Load 2014-3

After sorta striking out at the sex parties I went to this past week I decided to try a gangbang. At least with gangbangs there’s no cover charge. If they’re bad you’re just out subway fare. Two guys were hosting a gangbang at the Hampton Inn in Hell’s Kitchen. That hotel seem pretty popular for gangbangs and cumdumps who just get a hotel room and see how many loads they can take. I’ve been there at least 3 other times in the last year or two.

With two bottoms I figured at least one of them would get me off. One of the bottoms said he was low 40s, the other one was early/mid 20s. Going into it I was mostly interested in the younger bottom, but a lot of it depends on the hole. I figured I’d try both holes and give my load to whichever felt better on my dick.

While I would have preferred to fuck a cummy hole, I got there just after the gangbang started. The two bottoms were there plus a black top. The lighting was all wrong – too bright and it threw off the vibe a little, but I just ignored that and stripped down. The 20 something guy had answered the door and the older guy was servicing the black top. But by the time I had gotten naked they had switched and the black guy was fucking the 20-something bottom.

The younger bottom wasn’t really what I was expecting. His profile on BBRT said “HIV Status: Not Sure” yet he had this big biohazard tattoo on his pec (which was mostly hidden in his profile pic). He had a great body – totally my type – Latino, somewhat short, thin with a little waist and a beautiful ass.

The older bottom was pretty much what I was expecting. He has one of those profiles where you don’t quite believe what you read. His pics were accurate, but seeing the pics you don’t quite believe he’s the age he says he is. The best way I can describe it is that he tries too hard to be something he isn’t. He gets close, but there’s something just a little off. His whole body is shaved (to the point that his ass was a bit stubbly). But honestly I didn’t really care about any of that. All I cared about was what his hole felt like only dick.

The sexual energy with the older bottom was a little strained. He went to suck my dick and when I wasn’t hard in 5 second he stopped. He then asked if I was poz. I said “no, I’m neg”, and he said “oh, too bad”. I rimmed him a bit, got a full boner and at that point he wanted to suck my dick some more. He wasn’t really offering his hole, but finally I just told him I wanted to fuck him, so he threw his legs in the air. Not my favorite position, but whatever.

His hole felt pretty good. He worked his nips a lot while I was fucking him. I fucked him for a while, but didn’t want to really try to cum with him until I had at least tried to fuck the younger bottom.

Eventually the black top finished with the younger bottom and I had my turn. He also wanted to suck cock initially, but got the hint and we moved to fucking pretty quickly. He got on his belly and spread his legs. I put a little lube on my cock and pushed in. He was surprisingly tight and dry. I mean he had just been fucked, and I found out later that the black top had given him a load. But as I pushed in and fucked him I couldn’t feel the load. Either it had been pretty small or had been dumped really deep.

I should step back a bit and say the young bottom would probably best be described as light-skinned blatino. He generally looked Latino, but he had coarse, curly hair in certain places – like his ass. Usually hairy asses aren’t an issue for me, but with him it was. It was the combination of lots of coarse hair combined with a rather perky ass. It meant the course hairs were constantly scratching my dick. I’m not going to call it a bad thing – it was just different. Things didn’t feel quite right. I added a bunch of lube to the top of my dick as I was fucking him. That helped, but only marginally.

Knowing the older bottom was into poz talk, I figured the young bottom would be as well. I whispered into the bottom’s ear “Are you a good little poz cumdump?” I didn’t really get a reaction from him. So that sorta fell flat and I fucked him without saying much from then on. I gave him a half way decent fuck, but I could tell my orgasm wasn’t coming and my dick was starting to go down as I got hotter from the exercise of fucking. So I pulled out and we sat around a bit and talked.

The vibe had felt a little like a PNP atmosphere except that I was pretty sure everyone was sober. However, the black top started telling a story about one time when he was with a guys and they were PNPing and the host put on this really weird straight incest movie and everyone got freaked out. The movie actually sounded sorta fun an interesting, but the guy couldn’t remember the name of the movie.

