Load 2010-23

Last Thursday I hadn’t cum in 6 days and just needed to blow a load. I had a really short window to actually hookup and I was busy and didn’t have hours to spend finding a bottom. I wasn’t having much luck and then I noticed a Latino online who I’ve been fucking since 2004. I actually didn’t write up the last time I fucked him (back in December) ’cause I videotaped it and never got around to editing the video. (Yeah, I know… I need to get off my ass and get it done…)

The problem was if I’m going to take my new Viagra prescription I need to do it 90+ minutes before hooking up. Things sorta happened at the last minute, and 90 minutes out I really didn’t know if it was going to happen, so I just took a little – about 1/3rd of a pill (maybe less). As I went to his place I felt my hands get all tingly so I knew it was kicking in, but wasn’t sure I had taken enough…

I get there and like always he’s on all fours on his bed just inside the door. He likes things pretty anonymous even though we’ve gotten to know each other a bit over the years. I had asked him not to lube his hole, ’cause it tastes funny and I like to start out rimming him (since he’s not looking to suck cock at the beginning). I get down on my knees and start eating out his ass and gradually start getting hard. The Viagra really isn’t helping all that much – I think I took too little or something. He said he had taken another load before I got there, but I didn’t taste any cum (too bad).

I finally got hard and started fucking him. Since he hadn’t lubed his hole, and didn’t have any lube available I was more or less just spit fucking him and there was a lot of friction. Lately I’ve noticed a huge difference in how good a fuck is based on the lube that’s used. This fuck was pretty dry and it wasn’t working all that well for me. Unfortunately the load he had taken before I got there wasn’t lubing his hole.

I pushed him onto his belly and gave him a decent fuck, but eventually got overheated and had to stop before I’d cum. I laid there for a while. We talked, he sucked my dick – and we basically just hung out for maybe 10 minutes. When I had cooled down and caught my 2nd wind, I went back to fucking him.

This time it still didn’t feel all that great, but I did manage to cum but it took a lot of effort. Given that I hadn’t cum in so many days I think it was a pretty big and thick load. He had a guy coming after me – that guy probably had a much better experience than I did ’cause my load was big enough to make his hole nice and silky.

I washed up and ran downtown to meet my bf at Boxers for drinks. After leaving his place I realize I forgot to wash my beard and it smelled like ass… I was glad I didn’t see anyone I had to kiss when I got to Boxers. I ran to the bathroom and took care of that problem and then had a few beers.

So the take away is #1 – take at least a 1/2 pill of Viagra and #2 get a small pocket sized bottle for lube and take my own to hookups.

Load 2010-18

Today was a frustrating day that at least ended well…

I started looking for someone to hookup with fairly early this morning. The first three guys who said they’d come over happened to all say they were neg in their profiles. One canceled right after I gave him the directions on how to get here. Another canceled when I asked for his address. Another one said he was leaving and never showed up. And then a fourth bottom who’s status was listed as “don’t care” wouldn’t tell me when he was going to get here – he just kept saying “yeah, I’m definitely coming”.

As a result I’m the #1 most viewed profile on BarebackRT today – which is not something I really wanted to accomplish ’cause as soon as you’re on their most viewed list you start getting e-mails from all over the world. I don’t want e-mails from all over the world. I want bottoms who are local who want to get fucked. Oh well.

Anyway, FINALLY this bottom hits me up. He describes himself as “sleazy” and he doesn’t list his status (= poz). By that point I was so fucking sick of neg bottoms and their indecisiveness I was actually looking forward to a good poz bottom. I mean fucking neg hole is fuck, but getting it to show up and take the load is a pain in the ass sometimes (like today).

This guy’s pics were horribly obscure – I honestly had no clue who was going to show up at my door. Then, he was a half hour late. I was thinking he too was going to flake on me and then the buzzer rang. Thank god! What showed up a minute later at my door wasn’t at all what I was expecting, but he was still attractive so I didn’t really care. His profile said he was early 40s. I’m guessing that was 7 to 10 years off, if not more. He was this older Latino with sexy graying hair. It was sorta hot actually, but more of a short thin daddy vibe and the daddy part wasn’t what I was expecting.

We went to the bedroom, he got down on his knees pretty quickly and started sucking my dick, but I was completely soft. I’m a grower not a shower, so soft is small in my case. And for some reason blowjobs are doing next to nothing for me these days. He tried for a minute or so and I didn’t get hard at all. I stopped the blowjob, had him take off the rest of his clothes, and get on the bed on all fours. I got down and started rimming his ass.

