Load 2008-16

Had a nice hookup with the Brazilian guy tonight. It was pretty much like the last time though shorter. I was waiting for him naked with all the lights out in the apartment except those in the bedroom.

He sucked me, we made out, he rode my dick, I fucked him in the missionary position and then on his belly before shooting a nice load deep up his ass. We laid around and talked about life and then he was on his way…

Nice, simple, relaxed…

Load 2008-15

So I managed to get two big things accomplished today… First, I got my cum up a twink’s ass, and second I got a video of it…

Some background… I was sorta half heartedly checking out the online sites this morning when I noticed an ad on Craigslist by an 18 y.o. kid looking to get fucked raw and take loads. He wasn’t very close by, but I contacted him since I’ve been wanting to fuck teen ass and was willing to travel for it. The pics he sent back were just body/ass shots but they looked good – and he was definitely game – said the guy he was living with was an older guy who was encouraging him to take as many loads as possible, but the guy was a bottom and hadn’t given him a load…

So anyway, he was supposed to have someone else coming over to fuck him and told me to call him at a certain time. Well, when I called the other guy had flaked out and I asked if he were up for video taping it and he said he was (the older guy could take the video). Then I mentioned I had a boyfriend who was a top and he wanted both of us to fuck him. I talked it over with my bf and he was game, so we made the plans definite.

The guy he lived with was going to be out for a few hours (he told me later why he was out – and let’s just say it was a pretty incredible story, but believable – though too much detail to relate here)… At first he said he couldn’t have me over while the guy was gone, but then he changed his mind and wanted us to come over while the guy was out…

So we pack up the cameras and drive over… When we got there he was definitely a young kid (though no fears of him being under age). He greeted us at the back door in his underwear. He was a skinny, lanky twink. He was timid, eager and sweet. My boyfriend wasn’t into him in a sexual way but liked him…

We went up to his bedroom and got things set up a bit and he started in with a blowjob. He had put on a mask, ’cause didn’t want us to show his face in the video, and I had put on the hood I had bought a few years ago when I fucked Dawson. After the blowjob I rimmed his ass… His hole was deep and looked like it had seen some use. I got it nice and wet with spit and then got his legs up and went to fuck him…

He needed more lube and pulled out this huge bottle of lube… After that we got into it in earnest. It was a bit distracting having my bf there filming it, but I tried to get into it. I gave him a half-way decent fuck, but it was far from my best fuck.

At one point I felt my orgasm coming, when I felt like I was going to cum I pulled out a bit and came on his hole and then shoved it back in, but my bf wasn’t in the right position to really get the cum shot (plus it was a bit watery and unimpressive). So I shoved my cummy dick back in his hole and kept fucking him figuring I might as well finish off in his ass. Then a couple minutes later I felt like I was going to cum again, so I pulled out and came on his hole again and then shoved it back in again.

By now his hole was pretty cummy and felt great (cum is the best lube)… I had taken a couple of pills before heading over and wasn’t going soft any time soon, so I just kept fucking him – it went on for a while…

Eventually I started getting a bit soft, chubby but soft, so we wrapped things up. I love in the end of the video where he puts his fingers down on his hole, brings them up and tastes them and can taste my cum…

So here’s the video of it – he was good with me putting it up online… Unfortunately there’s this cheesy music on in the background ’cause he had ’70s “pre-condom” porn on in the background… I had to do a bunch of cropping and dropped some of it since it showed too much of his face… And I can’t say I’m happy with how I look – could definitely use losing a few pounds, but hey – you either like it or you don’t… Plenty of guys seem to be into it, so whatever…

[The bottom has requested that the video no longer be available… It used to be here, now it’s not… Sorry.]

All in all the kid was a good fuck – I enjoyed hooking up with him, though I gotta get used to all the distractions and figure out how to do a better job fucking for the camera. He might have been 18, but he’d been around the block and new exactly what he was doing. He reminded me of the hustler teen on Queer As Folk – a little bit in looks, but definitely in how he carried himself and his attitude toward sex. Hopefully I can hookup with him again and do an even better video…

UPDATE: Turns out the kid is 21. He had told us the URL for his MySpace page and when I saw he got a 2 year degree a couple years ago, I knew he couldn’t be 18, so I asked and he said 21.

The other thing is that his ad had said “i will take any fuck from anyone who wants to come over and drop a load in my ass… dirty me up…” We had had zero discussion of HIV status – he just wanted cum in his ass. In the e-mail I got this morning he asked…

oh, it’s stupid to ask, but are you poz? i know i advertised for any load on the ad so it’s all good, but i was just wondering. it’s stupid of me, but i like to find out afterwards. kinkyish. alright, i’m digging my grave.