I had forgotten my cockring but I have this rawhide string tied to my keychain that I use as a cockring when I need a cockring and don’t have one. The problem was I hadn’t put it on tight enough and when I took it off and tried to retie it it kept slipping because it had gotten soaked in lube when I had lubed my dick mid-fuck. The young bottom kept looking at me trying to tie the damn thing. I’m sure he wondered what the problem was. Finally I took it off, tied it to the size it should be, and then put my dick and balls through it.

After maybe 10 or 15 minutes of the 4 of us chatting (and them surfing hookup sites with their phones trying to get more guys to come over), my dick got hard again. The older bottom was absorbed in his phone. I sorta wanted to fuck him again, but it was the younger bottom who noticed my hardon and started sucking me and then offered his ass to fuck.

This time I just took the dry and scratchy nature of his ass as a given and didn’t think about it. After a while of fucking him I could tell I was cumming. It wasn’t a major orgasm. It was like the start of the orgasm at the party the day before – felt like I was steadily leaking cum into his ass. But unlike the night before the flood gates never opened. So he got my load, but not a big load.

I rolled us on our sides and kept slowly pumping in and out of his ass. He picked up his phone and was arranging more guys as I slowly fucked him. Being on his phone earlier would have bothered me, but somehow in the context of a gangbang him on his phone arranging his next fuck while I had my dick in his ass, seemed completely normal.

I then put my clothes on and headed out. All in all it was decent. Would have been better a few hours later when the young bottom had 6 or 7 loads in him – then his ass would have felt incredible.

Load 2013-1 & 2013-2

This was a really weird year for gangbangs at MAL (Mid-Atlantic Leather). One of my readers suggested that I may be a victim of my own success – I’ve advertised MAL as a good place for sex parties and as a result tons of bottoms show up and schedule their own gangbangs and tops have too many choices  –  so there’s fewer tops at each gangbang and fewer loads given.

IMHO, there were too many bottoms at MAL this year and not enough tops. Apparently DC is a city of bottoms – people joked about how many of the “versatile tops” are actually total bottoms. But there were lots of out-of-towners too. Wherever they came from, the number of “gangbangs” at any given time was rather amazing. At one point I was getting emails asking if I had canceled my gangbang for the evening because people didn’t see it on the first page of parties listed in BBRT – it was well onto the 2nd page there were so many scheduled.

The competition among bottoms was pretty intense. Of of my favorite bottoms came down from NYC and scheduled 2 or 3 gangbangs for himself. Between those parties and 1-on-1 hookups he only got 12 loads. Hell, I’ve had gangbangs in the past where bottoms walked away with 15+ loads just from the one gangbang. And I’ve known bottoms who got 100+ loads over a weekend.

I was trying to sorta have a theme of neg gangbang bottoms this year. That didn’t always happen and I did have some poz guys in the mix. But I wonder if one of the reasons why my gangbangs weren’t as popular this year was because my guys tended to be more “average”. I’ve seen it before – “hot” bottoms are popular. A few years ago there was a gaggle of tops following a particularly hot bottom down the hall seeing which room he’d end up in. So unfortunately, in order to compete in the highly competitive gangbang market that MAL has become I guess I’m going to have to prioritize “hot” bottoms. I put it in quotes because hot is such a subjective word. But what I mean is the jocks with tight bodies that everyone seems to want to fuck – or guys somewhat close to that ideal.

I already talked a bit about the Thursday gangbang. That was chaotic due to picking bottoms at the last minute. But to my point – the lean jockish bottom got half the loads given (5), and the sk8r twink came in 2nd with 3 loads. The guys who came off more as “sex pigs” got one and two loads. Of course it helped that the jockish bottom got there first and was the only bottom at the very beginning.