The guy had a great hole. Let’s just say it was an “experienced” hole and he knew how to control it for maximum effect. He was pushing his a sphincter in and out to match me in my rimming. I knew it was going to be a good fuck – anyone who has that much control of his ass always is.

I rimmed him for a little bit and then grabbed for the lube. There was a big bottle of Gun Oil close to me, but nothing came out when I squeezed it. Then I remembered I really wanted to use Wet Platinum ’cause every time I’ve used it I’ve had an easy time of cumming, so I grabbed the Wet Platinum and squeezed some in my hand. Too much came out so by the time I was done my dick was really slick with lube.

I stood up behind him with him on all fours on the bed. I really just needed to fuck and unload in a hole. It had been 6 days since I last fucked anyone and I’d been good and hadn’t cum the entire time. With this fuck and the one before I’m finding it’s really easy to fuck doggy style standing up. Sometimes the hole doesn’t feel right, but lately it’s been feeling great. I just kept this steady, sorta insistent pace – pretty steady. I think some guys think it’s a little boring ’cause it’s so consistent, but it was working for me.

I could tell I was going to cum fairly quickly. I didn’t cum right away – it took a while to build, but when I came it was like last time – it was an ENORMOUS load that just kept cumming and cumming. I wish I could have been inside his ass watching it come out. It felt like I dumped a gallon of cum in him. I had been silent the whole time I was fucking him, but was groaning as I came. When I was finally done he curled his feet around my legs and tried to hold me inside him. I fucked him a little, very slowly and finally pulled out. He jumped down off the bed and cleaned off my dick.

I thought about felching him, but then didn’t really feel like it when the time came.

The thing about doggy style is that it’s a lot less intimate. When I fuck with the bottom on his belly I wind up collapsed on top of him when I’m done. With doggy I never even get on the bed. It’s much more “slam, bam, thank you ‘mam” and when you’re done I’m standing up, refreshed (since it takes a lot less effort).

I knew this bottom wouldn’t have a problem with a pump-and-dump, so I sorta just ended it there. I mentioned that he got a HUGE load, he thanked me, we got dressed and he left.  The total hookup was 15 minutes, if not less. Hell, I’ve done 7 minute pump-and-dumps before – this felt pretty close to that only we took the time to take off our clothes. My bf was a little surprised that it ended so quickly and wasn’t a bad hookup. He asked if the bottom was OK with leaving so soon and asked if the bottom had cum. I was pretty sure the bottom was fine. He got what he was looking for and left with an ass that was flooded with cum.

I’m liking not cumming between fucks. It really lets me give the bottoms much bigger loads. Gotta go put my PA back in to make sure I don’t cum tonight… 😉

Load 2010-6

Well, I finally got back in the saddle tonight… I was hoping to fuck this 24 y.o. but when I had to push back the time he said he couldn’t make it ’cause he was starting to crash from partying last night. (Guys – I may sound like Barbara Bush, but keep those drugs under control…)

So then I went on the hunt for another hole to fuck. I sorta wanted a hole I hadn’t fucked before, but when I e-mailed all the ones who were prospects and none of them panned out I saw the Brazilian come back online so I e-mailed him. It’s been 6 months since we last fucked (153 days to be exact). I like fucking him, but don’t always cum with him, so I was just hoping my horniness and the fact that I took a pill would be sufficient (it was).

He came over and we undressed and he started sucking my cock. Blowjobs often don’t do anything for me and this one was no exception. There was nothing wrong with it and he was enjoying it, so it wasn’t like I wanted it to stop. It was sorta cool actually how he’d keep pushing my dick as far back as possible and getting it into his throat. But let’s just say there was no risk of me cumming from his blowjob – but again, that’s just me, not him.

I know from past experience that he doesn’t like to be rimmed, so after the blowjob we went straight to fucking. I couldn’t find the Gun Oil so I grabbed my Wet Original (BTW, Wet has promised to send me some of their old-style oil based lube as well as their new silicone based Wet Platinum, but the package hasn’t arrived yet). I put a little on but after fucking him for a few minutes his hole still felt pretty dry even though he had prelubed before coming over and I had lubed my dick. I put some more lube on and that helped a bit.

