Load 2014-14

I’m WAY behind on my loads this year, I know, I know… And the story I’m going to tell just drives that home in a big way…

So late last week I went to a gangbang. The bottom had been weird with me in the past. Online he seemed completely disinterested in me. When he organized his last “take all loads” gangbang he didn’t approve my request to go. I still wanted to fuck him – mostly ’cause nothing feels better than a really cummy hole. And this time BBRT was showing him with about 120 approved tops, which if 1/3rd showed up meant he’d be getting about 40 loads. And if he posted on Craigslist, etc. the number could be even higher.

He started taking loads at 3:30 in the afternoon. I got there around 7:30. He seemed a bit scattered and out of it. There were about 6 other guys there. And the guy who was fucking him had to get in some weird positions because the bottom wasn’t taking the needs of his tops into consideration.

I still don’t know why I didn’t get an invite to the last gangbang. There were two guys sitting on the bed jacking their dicks (plus the one fucking him), and I was in at least as good shape as one of the guys and better than the other guy. So clearly he’s OK with bears, etc.

Anyway, the top who was fucking him came (load #20), and no one else stepped up to fuck him and the one big bear on the bed motioned to me to start fucking him. He was sort of interacting with the other top on the bed (a black guy), but the guy didn’t seem like he wanted to fuck him – at least not right then, so I put some spit on my dick and pushed in.

The position was really weird, but I did what I could. But then he started complaining – that it hurt, that I was going in too deep, that my dick was huge, etc. Seriously? My dick’s just not that big. I mean it’s “above average” but that’s about all. There are plenty of tops who have bigger dicks than mine.

But I have to say a hole with 20 loads in it feels INCREDIBLE! My dick was loving every minute of it. In fact rather quickly I started feeling like I was going to get my nut, but then the bottom decides he wants to take a “5 minute break”. Seriously? Right then? Ugh… The big bear top told him he was “a high maintenance bottom” – that there were a line of tops who wanted to fuck him – he should stay and get fucked. But he ran off to the bathroom instead.

Given how he was acting I started thinking he might be high and maybe the drugs were wearing off after 4 hours. This lean Asian jock went into the bathroom with him and they stayed in there for what seemed like forever. Then they two of them came out and they were all over each other. I started noticing a bit of a pattern – the bottom was highly interactive with some tops and practically ignored other tops. I’m not saying that bottoms don’t have the right to be picky, but when you just invited 120 tops to gangbang you pump-n-dump style, it’s not the time to be playing favorites. Just saying…

Anyway, when the Asian guy blew his load (#21), the bottom decided he needed to go to the bathroom again. He spent all sorts of time talking to guys he knew as he went to the bathroom, then he stayed in there for a long time (again), and then came out and talked to his friends some more. It was at this point that the light hit his face and I got a clear view of him. He looked really familiar – either he’s been in porn, or he’s someone I’ve seen forever online. I’m thinking porn, but I can’t quite place who he is.

FINALLY he got on the bed and put his ass up, but by that time I’d completely lost my erection. This one skinny black guy had come in during all that and he wasn’t very happy about it – he was talking all sorts of shit about how gangbang bottoms need to be ass up taking loads if there are tops around who want to fuck them. He was next up fucking the bottom.

Meanwhile I started looking at this really cute little Latino next to me. He was barely over 5′ tall with a really compact body – totally my type. And he kept looking at me. I’m not sure what he was thinking, but I got the sense that he was into me. Jumping forward a little in story he hit me up a couple days later, but when I responded “nice to see you the other day” he didn’t understand what I was talking about. Anyway, his profile said vers, so hopefully I can fuck him in the near future.

The skinny black top finally came (load #22), and by now I wanted to get off and leave, and since no other tops were pushing their way to the front, I took another turn. I wasn’t completely hard, but I was hard enough to fuck. Once again he was in a position where it wasn’t all that easy to fuck him. Then I realized that during one of those runs to the bathroom he had cleaned out his ass! WTF? Why would a gangbang bottom clean out a perfectly wonderful cummy ass in the middle of a gangbang when the reason why the tops were there was to fuck a cummy hole? He did have a load or two in him and I have to say his butt was really silky smooth and the sensation of that felt really good.

Problem was I just wasn’t completely hard. With everything that had gone on I had lost my edge. Oddly though, I started feeling my orgasm coming, and sure enough I felt myself blow a decent sized load in him. But I wasn’t even fully hard when I came. Whatever. It was one of the most anti-climatic orgasms ever. I didn’t even give an indication that I’d cum. He didn’t really deserve it – nor did he seem to care.

After cumming I got dressed and then went into the bathroom, tried to piss a bit, then put my Prince Albert back in my dick and left.

When I looked at the time – I’d been there over an hour. I’m guessing I spent most of that time just waiting for him to come out of the bathroom. Whatever. I blew my load – I guess that’s all that matters.

Load 2014-13

Some guys just have a look about them that they’re a slutty poz bottom who lives to take loads. I fucked a guy like that today. He hit me up and he was just a few blocks away so I told him I’d head over. He answered the door in just a shirt and socks. He was skinny – really skinny. He just had that look about him – that he could lay in a bathhouse all day taking loads and be as happy as a pig in shit.