Still over 140 people had said they wanted to come to the gangbang. Usually I’d expect about 50 tops in a case like that (1/3rd). But only 27 showed up, and only 11 loads were given (including mine – and I’m not counted in the 27). So only about 1/3rd of the tops that showed up gave a load – that’s pretty bad…

It seemed morning gangbangs had better ratios, but smaller numbers. The Friday morning gangbang had 7 guys show up, and 6 loads were given. That’s a good ratio. The Monday morning gangbang 3 tops showed up and 2 loads were given. Actually two tops were turned away ’cause they arrived too late… One of them was actually really cute… Maybe I should have extended it for him 😉

Friday night 14 tops showed up, but only 4 loads were given – that’s fewer than 1 in 3… In that case the bottoms were a bearish/cubbish guy and a Latino with a bit of a sex pig vibe to him. That gangbang was actually a complete disaster. There were tons of spectators. If there had been a critical mass of true tops I would have thrown out all the spectators, but there wasn’t, and every now and then one of the spectators would join in. Then this gaggle of 20-somethings showed up. The funny part was I had thought for the orgies I had scheduled that anyone who showed up in just a jockstrap would be a good participant. But all the 20-somehthings were just wandering the halls in their underwear or in a jockstrap. They had no intention of getting fucked (or fucking). They were just exhibitionists and wanted to jack their dicks and suck each other’s cocks while watching sex pigs fuck. For god’s sake – MAL is not a spectator sport…

It was after that gangbang that I decided to definitely cancel the afternoon orgies I had planned. There were many reasons for cancelling, but one of the core ones was that I just didn’t want to have parties for that crowd of 20-somethings who weren’t really going to participate. Actually seeing all that and thinking about it really helped. In the future I probably will organize orgies and I’ll have a rather strict door. Thing is, even that is difficult… There’s a bottom in one of the later gangbangs who was as cute and twinky as they come, but he was also an excellent pig…

It’s too bad Friday night’s gangbang was such a failure. Both the bottoms were neg. The bearish guy had actually started PrEP a few months before. The piggy guy used to be more of a top and had recently gotten into bottoming and it was clear he was going whole hog on the bottoming… Monday just before I left I went over to his room to retrieve a hood I had lent him – the room was almost completely dark and there was a guy fucking him. So basically he had become one of those bottoms who turns off the lights (or wears a hood) and just lets anyone breed his ass.

Anyway moving on… Saturday’s gangbang had a MUCH better vibe. The guys who came were there to fuck and breed. It wasn’t a big gangbang. If I understand PortaUrinal’s notes (he was keeping track of numbers) – it seems 10 guys came and 10 1/2 loads were given. (There were more loads than tops because my boy for the weekend gave a load before he left for work). So every top who came gave a load (how it should be). Though one top didn’t want to fuck – I wanted him to cum on a bottom’s ass and I’d push it in, but he insisted on cumming on the bottom’s face. I scooped up a little of it and lubed my cock with it and shoved it in the bottom’s hole. So it wasn’t much of a load – probably more like 1/10th or 1/20th of a load. Still, all the tops gave a load.

For that gangbang I brought back the hot poz Latino from the first gangbang. He got another 5 loads. And then there was this very hot bug chasing jock. It was odd though… For one reason or another the bug chasing jock just wasn’t into me. I mean I fucked him, but he seemed continually distracted. The first time I fucked him he started sucking a guy’s dick and was paying more attention to the dick in his mouth than my dick in his ass. The second time he kept moving around. It’s possible his being so distracted was because he was on something. The only tops who really had a good time with him were ones who were extremely controlling. Actually my boy fit into that category – he was all over the bottom like white on rice and forced him to do what he wanted. I’m not really like that when I fuck.

So it was good gangbang, but 5 loads for each bottom means it wasn’t a great gangbang – there just weren’t enough tops.

Sunday’s gangbang got 14 tops to show up, but only 4 loads were given – and that includes my load, and I wasn’t counted in the 14. That’s a lame ratio – just barely better than 1 in 5 tops gave a load. So it was the same in terms of attendance and loads as the Friday failure, but at least this time there was lots of fucking going on. A lot of black guys showed up for some reason which gave the gangbang a very interracial tone, but the problem was I don’t think any of the black guys came. I think they were more into each other than into the designated bottoms. At one point one of them was sucking the other. I put a stop to that when they started fucking and the top went back to fucking one of the designated bottoms.

