Actually it was pouring rain when I came home from hooking up with the guy this morning, but I’m talking about fucking guys… Yes, I managed to get my dick in a second guy today…

There’s a guy who lives pretty close to me (I can see his building from my window). We’d chatted back and forth on Manhunt in the past, but nothing ever came of it – to the point that I took him off my buddy list. I think when it came down to it he didn’t want to bareback or didn’t want to take a load – forget which.

Well, today he unlocks his pics for me and we start chatting again. This time he’s game for hooking up. I was a little worried ’cause I’d already cum this morning (up the young cub’s ass) but I was getting hard so figured it would work out. Given that he was so close there wasn’t time to take a pill, so I just hoped things would go well and he came over.

I should back up a bit and tell you he’s cute, thin, upper 20s… The pic of his ass is the reason why I wanted to hookup with him even though it wasn’t the best timing – it looked perfect… When he showed up his only fault was that he was a smoker. He was totally my type, and a nice guy too…

He asked for a glass of water and then we went into the bedroom. We kissed a bit. He had me take off his clothes (I left his jockstrap on). I put him on the bed and threw his legs in the air and ate out his ass. It was a great as I was hoping… Slightly hairy, clean, nice hole… I ate him out for a while (he liked it). Then I went to fuck him. He said it had been a while since he’d been fucked and asked if I had lube.

So I lubed up and went into him nice and slow (it took him a while to get used to it). I fucked him that way for a while, then flipped him over and we alternated a number of times between him on his belly and doggy-style. There was a point at which he went from being vocal to just being “in the zone” and quiet. But the best part was when I said “you like that boy” and he responded “yes sir”… He used “Sir” a few times, which is something I love.

Since I had cum earlier I just couldn’t cum. The fuck went on for a while, but eventually I rolled over with the two of us on our sides and he jacked off.

With the exception of not being able to cum, it was a great hookup with good chemistry. When I took off my shirt half way through he turned around, looked, and grunted an “oh yeah” in approval…

Hopefully he’ll come back for more…

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Last night this guy was supposed to come over so my bf and I could tag his ass, but he didn’t confirm and I haven’t heard a peep from him since even though he had been hounding me for weeks to come over. Oh well. So I was looking for someone else.

A guy I’d fucked a couple years ago contacted me and asked if I wanted to come over – said a buddy was whoring him out. I asked if he had any loads in him already and he said “yeah, 4 in me already and 3 more on the way”. I was already a bit horned and when I read that it actually made me cum. Ooops – I’m supposed to be putting my cum where it belongs – not wasting it like that. Probably better I didn’t fuck him though. His BarebackRT profile says he’s an “easy hole” who will “usually take ANY cock”. While it was hot he had a bunch of loads in him, I really wasn’t in the mood for another STD…

BTW, it’s interesting to see how things have gone over the past two years with him. He freaked out when I fucked him rough and gave him two loads back then. When he told me he didn’t want to bareback any more I told him I thought he’d back and taking loads – that the feelings just don’t go away that easily. And sure enough I’ve seen him advertise on Craigslist for loads on and off ever since. Thing is he usually says he’s tweaked… Another guy spiraling – taking all loads… It’s hot in theory, but not sure I want to be part of it…

So this morning I wanted to fuck. There was a guy in the neighborhood, but by the time I could hookup, he wasn’t available. I wound up hooking up with a cute, young cub. He didn’t have body pics in his Manhunt profile and I knew he wasn’t quite my type, but I just wanted to fuck someone real – not some hot kid who’s all tweaked and messy.

I get over to his place and he’s got his shirt off. His belly wasn’t really to my liking, but he seemed like a nice guy, so I figured what the hell… He liked my dick and we started off with a blowjob. Then I had him sit on my dick. That felt surprisingly good… Then I put him on his back with his legs up. Thing was he wasn’t all that limber and it was hard to get his legs up high enough for his hole to be at the right height. So that position only lasted a little while and then I put him on his belly. If you read this blog you know I have a tough time finding the right position with big guys. With him on his belly it didn’t quite feel right, but at the same time it was working for me…

He asked if I was going to cum and I said I was close. He said he wanted me to cum with him on his back, but I said I just wanted to cum and a few seconds later I unloaded in his hole. We turned him over and I was going to keep fucking him until he came, but he came seconds after I put my dick back in him.

The curious part was how he was egging me on asking if I liked his bare hole… His profile said he was neg and only looking for “safe sex”, but he never did confirm that I was actually neg. Mind you, my profile does say I’m neg and mention a HIV test in the last week… If I had to guess I’d say he’s neg – just cool to see a non-tweaked neg bottom taking loads…

We laid around for a while afterwards and chatted… He really is a nice guy… Just what I was looking for…

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Hooked up with a hot early 20s twink tonight. He had seen my video on XTube and from that read the blog and sent me an e-mail. The pic he sent was damn cute – so cute I wasn’t sure if it was for real. His e-mail address indicated that he was a model – at least an amateur one. I responded saying I liked his pic and he sent me another – of him in underwear and a cowboy hat. The pic was a bit femmy, but it was real, and the combination of a professional shot and a amateur one sorta proved he was who he said he was.

We went back and forth and for a while it seemed like it wasn’t going to happen. Then he wrote me saying “I need to really experiance my ass being used for cum.” That told me exactly where his head was at, and we arranged for me to go over to his place.

I get over there, when he answers the door he’s adorable – super thin, beautifully proportioned, great face – just over all adorable… I can see why he’s trying his hand at modeling… He was friendly, but didn’t interact much – I could tell he just wanted to get fucked. He laid on the bed, I put his legs up and I rimmed his hole. His hole had definitely seen some use. You can never tell if the hole looks that way ’cause the bottom likes to use dildos or if he’s just gotten fucked a lot. But one way or the other the kid was all about getting his ass plugged.

