So my bottom was doing pretty well by the time the gangbang came along. He had gotten 3 loads pretty quickly the night before and 4 that morning (including mine). Just before the gangbang he realized that having breakfast may have been a mistake so he went to douche. The other bottom (an older black guy) showed up a few minutes early and when he heard my bottom had had a full breakfast just before a gangbang he rolled his eyes. The more experienced bottom hadn’t eaten anything but a danish in two days and wasn’t planning on eating much of anything for the rest of the weekend. That’s actually pretty typical of cum dumps at events like that – they just stop eating a day or so before the event so they don’t have to worry about being dirty. I know Jayson Park had told me as much – he wasn’t eating anything either.

2pm came and it was officially the start of the gangbang and my bottom boy was still getting brown water when he douched, so the older more experienced bottom told him to use cold water when he douched and that seemed to do the trick.

The first top arrived while my bottom was still cleaning out, but the black bottom sucked his dick and things were off and starting… Then my bottom was finally done douching and more tops started arriving. I can’t really give a blow-by-blow since it’s all a bit of a blur, but I’ll give some highlights…

When I did the gang bang at IML I noticed that the white bottom was getting a lot more loads than the mixed race bottom. And the same thing happened at this gang bang – my bottom had something like 6 loads in him before the black bottom got his first load. Usually guys of color will at least fuck the bottom who’s of color, but in one case this huge black guy came in and completely ignored the black bottom and just went for the white boy. I know my bottom probably wishes the guy hadn’t been so into him ’cause the top managed to hurt one of the bottom’s ribs when he had him on his belly and was pounding him.

Sexual preference is what it is. I’m not faulting guys for liking who they like as much as observing that it’s not all that easy to be a gay man of color – white boys often get a lot more sex. When it was all said and done my bottom got 8 loads and the black guy got 4 loads. Some of the 4 loads came because my bottom needed to take a break (after the huge black top hurt him)…

About 16 or 17 tops had showed up and obviously a few didn’t give a load. One was this older guy who just didn’t fit in very well. I could tell he was harmless so didn’t force the point and ask him to leave. The bottoms were ignoring him and that was doing the trick. However, right in the middle of the gangbang there was a knock on the door and he went to answer it. I stopped him and answered the door myself and I was really glad I did – it was the maid asking if we wanted the room cleaned! What horrible timing. I said I just needed some clean towels and she went and got some for me. Afterwards I realized my fly was down the whole time I was interacting with her – but that was a lot better than the old naked guy answering the door…

That means my bottom was now up to 15 loads. 12 since he woke up that day, and the 15 came in about a 26 hour period. His record before was 9 loads in a day. I was hoping to get at least 25 loads up him over the weekend, so he was doing well so far in that regard.

In hindsight the loads at the gangbang were the last loads my bottom took – something changed in him and he stopped being a cum hungry slut – but more about that in later posts…

So as I mentioned last year IML instituted a no bareback policy for 2010 so many of us are boycotting them. If you have plans to go to IML cancel them now and go to some other event. I’ve always heard MAL (in DC) was more sexually charged anyway, so this was a great year to give it a shot, so in 2 weeks, that’s where I’ll be – January 15-18.

I’m trying to figure out how I want the weekend to go. One of the guys who bottomed for the gangbang I hosted at IML last year wants me to do another gangbang at MAL. Thing is, organizing a gangbang isn’t really what I feel like doing. I’ll go to them, but don’t feel like organizing one.

There are a few options. First, if I could find a guy who wanted to be my boy/cumhole for the weekend I’d sorta organize the weekend around him. I would plan a gangbang (or two) and generally see how many loads I can get tops to blow up his hole. But he needs to inspire me – young, thin(ish), short(er) and generally attractive would do the trick and these days “young” is 30ish or less. Anyone want to volunteer?

I give finding a suitable boy about a 10-15% chance of happening, so there needs to be an alternate plan. I’ve got a few priorities… 1) I want to videotape fucks – so anyone who’d be up for being videotaped would go instantly to the front of the line and get more time and attention (hint, hint), 2) I want a few good bdsm sessions with bottoms, but 3) I also just want to see how many holes I can get my dick in. At IML ’08 I fucked 12 guys I hadn’t fucked before (including ones at Flex Cleveland where I stopped on the way out and back). At IML ’09 it went up to 18 (half of which were at the blackout party). I can probably only cum 5-6 times over the 3 day period, but it would be great if I could get my dick in 30+ holes. It’ll really be about quantity more than quality (though I have my limits), so that means I’m looking for bb sex parties, backrooms at bars, sex clubs, bathhouses, etc. Does anyone have suggestions along those lines?