Actually, just finding bottoms for this gangbang was a challenge. I had two guys lined up and confirmed, but neither of them showed up. Then there were two guys who were really interested – I told them to come around the start time and if I needed a bottom they could bottom. So there I was 5 minutes before the start with no bottoms. The one good thing about there being too many bottoms at MAL is that it wasn’t hard to find bottoms at the last minute.

The first bottom to show up had been a top at one of my other gangbangs. He filled in as a bottom initially but when he wasn’t getting any loads and the tops migrated to other bottoms he bowed out as a bottom, acted as a top for a bit and then left. Then there was a stocky Latino with long hair who came over. He had said his hole was sore and he didn’t know if he could take very much. I fucked him and his hole did the job and got me to cum after days of not being able to cum with my cub. But then almost no one else was interested in him since he’s such a particular type – so eventually he left.

One of the bottoms who was supposed to be at my Saturday gangbang but didn’t make it (’cause of communication issues), wound up coming to the Sunday gangbang. He’s a hot lean jock with a bit of a punk edge to him. He managed to get 3 loads. Given that only 4 loads were given, that says something. He was neg and chasing.

Last to show up was this deaf guy. The gay deaf community is pretty small in DC, but given that Gallaudet isn’t far away, there are more deaf guys in DC than you might expect. I noticed them the first night when we went out to a bar for drinks. In fact, I think I saw the particular guy who showed up – he’s totally my type and sorta stood out in the crowd to me. The guy had a bit of an innocent look to him, but looks can be deceiving – he got right in there and went to work sucking dick and offering his ass to tops. Unfortunately he got there a bit late and the guys who fucked him were just doing marathon fucking. He got fucked good, but didn’t get any loads. I was a little disappointed I came so soon that night. I did fuck him, but not as much as I would have liked since I had just cum and my dick wasn’t completely cooperating.

So all, not the best weekend for gangbangs. Either the turn out was small, or tops weren’t giving loads, or both. I think next year I’ll stick closer to the “hot jock” type – they seem to be the most popular with the tops – they definitely get the most loads.

So after the flop with the bottom I intended to have as my fuck boy for the weekend, I wound up making a connection with the bottom who was at the Friday morning gangbang. In many ways he wasn’t at all my “ideal type”, but what I find is that on weekends like MAL I tend to go for guys who have a certain approach to sex – in particular they respond very strongly to touch. Caress them and they just snuggle up to you. That, and an intense desire to get fucked trumps having a perfect body, etc.

Here are some pics of him that I snapped one morning…

You can see he’s even got a hairy back – something which is usually a turn off for me, but somehow I didn’t mind it with him…

You can’t see it in the pics so much, but he had some muscle on him. It felt nice to feel the curves in his shoulders and arms. And he had pretty powerful legs. In many ways he was built sorta like I am now, only with a bit more of a gut.

But what attracted me to him was that he seemed emotionally needy. I know that may sound like a weird compliment, but he craved attention and I liked giving it to him.  I remember a similar (though brief) connection with a pup I met at the first MAL I went to 3 years, and then with the beefy “Canadian Sub” I hung out with at the last MAL I went to 2 years ago. While the pup was cute and young, it usually seems rare for me to have connections like that with young “hot” guys.

And it wasn’t like I was giving him all that much attention. I mean he was constantly making (positive) comments about my body, my dick, my musky body odor, etc. but I wasn’t all that verbal with him. Instead, the attention I showed him was more physical – lots of touch, and just wanting to spend time with him…

One thing about him that was a bit amusing was his love of bear/pup stuff. He loved to say “woof”. I wasn’t quite sure how to respond. I mean that level of bear play isn’t something I really get into. At the same time it was sorta cute that he was doing it. I just wasn’t going to “woof” back at him. I probably should have gotten into a little puppy play with him. I tried flogging him at one point but my mojo was rattled a bit when he told me my aim was off and I was wrapping his neck/shoulder. I pride myself in not doing stuff like that. The conditions weren’t quite right – it was hard to get a good swing in with all the furniture in the way, but still I shouldn’t have made that mistake. And I definitely should have videotaped some of our fucks. He said he would be into it, but I never set up the camera for one reason or another. There were a number of things I coulda/shoulda done with him that I didn’t, but I was happy just to spend quiet time with him, fucking him…

