Load 2013-6

So yesterday I initially set up plans to fuck a guy and film it, but then @PortaUrinal reminded me that we had plans to go out drinking, so I needed something simpler and faster so I could be done by the time PortaUrinal came over. So I texted one of the black cumholes who lives near me (the one who bottomed for me and MascMountainMan a while back). Of course, as soon as I made plans with him a couple other guys said they were available – and they were pretty hot too. But I stuck with the plan I had in place ’cause it was good timing for that particular night.

Usually I dim the lights in the room and draw the blinds, but last night I was a little lazy, so I just kept lights off and the blinds open. It made for a pretty dark room.

The bottom wanted to use the bathroom when he got there, so I stripped down, laid on the bed, and started jacking my dick while I waited for him. It took a while to get fully hard – guess my mind was somewhere else or something. But by the time he came out of the bathroom I was mostly hard. I just laid there while he got between my legs and started sucking my dick. A couple minutes later when I was fully hard I asked him to sit on my dick. I can’t ever cum that way, but right in that moment I just felt like a relaxed fuck where I take it slow and easy.

He tried a few times to get my dick in his hole, but for some reason he just couldn’t get it in. That’s weird ’cause my first boyfriend taught me that the easiest way to take dick was to sit on it. Anyway, as he was trying to get my dick in his hole I felt his dick. The guy is hung like a horse, which is funny ’cause he’s 90% bottom. He’s long and beer can thick. It felt pretty incredible. It was around that moment when I really started liking being in a dark room. I’ve fucked this guy quite a few times in the past – it’s a little routine at this point, but with the room so dark he was just an anonymous body you’d find in some back room. It was hot to be able to play with his huge cock and not get distracted by the other parts of him that I know pretty well by now.

I don’t know why he couldn’t get my dick up his hole, but I finally just gave up on that idea. I got up and he got on all fours. I put some more lube on my dick and pushed in. He was pretty tight. (It’s funny – I can tell when he’s high and when he’s sober by how loose/tight his hole is. When he’s high he can take my dick with a cock sheath. When he’s sober he’s really tight). I had forgotten how good his hole can feel. I mean he always gets me to cum, but his hole was tight and was putting pressure in all sorts of directions. It was working my cock pretty much perfectly.

Despite how good it felt, I wasn’t cumming. I tried to move around a bit, but finally just took a little breather. I don’t think he’s usually so hard when he’s with me, so I asked him to jack off for me. It took him a little while, but he finally gave me what I wanted and blew a nice big load for me.

Some guys can’t get fucked after cumming, but I knew he’d take my dick even if it was difficult for him. By now I had caught my breath and was pretty horned up so it didn’t take long for me to cum with his hole working my dick so well. It had been 3 1/2 days since I had cum – so he got a nice big load.

We laid there for a little bit with my dick in his ass and then my dick got soft and came out. After a little bit I got up – I sensed the bottom wanted to stay laying there a little longer, but I had to eat a little something before PortaUrinal came over.

The only problem with a dark room is getting dressed… Had to turn the lights on for that. But all in all I really liked the anonymity of the encounter – even though I knew him there was something primal about it. Gotta turn the lights off more often. Though on the first hookup I always like to get a proper look at what I’m rimming/fucking…

Load 2013-5

I’m hoping I have a new fuck buddy. This little black muscle guy just came over and took my load. I LOVED his body. He was significantly shorter than me (which I like) and he was big and solid all over. HUGE shoulders, and an ass that was like a piece of granite. Very, very hot… And he lives within easy walking distance, which is why I hope he’ll become a regular fuck bud.

Anyway… I wasn’t sure if I was really up for fucking this morning, but when I started looking at profiles online my dick got rock hard and stayed hard. That’s always a good sign and it was a little surprising since the last Cialis I took was 3 days ago. My bf is sick in bed today and when I went to check with him to see if it was OK if I hooked up he was asleep so I didn’t bother him. I was pretty sure he’d be fine with it, so I told the guy to come over.