That made me wonder if he was a bug chaser, but he cleared things up a bit (sort of) with a subsequent e-mail…

not disappointed about you being neg in the least hehe. i love my ass being filled with cum, but don’t bb that often. i’ll put ads up when i’m high and feeling really sexual, but then i usually chicken out or go condom a lot of the time. if i think someone who dumped in me is poz, i usually go and get the after pills to try and kill whatever i may have caught. craziness – i wish i didn’t love it so much though. you pumped nice and deep in me too – it didn’t come out until later on at night.

That’s still pretty messed up, but reflects a young kid trying to sort things out…

And it looks like I gave him more cum than I thought… That’s always a good thing…

I had to go downtown today on an errand. Tried to find some new hole to fuck, but finally just wound up with the dependable Latin slut I’ve fucked on and off for a few years now…

As usual, he was bent over just inside the door, hole greased up, ready to get fucked. I pulled down my pants, jacked my dick until it was pretty hard, and started fucking him. For some reason I was just in the mood to completely slam his hole – over and over and over. It was a pretty rough and relentless fuck. I wasn’t able to cum for some reason, but I was able to stay hard. A couple times I felt my orgasm cumming, but then nothing actually came of it. So I just kept pounding and pounding and pounding away. If he weren’t such an experienced bottom I might have worried whether he could take it, but I knew that shouldn’t be a problem for him. It lasted for a quite a while and my tempo was a lot like the Energizer Bunny – really consistent… We would change positions but always the same relentless fuck.

Finally I was dripping with sweat and he was worn out. He said “unless you’re going to cum, can you stop now?” I did, went into the bathroom and cleaned off my dick. While I didn’t cum, it was still an OK hookup…

This hurts my batting average a little bit. I was doing really well this year – only a 13% failure rate before today (down from 43% the last two years). This puts it up to 18%, but still pretty good considering how things have gone in the past.

Load 2008-14

Last night there were 3 or 4 guys who wanted to hookup after work. I picked one and then he stood me up. He logged off when I thought he should be leaving. Then he just never showed up. When I finally realized it wasn’t going to happen I contacted the other guys, but it was too late… And I had even taken one of the pills (1/3rd dose) to make sure things went perfectly with him…

My boyfriend and I had dinner and watched the movie that we had gotten from NetFlix – “Gay Sex In The 70s” (highly recommended, BTW). With all the anonymous sex they were talking about ans showing, the movie got me all boned up – made me wish I lived in NY 30 years ago… My bf and I were discussing whether people have more or less sex these days. It’s definitely different than it was, but random hookups off the Internet in some ways are just as anonymous as cruising a pier (and you’re less likely to fall through a hole and drown in the river).

There I was wanting to fuck, and then being stood up, and then watching a movie with a lot of anonymous sex… So I get online and recontact one of the guys I had talked to earlier on Manhunt. He was available, and since he was uptown (in Harlem near the top of Central Park) I was willing to travel to hurry things along since I wanted to get to bed at a reasonable hour.

He gave me his address and phone number and told me to call when I was outside his building. Thought it was weird he didn’t give me an apartment number, but whatever. So I get there and the entrance to the building is dark. That’s not a good sign, so I call and he says he’s getting out of the shower, give him a minute. I’m sitting there wondering what’s going on. His immediate neighborhood is really nice. The building is a nice looking limestone townhouse, but he’s right on the edge of a pretty seedy neighborhood. If I were paranoid I wouldn’t have felt completely safe.

Finally I see some shadows behind the door and he opens up. No wonder he didn’t give me an apartment number – it turns out he owns the whole building and it’s configured as a single family home. The place is incredible – huge rooms, wonderful old details, really tall ceilings… After all the little hell holes I’ve fucked some bottoms in, this was a really nice change of pace.

We get down to business… He took off his sweat pants and left on his tank top and jockstrap, I left on my shirt… A little bit about him… He was significantly taller and a couple years older than me (things I don’t usually go for), but he was thin as a rail (something I definitely like). And to his credit – he was exactly like his pics – which were clear and numerous.

His ass was really nice so I dove in and rimmed it for a while – just took my time and enjoyed a great looking hole. I reached up to feel his dick – it was soft and a lot smaller than I would have expected on such a tall guy – but I didn’t mind that one bit…

Needless to say by the end of that I was completely boned. I spit on my dick a bit and then shoved in. Given our height difference I figured I should get him up on the bed on his stomach – it would be easier for both of us. His hole felt good (lube probably would have made it feel great), we fucked that way for a while then when I felt my load building I let him know I was going to give him my load. He pushed his ass up a little and you could tell he liked getting my load.