We’ve fucked so many times he sorta knows what positions I like and he was on his belly. But lately I’ve been doing this thing where I turn myself at a 45 or 60 degree angle to give more friction to my dick. I think the reason I don’t always cum with him is ’cause my usual position doesn’t feel quite as good with his hole. But after turning a bit sideways and then turning back and being lined up with him I finally felt my load boiling up.

After nearly a month of not fucking anyone it felt good to give him my load. We then laid there and spooned a bit and talked with my dick up his ass. Eventually my dick got soft and came out. I knew he had moved but had a few of the detailed mixed up. Bottom line was that he’s been single for a while now. He mentioned how he had hooked up with the hardcore piss bottom I’ve fucked a few times before. And his observation was the same as mine – arriving for a hookup reeking of stale, musky piss isn’t a good thing… He also casually mentioned that he’d gotten fucked by someone in the neighborhood I know, which surprised me ’cause I didn’t think that guy was someone he’d have fucked with in the past, but he said since he’s been single he’s getting fucked by a broader range of guys.

I was starting to get my second wind and his hole was feeling mighty nice and wet. That combined with what he told me about being less selective about who fucked him gave me a hardon, so I started fucking him again. This time his hole felt SO much better. It was wet and cummy. I almost thought I could come a second time which is extremely rare for me. But alas I had jacked off the day before and there just wasn’t a second load in me. I stopped and we talked a little more while we spooned and I kept pumping his ass with my hard cock.

He left a little while later (we both had things we had to do). All in all a really nice hookup.

Load 2009-32

Yeah, I know, 32 is sorta bad for the year – maybe I’ll make it 33 today, but still that’s less than 1 a week. I would make a higher goal for next year, but 2010 looks like it will be dominated by renovating our new place (if we ever actually ever go into contract on it) so who knows if I’ll do better next year.

Anyway, I was planning on fucking this 22 y.o. black guy with a smokin’ hot body who e-mailed me, but I wasn’t hearing from him and finally gave up ’cause I was horny. At that point I just wanted to cum so I could get on with my day. A guy on BBRT was availalble, so we set things up.

Now the weird thing was that when I asked for him to unlock his pics he told me we’d already hooked up before. I checked my spreadsheet and didn’t see his profile. I checked the blog archive for that month but didn’t see him there either, but that was just the blog archive fucking up – he was actually there. At that point I was wondering if we had actually hooked up, ’cause his pics didn’t really ring a bell. Then he texted me and I my iPhone showed that he had texted me back in July as well and based on the time it was an early morning hookup. At that point it looked like we did indeed hookup.

When he showed up I definitely remembered him. And after he left I did eventually find the blog post from back then. The funny part was how similar the two hookups were – down to little details…

When he got here he asked to use the bathroom (like last time), he stayed in there a little while so like last time I sat on the bed and jacked my dick and got hard. And as a result that meant no tenderness – he just went straight to sucking my dick (like last time). And like last time he was a good cocksucker who didn’t let his teeth touch my dick. I let him suck as long as he wanted, but finally he stopped and it was clear he wanted to get fucked.

He got on all fours and I pushed him down onto his stomach as I pushed in. He was tight and I had only put a little lube on my dick, so it took a while to get in. I had taken a pill before he got there so I was ROCK hard. Between that, and the fact that I hadn’t cum in a couple days, I knew cumming would be no problem. His hole felt good… So I just tried to take my time fucking him, but I still managed to cum pretty quickly.

After I came I was still hard (thanks to the pill), so I just slow fucked him. I must have come a lot ’cause his hole got completely wet. I just slowly fucked him and then rolled him over on his side and kept slowly fucking his hole. Felt great ’cause it was so cummy.

Then he asked if I had fucked Dawson, which is really funny ’cause he asked the same exact question last time at pretty much the same exact moment in the hookup. I said yeah, I’d fucked Dawson, but it had been a long time ago now – Spring of 2004.

After a while of slowly pumping in and out of his cummy hole we stopped and he went to the bathroom (unfortunately, he probably pushed out my load) and then got dressed and left.

[BTW, speaking of Dawson – Treasure Island has a promotion on where you can get a boxed set of 4 Dawson videos plus a free t-shirt all for $69. If you don’t have the Dawson videos, it’s a really good deal. But the funny part is the t-shirt – it says “The Paul Morris Eugenics Project” on the back. Given that eugenics is basically “selective breeding”, but often associated with the Nazis killing of unwanted people it’s quite a phrase to put on a t-shirt. It hits on the concept of breeding, but also the overtones of death that many people associate with barebacking. Leave it to Treasure Island to “go there”.]