We went to the bedroom and I stripped down. He sucked on my cock until it was about at half mast, then I told him I wanted to rim him. He got up on the bed on all fours and presented his ass. His hole looked “experienced” and when I started sucking on it I could literally suck his hole into my mouth – it was that loose and fleshy. It was sorta cool actually – it was a fun hole to rim / suck on.

That got me hard pretty easily so I stood up and started fucking him with just spit. His hole felt good. I kept hitting bottom and going through the “2nd sphincter”. Like you’d expect from an experienced bottom he had zero pain when I went deep. He was just a good hole for my cock.

I told him to get on his belly and he had his legs spread and was pushing his ass up. I’m sure he was trying to give me a good position, but his ass was actually a bit too high. So I pushed his legs together and kept fucking him. That lowered his ass a bit, but I suspect he was pushing his ass up. Yes, too low can be a bad thing, but so can too high.

Eventually I felt my orgasm coming. It was a weird orgasm though – I felt my dick leaking and it felt like the cum was just sorta dribbling out. I was hoping for one big gush, but it never happened. Since it came out slowly, I have no clue how much I came up his ass.

When I was more or less done cumming (it went on for a while). I rolled both of us over and slowly pumped his hole until I got soft and came out. During that time I felt like I could piss up his ass – but I didn’t. Pissing up a cummy hole is only going to wash out the cum. But it made me wonder if part of what I thought was cum was actually piss. Who knows – it’s not like you get to see that stuff when you bareback, and I wasn’t going to felch him to find out.

After I caught my breath, I dressed and left. He’s a decent cumhole – I’ll probably hookup with him again.

Load 2014-12

Yesterday I just wanted to get my rocks off, so I went online looking. There was one guy nearby who was looking. I chatted a bit with him, but I’d fucked him previously and the hookup was “just OK”. When another guy hit me up who I hadn’t fucked before, I decided to fuck him instead. His pics were OK, but not great. Still, he was Latino, shorter, and in decent shape – that usually works fine for me, so I headed over to his place. He had mentioned that he liked leather, so I put on my Wescos and my t-shirt from MAL.

On the way over I was wondering if I hadn’t fucked him before – his address was roughly the address of a guy I fucked a while back, but that guy had really long hair and my recollection was that he was white, not Latino. The walk over was longer than I remembered. By the time I got there I was thinking “he’s coming to my place next time – this walk is just way too long”. The building I thought he was in (the one the other guy was in), wasn’t his building – so not the same guy.

When he answers the door he’s “in leather” – sorta – but not the kind of leather I’d wear. He had a leather belt with bullets on it, plus a Borat-style “mankini”, and I harnass (if I remember correctly). The mankini made me think “what the hell have I gotten myself into?” To which I told myself “Whatever. He’s a hole and I need to cum.”

I started taking off my clothes, when I got naked I was a little surprised – he made no move to suck my dick. He just got on all fours on his futon couch and presented his ass. Actually the couch was a bit of an issue. I like to fuck laying down, so I didn’t know if this was going to go all that well.

While I was sorta in the mood for a blowjob to get me hard, I rimmed his hole instead. He had some sort of grease down there, but not so much that it was gross. It actually took a while for me to get over my initial reaction and get into it enough to get hard, but I did eventually get hard enough to fuck.

When I first pushed it he pulled off really fast (hate that). But after a few tries I got in and he stopped trying to get off my dick. We fucked briefly with him on all fours, but his hole felt pretty unremarkable in that position and I started going soft, so I told him I wanted him on his belly. That was a bit tricky – there wasn’t much room on the futon for that. At first he did it with one leg on and one leg off the futon, but when I got in him the position just felt all wrong. So I got him to put both legs on the futon and that position felt much better. My dick started getting really hard, and while he couldn’t take my dick initially by this time he had opened up and was able to take a pretty hard pounding.

About the time I could feel my orgasm building he started babbling in Spanish. It was sort of cute, but when he could tell I was cumming he switched to English and my opinion changed – I started thinking “would you please just shut up?” I mean there’s hot sex talk and then there’s over-the-top sex talk. In this case what he said sorta matched the whole mankini thing.

Needless to say, as soon as I came I just wanted out of there. While I was getting dressed he was saying things like “any time… you know where I am…” and making references to organizing a gangbang. I just smiled and tried to look agreeable.

I’m not saying I’ll never fuck the guy again, but it would probably take him telling me he’s got 10+ loads in his ass before I’d really want to make the trek over to fuck him.

Oh well, sometimes things just don’t work out as planned. I’m sure the guy is someone’s type – he just wasn’t mine. And if you don’t try, you’ll never succeed, but sometimes you fail when you try.

