Back when Obama was running there were people who just couldn’t stand the thought of him getting elected – Obama gave them the willies. Back then I wondered out loud if racism wasn’t the reason for that type of opposition and a few of you slammed me for saying it. Well, it appears I wasn’t far from the mark and racism is at the root of “teabagger” movement that’s going on right now. It’s white people who can’t stand the idea that their President is black. We’re talking law and order, respect the commander and chief types who show nothing but contempt for their commander and chief. I’m not saying all teabaggers are racists, I’m saying that a good percentage of the most fervent teabaggers are indeed racists. The funny part is these people don’t like being called racists, yet there are almost no Blacks or Hispanics among them.

Take a look at this clip from Fox News – they go on and on about the race issue. They try to excuse it by saying “the majority of the US is white and middle and working class”, but the fact of the matter is the teabaggers are not representative of Americans…

So why is this relevant in the context of this blog? It’s because it’s all about bigotry and the same bigots who don’t like Obama ’cause he’s black (actually mixed race) don’t like you and me because we’re gay. George W. Bush won both elections because gay marriage was an issue in the campaign and the same haters who you see out at these protests are the same ones who got riled up back then. It’s not just about race, it’s about hatred and bigotry in general.

Those of you who are gay and support the teabaggers – please think twice. What comes around goes around and the hate you’re feeding on can come back and bite you or someone you care about in the form of gay bashing or employment discrimination.

The message here is all forms of hate and intolerance are wrong. (Intolerance of intolerance is a double negative and not the same as other forms of intolerance.) There is no room for intolerance in a civilized, multicultural society. If it doesn’t stop with us (a minority group), who is going to stop with? The sooner a live and let live attitude spreads the sooner people will stop being upset by us fucking in bars or sex clubs… The problem is the teabagger movement shows that’s a long way off. Many of those people aren’t going to change their minds, but their kids and grandkids might…

Honestly, when I see stuff like this I just wish New England and New York could split off from the rest of the country and form our own nation… We’ll even take Quebec!

But as they say, success is the best revenge. I’ll just keep my head down, work hard, live a comfortable life, fuck who I want how I want, and thank god I live in a generally sane place like NYC…

UPDATE…

Wow, I write the post above and then it comes out a few hours later that President Carter feels the same way. He’s saying it with the experience of someone who cut his teeth in Southern politics during huge race wars. There aren’t too many other people with his level of credibility and experience who can speak on this issue. Listen to this clip – his words are worth hearing…

I think an overwhelming portion of the intensely demonstrated animosity toward President Barack Obama is based on the fact that he is a black man, that he’s African American. I live in the South, and I’ve seen the South come a long way, and I’ve seen the rest of the country that shared the South’s attitude toward minority groups at that time, particularly African Americans. And that racism inclination still exists. . . . It’s an abominable circumstance, and it grieves me and concerns me very deeply.

It’s just sad our country is going backwards like this, but in thinking about it – we’ve had some rough times in our country – we’ll get past this…

I’m two fucks behind on writing up my fucks (plus the three videos from a while ago)… When my life calms down a little I’ll try to catch up. In the meantime… Here’s a video for you…

Personally, they don’t actually show the penetration, so who knows whether the guy was wearing a condom. But one thing is for sure – the condom Nazis have a serious Hitler/Nazi fetish, but that’s sorta fitting…

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So last Sunday (just over a week ago). I wanted to fuck and I had found this one guy who seemed interested and we sorta made plans, then the guy with the incredible smooth hole contacted me and wanted me to come by. The choice between one of the best holes I’ve ever fucked and a guy I’ve never fucked was an easy one – I canceled on the new guy and went over to the guy with the incredible hole.

I drove over and it was one of those horribly humid days we’ve had the past couple weeks. I felt like I was drenched with sweat just walking the one block from where I parked to his apartment. When I got into his apartment there wasn’t any air conditioning on but luckily when I got back to his room he had the air conditioning on. He’s a sweet guy, but lives a humble life. His room was tiny – just slightly larger than the queen sized bed he had in it. Amazingly the air conditioner wasn’t getting the tiny space all that cool…

We made out, got naked, he blew me, I rimmed him, and fucked him… It was a pretty standard fuck. Other than the fact that his hole was indeed incredible there’s not a lot to talk about. But while I was fucking him I was getting really sweaty. When we stopped and laid down I managed to leave a huge sweat spot on his sheets. It was a little embarrassing, but he seemed OK with it.

