Load 2012-11

Well, I’m cranking out my backlog of blog posts… After this, just one more to go 🙂

Two nights ago I was up for fucking but wanted something simple. Simple comes in a lot of different forms, but it’s one of the primary reasons why I turn down guys when I’m looking. Simple often means quick, and I don’t want someone traveling 45+ min from Brooklyn for a 10 or 15 minute fuck. And if someone says they want an extended session, that sorta kills it too. You get the idea.

Well, this particular bottom I’ve been fucking since I think it was 2004. Usually it’s just an anonymous pump-n-dump at his place, but the last few fucks he’s opened up to me and been more interactive. Even so, he always likes to get directly to the fucking – which I like a lot. So when he hit me up and volunteered to come to my place (we almost always meet at his), I said yes.

It wasn’t quite dark when he got here and we don’t have shades on the windows. I could tell he was a little freaked out about fucking with big, uncovered windows like 8 feet away. But I assured him that from the outside the windows looked dark and uninteresting and also I’ve noticed folks in Harlem keep their blinds closed. It’s weird – ’cause it means they live in dark apartments, but it’s how it is. So as you looked out all the windows with lights on had their curtains drawn.

He got right on the bed and got in a doggy position – no sucking dick first… I got behind him and ate out his ass. As usual, he had lubed up with some oily lube. Not my favorite taste, but it didn’t distract me from the task at hand. I got hard pretty quickly, got on the bed and pushed him onto his belly as I went in.

I don’t always cum with him – sometimes the feel of his hole is a little off for me, but that wasn’t the case that night. It felt good, and it didn’t hurt that I hadn’t cum in 4 days. (I’m still keeping to my ‘no wasted cum’ pledge and I’m not jacking off between fucks). End result was it wasn’t long before I was pumping a load in his hole. I asked him if I was his first for the night. He said “No, there’s already one in there… You know me.” And indeed I do know him – he loves taking multiple loads. I’d love for him to keep count – he must take well over 1000 loads each year.

We chatted a little bit afterwards – it’s not totally anonymous with him anymore… Then he left. All in all a good, easy fuck – just like I like them.

Load 2008-10

I gotta say, the iPhone/Android app “Scruff” has been really active and promising lately. I’m not sure if it’s because I’m further downtown now, or if something’s changed with it lately. I’ve noticed they’re letting guys be a lot more explicit in their profiles… But it’s actually turned into a decent way to hookup.

If you haven’t tried Scruff, it’s ideal type is (obviously) scruffy guys and their admirers – lots of guys with beards which means lots of bears and average sort of guys. So you wouldn’t think you’d find a twink on Scruff, but that’s exactly what happened. The guy said he was 23, but he looked like a teen – especially in his picture which was generally accurate, but made him look 5 years younger.

It was a pretty simple hookup. He said ‘hi’, I said ‘hi’ and sent this pic of a big thick load on my belly…

That picture accomplishes a couple things – it shows my cock, it shows that I have a belly (without making me look fat), and it gets the bottom excited about a big thick load.

The twink responded with something like “I’d love to take that load”. Given that you’re not supposed to specify sexual stuff like barebacking in your profile, I responded with something like “I want to give it to you deep in your ass.” That got the bareback question out of the way  – especially when he made it clear that was exactly what he was looking for. Fast forward about 45 minutes and he had cleaned out and was over at my place.

I think he sucked my dick for a little bit, and then I had him get on the bed so I could rim him. He didn’t seem squeaky clean, but was clean enough – I just didn’t rim him too deeply. It’s funny, I usually don’t get rock hard with a blow job, but rimming gets me there pretty quickly – it’s all about the bottom’s hole. So once I was completely hard I got up and shoved in.

There hadn’t been any discussion of HIV status or anything like that, but it was clear he was there to get fucked and take my load. I got him on his belly and fucked him. It felt good and I came fairly quickly. He got himself a nice thick load a lot like the one above deep in his guts.

We cuddled while he jacked off. Usually I’m not too keen on that but he didn’t expect me to do anything while he jacked off, so it was fine. Then we talked a bit and he left. He lives fairly close. Hopefully I’ll seed him on a regular basis…

Load 2012-9

A week after fucking the beefy muscular black guy, I got hit up by a guy on BBRT who wanted to fuck. It was unusually simple to set up – it was about the 2nd email where he agreed to come over and then I just had to give him directions.