Load 2009-28

Not sure what it is with all the neg bottoms hitting me up, but another one hit me up on Adam4Adam the other day. They almost never discuss HIV status, they just come over, get fucked, and take a load. I’m guessing a lot of them are actually poz, but even one who did ask me about my status before we fucked pretty quickly went to taking all loads after that and not saying anything about HIV status in his profile. Frankly, I think pretty much all sexually active bareback bottoms (and versatile guys) will become poz after not too long – taking loads is a lot like pledging a fraternity, but what’s with so many poz bottoms saying they’re neg?

This guy lived nearby, so he came over. His pictures made him look a bit rough/unfriendly, and honestly he sorta matched his pics (unfortunate genetics), though when he got to talking he was a sweet guy.

I had him start by giving me a blowjob and he was definitely an experienced cocksucker. Great blowjob and he sorta whimpered as was sucking dick. He totally got off on it. Well, he did and he didn’t ’cause the whole time he was with me his dick never got hard – not even got a serious chubbie.

As he was sucking my dick I had to think non-erotic thoughts ’cause I didn’t want to cum that way or even get close. I let him suck for a while ’cause he was really enjoying it and then I put him on the bed to fuck him. It felt good fucking his hole and the whimpering and moaning continued. It was clear he absolutely LOVED bottoming, and he was just my type too – short, Latin, lean body…

It wasn’t long before I came in his ass, but I could tell he wanted more, so I just slowly fucked him. Provided I take a part of a pill before I can usually keep fucking. My dick was really sensitive, so I had to take it slow, but the pill had done it’s job and I slow fucked him for another 10 or 15 minutes.

By the end we were laying on our sides spooning with my dick slowly pumping his hole. He kept mentioning how I wasn’t anything like what he thought I’d be – that I was a lot more affectionate. I think he assumed I was just going to treat him like a piece of meat and throw him out the door after a quickie pump-and-dump. I’m perfectly OK doing that, but I could tell he wanted more. Funny that he would have been OK with an impersonal fuck.

Problem was my affection was just me being “in the moment”. There was a point when I was done and I then had to figure out how to get him out of my bed without completely ruining everything. I sat up in bed and gradually moved a bit further away from him until he suggested it was time to go.

Weird part was he went to wash up and asked for a washcloth. When I didn’t have one to give him he then wanted paper towels. I’m not sure how much cleaning up he was doing – never had anyone do such a thorough cleaning before.

This guy came over last night. I’ve fucked him a couple times before. He’s very close to where I live and is a total sub bottom. He even gets into me degrading him and treating him like a piece of meat. I wasn’t 100% horny, so I figured if it didn’t go well at least he didn’t travel far.

He comes over, we head to the bedroom, and just as we get there my real estate broker calls. I answered my phone as the guy was taking off his clothes. While I’m talking to her he gets naked and I get my pants down and I have him suck my dick while I’m talking on the phone. The news wasn’t great – we got an offer turned down and it was as high as we were going to go on that property. So it wasn’t making me think horny thoughts, but I kept him on my dick even though I wasn’t hard.

Once I got off the phone I had to get back in the mood and nothing gets me in the mood faster than rimming a clean hole. So I put him on the bed, put his legs up and started eating him out. Mind you, there’s no real conversation – he’s just a piece of meat to me.

When I’m hard I lube up my dick and stick it in. He says he’s tight and squirms around. We reposition with him on his belly, but his hole is too far from the top of his ass to fuck comfortably. So I put a pillow under his waist and get back to fucking him. It was probably a minute or two later that he says something about slowing down and not cumming. I didn’t hear it clearly and thought he was playing the same “don’t cum in my ass” game he pulled the first time I fucked him. So I kept on fucking him how I wanted.

But then less than a minute later he stops things and says he’s cum. The comment I didn’t fully hear was about him cumming – not me. Problem was he couldn’t keep getting fucked after cumming, so that sorta ended it. I then realized he’d cum all over my pillow, not the towel I had down. Oh well.

Well, I guess it’s good I can fuck the cum out of someone, but I don’t like the fact that I didn’t cum.