Load 2014-4

Fucked an Asian guy the other night. He arrived with a load already in him and after me he went over to Paddles to get fucked some more (though it sounds like he mostly had oral sex).

But I’m ahead of myself… The guy lives in another city and gets to NYC every now and then. I’ve been chatting with him for years. At one point during the hookup he said I fucked him years ago. Actually, he said I tagged him with a black guy. I totally don’t remember that and can’t find the blog post, but if he says it, I believe it. It must have been a really long time ago.

Anyway, he needed to use the bathroom when he got here, so I stripped down and waited for him on the bed. He came in, stripped down and started sucking me to get me hard. He was small enough that I could reach around and feel his hole while he sucked me. It felt a little puffy and loose – like it had been recently fucked. It wasn’t long before I was completely hard. When I was fully hard I started feeling his teeth as he sucked my cock. That wasn’t a pleasant sensation so I figured I’d just cut that short and fuck him.

Usually I’d rim someone like him before fucking him, but I was hard and felt like fucking. I didn’t even use lube. I had a bottle laying on the bed, but he didn’t seem to need it. I just put a bunch of spit on the head of my dick and shoved in. I asked him “do you have other loads in you?” The answer was “Yea, I’ve got a load in me.” That sorta turned me on. Asian guys are typically so clean-cut, I always love it when an Asian guy is a bit of a slut.

As I fucked him I wondered how things would be different if my boyfriend were a bottom who liked taking loads. It would be hot to have a boyfriend come home with loads from random strangers. But alas, my boyfriend is nothing like that and too much is right about our relationship to seriously wish he were different.

I thought briefly about putting a whole bunch of weight on him as I fucked him (like how Tyler Reed did when he fucked Draven Torres) but decided to keep it simple. He hole felt pretty good. I could feel a wetness from the load that was already in there which make things feel nice and silky. Needless to say with a cummy ass it wasn’t long before I was blowing my load up there. I could feel the orgasm cumming, but the actual cumshot took it’s time. He knew he was getting the load and I think he thought I had already given it, but then the cumshot came and I filled him up pretty deep.

I then collapsed on top of him. I think he liked feeling engulfed by my body since I’m so much bigger than him. Then I rolled us over on our sides and kept fucking his cummy hole a little. I pulled out a little earlier than I usually do, and it was at that point that he started doing all sorts of stuff to service me. He sucked and sucked, he sucked on my nipples, he licked my pits… It just went on and on. I felt like I was having sex with the Energizer Bunny. He wasn’t furry and pink, but he just kept going, and going, and going…

He really wanted to get me hard enough to fuck him again and get another load, but I had cum the day before at the gangbang. He did manage to get me hard enough that I started feeling his teeth again when he sucked me. I actually had to tell him to watch his teeth – which is something most experienced bottoms know to avoid. But I chalk it up to him having a small mouth and when I’m fully hard I filled his mouth pretty completely. It sounds like he did a lot of cocksucking at the JOC party after leaving me. I’m not sure how he managed to suck some of the really big black cocks you typically find at one of those parties.

I think  he could have gone on and on, but there was a point where I was sorta done and wanted it to end so I gently worked things so it was clear things needed to wrap up. We chatted a little about how he should get from my place to the JOC party, and then he was on his way.

Load 2014-3

After sorta striking out at the sex parties I went to this past week I decided to try a gangbang. At least with gangbangs there’s no cover charge. If they’re bad you’re just out subway fare. Two guys were hosting a gangbang at the Hampton Inn in Hell’s Kitchen. That hotel seem pretty popular for gangbangs and cumdumps who just get a hotel room and see how many loads they can take. I’ve been there at least 3 other times in the last year or two.

With two bottoms I figured at least one of them would get me off. One of the bottoms said he was low 40s, the other one was early/mid 20s. Going into it I was mostly interested in the younger bottom, but a lot of it depends on the hole. I figured I’d try both holes and give my load to whichever felt better on my dick.

