This weekend I fucked two black guys, the Craigslist Cumhole I’d fucked before and another guy from Brooklyn… I videotaped both of them, but didn’t manage to cum either time, which was sorta disappointing… In both cases we fucked in this building that’s under construction – it’s sorta a cool place to shoot – very raw, but the problem is I don’t tend to cum when I’m standing up. If I could have gotten them on their stomachs I could have cum but I didn’t bring a towel and they would have gotten filthy dirty without one. The other issue was that it was pretty hot both days and I kept overheating – which also makes it near impossible for me to cum. But the one thing about not cumming is that I fuck and fuck and fuck… When I cum I tend to cum quickly, but when I don’t cum I’m able to fuck for a fairly long time. In each case I think it was close to a half hour of solid fucking.

Saturday was the Craigslist Cumhole… Nice guy with a sorta tall lanky athletic build. Like last time his hole was sorta loose. I had cum a couple times the day before, which is always a bad idea for me. So that and his loose hole and the fact that I was standing up meant I couldn’t cum. It was sorta sweet rimming him though. He had put “Devil’s Dick” (frozen cum) up his ass before he came over so his ass tasted like cum. Too bad I couldn’t add my load to the mix. Given the sweet taste of his ass I’d fuck for a while, then rim him some more, then fuck, then rim… I’d keep pulling out more of the cum that was in his ass – it tasted good. (It helped that he was perfectly clean). When I started with him he was in a jockstrap and I just had my fly open. But then I started overheating so I took off my shirt and then finally took off my pants and my hood. Didn’t cool me down enough though (damn summer heat).

Sunday was a guy from Brooklyn. He had a more muscular body than the Craigslist guy. It was hot seeing this little black muscle boy bent over wanting my load. I gotta say some “racial dominance” thoughts went through my head, but they were just “play/fetish” and I didn’t verbalize them since I didn’t know how he’d take them. It’s not like it was really about race for me – I like thinking of the guys I fuck as inferior while I’m fucking them. It’s just part of being a dom top for me… There are some guys who are into it (in fact I’m making plans with another black guy to specifically get into calling him names and degrading him while I fuck him). Thing is, you don’t start verbally degrading a guy while you’re fucking him unless you know he’s into it.

Initially he put on a mask, but when I took mine off he took his off. That’s the problem with hoods – when the guys take them off you realize they actually pretty cute… He had this adorable face… His ass was tighter than the guy the day before and given that I hadn’t cum in two days there was one point where I almost came with him. But I was overheating (even with my clothes off) and the position was less than optimal for me. He was in some weird positions trying to get his hole at just the right height. The positions that were best for me were the most uncomfortable for him. The one time I almost came he shifted positions right before I came and it threw me off. So we just fucked and fucked…

Usually when I don’t cum I’m horny immediately afterwards, but that wasn’t the case. Even though I didn’t cum I had had my fill of sex for the day.

Load 2011-8

A bit over a week ago I hooked up with one of those guys who constantly posts on Craigslist looking for loads. I hooked up with him through a hookup site, but he had the same pics and previously I had asked if he was the guy who was always on CL and he said ‘yeah’ (and asked why I hadn’t fucked him yet if I had seen his ad so many times).

Let me back up a bit… It was first thing in the morning when I started looking for a bottom to fuck and there were a few guys interested. One would have been a new hole for me and his profile said he was neg and he was young and hot – so I went with him, but I wondered how serious he was. He wanted to “party” with me – I told him I wasn’t interested – I just wanted to fuck. At first he wanted me there immediately (before his high wore off) then he was OK with a little later.

He had given me his address but not his apartment number so I told him to text me with his apartment number and I headed out. I had to go down a huge hill and then climb up another huge hill to get there. He still hadn’t gotten me his apartment number, so I got on the web (thank god for iPhones) and told him I was there, to let me in and tell me which apartment. He got back with “give me 5 minutes”. I’m thinking “I just climbed a huge hill to fuck your ass”… I mean, let me kn and I’ll sit in a corner for 5 minutes. Finally someone came out of the building and I got in. I knew which floor he was on, so I climbed the stairs (a 4th floor walkup). I sent him another message saying I was outside his door (I could hear the beat of ‘gay’ music). Still nothing. Finally I just left. As I was going out the door of the building I got a blocked call. I knew it was him, but I just ignored it. He would have been a bad fuck… Been there, done that. He called another two or three times as I walked home.

The Craigslist cumhole is one of the guys I had passed up to fuck the other guy, so I got back in touch with him. He wanted me to go to his place. I didn’t really want to travel that far, but I knew if I didn’t fuck right then I’d spend just as much time hunting for dick and being frustrated, so I went.

When I got to his place he was younger and cuter than I was expecting. I pulled out my dick and he blew me. Then he got on his futon couch and wanted me to fuck him. It was sorta funny… He had a hard time taking my dick, but then when I got in he was really loose. Anyway, the couch wasn’t working for me so I asked if we could fuck on his bed and we moved in there…

When I got him on his belly on the bed it turned into a really good fuck. He was skinny (just like I like bottoms) and it was sorta hot pounding his little ass. I didn’t last all that long fucking him – maybe 5 or 10 minutes. I had taken a pill so my dick continued to be hard, so I just kept fucking him slowly after I’d given him my load. I could tell he wanted more – at that point he kept bucking back onto my dick.