I’ll sorta jump to stuff I learned later in the hookup ’cause it makes what I’m about to say more interesting. Turns out the guy just got married a month ago and he promised his husband he’d be monogamous. But a month later he was traveling and horny and decided to take a load from a complete stranger. There was something that was semi-important that he was supposed to be doing that evening, but instead he was off taking a load. On top of everything else, his BarebackRT profile said HIV Status: Not Sure – I wonder if his new husband knows that detail as well? I would say he proved the addage “men are pigs”, but the guy wasn’t like that at all. He was this sweet, unassuming, well-mannered guy… Who just happens to be a slut. 😉

Having been married now for 7 years, and domestic partners for 6+ more years I do worry about the whole gay marriage thing. Mind you, we need gay marriage rather desperately, but gay marriage isn’t a political statement and it’s not something you do ’cause you think it will be cool or fun. People forget that it’s easy to get married, but much often harder to get divorced. Straight folk often have the prospect of kids – which in an of itself is a long-term commitment. Sometimes I feel like that long-term commitment is missing in some of the gay marriages – not all, just some. I didn’t delve into all that with this trick, so I can’t say how much of what I’ve just said applies to him. It’s more like he made me think about it and wonder.

Getting back to the story it turns out he’s a reader of my blog and has a profile on my forum site – Breeding Zone, but didn’t realize until after he said he’d come over that I was who I was (he was on the mobile app where it’s harder to see stuff like profile names). So he tells me he’s a reader of my blog upfront when he finally figured it out.

Since he was supposed to be off doing other things and the hookup was spur of the moment, he asked where he could find a pharmacy. I knew that meant he wasn’t cleaned out and he was buying an enema. So when he got here first thing he did was go to the bathroom and clean out a bit.  I always worry about situations like that – my dick is long enough that bottoms typically have to clean out properly or else I’ll dig up shit. But luckily that wasn’t the case with him, but it did mean I didn’t rim him… Instead he just sucked my dick. He got flat on the bed face down and I fed him my cock. Then I lubed up and we fucked.

While he was cute, he was a bit stockier than I usually go for. Hookups with guys like that can be unpredictable, but it went well with him. In fact since I had a 7 day load (since I’m avoiding jacking off), I came really quickly. I was a little apologetic when I came ’cause it’s not like I gave him a very good fuck. But at the same time I knew I gave him a big thick load which ultimately is more important than the fuck.

After the fuck we cuddled and talked a little. He’s a genuinely nice guy…

As he went out my bf was in the kitchen. They exchanged hellos and afterwards my bf said he thought the guy was cute. I just wonder how things will go when his husband finds out he’s been taking loads from strangers and doesn’t know his HIV status…

Load 2011-8

Sorry I haven’t been keeping up with the blog. There are three recent fucks I need to write up for you guys… I’ll see how many I can pump out tonight… 🙂

[UPDATE: Well, I only got part through this post when another guy hit me up and I fucked him – so that put it to 4 posts, then the next night my bf wanted to go to a sex party so now I’m at 5 posts that I’m behind…]

Part of the reason why I haven’t been blogging is ’cause I’ve been a bit overwhelmed with everything involved in the move into our new place in Harlem. My bf hates packing and isn’t very good at it anyway, so most of the packing fell on my shoulders. And the renovation work (which was substantial and took forever) still isn’t quite done, so on top of everything else I had to do a fair amount to keep that going smoothly. Once we were in the new place there was sense of relief. It’s been incredibly stressful for 6 to 9 months now and I just needed some downtime – both mentally and physically. Blogging just wasn’t high on my list of things to do.

Anyway, back to the sex…

A little over two weeks ago my bf was off at work. There were workers around the place, but I still had a little privacy, so I went on Adam4Adam and there was this beefy black guy who wanted to come over. His profile says he lives in another city, but he actually lives a few blocks from me.

After he cleaned out he came right over. He was big and looked like he used to be really well built. Still had a lot of muscles, but also had a bit of a belly now. He was pretty big and a bit imposing. If you saw him on the street you’d never know he was gay, and you’d definitely never guess he likes to get fucked.