I told him to text me rather than ring the bell (so my bf wouldn’t get woken up). I tried to get him into my place as quietly as possible, but despite my efforts our dogs started barking. Oh well… Anyway, we went into the spare bedroom and got down to business. He didn’t just have a muscular body, he had a cute face too. I was loving it.

He wanted to kiss a little. Then he sucked on my nipples (while I played with his), and then he went down on my cock. When he came up he kept sucking on my nipples. What I really wanted to do was fuck, so I told him I wanted to rim him. He got on all fours on the bed and I started sucking on his ass. What was curious was the location of his ass hole – it was low on his ass. It’s funny how asshole positions differ from one guy to the next.

As I was rimming him he started moaning. I could tell from his moaning that he “wasn’t all that butch”, if you know what I mean. And I was a little worried he’d be a loud moaner and wake up my boyfriend.

When I got him nice and wet, I lubed up my cock and shoved in. His hole felt incredible. It was as muscular as his body. And being a little guy when I pushed in I’d hit bottom, which felt really good on my cock.  After a few strokes I pushed him down on his belly – and that’s when things got a little complicated. His asshole was so low down and his ass so big and muscular it was hard to keep my dick in his ass. I did something I almost never do – I put a pillow under his ass. That helped a bit.

Meanwhile, despite the awkward positioning, his hole was making my dick feel really good and before I knew it I blew my load in his ass. As I was coming he could sense I was about to cum and said “Breed Me” – which was hot… A little muscle boy going around taking loads from complete strangers – begging them to cum in his ass…

I laid on him a little bit after cumming and then rolled both of us over on our sides and I kept slowly pumping his ass. The position was much easier on our sides (probably a good position to fuck him in). But his hole was so muscular and tight that he inadvertently pushed my cock out at one point.

Thankfully, his moans when I was fucking him weren’t much louder than when I was rimming him. But as we were getting dressed we were talking and he laughed rather loudly. Not sure if my bf heard it or not. He might always think the laugh came from next door…

Anyway, he was a hot fuck – hopefully I’ll get to seed him on a regular basis this year. 😉

I’m a little late doing this, but just thought I’d do the year end wrap up for last year and look forward to 2013…

So last year I had 68 hookups and gave about 60 loads. In a couple of those cases I wasn’t absolutely sure I came, but I strongly suspect that I did. That means I had a failure rate of 12%, which is really good for me. Even if you said I only gave 58 loads, that’s still just a failure rate of 15% – which is still good.

60 loads makes 2012 the 2nd best year since I started keeping records. 2008 was slightly better with 67 loads given.

46 of the guys that I fucked I’d never fucked before, and 34 of the loads I gave were into holes I hadn’t seeded previously. If those numbers don’t quite make sense – imagine a sex party. I may fuck 5 guys I’ve never fucked before, but only give 1 load.

In the grand scheme of things 60 loads is not all that many. I mean there’s one bottom on Breeding Zone who is trying to get 2013 loads in his ass this year – he’ll need 5 or 6 loads every day to achieve that goal. That’s a lot of loads!

My goal for this year is go give 100 loads. It seems like a goal I could achieve. However, I’m behind my goal so far in large part because I started the year off sick and then couldn’t manage to cum with the muscle cub I fucked so much at MAL. If I don’t pick things up I’ll only mange to give 70 loads this year. But I think I can pick up the pace a little 😉

Load 2013-4

After feeling a bit melancholy the past week, I finally got back in the saddle and fucked someone today. When I first started looking there were some hot choices, but they all wanted me to travel and I just wasn’t in the mood to go out in the cold. Then there was a lot of nothing, then as is typical, when it rains it pours – all of a sudden there were several guys who wanted to come over. I opted for the black guy I’ve fucked on many occasions in the past. It’s not that the other options wouldn’t have been great fucks, it’s just he was what I was in the mood for today.