Eventually I rolled him on his side and we had sorta a quiet moment with my dick in his ass until I got soft and my dick popped out of his hole.  A little while later I buttoned up and left (I hadn’t taken off my clothes)…

All in all a good fuck…

Load 2011-4

Yesterday my black fuck buddy came over. It had been a while since we’d fucked. He’s got a good ass, and a nice body and likes to travel – so he’s a pretty easy fuck.

He got here exactly on time. We wen to my bedroom. I apologized for the mess (he wasn’t phased). He then sucked my dick for a bit, but I had taken a pill and had my cock ring on pretty tight and my dick was just too sensitive to get sucked.

I then ate his ass, which he LOVED and as I was rimming him I was lubing up my dick. Then I got up behind him and fucked him doggy for a bit and then pushed him onto his belly and continued fucking him.

It didn’t take long to cum. Just before I started cumming he could sense it and started saying “Yeah, give me that charged load. Knock me up man…” That wasn’t the time to tell him I had tested neg the day before. Plus, he had told me last year that he was poz, not on meds, but still “undetectable” – but that never quite added up for me – especially for a black guy. So who knows what his status is… There are some guys where you just never know – it’s part of barebacking and the reason why “Neg4Neg” is a total joke.

Anyway, once I came he wanted me to stay in his ass while he got on his knees and jacked off. He then sorta insisted I play with his nipples while he jacked off. Getting him off is always the down side of hooking up with him. I really couldn’t give a shit whether the guys I fuck cum or not. If they do want to cum, I shouldn’t be obligated to help make it happen.

But all in all a good fuck.

Load 2010-16

A day after my last fuck I still hadn’t cum and now had a 6 day load churning in my balls needing release. I wanted a sure fire fuck – one where I knew I’d blow my load. When I saw my black fuck bud online and found out he was available, I knew I’d finally get to cum – after all, I’ve come absolutely every time I’ve fucked him.

The fuck was actually sorta uneventful – ’cause it was just like the last few. The only really interesting part was that his boyfriend came home just as he was about to leave and asked where he was going. lol – he said he was going to the gym. That delayed him a bit and I wanted him to come over while my bf was out. My bf doesn’t mind, but I just think it’s a bit more polite to not have him come home and find me fucking someone.

So, just like the last time I fucked him, we had him cum first, and then I fucked him. He’s got this big cushy black butt – not fat, sorta muscles with padding over them. It’s a sweet ass.. And it just feels good being inside his hole… Needless to say, since I hadn’t cum in 6 days and his hole feels really good, it didn’t take long to give him my big thick creamy load.

Thank god for dependable cumholes…

Load 2010-12

I’m two hookups behind on my blogging and figured I should fix that since I’ve got a guy coming over in a bit and don’t want to be three hookups behind. Both of the hookups went almost the same way they did the time before…

First, was a repeat hookup with the black guy who I’ve fucked a few times before. The one with ‘penile papules‘ and the ass that always gets me to cum… He’s always so ready to come over, and I always cum with him – I really should have him over more often.

So he comes over, we strip down. I’ve learned from previous times that I can avoid this awkward bit at the end when he wants to come and I’m sorta done, by getting him to cum before I fuck him. He seems to like it, so that’s what we do…

After he came I started fucking him. We started out doggy style, but pretty soon I pushed him onto his belly. He wanted his ass up so grabbed my pillow and stuck it under him and I was thinking “dude – you just came – you may not be all that clean down there and now you’re wiping it all over my pillow”. But it had been a while since we’d done laundry so I let it slide since the sheets needed cleaning anyway… Thing is, having a pillow under your ass makes your butt look great when you’re ass up in a bathhouse, but at least for me it makes it a lot more difficult to actually fuck the bottom. So before long I pulled the pillow out and had him flat on his belly which was much better.

Like some of the other times I’ve fucked him I started wondering whether I was going to be able to cum. He’s got a pretty big cushy black ass – it’s odd that I do always cum with him ’cause big asses are sometimes difficult for me. I changed positions so I was sorta sideways with him, but that didnt’ do it. So I changed back to being lined up and before long I felt my load cumming…

When I was done he seemed to want to cum again. He had told me he came before coming to my place, so I wasn’t sure why he was trying to jack off AGAIN. Before long he just gave up and that was the end of it. He got dressed and left…

Load 2010-9

The black guy I’ve fucked a few times recently hasn’t always had perfect chemistry, but his ass always feels so good that I figured it was time to fuck him again… The problem in the past is that he’s versatile and so he’s not just there for the load – he wants to cum after me and then he gets a bit forceful and it’s sorta the wrong energy.

Well, this time he said he wanted to cum before he got fucked. That was different, but what the heck… Since he was pretty horny, I played with his nipples a bit while he jacked off and it didn’t take long for him to cum. Somehow the sexual energy was just better this time… And there was an added benefit – his cumming first means his cum went to good use (cum makes great lube)…

I’m not sure how he managed to get fucked at all after cumming, but that’s exactly what happened. He couldn’t take it laying down and wanted to do it doggy style. I was able to slip in pretty easy that way. The last time I can remember cumming doggy style was when I fucked Dawson, but his hole felt so great it didn’t take me long to cum at all. I hadn’t cum in like 4 days, so he got a nice big load.

Then he was off to workout at the gym with my load up his butt 😉