Let me know what you think, and if you’ll be at MAL and want to fuck then hit me up on BarebackRT (‘rawtop’) or on Recon (‘rawFUCKER’).

UPDATE:

Well, it looks like I may have found a boy for the weekend. I know he’s a good slut – I’ve seen him whoring his ass taking as many loads as possible, weekend after weekend after weekend on Craigslist. Still trying to figure out how submissive he’ll be, but chances are he’ll be my boy… 29, 5’8″, 145 and cute…

On top of that Jake Wetmore hit me up on Recon and wants my load – even wants me to whore him out. So one way or the other, it looks like I’ll be hosting a gangbang…

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Yeah, I know, 32 is sorta bad for the year – maybe I’ll make it 33 today, but still that’s less than 1 a week. I would make a higher goal for next year, but 2010 looks like it will be dominated by renovating our new place (if we ever actually ever go into contract on it) so who knows if I’ll do better next year.

Anyway, I was planning on fucking this 22 y.o. black guy with a smokin’ hot body who e-mailed me, but I wasn’t hearing from him and finally gave up ’cause I was horny. At that point I just wanted to cum so I could get on with my day. A guy on BBRT was availalble, so we set things up.

Now the weird thing was that when I asked for him to unlock his pics he told me we’d already hooked up before. I checked my spreadsheet and didn’t see his profile. I checked the blog archive for that month but didn’t see him there either, but that was just the blog archive fucking up – he was actually there. At that point I was wondering if we had actually hooked up, ’cause his pics didn’t really ring a bell. Then he texted me and I my iPhone showed that he had texted me back in July as well and based on the time it was an early morning hookup. At that point it looked like we did indeed hookup.

When he showed up I definitely remembered him. And after he left I did eventually find the blog post from back then. The funny part was how similar the two hookups were – down to little details…

When he got here he asked to use the bathroom (like last time), he stayed in there a little while so like last time I sat on the bed and jacked my dick and got hard. And as a result that meant no tenderness – he just went straight to sucking my dick (like last time). And like last time he was a good cocksucker who didn’t let his teeth touch my dick. I let him suck as long as he wanted, but finally he stopped and it was clear he wanted to get fucked.

He got on all fours and I pushed him down onto his stomach as I pushed in. He was tight and I had only put a little lube on my dick, so it took a while to get in. I had taken a pill before he got there so I was ROCK hard. Between that, and the fact that I hadn’t cum in a couple days, I knew cumming would be no problem. His hole felt good… So I just tried to take my time fucking him, but I still managed to cum pretty quickly.

After I came I was still hard (thanks to the pill), so I just slow fucked him. I must have come a lot ’cause his hole got completely wet. I just slowly fucked him and then rolled him over on his side and kept slowly fucking his hole. Felt great ’cause it was so cummy.

Then he asked if I had fucked Dawson, which is really funny ’cause he asked the same exact question last time at pretty much the same exact moment in the hookup. I said yeah, I’d fucked Dawson, but it had been a long time ago now – Spring of 2004.

After a while of slowly pumping in and out of his cummy hole we stopped and he went to the bathroom (unfortunately, he probably pushed out my load) and then got dressed and left.

[BTW, speaking of Dawson – Treasure Island has a promotion on where you can get a boxed set of 4 Dawson videos plus a free t-shirt all for $69. If you don’t have the Dawson videos, it’s a really good deal. But the funny part is the t-shirt – it says “The Paul Morris Eugenics Project” on the back. Given that eugenics is basically “selective breeding”, but often associated with the Nazis killing of unwanted people it’s quite a phrase to put on a t-shirt. It hits on the concept of breeding, but also the overtones of death that many people associate with barebacking. Leave it to Treasure Island to “go there”.]

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Admittedly, I haven’t been doing very well in the fucking department. Lots of distractions – really busy with work, plus the whole real estate thing – trying to find another place to live… There is progress on the real estate front, but nothing is finalized yet – so more on that later.

In the last month I’ve fucked 3 guys a total of 4 times and two of those were today and yesterday, so things have been really slow. The one yesterday I got a video of, so I need to do some video editing on that before I write it up.

Today I did another quickie with the Italian daddy who comes over on a pretty regular basis. It was sorta funny ’cause I still had the lights all set up from shooting the video yesterday, but he didn’t even notice them (or at least didn’t say anything). I mean they’re big professional lights – I’m not sure how you could miss them…

He started with a blowjob and unfortunately it was another one of his toothy blowjobs that get to be a bit painful after a while. I was pretty horny and the partial pill I took yesterday was still doing it’s job, so the bad blowjob didn’t really ruin it for me or anything, but after a little while I went and got the lube and then just fucked him.