So we strip down and I could start to get the sense that he’s aggressive sexually and versatile. He wanted me to play with his nipples – I would a little, but it wasn’t really what I was looking for. (He played with my nipples to the point they were sore). He wanted me to suck his dick. I did a little, but again, it’s not really my thing.

I should backup a little and say that after the move into the new place I started something I think I’ll try to do from here on – not jacking off. From here on out I want all my cum to go inside guys’ asses. Thing is, I was so wiped and just wanting down time that by the point this had happened it was a week since I had cum…

Anyway, after he sucks my dick a bit we get to the fucking. He lays on the bed, legs in the air. I lube up and shove in. His hole felt good, but I wanted him in a different position. Since he wasn’t a sub bottom I couldn’t just stop right there and tell him to get on his belly, so I gradually sorta rolled him over. First I fuck him with one leg down and the other vertical. Then I fucked him a little on his side, then a bit more on his belly, but not quite face down.

The entire time I was fucking him in all those positions my load was building up in my balls. But I needed him face down to actually unload. Finally I got him on his belly. It only took a few strokes to start blowing my load, but the guy didn’t like being on his belly – or maybe he knew I was cumming and he didn’t want to take my load – not sure which it was. Anyway, as I was blowing my load, he starts squirming trying to change positions (or get my dick out of his ass to avoid the load). I wasn’t going to have the cum wasted, so there I am trying to force this muscular black guy back into the position I wanted him or at least keep my dick up his ass.

He finally succeeded in changing positions, but once my load was blown I didn’t really care. At that point he was on his side and I just used the cum that didn’t get in his ass as lube as I kept fucking him. The whole thing was done without recognition that I came. Since I had taken a Cialis I was hard enough to keep fucking him for a while, but as is typical after I cum I didn’t fuck him with the same intensity.

After a while we slowed down, and I sorta held him as he jacked off. It took a while and he wanted to be serviced while he was jacking – wanted his nipples played with and his dick sucked. I did a little, but I’m not a bottom so it was admittedly half-hearted and not as good as he probably wanted.

So the first fuck in the place after the move was a bit of a mixed bag… I’d like to think I got my cum (even if it wasn’t the full load) into a butch guy who didn’t really intend to get cum in his ass. From that perspective it was hot…

The morning after the good gangbang I was laying in bed, horny, looking at BarebackRT. Given that I had cum about 12 hours before I wasn’t completely certain I could cum if I hooked up, but I figured ‘what the heck’… This guy hit me up. He looked like a decent anonymous pump-n-dump and he said he was up for coming over to my hotel. Right before he was supposed to leave he asked if he could bring a buddy (who turned out to be his boyfriend). He said I could fuck both of them. I wasn’t sure I was I was up for a 3way, but the guy looked hot enough, so I said yes.

When they got there the boyfriend was totally my type – quite short, lean build, great ass, slightly hairy, bald with a goatee – very masculine despite being short. I like little guys, but I haven’t really ever thought of bald white guys with goatees as “my type” – but this guy totally was my type. I was actually a bit surprised by how smitten I was by him. And the feelings seemed mutual – we were both all smiles.

And that’s sorta the awkward part about 3ways – when there’s one guy who’s totally your type and another who pales in comparison. It’s not like the one who hit me up was unattractive – on his own he would have been a perfectly respectable trick. It was just given the choice I’d much rather have sex with his boyfriend.

The little guy was standing next to me and we started playing first. He sucked my dick while me and the taller guy felt each other up, etc. I fucked the little guy for a bit, while he gave his boyfriend a blowjob. Then I felt like I had to pay some attention to the taller guy… I fucked him on his back, it went well (and that’s the point – 1-on-1 with him things would have been fine), then I went back to fucking the little guy until he couldn’t seem to take it any more.

Hookups for me are a bit routine in part because I need certain things to get me off. One of those is that I need to concentrate. When the taller guy was shoving his dick in my face wanting a blowjob that was a bit too much. I can’t fuck and suck dick at the same time. I need to concentrate on fucking. And with two guys there I never could concentrate properly on the job at hand.

Plus, with cumming 12 hours before cumming wasn’t going to be easy. So when the little guy couldn’t take the fuck anymore that sorta ended things for me. We sat on the bed and jacked our dicks a bit, but then the taller guy said it was time to go and they left.

