his belly pounded away for a little bit and when he took a hit of poppers his hole loosened, felt really good, and I came right afterwards.

Didn’t know if I could cum less than 24 hours after fucking the guy yesterday, but it didn’t seem to be a problem…

After I came he wanted me to lay on top of him, which I did for a little bit, then I got up, washed off my dick in the bathroom and left…

I gotta say – I’m doing pretty well on hookups and giving loads this year (my “failure rate” is way down as well). Way ahead of my goals of 3 loads a month… Probably won’t hook up again until this weekend when I’m in Montréal – hopefully my bf will want to go out to a bathhouse while we’re there and I’ll get myself some good anonymous Québécois ass…

Load 2008-6

Meant to go to the gym over the weekend, but since I haven’t gone regularly for years now every time I work out it’s followed by days and days of pain. But tonight I A) wasn’t too sore, B) had some energy, and C) was pretty horny. (Not jacking off is really helping)…

My idea of hooking up with someone every time I go to the gym is turning out to be a good motivator… It’s exactly what I did tonight and in general there three regulars that are right on my way to the gym – the tattooed Latin guy, the Brazilian, and the Latin guy who lives up the steep hill. So tonight I stopped by the Latin guy up the steep hill. There’s an easier way to the gym that doesn’t have such steep the hills – but hey, the point is to get a workout, right?

I show up at his place, he needed to finish something on the computer so I took off my clothes. He just had a t-shirt and jock strap on – I was hoping he’d leave the jock strap on, but he stripped down completely – and then I saw why – he had his dick tied off with rawhide or something. On the one hand it looked a bit painful, but on the other hand his dick was rock hard (and pretty big, BTW)…

He sucks me a bit, I play with his hole, then I go and rim him. He loved getting rimmed – especially when I sucked on his ass… We’re both hot and bothered, so I spit on my dick and shoved it in. He was pretty sensitive to getting fucked, so I had to slow down at first, but then started fucking him properly.

As I’m fucking him the funny part (that I noticed last time as well), is it’s more of a workout for him than for me – and he’s just laying there with his legs in the air. Thing is, this bottom is really hungry – like completely ravenous. There’s no other way to describe it. He just can’t get enough – he loves it so much he’s literally panting. I remember last time after we got done he was still breathing heavily long after I gotten back to normal – and I had climbed a hill that was about 8 stories tall, plus two flights of stairs in his building and then been the active one sexually. It was the same thing this time – he was so completely into it he was getting a workout – somehow – I still don’t understand it (maybe some bottom will chime in with an explanation)…

Needless to say it’s fun to fuck a bottom who’s so completely into it. That, and the fact that I needed to get to the gym, meant I didn’t hold back when I felt the orgasm coming… Gave him a nice big 4 day load…

As I was working out at the gym later (legs – hopefully I’ll be able to walk tomorrow) I could smell his ass on my beard… That, and all the incredibly hot, ripped, muscular Dominican guys at the gym made for a very good workout…