It’s gotten pretty routine with him – I put him on his belly and pound him until I cum. This time he pushed his ass up a bit in the middle of fucking him. Normally that can be problematic with a lot of bottoms, but it worked and his ass felt really great and it wasn’t long before I blew my load up his hole.

He asked if he could suck my cock and he cleaned it off really well and I thought he was going to jack off, but he stopped and that was sorta the end of it.

I did ask him how long he knew he liked to get fucked. Turns out he’s always known even though “Catholic guilt” resulted in him getting married and having kids and only recently really coming out and being gay. For such a total bottom it’s surprising he’d wait so long… Next time I’ll ask him how much sex he had with guys when he was married…

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The other day I wasn’t really feeling like I was in the mood to hookup, but I was sorta horny and figured I could cum if I tried. I didn’t really want to have someone come over only to have it not go well, so when my Italian daddy fuck buddy e-mailed me I figured he’d be perfect. After all he made a huge shitty mess of my bathroom last time, so he owes me…

I e-mail back and as usual, he’s at my place a half hour later. He’s so eager and dependable – there’s something to be said for that… I take him to the bedroom, we take off our clothes (I leave my shirt on), and he starts sucking my dick. Thing was the blowjob just wasn’t doing it for me, so I had him get on all fours on the bed and I ate him out. Rimming his ass wasn’t really what I was in the mood for either, but it got me harder than the blowjob…

As soon as I was hard enough to fuck I lubed up my dick and shoved in. He was really just there so I could dump my load and I came a few minutes later. I felt just a little guilty it was such a quick fuck, so we laid there and I felt his furry muscular pecs while he jacked off. It took him no time to cum.

We talked a little bit – mostly while he was putting on his clothes. The poor guy has been unemployed for over a year. Frankly, this is the age of the Internet – there’s no excuse for not working in some manner – sell something on eBay, start a blog – do something… Still he’s a generation older than me and not as Internet savvy as I am…

He was out the door about 15 minutes after he got there… But he’s perfectly happy being a pump-and-dump hole for me, and I’m glad he likes it – ’cause that’s my mood sometimes.

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Not sure what it is with all the neg bottoms hitting me up, but another one hit me up on Adam4Adam the other day. They almost never discuss HIV status, they just come over, get fucked, and take a load. I’m guessing a lot of them are actually poz, but even one who did ask me about my status before we fucked pretty quickly went to taking all loads after that and not saying anything about HIV status in his profile. Frankly, I think pretty much all sexually active bareback bottoms (and versatile guys) will become poz after not too long – taking loads is a lot like pledging a fraternity, but what’s with so many poz bottoms saying they’re neg?

This guy lived nearby, so he came over. His pictures made him look a bit rough/unfriendly, and honestly he sorta matched his pics (unfortunate genetics), though when he got to talking he was a sweet guy.

I had him start by giving me a blowjob and he was definitely an experienced cocksucker. Great blowjob and he sorta whimpered as was sucking dick. He totally got off on it. Well, he did and he didn’t ’cause the whole time he was with me his dick never got hard – not even got a serious chubbie.

As he was sucking my dick I had to think non-erotic thoughts ’cause I didn’t want to cum that way or even get close. I let him suck for a while ’cause he was really enjoying it and then I put him on the bed to fuck him. It felt good fucking his hole and the whimpering and moaning continued. It was clear he absolutely LOVED bottoming, and he was just my type too – short, Latin, lean body…

It wasn’t long before I came in his ass, but I could tell he wanted more, so I just slowly fucked him. Provided I take a part of a pill before I can usually keep fucking. My dick was really sensitive, so I had to take it slow, but the pill had done it’s job and I slow fucked him for another 10 or 15 minutes.

By the end we were laying on our sides spooning with my dick slowly pumping his hole. He kept mentioning how I wasn’t anything like what he thought I’d be – that I was a lot more affectionate. I think he assumed I was just going to treat him like a piece of meat and throw him out the door after a quickie pump-and-dump. I’m perfectly OK doing that, but I could tell he wanted more. Funny that he would have been OK with an impersonal fuck.

Problem was my affection was just me being “in the moment”. There was a point when I was done and I then had to figure out how to get him out of my bed without completely ruining everything. I sat up in bed and gradually moved a bit further away from him until he suggested it was time to go.

Weird part was he went to wash up and asked for a washcloth. When I didn’t have one to give him he then wanted paper towels. I’m not sure how much cleaning up he was doing – never had anyone do such a thorough cleaning before.