What was a little surprising was the reaction from the other guys. One responded with “not cool” when I said I had made other plans. Seriously? There are many ways one can be “not cool” when hooking up. Talking to two people at once and picking one and then being honest with the others isn’t really in the “not cool” category. It’s just the nature of the game. Then another one called me (guess I’d given him my number previously). But when I didn’t answer and texted back reminding him that calling me was not OK, he was all pissy with me. Whatever… Guys, it’s just sex – don’t take it so seriously…

Then there was the guy who unlocked FOUR times and kept relocking. He wouldn’t respond to questions like “looking?” Instead he’d just unlock again and then relock before you actually had a chance to look. I did manage to see his pics once and he was hot, but after the 4th unlocked I was the one who was bitchy… I just flat out asked him if he was high on meth, and told him I wasn’t into guys are tweaked out of their brains and playing games. I mean, is there another explanation for unlocking and relocking FOUR times in the course of maybe 30 minutes? [IMHO, my bitchiness was semi-justified.]

Anyway, the hookup… There were a few details I won’t go into, but on the whole it was pretty much my regular hookup with him. There’s something about his hole that always gets me to cum – can’t really define it. I wondered at first if I was going to be able to cum (I’ve been jacking off too much lately), but after a few minutes I knew my load was coming. The only other thing of note was we were sort of face to face when he was cumming and he closed his eyes and didn’t look at me… Interesting… I would have loved to have been a mind reader in that moment – to know what fantasy he was jacking off to…

Just wanted to give a little update… I’ve been in a bit of a melancholy mood since returning from MAL. Actually the first couple days back I was still on a sexual high and pretty horny. I fucked the thug the first day back, and I was really horny the 2nd day too. But I couldn’t find anyone that day, and forgot about texting my fuckbud in the neighborhood, so I wound up jacking off. As I came I could feel it was a bit load and it was like my sexual energy went out of my with the load.

After that I needed to get back to the the real world and all the pressures of life. I just sorta got out of the mood to fuck. Even sorta stopped wanting to be around people. I know it’s probably just the winter blues, but it is what it is, and I just don’t feel like fucking. Unfortunately the last few days I’ve just wanted to jack off and be done with it.

Yesterday there were some really hot guys hitting me up on BBRT. That got me a bit more in the mood 😉 And as I walked the dogs last night I noticed that it looked like a full moon was coming. (Just checked – it’ll happen on the 26th). I’m always hornier around full moons, so that’s promising…

So hopefully later this week I’ll get back into the swing of things. But nothing for now.

BTW, if you’re feeling the winter blues – it may be a Vitamin D deficiency. In the summer we get plenty of Vitamin D by being outdoors in the sun, but in the winter most Americans in northern climates are Vitamin D deficient. So take your Vitamin D. [Unfortunately the Vitamin D they put in milk is the wrong type of Vitamin D and the body doesn’t absorb it very easily – so get the pills from your local pharmacy.]

Load 2013-1 & 2013-2

This was a really weird year for gangbangs at MAL (Mid-Atlantic Leather). One of my readers suggested that I may be a victim of my own success – I’ve advertised MAL as a good place for sex parties and as a result tons of bottoms show up and schedule their own gangbangs and tops have too many choices  –  so there’s fewer tops at each gangbang and fewer loads given.

IMHO, there were too many bottoms at MAL this year and not enough tops. Apparently DC is a city of bottoms – people joked about how many of the “versatile tops” are actually total bottoms. But there were lots of out-of-towners too. Wherever they came from, the number of “gangbangs” at any given time was rather amazing. At one point I was getting emails asking if I had canceled my gangbang for the evening because people didn’t see it on the first page of parties listed in BBRT – it was well onto the 2nd page there were so many scheduled.

