A couple of weeks ago I put a post up asking if guys wanted me to do a directory of available cumholes… The response was pretty enthusiastic and was even blessed by Ted in LA, the guy who’s cumhole directory for LA is the idea I’m ripping off…

I had 5 guys submit their info for the directory. Curiously two of the five identified themselves as HIV negative. Read what you want into that…

So, check out the cumhole directory. It’s not quite finished yet. I’ll be implementing a whole new look to the entire site in the coming weeks, and I’m moving from Blogger to WordPress – so the look is temporary and completely inconsistent with the rest of the site… I’ll actually play with the new design on the directory and then migrate it to the rest of the site as I can. But what you need is all there – pics, location, and contact info.

The idea is that these guys should be really easy to hookup with and they take loads with few, if any questions. These are the guys to call if you want a bottom to whore out, or a gangbang bottom for a party. Or if you just need an easy hole to use ’cause you don’t want to waste your cum.

If there are any problems – like they’re the type that only wants to hookup with hot twinks, or never seem to be available, I want to know. Or if they’re a good, reliable cumhole who’s always ready with a wet, cummy hole – I want to hear praise as well…

Now that it’s up, I’m assuming more guys will want in… The posts can be a general long-term availability posting, or to announce a special weekend where you’re trying to get as many loads as possible. At a minimum you need to include an e-mail address, stats, and pics. But phone numbers and physical addresses are strongly encouraged – especially on special events.

Bottoms – Click here to be listed

Tops – I’ve been considering a breeder directory – Click here if you’re interested

Load 2008-17

You know know how when you have a 3way sometimes one person feels left out, like the other two are more into each other than they are into the 3rd person? Well, I had one of those situations tonight and I was the odd man out. Thing is the bottom wasn’t into another guy, he was into his crappy video camera.

The bottom was someone who had first contacted me years ago. He moved back to the city a little while ago, but he was living in Queens so it wasn’t easy to hookup. I had been meaning to fuck him, so tonight I decided to drive out there ($3.50 toll each way).

I get there and he takes a while to answer the bell. Then when I get up to his apartment he tells me he fell asleep and he still needs to get ready for me. He seemed like a nice guy, he set me up with some porn on the TV, and went into his room for a bit and then into the bathroom to clean out.

In the middle of it he comes out, gives me a bit of a blow job, and asks if I mind if he shoots some video of it. Given the video I shot the other day, I was game. But his video camera wasn’t nearly as good as ours and had to be plugged in to both his laptop and power to work. Whatever… He goes away and finishes cleaning up.

Then he comes out and asks me if I mind if he does a booty bump. I have zero interest in drugs but for some reason I was like “whatever”. Then he had me actually give him the booty bump. That was a first for me (and a last).

So then he’s trying to set up the video camera and it’s not going well. I’ve been sitting there for like 30 minutes jacking off to porn and just want to fuck, but he’s obsessed about getting the video camera set up. It goes on and on… And video cameras do best when there’s plenty of light (and minimal shadows), but he wanted to turn most of the lights off. That meant the picture quality was really low.

After rimming a bit, we finally I start fucking him. Given that I’ve been jacking for so long I feel like I’m going to cum after like two strokes. I pull out and I actually cum a little on is hole, but it wasn’t a full load (I hadn’t cum in 4 days), so I’m hoping to myself that that won’t mess things up when I actually want to cum. The little bit I came did make for good lube.

We fuck a bit more – finding a position that works for both of us plus the video camera was pretty difficult. The whole time he’s completely obsessed with the video camera despite the fact that the video that’s being captured is clearly pretty aweful. I keep suggesting we just forget the video camera and just fuck, but he just keeps futzing with the camera…

Finally I put the camera down, get him on his belly and just fuck him. I really didn’t give a shit about the camera at this point and just wanted to unload. It didn’t take all that long before I felt it coming. I could tell I was shooting a nice big load up his butt.