While I would have preferred to fuck a cummy hole, I got there just after the gangbang started. The two bottoms were there plus a black top. The lighting was all wrong – too bright and it threw off the vibe a little, but I just ignored that and stripped down. The 20 something guy had answered the door and the older guy was servicing the black top. But by the time I had gotten naked they had switched and the black guy was fucking the 20-something bottom.

The younger bottom wasn’t really what I was expecting. His profile on BBRT said “HIV Status: Not Sure” yet he had this big biohazard tattoo on his pec (which was mostly hidden in his profile pic). He had a great body – totally my type – Latino, somewhat short, thin with a little waist and a beautiful ass.

The older bottom was pretty much what I was expecting. He has one of those profiles where you don’t quite believe what you read. His pics were accurate, but seeing the pics you don’t quite believe he’s the age he says he is. The best way I can describe it is that he tries too hard to be something he isn’t. He gets close, but there’s something just a little off. His whole body is shaved (to the point that his ass was a bit stubbly). But honestly I didn’t really care about any of that. All I cared about was what his hole felt like only dick.

The sexual energy with the older bottom was a little strained. He went to suck my dick and when I wasn’t hard in 5 second he stopped. He then asked if I was poz. I said “no, I’m neg”, and he said “oh, too bad”. I rimmed him a bit, got a full boner and at that point he wanted to suck my dick some more. He wasn’t really offering his hole, but finally I just told him I wanted to fuck him, so he threw his legs in the air. Not my favorite position, but whatever.

His hole felt pretty good. He worked his nips a lot while I was fucking him. I fucked him for a while, but didn’t want to really try to cum with him until I had at least tried to fuck the younger bottom.

Eventually the black top finished with the younger bottom and I had my turn. He also wanted to suck cock initially, but got the hint and we moved to fucking pretty quickly. He got on his belly and spread his legs. I put a little lube on my cock and pushed in. He was surprisingly tight and dry. I mean he had just been fucked, and I found out later that the black top had given him a load. But as I pushed in and fucked him I couldn’t feel the load. Either it had been pretty small or had been dumped really deep.

I should step back a bit and say the young bottom would probably best be described as light-skinned blatino. He generally looked Latino, but he had coarse, curly hair in certain places – like his ass. Usually hairy asses aren’t an issue for me, but with him it was. It was the combination of lots of coarse hair combined with a rather perky ass. It meant the course hairs were constantly scratching my dick. I’m not going to call it a bad thing – it was just different. Things didn’t feel quite right. I added a bunch of lube to the top of my dick as I was fucking him. That helped, but only marginally.

Knowing the older bottom was into poz talk, I figured the young bottom would be as well. I whispered into the bottom’s ear “Are you a good little poz cumdump?” I didn’t really get a reaction from him. So that sorta fell flat and I fucked him without saying much from then on. I gave him a half way decent fuck, but I could tell my orgasm wasn’t coming and my dick was starting to go down as I got hotter from the exercise of fucking. So I pulled out and we sat around a bit and talked.

The vibe had felt a little like a PNP atmosphere except that I was pretty sure everyone was sober. However, the black top started telling a story about one time when he was with a guys and they were PNPing and the host put on this really weird straight incest movie and everyone got freaked out. The movie actually sounded sorta fun an interesting, but the guy couldn’t remember the name of the movie.

I had forgotten my cockring but I have this rawhide string tied to my keychain that I use as a cockring when I need a cockring and don’t have one. The problem was I hadn’t put it on tight enough and when I took it off and tried to retie it it kept slipping because it had gotten soaked in lube when I had lubed my dick mid-fuck. The young bottom kept looking at me trying to tie the damn thing. I’m sure he wondered what the problem was. Finally I took it off, tied it to the size it should be, and then put my dick and balls through it.

After maybe 10 or 15 minutes of the 4 of us chatting (and them surfing hookup sites with their phones trying to get more guys to come over), my dick got hard again. The older bottom was absorbed in his phone. I sorta wanted to fuck him again, but it was the younger bottom who noticed my hardon and started sucking me and then offered his ass to fuck.