Since I had taken even the one pill earlier, I didn’t go soft right away. I laid down on top of him and slowly kept pumping my dick in and out of his now cummy ass. I didn’t want it to end…. Finally I rolled him over on his side (in case he wanted to jack off), and kept slowly pumping his hole. That went on for a while as well…

Eventually he wanted to kiss and when he laid on his back my dick popped out of his ass. After we kissed and felt each other up then he sat on top of me and jacked off (had this really intense look on his face while he was doing it and barely looked at me)…

Afterwards we laid around and talked – mostly about boyfriends and our experiences owning real estate in Upper Manhattan. It was a good talk…

I’m hoping this is the start of something regular. He’s a nice guy and I liked giving him my load…

Load 2008-13

Well, the pills that were making me feel so shitty for over a week are done. UGH. They were getting rid of parasites – don’t know if I got them from rimming or a restaurant worker who didn’t wash his hands after going to the bathroom. Either way I was one of the 16% of people who have pretty bad nausea. I just felt like I was about to throw up – for a whole week…

While the pills will take a few days to get out of my system, I hadn’t seeded any ass for a 10 days, so yesterday I hooked up with this Latino in the Bronx who was on my way home… He had contacted me on Saturday saying he and his buddy were hanging out at his place, both were bareback bottoms, did I want to come over? So when I saw him online yesterday I sent him a message…

I get there – it’s a “decent” neighborhood, I found parking right away, not far from his building. I get up to his place and it’s pretty spartan, but decent and clean… He was pretty much just like his pics – a nice looking, pretty thin, light-skinned Puerto Rican around my age. But he was also really pretty timid and nervous. Said he didn’t do this very much but I could have anything I wanted. I wasn’t quite sure what he meant by “this” – hooking up? taking loads? pump-and-dumps?

So we start taking off our clothes (I left my dress shirt on the whole time and just took off my pants and underwear). When he takes off his pants this HUGE dick plops out. My mind went to BikeGuy’s post the other day… It must have been 7 inches “soft” and it was thick too with a big head… I usually don’t suck much cock, but this one I had to try out… So I get down on my knees and start blowing him… It was a really nice cock. I wonder if the guy doesn’t get fucked much simply because when versatile tops see his dick they turn into big bottoms… Even though it was a great cock, I wasn’t there to suck dick. When he reiterated that I could have anything I wanted I had him lay on his back and started rimming him. (Yeah, I know, with what I just went through, I shouldn’t rim as much as I do – but I love eating ass…)

When I got his hole all sloppy with spit I gave him his poppers and started fucking him. Now I should back track – his hole was one of those holes that looks like it’s seen a lot of use and pretty loose. Could have been dildo use, but still, it’s not the type of hole that’s going to have problems taking a dick. But even so he wanted me to go slow and had me wait for his hole to relax.

As we fucked he kept pausing to sniff more poppers so his hole was loose enough, but the fact of the matter was it was pretty much completely loose as it was. The poppers were a pretty big distraction ’cause it meant we kept stopping so he wouldn’t spill… But at the same time his hole did feel really great. It was loose and really wet. So wet that I wondered if he hadn’t squirted a bunch of lube up there. If he hadn’t been so awkward about hooking up I would have thought he had a bunch of loads in him… Either way, it was a great hole – so the popper interruptions were something I was OK with putting up with.

Finally I got him on his belly which was good ’cause it was a position that I could fuck him while he was sniffing his poppers. I just wanted to cum and before long I felt it building and then let loose like 4 or 5 big squirts of cum in his ass… It felt good to finally put my cum where it belonged – up an ass rather than jacking off like I was doing when I wasn’t feeling so great the past 10 days…

He was so awkward about hooking up things sorta ended there. No after fuck cuddle – nothing. He was laying there on the bed looking at me with his huge dick, but sucking him off didn’t seem like the right thing in the moment. He was a sub bottom, I was his dom top. His orgasm didn’t seem all that important to him…

As I was getting dressed he mentioned that he was glad we’d hooked up. He’d been trying all weekend without any luck…

More in the “keeping you entertained” category… Here’s a video of what happened when a straight guy was sent into a gay bathhouse and it turned out to be “blackout night”… I think it was one of those traumatic events he’ll be jacking off thinking about later…