The competition among bottoms was pretty intense. Of of my favorite bottoms came down from NYC and scheduled 2 or 3 gangbangs for himself. Between those parties and 1-on-1 hookups he only got 12 loads. Hell, I’ve had gangbangs in the past where bottoms walked away with 15+ loads just from the one gangbang. And I’ve known bottoms who got 100+ loads over a weekend.

I was trying to sorta have a theme of neg gangbang bottoms this year. That didn’t always happen and I did have some poz guys in the mix. But I wonder if one of the reasons why my gangbangs weren’t as popular this year was because my guys tended to be more “average”. I’ve seen it before – “hot” bottoms are popular. A few years ago there was a gaggle of tops following a particularly hot bottom down the hall seeing which room he’d end up in. So unfortunately, in order to compete in the highly competitive gangbang market that MAL has become I guess I’m going to have to prioritize “hot” bottoms. I put it in quotes because hot is such a subjective word. But what I mean is the jocks with tight bodies that everyone seems to want to fuck – or guys somewhat close to that ideal.

I already talked a bit about the Thursday gangbang. That was chaotic due to picking bottoms at the last minute. But to my point – the lean jockish bottom got half the loads given (5), and the sk8r twink came in 2nd with 3 loads. The guys who came off more as “sex pigs” got one and two loads. Of course it helped that the jockish bottom got there first and was the only bottom at the very beginning.

Still over 140 people had said they wanted to come to the gangbang. Usually I’d expect about 50 tops in a case like that (1/3rd). But only 27 showed up, and only 11 loads were given (including mine – and I’m not counted in the 27). So only about 1/3rd of the tops that showed up gave a load – that’s pretty bad…

It seemed morning gangbangs had better ratios, but smaller numbers. The Friday morning gangbang had 7 guys show up, and 6 loads were given. That’s a good ratio. The Monday morning gangbang 3 tops showed up and 2 loads were given. Actually two tops were turned away ’cause they arrived too late… One of them was actually really cute… Maybe I should have extended it for him 😉

Friday night 14 tops showed up, but only 4 loads were given – that’s fewer than 1 in 3… In that case the bottoms were a bearish/cubbish guy and a Latino with a bit of a sex pig vibe to him. That gangbang was actually a complete disaster. There were tons of spectators. If there had been a critical mass of true tops I would have thrown out all the spectators, but there wasn’t, and every now and then one of the spectators would join in. Then this gaggle of 20-somethings showed up. The funny part was I had thought for the orgies I had scheduled that anyone who showed up in just a jockstrap would be a good participant. But all the 20-somehthings were just wandering the halls in their underwear or in a jockstrap. They had no intention of getting fucked (or fucking). They were just exhibitionists and wanted to jack their dicks and suck each other’s cocks while watching sex pigs fuck. For god’s sake – MAL is not a spectator sport…

It was after that gangbang that I decided to definitely cancel the afternoon orgies I had planned. There were many reasons for cancelling, but one of the core ones was that I just didn’t want to have parties for that crowd of 20-somethings who weren’t really going to participate. Actually seeing all that and thinking about it really helped. In the future I probably will organize orgies and I’ll have a rather strict door. Thing is, even that is difficult… There’s a bottom in one of the later gangbangs who was as cute and twinky as they come, but he was also an excellent pig…

It’s too bad Friday night’s gangbang was such a failure. Both the bottoms were neg. The bearish guy had actually started PrEP a few months before. The piggy guy used to be more of a top and had recently gotten into bottoming and it was clear he was going whole hog on the bottoming… Monday just before I left I went over to his room to retrieve a hood I had lent him – the room was almost completely dark and there was a guy fucking him. So basically he had become one of those bottoms who turns off the lights (or wears a hood) and just lets anyone breed his ass.