I know he likes getting fucked for a longer period of time so I was hoping I would get hard and be able to continue fucking him, but long story short I hung around a while but never really got hard enough to fuck again. I’m not the type who just “hangs out”, so after a while I left.

The bottom’s got a bunch of free time the next few weeks – need to get a few more loads in there!

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So the Latino I’ve been fucking on and off for 5 years wanted to hookup last Thursday. I’ve fucked him a fair amount over the years, but it’s always been at his place and it’s always the same routine – he’s ass up on all fours on his bed just inside the door and doesn’t look at me until I’ve blown my load in his ass. This time he was game for coming to my place which was perfect ’cause I was horny ’cause I’d been working on porn all day, but was tired and didn’t have the energy to travel.

He had problems with the subway and a trip which should have taken 45 minutes took an hour and a half, but he finally got here. It was funny seeing him in clothes. He’s always been in just a jockstrap when I’ve fucked him before. He came in, had a big grin/smile on his face, got naked and got on my bed on all fours, face down, ass up – just like always. It was funny seeing his balls – they hung down really low.

I ate out his ass, but didn’t taste the other two loads he had up there. Then I fucked him. I was horny so it didn’t last long but he got a nice big load…

We laid around and chatted for a bit. Knowing he likes anonymous sex I suggested he try going to the park next to where I live. It’s really cruisey. The surrounding neighborhoods are largely Dominican and Dominican guys don’t have a problem fucking other guys and still considering themselves straight – so the park is pretty good for bottoms who want to get fucked (or give a blowjob). I don’t go there much at all ’cause I don’t want neighbors seeing me go into the park and plus it’s not as good for tops as it is for bottoms.

I was surprised when he said he wasn’t really into parks and didn’t really know how to hookup in them. I told him to think of them as a raunchy cruise bar. Just be assertive and you’ll get what you want. He said he’d try it out. The next day he texted me saying he didn’t stay long, but he got fucked by three guys and got their loads. Not bad for not staying long. I wonder if that will turn him on to taking loads in parks. He doesn’t live that far from the Rambles… He could get a lot of loads that way if he wanted to.

Next time I think I’ll have him come up, hang out for an hour or more in the park and then bring me his cummy hole to fuck – then he can go back to the park. Or maybe I’ll find him in the park and fuck him there…

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[I’m really behind on writing things up. I’ll try to catch up over the next couple days…]

There’s a guy who has bee hitting me up on Adam4Adam for over a year – probably closer to two years. It was mostly a scheduling thing, but I also just didn’t get a clear vibe off his pics and profile and while I thought he’d probably be a good hole, I wasn’t sure if he was someone who was worth going out of my way for…

Well, we finally hooked up Saturday afternoon and I should have gone out of my way a long time ago… 😉  Initial impressions were that he was attractive, thin, and sorta preppy. We got undressed he had a great body – better than his pics. He got down and sucked my cock briefly, then I bent him over and rimmed his smooth hairless hole. He had the type of hole that looked like it was “experienced” but well maintained, if you know what I mean. He was perfectly clean and it was fun to eat out his hole…

Then he made it clear that he was up for more than just fucking. I forget exactly how he said it, but I remember him mentioning hoods and a few other things. That wasn’t what I was expecting, so I sorta had to scramble a bit. Went over to the chest by the side of the bed where I had my “toys” (the ones that aren’t in storage). He was laying on his belly on the bed and I just pulled things out and put them on him… collar, wrist restraints (locked together with a heavy lock), ankle restraints, a spreader bar between his legs, and a spandex hood over his face.

Even though he was all hooded and bound I wanted to start with just fucking him. I haven’t used my spreader bar in a long time. The thing I like about it is that I can have the bottom’s legs up in position that is easy to manage. I can either hold the bar with one hand or if I lean forward I can control it with my shoulders. Honestly I feel like I’ve become a one trick pony lately in that I always cum with the bottom on his belly. I was surprised how good it felt using the spreader bar. I mean the guy had a great hole, but it was rubbing my dick better than it usually does when the bottom has his legs in the air. I think part of it is that I can control the height of the guy’s hole by controlling his legs.

Anyway, felt good, but finally I flipped him over, legs still spread with the spreader bar, and fucked him. Given that he had a hood on it was pretty impersonal – like he was just a piece of meat. But I like it like that. One thing I have gotten into is fucking a guy from an angle. It feels different and on some guys it feels really great. It wasn’t all that long before I blew my load up his hole.

After I came he told me he wanted to clean off my dick, which is exactly what I had in mind… Then he wanted me to use my finger to get cum out of his ass and feed it to him, but I had been thinking before he got there that my finger nails needed trimming, so I didn’t really want to try that. I felched his hole a bit and then stuck my finger in but gave up quickly – afraid I was going to rip his ass with my fingernail.