The worst part was that my phone buzzed with a text message while I was fucking the guy. As I walked home I looked at it and it was probably my all-time favorite fuck buddy wanting to hookup. I could have had a V8…

A sponsor sent me this video today – watch it and you’ll see that the bottom is on all fours reading my blog while he’s literally got a line of guys fucking him…

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That’s just a snippet from a video was shot recently. The full video will come out at some point on Sketchy Sex. I love the whole premise around that site – it’s a house full of guys who just cruise hookup sites all day getting guys to come over and fuck them (or get fucked by them). You usually see guys in the background hunting for dick online, but it’s sorta funny to see the bottom who’s getting gangbanged surfing the web – reading a sex blog.

Personally, if I had been one of the tops I would have been a little pissed. It’s one thing for a bottom to take 15 seconds to reply to a text from a top who’s on his way over, but another one to lay there and read a blog. As a top I want the bottom to concentrate on my dick. I don’t even like the bottom to suck dick while I’m fucking them. But as a blogger I love the fact that getting gangbanged made the bottom think about my blog.

Oh, and for the record – the bottom got about 15 loads. You definitely should check out Sketchy Sex! It sorta captures the #BBBH lifestyle perfectly. You’ll like it 😉

Loads 2014-10 & 2014-11

For some reason last week one of my black fuckbuddies just couldn’t get enough of me. It’s always nice to have an ego boost like that – especially when it’s coming from a guy who’s in-shape, muscular and a good piggy fuckbud.

Anyway, Thursday I was going to go to an impromptu gangbang. But the hosting bottom wasn’t giving out a lot of details, so when my black fuckbud hit me up I canceled my invite for the the gangbang and went over to his place. I had a multi-day load and just needed to unload.

Over the years fucking this guy I’ve gotten to know him a lot better than most of the guys I fuck. We chatted a bit before fucking – that can be a problem with some guys since I like anonymous sex, but it wasn’t a problem with this guy. I actually came pretty quickly. The only negative was that I should have asked him for lube – his hole was a bit dry. But since I came, clearly it wasn’t a big deal.

After getting him off, we laid around talking for over an hour. It was nice and relaxed and not really something I do with many guys.

The next day he came over to my place before going to the gym. It was pretty much a repeat (only with more lube and less hangout talking) and I came really quickly – so quickly it was a little embarrassing, but he was happy ’cause he likes going to the gym with a load in his ass. He’s told me before that he likes to see if he can get fucked in the steam room. I’m sure when guys feel up his ass it helps if they notice it’s a bit cummy from another fuck.

Today I jacked off first thing in the morning. I knew if I didn’t I wouldn’t get anything done and I really needed to get some work done. So hopefully tomorrow I’ll get my dick wet. We’ll see…

Load 2014-9

There was one fuck a few weeks ago I never got around to writing up. Then I was sick for two weeks straight with a bad head/chest cold, but finally I’m back in the land of the living with just an occasional cough.

Yesterday I was pretty horny. I hadn’t cum in a few days. I felt like I wanted to fuck in the morning just so I could focus on work, but then I had a semi-unproductive day since I hadn’t cum. Oh well. I knew there was a gangbang in the evening and that was sorta my fallback plan. Thing was, the bottom was sorta borderline my type.

Then one of my favorite bottoms hit me up. He comes before just about anyone else. I mean he’s totally my type – Asian, short, compact body with a little muscle, and he’s cute, and a genuinely sweet guy. In the meantime I was chatting with one of my fuckbuds and he said he had fucked the bottom who was getting gangbanged and that the guy had a nice hole. But I really wanted to fuck the Asian guy. I’ve been in a mood lately where I prefer familiar over new.

The Asian guy and I met up, but things just didn’t go as well as usual. I’m not quite sure why. Maybe my blood sugar was low. Maybe there was too much chatting before sex (I do prefer things a bit anonymous – at least initially). The first few positions we fucked in were a little weird, which didn’t help. But the bottom line is that I just couldn’t cum with him even though he’s totally my type, something was off with him last night.

As I was leaving I was a little demoralized – I felt like I just failed with him. The gangbang was just 8 blocks away. I figured I’d give it a shot, but I wasn’t hopeful – I mean I was rather worried about my performance. I did pick up a Coke just in case blood sugar was the issue.

I got over to the gangbang and there was the host (with a big thick dick), and the bottom was on the bed getting fucked by some other top. I took off most of my clothes and the other top pulled out and offered the guy’s ass. I wasn’t hard yet, so the host ordered the bottom to suck my dick, but honestly I wanted to rim the guy. He had 5 loads in him already. I knew if anything was going to get me hard it would be a cummy hole.

I was right about one thing – physically the guy just wasn’t really my type, but once I was rimming his cummy hole none of that mattered. It tasted really good. Needless to say after a few minutes I was hard enough to fuck. He was still sucking the other top’s cock, so I fucked him doggy style.

Doggy style usually isn’t a position I cum in very easily, but his hole just felt right on my cock. After my earlier performance issues I was a little surprised when I felt my load cumming just a couple minutes after I started fucking him. Why couldn’t it have been that easy with the Asian guy? My load was pretty big – definitely gave him more than I took when I felched him.

So my dick is weird sometimes. I can’t really say exactly why things didn’t go right with the Asian guy, but at least I gave a load to someone.