The first day after he got the 6 loads in the morning gangbang he went with PortaUrinal and me to a diner he knew about for breakfast. He needed to get some sleep before going to work. I needed some sleep too, so we came back to my room and slept much of the afternoon. Whenever I’d have a hardon I’d just wake him up by sticking my dick in his ass and fucking him. That pretty much was typical of the entire weekend. We spent a lot of time togehter – he was with me Friday during the day. Then he went to work, then he was with me from the wee hours of the morning on Saturday until he had to work that night. Then he came back after work and stayed all of Sunday. Sunday night I slept alone ’cause I needed a good sleep for the drive back to NYC, but he came by after I got up, got a couple loads, and then we went out for brunch. So he was nearly my constant companion for MAL… It was nice… I mean we fucked A LOT, and there was a good connection…

He had a nice hole – it felt good. But there was something about his hole that never got me to cum in his ass – it just didn’t rub my dick quite right or something. That’s actually sorta typical for me with beefy guys – I’m not sure why. I mean other guys had no problem cumming in him – so it wasn’t him per se. We tried all sorts of stuff. I tried a pig hole on him – but it seemed a bit big for him. Then we tried my cock sheath on him. I was surprised at how easily he could take that. That actually felt really good – and the head of my dick was hitting something and I nearly came. Then one morning he decided he would get the pig hole in him, so he put it up there, but when I stuck my dick in him he had this intense sensation and came without even touching himself like 10 seconds later. I never really got to fuck him properly that time.

I now wonder if I didn’t cum in his ass at some point – I mean I fucked him a lot and I got close a number of times – and there have been times in the past when I cum and don’t realize it. It was a bit of a bummer that I couldn’t cum easily with him. I would have liked to have given him load after load. But he seemed happy just with all the fucking. And in a way I did give him loads – they just weren’t mine. He got 6 loads Friday morning, and then another 2 loads Monday morning. He was good about taking loads – he wasn’t really into some of the tops (especially the black guys), but he took their loads to please me…

In hindsight one thing I would have like to do would be give him a sleeping pill and invite guys over to fuck him while he was semi-knocked out. Thing was, I didn’t think I had sleeping pills, when I actually did have them. I had seen this little container on the floor after one of the gangbangs and didn’t really investigate was it was. Finally I looked at it and saw a bunch of pills, but didn’t google their markings to figure out what they were. The morning I was leaving DC I finally looked up the markings on the pills. Turns out there 3 types of sleep aids in there, including Ambien, plus some other stuff. If I had known I had Ambien I would have given him one and watched as guys fucked him when he was just semi-conscious. I gotta say I did like see him getting fucked by other guys – it always seem to get me hard…

The one confusing thing about him was that he told me he was neg, but he didn’t really want to talk about it. I brought the subject up a few times in different ways, but he never really shared how he felt. So I’m thinking either he just doesn’t want to think about the risk he’s taking, or he’s actually poz and lied just to be one of my gangbang bottoms. He did tell me that he had talked to someone who told him I only hooked up with neg guys. That’s not true – what was true was that my goal was to only have neg guys as my gangbang bottoms, but I’m fine with fucking poz guys… I’d say most of the guys I fuck are poz.