I hadn’t taken any pills and my dick wasn’t cooperating quite as much as I expected it to, but it got hard enough to fuck, so I eventually stopped rimming him and shoved my dick up his hole. He took it like a champ. The whole time I had been rimming him, and now fucking him, he was jacking his dick. I fucked him with his legs up, and leaning over him… Then I turned him over and kept fucking him. It felt really good and I could tell I was going to cum, but not right then.

I put him on all fours and kept fucking him. I was definitely going to be able to cum this way – it felt really good. Before long I started cumming. As I was unloading in his ass I pushed him forward and put him on his belly – and told him how he was a good boy for taking my load…

I laid there for a little while and then rolled him on his side side since I was pretty sure he wanted to jack off. So while my dick was still up his now cummy ass, I played with his nipples and felt up his perfectly lean body while he jacked off. In a few minutes he came.

I was being pretty tender with him, but he wasn’t really returning it. He was in a head space where he just wanted to get fucked – it was about sex to him, not tenderness or being connected to the other person. As soon as he had cum, he was done – we got up, got dressed. There was just a little bit of polite conversation while I was getting dressed, then I was out of there…

Here’s a sobering statistic… So far this year, an LGBT person has been killed every 8 days in the US. And those are just the ones we know about. That’s just so wrong…

This video was put together by FightOutLoud.org…

Get angry. Get political. Make your friends understand… Yes, most of the people who are getting attacked are people of color, and many of them are drag queens and transvestites, but we’re not safe until all of us are safe…

First the good news (since I don’t want it lost in the middle of the post)… Once again I tested HIV negative. (Any neg, STD-free bottoms want a load from a recently tested top?)

However… The day after my last hookup it became abundantly clear that I had gonorrhea. It’s a pain in the ass (or dick in my case), but it happens. Like a good responsible top I contacted everyone who might have possibly gotten it from me (or who might have possibly given it to me) – five of them in all (1, 2, 3, 4, 5)…

I’ve had clap once (or twice?) in the past, but this time it was really pretty gross… Produced a lot of discharge and was really painful (not just when I was pissing). Unfortunately I had to wait until Monday to get things cleared up.

Then I got a message on Sunday from a hot guy who wanted to hookup. I told him I couldn’t – that I needed to clear up an STD – get back to me in a week… That was in the morning. In the evening he writes me and says…

u just have the clap. its kinda a non issue to me, i can get penicillin too. tonight perhaps?

My jaw dropped… I mean this wasn’t some skanky drugged out cumdump… This was the type of guy I would go out of my way to fuck – he really was pretty hot and totally my type…

Let’s put aside for the moment the medical issues of getting and STD. How does he think it’s worth it to have a quick hookup that requires him to spend hours going to a clinic, waiting, seeing a doctor, and getting a shot? I mean, in the least, it’s a significant inconvenience. It’s one thing when it’s an accident, but to willingly do a hookup knowing you’ll get gonorrhea is something completely different.

Lately I seem to be encountering more and more guys who are just being reckless/careless… Barebacking isn’t inherently reckless – you can be completely sober, and purposeful and still have a great time being a total pig. It’s just sad to see guys spiraling… I’ve always been a bit of a control freak, so it just doesn’t make sense to me…

So I went in Monday night to get things “fixed”. They did a quick HIV test and it came back negative, as I expected. The HIV counselor was great. The doctor doing the other tests was a bit old school. He gave me a lecture on how I should use condoms, and insisted on testing my butt for stuff despite the fact I told him nothing goes in there… And then he gave me prescriptions for STDs I didn’t have assuming if I had one STD, I must have 35 others. Whatever… Got my shot and everything has cleared up…

So guys – please take STDs seriously… Get yourself tested regularly, go to a clinic when you think you might have something, and notify your partners when you find out you do have something. ‘Cause frankly – our time is better spent fucking than waiting at clinics to get rid of STDs.

There was a message on BarebackRT the other day that they’re sponsoring a weekend at Camp Palm Springs, a clothing-optional resort the weekend of April 5th. Can anyone say “orgy weekend”?

So all you guys who just want to pig out for a weekend in a place where there will be plenty of raw dick and ass – you should go….

Obviously, you should be a member of BarebackRT. If you’re not join now, and when they ask who referred you say ‘rawTOP’. As I’ve mentioned before, BarebackRT is an excellent site and getting to the point where it definitely has a critical mass of users in major cities (especially Chicago). And it’s completely free…

They have a special promo code available that can get you up to 25% off the hotel charges. So definitely sign up for BarebackRT before booking at Camp Palm Springs. If you’re a new user you’ll need to look at the party listings in Palm Springs, CA to get the promo code and other details like who’s coming (so far 17 guys have signed up a day and a half after it was announced).

UPDATE: The host hotel (Camp Palm Springs) is already sold out – just a few days after it was announced. But you can still attend. Book a room somewhere else (Camp Palm Springs can recommend other places), and then get a day pass at Camp Palm Springs.

You CAN ATTEND the event without renting a room, there will be a cover charge of $15 plus a $2 towel charge. Mention you’re there for the barebackrt.com event and 33% of the fees will go to support our site and you will receive a donor status upgrade on your account on the spot, just let us know your screen name.

In other words, with CPS being at capacity, plus all the people with day passes, Camp Palm Springs will be one huge mass of horny barebackers. You should have a constant supply of cock and cum, or cummy asses (depending on what you’re looking for).