So in terms of fucking I was sorta done, but I had a hot guy in restraints ass up on my bed so I couldn’t just stop there. I went over to the toy chest and pulled out a butt plug, spit on it and shoved it up his cummy ass. I then pulled out a small rubber paddle and a small wood paddle and tried them on him. But I could tell by the way he was reacting to them that it wasn’t pleasant for him. I don’t know what made me think he’d like flogging if he didn’t like paddling, but I figured I’d try. I think part of it was just me being insistent. So I got my softest flogger (made of deer skin) and started trying to flog him.

Flogging him was a little tricky given his position on the bed. I was having a hard time with my aim. Then when I figured out the aim part the flogger started sticking to the sweat on my back, so I had to grab my t-shirt and put it back on. Then I was able to get in a groove and did pretty well with landing the flogger where it was supposed to go.

At first he was pretty quiet and didn’t really react one way or the other. Flogging is partly about endurance. The experience changes as time goes on. I kept checking in with him and he seemed to be fine with it. Then there was a point at which I could tell he was more than “fine” with it – he was actually enjoying it. I was hitting him harder and harder with the flogger and if anything his reaction became more and more positive. Finally I was hitting him about as hard as I could with that flogger so I asked him if he wanted to step up to a different flogger that might hurt more. He seemed game for it, so I started light with that one.

As I hit harder and harder he just got more and more into it. At one point he said “I’m afraid to say this, but I’m actually really loving the pain”. That’s just what I wanted to hear. I love inflicting pain (if the bottom likes it as well), so I hit him harder. 😉  That got me sorta hard, so I pulled out the butt plug to fuck him. As I did this squirt of cum flew out of his ass and landed on my fingers. Of course, I licked it off my fingers – couldn’t let it go to waste! But when I went to fuck him I wasn’t really ready to fuck, so I stopped pretty quickly and went back to flogging.

I figured if he liked getting his ass flogged he’d like getting his back flogged. So I removed the spreader bar, took some art off the wall and had him stand up and lean against the wall. But he didn’t really like having his back flogged. Said he was very anally oriented and just wanted his ass flogged, so I put him back on the bed with his ass up on the edge of the bed. It was a pretty sight seeing his puckered fuck hole exposed like that. Later he told me he liked having the butt plug in ’cause every time the flogger it the butt plug would send the force deeper in his hole. But personally I liked seeing his hole winking at me.

I could tell he was really getting into it so I was hitting pretty much as hard as I could and making the sets longer and longer. The harder I hit him and the longer it went on the more he seemed to like it. After a while though I knew that if I kept going I’d stop enjoying it, so I wound it down and laid down beside him. We talked a bit and I could tell he was hungry for more, but I was sorta at my limit, so we talked.

At one point he was telling me how his ex used to fist him all weekend long – to the point that his hole would get sore and he couldn’t take anymore at which point his boyfriend was frustrated and wanted more, so they’d have guys over and sometimes his boyfriend would get fucked  – which is one of the messages I remember getting from him last year – wanting me to come over and fuck both of them… He asked me if I was into fisting and I said I’d never gotten into it ’cause I have really big hands. He didn’t seem to think that would be a problem and said his hole is really good about guiding a top’s fist… So maybe next time I’ll get to fist someone for the first time!

That discussion got me hard and so I lifted up his legs and just started fucking him again. It went on for a little while, but then that also wound down. We talked a little more and then I sorta wrapped things up. I could tell he could have gone on and on, but my bf was out in the living room and it had gone on pretty long (for me).

Oh, and next time I think he’ll be up for me videotaping it. Should be fun!

Not really, but why in the hell do I keep running into him after not seeing him for years? First I saw Michael at the Eagle a couple weeks ago (he even blogged about my blog post), then today my bf and I sit down for lunch on Pearl Street (near Wall St.) – the place is almost empty and what few people are around are straight people. But who sits down on the public benches a few feet away? Michael Musto… Go figure. I swear if I see him again soon I really will think he’s stalking me.

We were scouting for apartments. I gotta say the rental prices for what we want are a little depressing. We just want to rent for a year before we buy something else, but it just bothers me to spend that much on housing! So many places are $3,500+ for a 2 bedroom – and that’s with 2 free months calculated in – so they’re closer to $4,000/month when all is said and done. Then again, the value of our place is dropping at nearly $10,000/month, so anything is cheaper than holding onto the place we have now.