Load 2009-1

Sorry I’ve been pretty absent lately. I was crazy busy with mainstream work, had a few deadlines this past Monday, and have also gotten wrapped up in possibly selling our place and getting something bigger (we don’t have enough space). Then when I got over the stress of all the work, I just sorta collapsed out of exhaustion. And then on top of everything else, my I asked my bf the other night if it some left overs in the fridge were still good, he said yes, but they weren’t, so that meant 24+ hrs of feeling like shit…

But Tuesday (before I ate the tainted food) I did manage to hookup with a hot black guy from the neighborhood. He’s someone I’ve been meaning to hookup with for a while but I couldn’t quite tell from the pics what he’d be like, but he was actually pretty hot in person… Nice guy, lean but solid/thick, attracive…

We stripped down (I kept on my shirt), he gave me a blowjob, I returned the favor, then he blew me some more. Finally I bent him over the bed and ate out his ass. His ass was big and muscular, so I had to work to get in deep enough to get to his hole. The best way I can describe things is that he smelled like a black man and the smell was strongest (but not too strong) when I was rimming him.

Since his hole was nice and wet and I had him bent over, I figured I’d just fuck him right then and there, so I did. I almost grabbed the lube, but didn’t and turns out I didn’t need it. His hole felt good. I had been really horny all day – constantly popping a boner. Even though I didn’t need it, I had taken part of a pill earlier in the day which always helps things (except this time it also seemed to give me a little headache). I was afraid it was going to help too much and I’d cum too quickly so I took it easy.

Then I had him get on his stomach. Usually this is my favorite way to fuck and feels the best, but it didn’t quite feel as good with him, but given that I wanted to prolong things a bit that was a good thing. He just laid there taking dick. Occasionally we’d kiss or something, but despite his being versatile, in that moment he was pretty much a sub bottom who was letting me use him. He had a great body, smelled like a black guy, his dark skin was a big contrast to my lilly white skin, and was submissive. Sexually racist fantasies went through my head, but didn’t really stick ’cause that’s not something I dwell on much. (I need to find a black guy who gets into that – could be fun. Years ago I had a black guy ask me to call him the N word when I was fucking him, but I couldn’t do it back then – definitely could now…)

It took a while, but when I finally came I blew a big load up his hole. It had been days since I had last cum and I knew he was getting a nice big thick load up there. I rolled him over and kept my dick in him like I often do. Thanks to the pill it took a while to go soft so I just kept slowly pumping his cummy hole. When I did finally go soft and pulled out he got down and cleaned off my dick.

We laid next to each other talked a little bit and I just sorta slowly stroked his back, ass, and head. I could tell he really loved it. He just laid there and didn’t move a muscle. I wondered which he liked better – getting fucked or getting this pseudo massage? I could tell he didn’t want me to stop, so it went on and on.

Finally I started getting hard again, so I stopped that and went back to fucking him. His hole was all wet and cummy and felt even better than the first time, but it’s not easy for me to cum more than once, so I wasn’t able to give him another load.

Then we talked a bit more and then wrapped things up. All in all a very good fuck to start the new year…

I’m in Toronto for Christmas. I suggested to my bf that we go to a bathhouse (or “the tubs” as Canadians call them). I’d heard of a few guys going to Steamworks, so suggested we go there. He checked it out online and was good with it.

We had plans to have drinks with a couple guys who know I do porn, so we had just under 2 hours to spend at Steamworks. I wasn’t sure how I was going to perform so I took a pill just before getting there. Don’t usually take a full pill and was a little worried about it.

We get there, decent place and a fair number of people for the middle of the afternoon (which is always good). They’ve got a couple of dark mazes, a sling room, whirlpools, and dry and wet saunas – and a gym – so pretty much everything…

The first guy I hooked up with was in the sling room. He started feeling me up and he seemed to have a nice body (it was dark), but he wasn’t getting on his knees to blow me, so I left and he wound up following me. He was Asian and we wound up back at my room. There was some sucking and whatnot, but I really wanted to fuck. He finally put his ass up and I tried to push in, but I didn’t have any lube, and was sorta parched and couldn’t come up with enough spit. He wasn’t making it easy for me and seemed a bit reluctant. Then I saw him looking on the shelf by the bed for some condoms and when he didn’t find any he finally figured out I intended to bareback him and he ended things and left.

Next up was a black guy who came into my room while I was jacking my dick. He seemed to expect me to worship his “big black dick”, but I don’t do dick worship. When he said “tell me you love my big black dick” and I said nothing it was sorta clear things weren’t going to work. When I played with his ass he was into it. He let me rim him, but didn’t seem interested in getting fucked. He was into me and didn’t seem to be getting the fact that I wasn’t into him, so I said I wanted to take a break and walk around.

Next I saw this Latin (Mexican?) guy in one of the mazes, but I wasn’t all that hard so he moved on. Then I went into the dry sauna and there was this guy in there who was hungry to get fucked. Problem was there was a bit of a crowd and he jumped on someone else’s dick before I got a chance. But he wasn’t exactly a sub bottom ’cause as soon as he came it was over. The guy who was fucking him didn’t get to cum. But it was sorta funny that as he left he said “Happy Boxing Day guys!”

That got me boned so I went back to my room and jacked my dick. The Mexican guy I saw earlier came in and we played a bit, but once again he wasn’t really a bottom and things sorta fizzled.

