My bf and I were talking this weekend about the web site – about how to improve it, etc. I make a little bit of money off it – not enough to make much of a dent in my expenses (living in NY), but hey, I’m basically being paid to look at porn and jack off, so I’m not complaining.

Years ago, when my bf was in college he had a messy roommate. In order to tease the guy, his friends nicknamed him “Dirty Darlene”. Over the years my bf has used “Dirti Darlene” online when he didn’t want to reveal his true identity. So we put two and two together and decided to create a straight web site that’s a bit like this one – DirtiDarlene.com. For us that site’s all about trying to make money. I’ve heard straight porn can be a lot more profitable than gay porn – so we’ll try it out for a while and see if that’s the case.

Mind you, it’s all made up, but it’s sorta funny trying to put myself into the headspace of a woman so the written bits would be somewhat believable. The first two posts were pretty rough, but in the most recent post I decided Dirti Darlene was a bored, horny, rich housewife with kids. A swinger (of course), since she’s gotta be into sex and porn enough to have a porn blog. So in the most recent post I have her talking about how the pics remind her of when her husband first had sex with their kids’ nanny. Of course, being the sexually liberated swinger that she is, she showed she was OK by licking her husband’s cum out of the nanny’s pussy. So that will basically be the way I’ll write the site – she’ll tell how the people in the photos/videos remind her of people she and her husband have had sex with…

It’s funny though. I didn’t think I’d like straight porn – and honestly, there’s a lot of straight porn that I do find completely gross. But when the guy and girl are attractive, it really isn’t so bad. The technical quality of straight porn is generally a lot better than it is for gay porn, which helps. And provided I don’t have to hear the girls talk and squeal, or think about their hair getting in the way, or touch their boobs, or think about what pussy must taste like… It’s still really hot to see raw dick fucking a hole. It’s actually sort of an interesting change, and I’m starting to get into it (not that I have any interest in fucking a woman).

For now the site looks just like this one, but we’ll change that over time and make it look more like it was put together by a woman.

So, if you want a change of pace and get into straight porn – check out the site. It’ll be pretty heavily edited – the porn a gay man could get into… And of course, there won’t be a condom in sight anywhere…

I’ve seen party announcements from BMOCO for a while now – basically sex parties for men of color who are on the heavy side (and guys who are into them)…

Unless I’ve been missing something and they’ve been this way all along, they’ve gotten a lot more uninhibited lately – and I just want to give them a huge thumbs up for it…

Here are excerpts from the invites for their next two parties…

Sodom: The Land of Anything Goes
(Fisting, Watersports & Bareback/Raw)
Friday, October 26th, 9:00pm-8:00am in Downtown Brooklyn, NY
Cost: $30

Eyes Wide Shut-Masked Party
The attire for the night will be a mask that covers the eye area and the usual clothes check rule.
The First 6 Hours will be a Dim Room and the Last 6 hours will be a Dark Room
Saturday, October 27th, 6:00pm-6:00am in Downtown Brooklyn, NY
Cost: $20

They are giving out condoms on the “Eyes Wide Shut” party, but how many people do you think are actually going to use them in a completely dark room where guys have blindfolds on?

Guys, if your in NYC and match the description of being stocky/chubby and a person of color (or into that type of guy) – that’s basically a whole weekend of getting bred – go have some fun and see how much raw dick and cum you can get in your ass…

If you’re interested, go to their Yahoo! Group, or contact them at one of these e-mail addresses: BMOCO2@aol.com, BMOCOParty@yahoo.com, BMOCOParty@gmail.com

Here’s a pic of a chubby Brazilian getting fucked raw… Seemed appropriate…

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I’m out-of-town for a few days in a small city in the south… God I love NY… There’s just a weird karma down here… Mind you parts of it are so charmingly stereotypical – like the woman on the plane saying “Thank you so much…” just like Kyra Sedgwick – and then the waitress last night would could have been Kyra Sedgwick’s younger sister…

I’m finding it funny reading profiles that say “I’m just a country guy who’s recently moved to the city”. Guys – this place barely passes for a City. I know – I spent two hours walking “downtown” when I got a bit lost today (until I realized I had Google Maps on my cell phone). The place is a wasteland. I finally found the “good” part of downtown only to see boarded up buildings there too… Yes, there’s a nice part of the city and it’s quaint and charming, but lets just say you need to stay in the numbered streets and they seem to stop at 4th Street.