Anyway moving on… Saturday’s gangbang had a MUCH better vibe. The guys who came were there to fuck and breed. It wasn’t a big gangbang. If I understand PortaUrinal’s notes (he was keeping track of numbers) – it seems 10 guys came and 10 1/2 loads were given. (There were more loads than tops because my boy for the weekend gave a load before he left for work). So every top who came gave a load (how it should be). Though one top didn’t want to fuck – I wanted him to cum on a bottom’s ass and I’d push it in, but he insisted on cumming on the bottom’s face. I scooped up a little of it and lubed my cock with it and shoved it in the bottom’s hole. So it wasn’t much of a load – probably more like 1/10th or 1/20th of a load. Still, all the tops gave a load.

For that gangbang I brought back the hot poz Latino from the first gangbang. He got another 5 loads. And then there was this very hot bug chasing jock. It was odd though… For one reason or another the bug chasing jock just wasn’t into me. I mean I fucked him, but he seemed continually distracted. The first time I fucked him he started sucking a guy’s dick and was paying more attention to the dick in his mouth than my dick in his ass. The second time he kept moving around. It’s possible his being so distracted was because he was on something. The only tops who really had a good time with him were ones who were extremely controlling. Actually my boy fit into that category – he was all over the bottom like white on rice and forced him to do what he wanted. I’m not really like that when I fuck.

So it was good gangbang, but 5 loads for each bottom means it wasn’t a great gangbang – there just weren’t enough tops.

Sunday’s gangbang got 14 tops to show up, but only 4 loads were given – and that includes my load, and I wasn’t counted in the 14. That’s a lame ratio – just barely better than 1 in 5 tops gave a load. So it was the same in terms of attendance and loads as the Friday failure, but at least this time there was lots of fucking going on. A lot of black guys showed up for some reason which gave the gangbang a very interracial tone, but the problem was I don’t think any of the black guys came. I think they were more into each other than into the designated bottoms. At one point one of them was sucking the other. I put a stop to that when they started fucking and the top went back to fucking one of the designated bottoms.

Actually, just finding bottoms for this gangbang was a challenge. I had two guys lined up and confirmed, but neither of them showed up. Then there were two guys who were really interested – I told them to come around the start time and if I needed a bottom they could bottom. So there I was 5 minutes before the start with no bottoms. The one good thing about there being too many bottoms at MAL is that it wasn’t hard to find bottoms at the last minute.

The first bottom to show up had been a top at one of my other gangbangs. He filled in as a bottom initially but when he wasn’t getting any loads and the tops migrated to other bottoms he bowed out as a bottom, acted as a top for a bit and then left. Then there was a stocky Latino with long hair who came over. He had said his hole was sore and he didn’t know if he could take very much. I fucked him and his hole did the job and got me to cum after days of not being able to cum with my cub. But then almost no one else was interested in him since he’s such a particular type – so eventually he left.

One of the bottoms who was supposed to be at my Saturday gangbang but didn’t make it (’cause of communication issues), wound up coming to the Sunday gangbang. He’s a hot lean jock with a bit of a punk edge to him. He managed to get 3 loads. Given that only 4 loads were given, that says something. He was neg and chasing.

Last to show up was this deaf guy. The gay deaf community is pretty small in DC, but given that Gallaudet isn’t far away, there are more deaf guys in DC than you might expect. I noticed them the first night when we went out to a bar for drinks. In fact, I think I saw the particular guy who showed up – he’s totally my type and sorta stood out in the crowd to me. The guy had a bit of an innocent look to him, but looks can be deceiving – he got right in there and went to work sucking dick and offering his ass to tops. Unfortunately he got there a bit late and the guys who fucked him were just doing marathon fucking. He got fucked good, but didn’t get any loads. I was a little disappointed I came so soon that night. I did fuck him, but not as much as I would have liked since I had just cum and my dick wasn’t completely cooperating.

So all, not the best weekend for gangbangs. Either the turn out was small, or tops weren’t giving loads, or both. I think next year I’ll stick closer to the “hot jock” type – they seem to be the most popular with the tops – they definitely get the most loads.