The one load he did get from me was a piss load – I filled his ass with piss at one point. It was  big load too… Like PortaUrinal, he’s a piss bottom, but after hearing PortaUrinal say my piss was too strong for him, the cub didn’t want to drink any either – which was too bad…

He was actually pretty versatile. He kept playing with my ass and suggesting he should fuck me. Now that the doctor says my fissure is healed, I guess I could have let him fuck me, but it’s rare for me to even think about bottoming let alone do it. And that weekend wasn’t one of those times…

So all in all it was a good weekend in part because of the cub… I like having these sort of “weekend boyfriends” on sex party weekends. PortaUrinal is great company (we had adjoining rooms and spent a lot of time together), but having someone to sleep with and stick your dick in every time it gets hard, is pretty nice 😉

Load 2013-1

The gangbangs at MAL were a mixed lot this year. I didn’t have time to write them up while I was there, so I’ll go through them now and give some highlights…

The first two gangbangs were centered around this twink who was supposed to be my boy for the weekend. He was a mid-20s, tall, sk8r twink. He had bottomed at one of my gangbangs 2 years ago, and at that gangbang he got freaked out and left early (after getting 7 loads in his ass). This past fall he mentioned to me that he wished he had gone through with the entire gangbang, so I figured he was now in a mindset to do it again and I offered that he could stay with me for the weekend and we’d see how many loads we could get in his ass.

Well, Thursday I left NYC 2 hours later than I had wanted to, which meant I got into DC later than I wanted to – just a couple hours before the gangbang. As I was arriving I texted the twink and asked what his ETA was. He said he got off work at 5pm. I knew it took him over an hour to get there, and then he’d need time to clean out. Problem was, the gangbang started at 5:30. And the second problem was he was the only bottom I had scheduled. Over 140 tops had signed up for the gangbang, so at 1/3rd show up rate – that meant up to 50 tops were arriving and there I was 2 hours before with basically no bottoms for them to fuck.

So I sent out the room number to the invited tops, but given that it was only 2 hours before the gangbang I knew that meant I’d have some drop off on attendance. Then I scrambled to find bottoms. One bottom said he could come, but had to leave early – that was fine with me – I just needed coverage. Then two other bottoms agreed to come.

The bottom who had to leave early showed up first, and I fucked him before the gangbang started. His hole felt really good and I blew my load in him. It helped that he was very much my type – shorter, thin, Latino…

I started the gangbang with him and then the other two bottoms showed up. They were both pretty good, but since I’d cum, I couldn’t give them the best fuck or a load. One of them drank my piss, which was cool. @PortaUrinal had the adjoining room and helped immensely with all the gangbangs over the weekend. But, despite his experience he gave up on that first night trying to drink my piss – saying it’s some of the strongest piss he’s ever had… So it’s saying something that the bottom drank it down without hesitation… 😉

The sk8r twink did finally show up, and then it took him a while to clean out. When he finally came out it was almost funny to watch – I think most of the tops knew he was the neg bottom in the room and they circled him like sharks going in for a kill. Like a good dutiful bottom he put on a blindfold and was taking anonymous cock at both ends. One top in particular was this poz muscular ex-Marine Latino – he loved fucking the twink. During the gangbang I actually got my dick up the ex-Marine briefly… I figured it was my gangbang and I could fuck who I wanted to fuck.

Then all of a sudden it was announced that the twink wasn’t quite clean he needed to clean out some more. Unfortunately he had taken a couple loads and they got washed out in the process. After re-cleaning the twink said he was actually clean – he thinks what they saw was blood, not scat. He then went back to bottoming, but the thrill of the chase was gone for the tops. I think he got one more load and that was it. But a bigger problem cropped up – he tightened up and couldn’t really take dick. I tried several times to get in him and he’d resist and not let me fuck him. I knew then that he probably wasn’t going to last the weekend.

When all was said and done only 27 tops showed up (not including me), and only 11 loads were given (including mine). That’s a pretty lame tops-to-loads ratio. The early bird got the worm – the hot Latino who I gave my load to got 5 loads. One of the other bottoms got 1, the other got 2, and the twink got 3, but at least two of those got washed out when he did his re-cleaning.

So a decent gangbang for the Latino who got 5 loads, but overall not the best gangbang.