And the choice of men isn’t much better… It’s been a long time since my bf and I spent days apart and I was hoping for a little action. The thing is, the guys just aren’t all that hot (IMO). My bf might think so – he likes beefy/stocky/chubby white guys, but that’s not my type. And the black guys down here are different too – there’s more shades of brown in NY, and a different attitude (which is true for white guys as well)…

Whatever. Anyway, I tried one… It was an OK experience, he looked mostly black, was a little chubby but not too bad… Unfortunately he took off his shirt… I needed to fuck and I did, and I came in his ass. But then he wanted to keep going and I just wanted it to be over. I tried to play along, and finally he jacked off onto my chest – a lot of cum – my belly was covered in cum and it was dripping all over the place… But I was just glad when he left.

So that’s about it. Wish it were better, but whatever…

I know, I should be fucking more, but I have been keeping up the porn section and the stories section pretty well the last couple weeks…

I just got done reorganizing and adding to all those links that are on your right (if you’re reading this on the web – if you’re reading the RSS feed – you’ll need to come to the site to see what I’m talking about). There’s a lot of new links in there – stuff I’ve been meaning to add, but the way I had done it before was a bit difficult – now adding stuff is easier.

So enjoy yourself and explore a little…

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There’s something about full moons – I’m just a lot hornier when there’s a full moon.

After being a bit sick on Thursday (100.6° fever), I was horny on Friday and jacked off 3 times. Saturday (yesterday) I wanted to fuck someone on my way downtown to meet my bf and friends. There were a couple prospects, but one on bnskin.com was on my way and looked decent, so I made plans with him.

We both didn’t have much time and it was made worse by subway troubles. So when I showed up at his place we didn’t have much time at all. When the security guard at his building rang him, he didn’t answer, so I called him and he answered the guard the second time. I noticed the time at that point…

When I got into his apartment it was a big Upper West Side apartment with really tall ceilings. He took me into what looked a spare bedroom set up as an office. There was a futon couch, a small desk with a computer (with him logged into Manhunt). He looked older than his pics, but still like a decent fuck…

I unzipped and pulled out my cock. He shoved down his pants, bent over and sucked my dick while I played with his hole, which had a light fuzz on it. I was thinking of rimming him, but then he got up, handed me some lube. I got the hint, put some lube on his hole, and on my dick…

I wasn’t totally hard at this point, but had enough of a chubby that I grabbed it, got it hard enough and tried to push in. I had to try several times ’cause he was really tight, but I finally got in.

At first I wondered if I could cum, but as time went I knew I would – eventually… He was shorter than me, his waist was really thin (just like I like them) – must have been about 28″, and he didn’t seem to have much fat on him at all – so he was pretty much my type. It felt like I kept fucking him and fucking him. Eventually his hole got looser and wetter and I felt my orgasm building, until I finally just felt it and stopped and let loose in his hole. It felt good – it had been almost a month since I had unloaded in someone’s hole…

After I pulled out he pointed out the bathroom and I went in and washed up. I took a look at the time – 8 minutes since I had called him in the lobby… I love quickies…

Thinking about it later the hookup was a little weird in that there was really no connection between us. Usually guys who are “just holes” have their doors unlocked and the lights low. He was so matter-of-fact and emotionless about getting fucked, but at the same time he had a really tight hole. I couldn’t quite figure him out…

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My sex life has been non-existent lately – been preoccupied with work and just jack off as needed…

My bf has been hooking up a little bit. Last night he had a guy over who he’d fucked a couple weeks ago. Last time he had started by telling the guy I was his roommate, then later told him I was his bf (the guy was really disappointed), and there were condom wrappers lying around afterwards so that told me all I needed to know. Though I did take a look at the expiration date on the condom and saw that it expired earlier this year – needless to say we don’t go through condoms very fast around here…

So after he was gone last night I asked my bf how it went…

BF: “It was fun – He had me cum in his ass”.

Me: “But you guys fucked with rubbers last time”.

BF: “Yeah, we started with rubbers this time too, then he wanted me to cum inside him and I told him I didn’t think I could unless I was really pounding his ass and it was bareback, so he let me fuck him raw.”

So much for being a safe sex bottom – and glad to see my bf stating he wants to go bareback…