We pull out and he futzes with the camera a little more. I see a big ‘ol dildo on the couch that he had brought out. Put a little elbow grease on it and start trying to shove it up his ass. He manages to take it (mentions it’s not his biggest one). While we’re playing with the dildo he mentioned that it cost him $150 – that going to The Leatherman while your high can be expensive, but it was his favorite dildo so it wasn’t a complete loss…

While we’re playing with the dildo he’s having a problem keeping my load in, so he wanted to videotape it pouring out. We set things up and he squats and starts pushing the load out. The video was crappy, but still hot because just when I thought it was over, he’d push more out – it went on and on… The cum was mixed in with a bit of lube, but still – it really was a huge load…

We play a little more, then I went to take a piss and afterwards say I need to leave (it had been an hour and a half since I had arrived, which is pretty long for me). I ask him to e-mail me a copy of the video of the cum coming out of his ass (he’s forgotten we actually captured it), he asks for my e-mail and I tell him. He recognizes the e-mail address and says – “You have that web site, right?” I say, “yeah, that’s me”… So there’s a good chance he’s going to read this. I doubt he’ll like what he reads, but all I can say is quit the drugs – you’ll be a much better fuck…

While the press hasn’t really picked up on the story of Larry King, the teen who got shot at school just because he was gay, Ellen DeGeneris did a wonderful segment on her show recently about him…

We need a lot more people saying stuff like that…

While Ellen doesn’t think of herself as political, her comments were most definitely political. Her statement is exactly what I mean when I say to be political…

For a while now I’ve wondered who it is that’s actually dying of AIDS these days. I mean while HIV is going up and up among the young, AIDS deaths are at an all time low… So I’ve been wondering whether there are factors people have control over that influence the outcome? I wondered if it was guys who were mixing their cocktails with recreational drugs or what…

Well, part of that was answered this week when a report came out saying 40% of people in the Canadian province of British Columbia who died of AIDS-related illness between 1997 and 2005 were not on antiretroviral treatment. That says a lot about the Canadian system where your doctors are free but you pay for your meds…

Next time you say you want the Canadian health system for the U.S., think again. It’s not as good as you think. It’s sort of a toss up as to which one is better – the US system or the Canadian system. In the US if you have comprehensive health insurance chances are you’re better off than you’d be in Canada. But the poor are generally better off in Canada – except now we see there’s big problems there too…

But I’m not just trying to slam Canadian health care – since the people who are dying are often poor and…

problems of mental illness, homelessness, drug addiction and food security have to be tackled first because those infected may not be pursuing treatment of a long-term illness while they’re faced with more immediate concerns.

In other words it’s questionable whether the outcome would have been different if the health care had been better.

So, who’s actually dying of AIDS these days? Looks like the poor are group #1…

This has a big bearing on news out of China this week that the number of reported cases of HIV/AIDS went up a whopping 45% last year. That’s a country that doesn’t have big money for drugs so that’s really not good news. However, “reported” is the important word in that announcement since the finding may be due to increased testing. Still, if they’re not getting tested, they’re not getting treated, and we’re back to the Canadian scenario…

I’m curious… When was the last time you knew someone with good health insurance and a generally healthy lifestyle die of AIDS? The fact that I’m even asking that question explains a lot of why so many young guys just don’t care what their HIV status is… Can you blame them?

Load 2008-16

Had a nice hookup with the Brazilian guy tonight. It was pretty much like the last time though shorter. I was waiting for him naked with all the lights out in the apartment except those in the bedroom.

He sucked me, we made out, he rode my dick, I fucked him in the missionary position and then on his belly before shooting a nice load deep up his ass. We laid around and talked about life and then he was on his way…

Nice, simple, relaxed…

Load 2008-15

So I managed to get two big things accomplished today… First, I got my cum up a twink’s ass, and second I got a video of it…

Some background… I was sorta half heartedly checking out the online sites this morning when I noticed an ad on Craigslist by an 18 y.o. kid looking to get fucked raw and take loads. He wasn’t very close by, but I contacted him since I’ve been wanting to fuck teen ass and was willing to travel for it. The pics he sent back were just body/ass shots but they looked good – and he was definitely game – said the guy he was living with was an older guy who was encouraging him to take as many loads as possible, but the guy was a bottom and hadn’t given him a load…

So anyway, he was supposed to have someone else coming over to fuck him and told me to call him at a certain time. Well, when I called the other guy had flaked out and I asked if he were up for video taping it and he said he was (the older guy could take the video). Then I mentioned I had a boyfriend who was a top and he wanted both of us to fuck him. I talked it over with my bf and he was game, so we made the plans definite.