This time I just took the dry and scratchy nature of his ass as a given and didn’t think about it. After a while of fucking him I could tell I was cumming. It wasn’t a major orgasm. It was like the start of the orgasm at the party the day before – felt like I was steadily leaking cum into his ass. But unlike the night before the flood gates never opened. So he got my load, but not a big load.

I rolled us on our sides and kept slowly pumping in and out of his ass. He picked up his phone and was arranging more guys as I slowly fucked him. Being on his phone earlier would have bothered me, but somehow in the context of a gangbang him on his phone arranging his next fuck while I had my dick in his ass, seemed completely normal.

I then put my clothes on and headed out. All in all it was decent. Would have been better a few hours later when the young bottom had 6 or 7 loads in him – then his ass would have felt incredible.

Load 2014-1

Had a good hookup yesterday with a neg bottom who’s a bit of a slutty cumhole, but really clean-cut appearance outwardly. He’s the Asian guy I fucked last month. He wanted me to come over right as another top was leaving, so he’d get loads back-to-back.

I get to his building and had to wait a couple minutes for the top before me to leave. He was in a nice building downtown – doorman, concierge, etc. When I got up to his apartment I sorta expected him to be naked since he’d just been fucked, but he was fully clothed. His apartment was quite nice, which was a pleasant change of pace from most of the places I see when I fuck guys. Clearly his life is going pretty well.

We strip down pretty quickly and he gets on the bed and throws his legs in the air. That’s when I remembered he’s not really into blowjobs. That’s fine with me – eating out smooth Asian hole is hardly a bad way to work up a hardon. As I rimmed him I was sorta hoping I’d taste the load that got deposited by the other top, but I never did taste anything in particular.

Once I was fully hard I climbed on the bed and pushed into him. His hole felt really good. A little slick (probably from the load in him), but also sorta tight and hitting in the right spots on my dick.

After fucking him briefly on his back, I rolled him over  bit and fucked him on his side. That felt really good and I could start to feel my orgasm building. I didn’t want to rush it too much – figured I’d just take my time (not that I ever take all that long to cum). But I wasn’t quite sure I could cum in that position, so I rolled him all the way onto his belly and experimented in that position until his hole was working my dick just right. Needless to say it wasn’t long before I blew a nice big 3 day load up his ass.

It was good I came when I did. I was sorta out of breath by the time the load came. I laid down next to him and spooned him with my dick still in his ass – just slowly pumping in and out of his cummy hole. We chatted a bit as I felt up his body.

After a little downtime he tried to get my dick up hard enough to fuck, but my load was shot and it wasn’t really happening – close, but not quite. After laying around a bit and chatting I eventually got dressed and left.

He’s a good cumhole – hopefully I’ll get to breed him pretty regularly this year.

Load 2013-54

Just had a hookup with this young hot cub. I think it’s hot when I get to fuck guys who are less than half my age and he was that with a couple years to spare. Usually I don’t hookup with cubs. My dick is a little unpredictable with stocky guys, but this guy was really short and just “stocky”, not really “fat”, so I went for it. And I was pleasantly surprised when he showed up. I’d actually put him in the “muscle cub” category – though he wasn’t overly muscular – but he was definitely solid with muscle.

Anyway, one of the things that stood out with the hookup was that he was really detached. He really didn’t talk much at all. He almost never looked me in the eye and when he did he diverted his gaze really quickly. And when he showed up and we got naked he didn’t really go down on me or anything. In fact I started things off by giving him a blowjob. He had a nice cock and he got hard quickly, but he was a total bottom (according to his profile), so it wasn’t about his dick.

After blowing him briefly I told him I wanted to rim him. When I tell most guys that they get on all fours. Instead he got on his back and put his legs up. I didn’t really care what position he was in – I just dove in on his hole. He had a nice, slightly hairy hole. It got me hard pretty quickly, at which point I lubed up my dick and his ass.