PortaUrinal, the twink and I then went out to a bar that was doing free drinks. The ex-Marine top had told us about it. The twink dressed in his sk8r ware and was really cute. We talked a bit at the bar – bottom line he still just wasn’t ready. He had lied about how much sex he’d been having – he hadn’t gotten fucked in months when he said he was taking loads all the time. And on top of that he was scared of becoming poz. He lives in a rural area where people aren’t cool with guys being poz. A guy he has the hots for just dumped a guy for being poz… When I heard all that, all I could say was “well, you need to decide whether you want to go through with this or not…”

The twink stayed the night and there was a gangbang the next morning. There are only some of us who like morning sex, 7 guys showed up, and 6 loads were given (a much better ratio of tops to loads). There were two bottoms – the sk8r twink and a beefy muscle cub. The twink basically shut down and didn’t get fucked. Which meant the cub got all 6 loads. Before the gangbang was over the sk8r twink dressed and left. There was no point in him staying if he wasn’t going to get fucked – that was sort of the deal.

Load 2012-7

So after the gangbang with too many bottoms and too few tops, the 2nd gangbang in Phoenix went much better. The bottom was a guy who contacted me off Breeding Zone (my forum site). He’s Asubmissivebottom on Breeding Zone, and on BBRT. He’s neg – last tested in November, but has been taking poz loads for a while now (perhaps he’s immune or resistant). Either way, he wanted to get gangbanged and didn’t care about whether the tops were poz or neg (which, if you’re a bareback bottom is how you should approach things – it’s not like you can stay neg taking anonymous loads from complete strangers).

There was supposed to be another bottom, but he canceled and his replacement turned out to be someone behind a hacked profile who had no intention of showing up. About 30 guys said they’d attend which meant I expected 10 to show up. Including me, there were 9 tops – so my 1/3rd ratio turned out to be roughly accurate…

When Asubmissivebottom showed up I could tell he was going to be a good gangbang bottom. There’s a look in gangbang bottoms eyes – a hunger and an acceptance of their role. I’ve also found the best gangbang bottoms are often on the attractive side of average – and that was true of Asubmissivebottom.

I hadn’t cum in days and just needed to blow my load. Since I was going to be in host mode as soon as guys showed up and we had about a half hour to ourselves, I put the bottom to work pretty quickly. He sucked my dick for a little bit and then I got him on the bed face down and fucked him. It didn’t take very long to cum. A nice big thick load was a good way for him to start the evening. 🙂

About 10 minutes after the official start time the tops started showing up. Asubmissivebottom put on a leather sleeping mask sort of blindfold and never did see any of the tops (other than me). For the next 80 minutes he was fucked pretty much constantly. He took 6 loads up his ass. Unfortunately two of the tops came in his mouth. One top, an “older gentleman” didn’t manage to cum.

One of the bottoms at the other gangbang had requested music so I put on what I consider young, “high hair”, dance music – it seemed to fit that gangbang ’cause the bottoms were 20-something. But this gangbang had a more serious, intense vibe to it (the way I like it). It was just quiet with guys focusing on fucking….

There were a few tops who stood out… One was this skinny little teen (?) who was really shy and timid, but determined to give group sex a shot. He said it was his first time doing anything like that. He was so nervous it was sort of funny and cute. Given his raging teen hormones he had no problem getting hard and giving the bottom a load (in his ass). I wouldn’t call the kid a great top, but he’s working on it and experimenting…

Another top asked if the bottom what poz after he dumped his load. I said the guy was neg but has been taking poz loads for a while now. He just shook his head and said, “well, he’s poz now…” and left. I should have asked him whether he had a high viral load. He said it with so much certainty… When I told the bottom about the comment a few days later, he said “yeah, that’s not the first top who was convinced he pozzed me.” The bottom did say he got tested a couple days later and he was neg. But I seriously doubt the test would show infection that quickly – so I guess we’ll have to wait a few weeks to see if there’s more to report (so to speak).