It’s too bad. The timing was bad with me cumming 12 hours before. And it could have been a respectable 1-on-1 hookup with either of them, but the stars didn’t align that morning, and so none of us came… 🙁

Load 2012-7

So after the gangbang with too many bottoms and too few tops, the 2nd gangbang in Phoenix went much better. The bottom was a guy who contacted me off Breeding Zone (my forum site). He’s Asubmissivebottom on Breeding Zone, and on BBRT. He’s neg – last tested in November, but has been taking poz loads for a while now (perhaps he’s immune or resistant). Either way, he wanted to get gangbanged and didn’t care about whether the tops were poz or neg (which, if you’re a bareback bottom is how you should approach things – it’s not like you can stay neg taking anonymous loads from complete strangers).

There was supposed to be another bottom, but he canceled and his replacement turned out to be someone behind a hacked profile who had no intention of showing up. About 30 guys said they’d attend which meant I expected 10 to show up. Including me, there were 9 tops – so my 1/3rd ratio turned out to be roughly accurate…

When Asubmissivebottom showed up I could tell he was going to be a good gangbang bottom. There’s a look in gangbang bottoms eyes – a hunger and an acceptance of their role. I’ve also found the best gangbang bottoms are often on the attractive side of average – and that was true of Asubmissivebottom.

I hadn’t cum in days and just needed to blow my load. Since I was going to be in host mode as soon as guys showed up and we had about a half hour to ourselves, I put the bottom to work pretty quickly. He sucked my dick for a little bit and then I got him on the bed face down and fucked him. It didn’t take very long to cum. A nice big thick load was a good way for him to start the evening. 🙂

About 10 minutes after the official start time the tops started showing up. Asubmissivebottom put on a leather sleeping mask sort of blindfold and never did see any of the tops (other than me). For the next 80 minutes he was fucked pretty much constantly. He took 6 loads up his ass. Unfortunately two of the tops came in his mouth. One top, an “older gentleman” didn’t manage to cum.

One of the bottoms at the other gangbang had requested music so I put on what I consider young, “high hair”, dance music – it seemed to fit that gangbang ’cause the bottoms were 20-something. But this gangbang had a more serious, intense vibe to it (the way I like it). It was just quiet with guys focusing on fucking….

There were a few tops who stood out… One was this skinny little teen (?) who was really shy and timid, but determined to give group sex a shot. He said it was his first time doing anything like that. He was so nervous it was sort of funny and cute. Given his raging teen hormones he had no problem getting hard and giving the bottom a load (in his ass). I wouldn’t call the kid a great top, but he’s working on it and experimenting…

Another top asked if the bottom what poz after he dumped his load. I said the guy was neg but has been taking poz loads for a while now. He just shook his head and said, “well, he’s poz now…” and left. I should have asked him whether he had a high viral load. He said it with so much certainty… When I told the bottom about the comment a few days later, he said “yeah, that’s not the first top who was convinced he pozzed me.” The bottom did say he got tested a couple days later and he was neg. But I seriously doubt the test would show infection that quickly – so I guess we’ll have to wait a few weeks to see if there’s more to report (so to speak).

The “older gentleman” who didn’t cum had apparently fucked the bottom before at some sex party. That time he did cum. Older guys are sometimes problematic in situations like this. I’ve had the exact same problem at another gangbang where an older top slowly fucks the bottom for ages and still doesn’t cum. It’s not a lot of fun for the bottom, and he doesn’t get a load. I think I’ll be more selective in the future. Upper-50s will be the limit with exceptions for certain guys…

At one point towards the end I fucked the bottom’s cummy hole, but since I had cum earlier I wasn’t totally hard. I did felch him and it tasted incredible… After guys left I took some photos, but his hole was so tight you couldn’t tell he’d just been gang banged. His ass had locked all the cum (that wasn’t felched) deep inside him…

So all in all, a good gangbang. But I get the sense that in Phoenix you can’t get enough tops to show up at a gangbang to support multiple bottoms. And if your one bottom flakes you’re shit out of luck… So Phoenix isn’t the best place to organize gangbangs…

UPDATE:

Check out the story of the gangbang from the bottom’s perspective