I pushed in slowly, and he had no trouble taking me. I then fucked him with his legs up in a missionary position for a little bit. He had been jacking his dick a bit when I was rimming him. That sorta stopped as I fucked him – which was good ’cause I didn’t want him to blow his load.

I then moved him onto his side and fucked him that way. At that point his hole was making my dick feel really good. I was pretty confident I’d be able to cum with him, but I had jacked off the day before so I wasn’t 100% certain I was going to be able to cum.

Then I rolled him some more so he was now completely on his belly. Things still felt really good and it wasn’t long  before I could feel my orgasm building and then I was blowing my load up his ass. As I came thing tingling sensation shot through my body. I think it’s happened before, but it’s been a long long time. It was sorta hot to sort of have a full-body orgasm.

We laid there for a bit and he still wasn’t really talking. I tried to start a little conversation. He answered my questions, but didn’t really help keep things going. Then his phone was going off so he got up, did a little texting, and then got dressed and was on his way.

I’m still not sure what to think of his “distance”. I mean I just don’t know his story. His profile says he’s neg and it’s the say after Christmas. Maybe Christmas didn’t go so well for him and he’s consoling himself by taking loads. Who knows?

He lives in the neighborhood, so hopefully his distance didn’t mean he wasn’t really into me. ‘Cause I’d sorta like to fuck him again in the not-too-distant future.

Load 2013-51 & 2013-52

Had two very different hookups last week. The first one was with the black thug that I fucked at the beginning of the year. He was back in town and had been hitting me up wanting my load. I get the sense that we come from very different backgrounds and perspectives. The connection is completely in the sex and in breeding his ass. He was hungry for it and I needed to get off.

It was a pretty routine hookup. He arrived, we stripped down, he started sucking my dick but as usual the blow job wasn’t really doing it for me (I just had a chubby – not a full hardon), so I had him get on all fours on the bed and I rimmed him to get fully hard. I then fucked him on his belly and it didn’t take all that long before I blew a load up his ass. I had taken a Cialis, so I just kept fucking him slowly until my dick finally went down (which took a while). He bills himself as vers, so I was sort of expecting him to jack off, but he didn’t feel the need. Then we chatted a bit, and then he got dressed and took off. The only slightly weird part of it was that he wanted moisturizer when he getting dressed. (Is that a black thing? I think I’ve had some other black guys ask me for moisturizer as well.)

The other guy is someone who’s been hitting me up for a while now – he looks Middle Eastern (comes from a place that is on the edge of the Middle East). I was a little worried about the hookup. He said he’d been parTying (bad sign), and even joked about having me pick up needles for him (I had to stop by a pharmacy on the way there). Guys who slam are generally pretty mess and not the greatest fucks, but I was in his neighborhood and figured “what the hell?”.

I get there and he’s probably 25 or 30 pounds heavier than in his pictures. My dick doesn’t really do well with stocky guys and he was definitely rather cubbish. I mean cubs are cute and he was rather adorable when he was sucking my dick and looking up at me, but that was sorta of strike two. Even though he had plenty of warning on when I’d be there, he wasn’t ready and he left me alone in his bedroom for a while when I got there. I just spent the time jacking my dick. It was a little odd, but I wouldn’t go as far as saying it was strike three or anything.

He was definitely an eager and enthusiastic bottom. In that way he was a great fuck. But despite his wanting my load and his having parTied, he had issues taking my dick. He kept wanting me to slow down or pull out for a break. That much was sorta typical for someone who’s high unfortunately. I kept trying to cum, but wasn’t having any luck. Tried all sorts of different positions, but nothing seemed to get my orgasm to cum.

Towards the end he got into a little HIV fetish talk. He’s neg and on PrEP but has a fantasy of getting pozzed. That sort of thing might have gotten me over the edge if it had happened earlier in the hookup, but at that point my dick was starting to be uncooperative. We fucked a lot, but I finally just had to say sorry for not cumming, but I need to go.

