Load 2013-26

I know some of you may be sensitive to me using the word nigger. Get over it. To me it’s just race play – and a form of domination and submission. Or to put it more simply – it’s role play. And the bottom in this case really gets into it.

One of my more regular guys from the neighborhood I’ve talked about a lot on here. He’s close enough with a flexible schedule so he’s often my fall-back when other guys flake. But he’s actually a good fuck – he pretty much always gets me to cum. Usually I ignore his dick since he’s just a cumhole bottom, but he’s got an enormous dick…

He does top on occasion – though not with me, but he’s mostly a bottom. And his fantasy is to get raped by a bunch of white tops. So as you read this – if you’re a white top and wanna join me in fucking him, just let me know – especially if you’re up for videotaping it.

He wanted to bring another top over  – a young Latino with a thick 9.5″ dick, but wasn’t sure if the top would be up for video, and I wasn’t really in the mood to explain the scene to my boyfriend or deal with the complications of making someone else happy – so I told him to keep it 1-on-1.

We started off with him sucking me, which soon turned to a 69 position with me sucking on his hole while he sucked on my dick.

But given the size of my PA, that’s never fun for the bottom since it hits their dental work. After a while he just started sucking my balls and jacking my dick. I was happy sucking on his hole, so it was all good with me.

Since I was hard I wanted to fuck, so soon he was legs up on the edge of the bed…

Usually I try to guide my PA in first and then push in with my dick. For some reason that wasn’t working with him so I just let my PA flop to one side and pushed in. I know that’s harder for the bottom since the PA adds to the thickness of my dick, but he put up with it.

I fucked a bit like that, but my feet were slipping on the floor and my body was blocking the light from the windows, so we repositioned. When I pulled out he was a little dirty, but didn’t seem to be too bad, so I just ignored it and carried on.

I got him on his belly and pushed in. Again I let the ring go to the side which hurt him a bit as I went in.

When I had him pinned down under me is when I started pulling out the stops with all the race play stuff. I was calling him a nigger cumdump. Asking him if he liked taking loads from white men. Telling him that niggers are meant to be cumdumps for white men and that he would have made a good slave and made his master very happy.… etc. I like degrading bottoms when I’m fucking them – it’s part of chemistry of the scene. Often if I’m not sure they’d be into it I do it quietly in my mind – it’s just what turns me on.

I wasn’t particularly gentle with my fuck. My PA was hurting just a little so I wasn’t overly rough either. But I think he got roughed up pretty good. It wasn’t long before I blew a load up his hole. At that point I just sort of collapsed on top of him. It’s sort of a cuddle, sort of almost smothering him, surrounding him…

We laid like that for a little bit, when I rolled the two of us over and started caressing him and paying attention to his body. These after sex sessions are where I bond with the bottom – most of them seem to like it. They just went through being violated, now they get the tender side. With him I played with his big black cock and sucked on his nipples a bit…

I didn’t actually go so far that he came – I’m actually fine with bottoms going away not having cum. Hookups are about me cumming – not them cumming. Maybe it’ll keep them horny and they’ll go looking to get fucked some more 😉

After a bit of that we just laid there having some some sensual quiet time…

That was about it. Since he’s a regular I think I’ll try to film most of our hookups going forward. He’ll help keep me in the practice of videotaping my fucks.

And again, if you’re a white top in NYC and want to fuck him, let me know – especially if you’re up for being videotaped.