The “older gentleman” who didn’t cum had apparently fucked the bottom before at some sex party. That time he did cum. Older guys are sometimes problematic in situations like this. I’ve had the exact same problem at another gangbang where an older top slowly fucks the bottom for ages and still doesn’t cum. It’s not a lot of fun for the bottom, and he doesn’t get a load. I think I’ll be more selective in the future. Upper-50s will be the limit with exceptions for certain guys…

At one point towards the end I fucked the bottom’s cummy hole, but since I had cum earlier I wasn’t totally hard. I did felch him and it tasted incredible… After guys left I took some photos, but his hole was so tight you couldn’t tell he’d just been gang banged. His ass had locked all the cum (that wasn’t felched) deep inside him…

So all in all, a good gangbang. But I get the sense that in Phoenix you can’t get enough tops to show up at a gangbang to support multiple bottoms. And if your one bottom flakes you’re shit out of luck… So Phoenix isn’t the best place to organize gangbangs…

UPDATE:

Check out the story of the gangbang from the bottom’s perspective

There were three fucks since my last post that I didn’t have time to write up (Loads 2012-4, 5 & 6). Very briefly one guy seemed to want more from me – longer hookup, more of a connection. One was one of my regular fucks – always goes well with him. And one was a new fuck who was pretty good.

BTW, I just looked at the blog – seems like things are “disappointing” a lot these days… That’s not really the case – it’s just I didn’t have time to write up the good stuff…

So yesterday I arrived in Phoenix for a porn conference. I figured I’d host a few gangbangs, but I’m finding it a bit difficult to organize them. The Phoenix metro area is made up of a bunch of little towns. So if I list things in Tempe (where I am) the guys in Phoenix don’t see the listing despite the fact that I’m like 5 or 10 miles from Phoenix (at most). And despite multiple attempts I just couldn’t get anything to post in Craigslist M4M section…

Yesterday’s gangbang was supposed to have these two hot young poz bottoms. Then (if pictures are to be believed) the one with the absolutely stunning ass backed out. I always prefer having two bottoms in case one is late, or dirty, etc. (It’s not like I’m going to fill in for the bottom if things don’t work out). So this other guy hit me up. He was also young and his profile said he was neg… In his pics he was cute, and his pics weren’t inaccurate, they just didn’t tell the whole story – when he showed he was heavier than I expected. But I’m getting ahead of myself.

So the first bottom shows up. I’m guessing he’s Asian – something like Cambodian – but I’m not exactly sure. He was cute, not a flawless body, but nice… Then the second bottom showed up – he was Latino – given that this is Arizona and his looks, I’d guess he was of Mexican heritage.

The Latino bottom was cute, but the issue was that he was heavy and competing against against the Asian bottom who was thinner and more confident/energetic…

We had some time before the other tops got there so the two bottoms started sucking my dick. Then I fucked the Asian guy, then the Latino guy fucked the Asian guy. As the start time got closer I had to put on some clothes so I could answer the door. The two of them alternated between sucking each other’s dicks and just chilling.

Right at 5:30 (the start time) two tops showed up at the same time. Then a 3rd top showed up maybe 15 minutes later. Top 1 knew the Asian bottom and the two of them started the action. Top 1 had a pretty nice body. Top 2 started playing with the Latino bottom, but stopped. So I started fucking the Latino bottom – and liked watching Top 1 fuck the Asian bottom.

Top 1 managed to give both bottoms loads. Top 2 & 3 each gave the Asian bottom loads. Unfortunately I didn’t cum. I could have cum early on with the Asian bottom, but if I had cum at that point, then I wouldn’t have had it in me to fuck the Latino bottom – as the host, that didn’t seem fair. Then things sorta died down and it was me, the two bottoms and Top 3 and we were talking about completely non-sexual stuff. I hadn’t gotten enough sleep the night before, and it all just accumulated to me just not being in the mood to fuck by the end of the gangbang.

So all in all a bit of a disappointment – I didn’t get the critical mass of tops to keep things going… I’m pretty sure the one on Friday will be better…

One other disappointment was that this morning a guy came over, but then didn’t want to get fucked. He said he was worried he wasn’t clean, but I think it might have been more than that…

So I need to fuck, but once again I woke up too early (my body woke up on Eastern Time), so I’m tired and don’t feel much like fucking… UGH… Maybe better luck later today or tomorrow…