The guy he lived with was going to be out for a few hours (he told me later why he was out – and let’s just say it was a pretty incredible story, but believable – though too much detail to relate here)… At first he said he couldn’t have me over while the guy was gone, but then he changed his mind and wanted us to come over while the guy was out…

So we pack up the cameras and drive over… When we got there he was definitely a young kid (though no fears of him being under age). He greeted us at the back door in his underwear. He was a skinny, lanky twink. He was timid, eager and sweet. My boyfriend wasn’t into him in a sexual way but liked him…

We went up to his bedroom and got things set up a bit and he started in with a blowjob. He had put on a mask, ’cause didn’t want us to show his face in the video, and I had put on the hood I had bought a few years ago when I fucked Dawson. After the blowjob I rimmed his ass… His hole was deep and looked like it had seen some use. I got it nice and wet with spit and then got his legs up and went to fuck him…

He needed more lube and pulled out this huge bottle of lube… After that we got into it in earnest. It was a bit distracting having my bf there filming it, but I tried to get into it. I gave him a half-way decent fuck, but it was far from my best fuck.

At one point I felt my orgasm coming, when I felt like I was going to cum I pulled out a bit and came on his hole and then shoved it back in, but my bf wasn’t in the right position to really get the cum shot (plus it was a bit watery and unimpressive). So I shoved my cummy dick back in his hole and kept fucking him figuring I might as well finish off in his ass. Then a couple minutes later I felt like I was going to cum again, so I pulled out and came on his hole again and then shoved it back in again.

By now his hole was pretty cummy and felt great (cum is the best lube)… I had taken a couple of pills before heading over and wasn’t going soft any time soon, so I just kept fucking him – it went on for a while…

Eventually I started getting a bit soft, chubby but soft, so we wrapped things up. I love in the end of the video where he puts his fingers down on his hole, brings them up and tastes them and can taste my cum…

So here’s the video of it – he was good with me putting it up online… Unfortunately there’s this cheesy music on in the background ’cause he had ’70s “pre-condom” porn on in the background… I had to do a bunch of cropping and dropped some of it since it showed too much of his face… And I can’t say I’m happy with how I look – could definitely use losing a few pounds, but hey – you either like it or you don’t… Plenty of guys seem to be into it, so whatever…

[The bottom has requested that the video no longer be available… It used to be here, now it’s not… Sorry.]

All in all the kid was a good fuck – I enjoyed hooking up with him, though I gotta get used to all the distractions and figure out how to do a better job fucking for the camera. He might have been 18, but he’d been around the block and new exactly what he was doing. He reminded me of the hustler teen on Queer As Folk – a little bit in looks, but definitely in how he carried himself and his attitude toward sex. Hopefully I can hookup with him again and do an even better video…

UPDATE: Turns out the kid is 21. He had told us the URL for his MySpace page and when I saw he got a 2 year degree a couple years ago, I knew he couldn’t be 18, so I asked and he said 21.

The other thing is that his ad had said “i will take any fuck from anyone who wants to come over and drop a load in my ass… dirty me up…” We had had zero discussion of HIV status – he just wanted cum in his ass. In the e-mail I got this morning he asked…

oh, it’s stupid to ask, but are you poz? i know i advertised for any load on the ad so it’s all good, but i was just wondering. it’s stupid of me, but i like to find out afterwards. kinkyish. alright, i’m digging my grave.

That made me wonder if he was a bug chaser, but he cleared things up a bit (sort of) with a subsequent e-mail…

not disappointed about you being neg in the least hehe. i love my ass being filled with cum, but don’t bb that often. i’ll put ads up when i’m high and feeling really sexual, but then i usually chicken out or go condom a lot of the time. if i think someone who dumped in me is poz, i usually go and get the after pills to try and kill whatever i may have caught. craziness – i wish i didn’t love it so much though. you pumped nice and deep in me too – it didn’t come out until later on at night.

That’s still pretty messed up, but reflects a young kid trying to sort things out…

And it looks like I gave him more cum than I thought… That’s always a good thing…