But then later he texted me saying all sorts of cum was pouring out of his ass. Apparently I had cum in him quite a bit and didn’t realize it. It happens. I just wish I had known I was cumming.

This week I had horrible luck hooking up on Monday. I was going in and out of being horny – with generally isn’t a very good sign for me. When I was horny, no one was interested. When I wasn’t horny guys were hitting me up. In fact two different REALLY hot young jock bottoms wanted me to fuck them, but it happened at a time when I wasn’t really in the mood and they wanted me to travel to them. My mind was willing, but my dick and libido just weren’t cooperating. I wound up just jacking off and collapsing in front of the couch to watch TV.

We’ll see if I get any action today. I’m hoping I get a simple, decent fuck in.

Loads 2013-49 & 2013-50

Well, I finally managed to get to 50 loads given this year. If I fuck someone every other day until the end of the year I could get to 60… Hmmm… Probably not realistic, but I’ll rack up a few more before the end of the year.

Anyway – the two guys I fucked they had one thing in common – they’d both been hitting me up for a while, but things had just never worked out in the past. That, and taking my load, are about the only things they had in common.

The guy from yesterday was your classic 40-something piggy bottom. I get the sense that over the years pretty much everyone has fucked him (though that’s just my gut impression – it may not be the case). The funny part was that despite his considerable experience he was sorta nervous when he showed up. He had verbal diarrhea. At one point I just wanted to shove a jockstrap in his mouth or something to shut him up. It’s a fine line between the right amount of verbal and too much. I mean there are a lot of factors – what’s being said, how it’s being said, the volume it’s being said at, and most importantly, who’s listening to it and what their preferences are.

Honestly the hookup with him didn’t go all that well. On top of being a bit too verbal he was also a bit controlling. He kept resisting the positions I’d put him in. Or he’d wiggle around when I was fucking him and then when I’d start to get in a groove he’d move. It was a little frustrating.

I had actually given up on cumming and was fucking him doggy – figuring I’d just fuck until my dick wasn’t into it anymore when all of a sudden the sensations started feeling right. I was rubbing up against something in his ass that felt good. So I just stayed in that groove for a while and let it develop. I can’t remember the last time I came in doggy position (there have been times, but the last one was probably at least a couple years ago now). Anyway, he didn’t move (too much) and the sensations started building and then I blew a rather considerable load in his ass.

We then laid there and had some quiet time. He cleaned off my cock and then buried his face in my arm pit and just laid there. Finally he was pretty much completely quiet. We did talk a little – enough to realize that his initial talkativeness was largely just him being nervous.

Today’s bottom was very different. At least on the outside he was a very clean cut and professional Asian guy – probably late 20s to “30ish”. He was the kind of guy that if you saw him on the street you’d never guess he likes taking loads. Never in a million years.

He started by giving me a blowjob, but that wasn’t really doing it for me, so I got him on all fours and started rimming his hole. It was a nice, smooth hole too – very pristine. My mind went back to one time when my bf and I went to a sex party in the old GCN space. I was rimming this really cute, clean cut Asian kid that was early 20’s at the oldest and all of a sudden cum just starts running out of his ass. My rimming turned into felching. The idea that someone so clean cut, “innocent” and cute was such a slut was a major turn on. So for the rest of the hookup today I just imagined the guy below me at a sex party taking loads from anyone and everyone.

His hole felt good, but like the guy the day before he wanted to control the position he got fucked in. I started with him on all fours and then then quickly pushed him on his belly – but he didn’t like that, so he rolled over on his back and guided my cock into his ass. We fucked that way a bit, then I slowly rolled him over and eventually got him on his belly. He wanted body contact, so he pushed his back up so it was rubbing against my chest as I fucked him.

It wasn’t long before I felt my load building and then I blew a pretty big load in him – which was a little surprising since I’d cum less than 24 hours before. (Guess the zinc I’m taking at night is helping). I then rolled us over on our side and he insisted on keeping my dick in his ass (I would have anyway), and I just kept pumping my dick in and out of his cummy hole.