I was starting to get frustrated ’cause I just wanted to fuck. I headed back to the dry sauna but saw my bf going in, so I figured I’d give him some space. This other guy was about to go in and he saw me and when I didn’t go in he came out and asked if I wanted to go to his room. This guy was a real bottom (finally), though a bit on the assertive side. I’m guessing he was Italian (he had a bit of an accent). He was probably upper 30s, and had a thick, but solid build.

Needless to say, after a short blowjob I had my raw dick up his ass. He was trying to direct things a bit too much but I still got my way more often than not. The weirdest part was that he was so into me he told me he loved me a couple of times. We fucked for a while, but as I mentioned I was a bit parched and couldn’t cum. It might have also been how non-submissive he was – not sure. But at least I got a good fuck in.

I had to run ’cause it was close to 5. As I went back to my room I saw a really hot young guy laying on his belly in a black jockstrap. Damn! While I might have gotten rejected if I had tried, I really wanted to fuck him, but I didn’t have time. The place seemed to be picking up and it was too bad I had to leave.

My bf didn’t have such a great time. One guy he was really into completely ignored him and then the cute guy went after a 65 year old guy. My bf knows the age ’cause he talked to the 65 year old guy later. It’s too bad my bf didn’t have fun ’cause it means when I travel with him he’s not going to want to go to the baths. Like I’d sorta like to go back today, but don’t think it’s going to happen.

Then we went and had drinks. Got to meet the guy behind Gay Porn Pig (who also does some other sites) as well as a reader of this blog who’s a flight attendant and has a couple of non-sexual blogs. The Gay Porn Pig guy gave me some great pointers about what I should do in the next year. The other guy was sorta funny – he reads this blog way too closely. There were little references I had dropped that he remembered with a bit too much clarity.

The Gay Porn Pig guy had to go so then we hung out with the other guy. We changed bars and went to the Black Eagle and managed to get kicked out of the backroom because we were talking too much and not having sex. That was sorta funny and a bit ironic. At one point my bf and the guy wanted to go for a cigarette and I wanted to stick around in the backroom (was hoping for a blowjob), but my bf wanted me to go with them. Guess I shouldn’t have gone. Having someone suck my dick would have changed the dynamics and made things more sexual. Oh well.

So all in all a good day yesterday, though I wish I had been able to give someone my load.

Load 2008-67

The last few days I’ve been wanting to hookup but it just wasn’t happening. I’ve been working really hard and only have so much energy for it right at the end of the work day before I just want to collapse on the couch with a drink.

Yesterday I went to do the final session for the research study I was in at CHEST (that study is now closed, but they have others you may want to check out). There was a guy on Adam4Adam in my neighborhood who’d wanted to hookup and said he’s be available when I got out of the study. So I texted him and went over.

When I got there he was in a bathrobe and had clothes on under that (not the sexiest presentatiion), but I could still tell he was hot. The bathrobe came off and we were kissing and I was feeling him up. He was really lea and muscular (his body felt really good).

I felt up his ass and it was possibly one of the most incredible asses I’ve felt in a very long time. IMO, it was a real “bubble butt” – no fat, muscular, and “perky”. I hear so many guys with fat asses describe themselves as having a bubble butt. A nice fat ass is an “apple bottom”, not a bubble butt, at least as far as I’m concerned…

I should mention that he had Annie Lennox playing in the background, which was sorta an odd choice given that he was Latino, but whatever…

So we move into the bedroom, take off our clothes ( I leave on my shirt). His body is just about perfect – lean, muscular, ripped, and his dick was huge – easily 9.5, possibly 10 (his profile says 8.5). He sucks my dick, I suck his a little. Then I rim him, he sucks my dick, etc…

I hadn’t taken a pill in a few days (took one on Monday when I thought I was going to hookup with someone), so I had stopped on my way to CHEST and gotten another leather cockring, but I don’t think I really needed anything with this guy – he was fucking hot!

Finally I shoved my dick in him (with him on his back). We kissed as I fucked him. Fucked that way for a while, then flipped him over and fucked him on his belly. Usually that’s the best position for me but with him it was a little difficult. His muscular ass meant there was a longer way for my dick to go before getting to his hole and his hole was pretty close to his balls so once again further to go just to get in. (Some people are built differently). He senses me having a little difficulty and gets on all fours. That goes well, but I really want to fuck him on his belly, so I push him back down. This time I get the positioning right and there are no problems.

I fuck him like that for a little bit, feel my orgasm cumming and then shoot a big load deep inside him. I do a few more strokes and then roll the two of us over and feel his washboard abs as he jacks his dick. He asks me “you came in me” and I say “yes” and he immediately blows his load. I can tell me saying I came in his ass is what got him to blow, even though he knew I had cum in him which was sorta funny since he specifically mentions “safe” in his profile. As he came his abs were literally rippled like a washboard. It was sweet.

We spent a couple minutes cuddling with a little kissing, then we got up, got dressed and I left. It was definitely a good fuck and a nice way to break a 2 week dry spell.

Load 2008-66

If you remember it wasn’t that long ago that I thought the Brazilian was upset with me. Last night I had seen him online on BarebackRT, but was sorta tired. I knew he was available today, so we said we’d look for each other and fuck during the day. Then I wound up fucking the other guy last night and hoped that didn’t make it difficult to cum with the Brazilian today.

So I see him online and we arrange a time for me to go over to his place. I have to run a few errands before I go over and when I get there and buzz his bell a few times but he doesn’t answer. I try both of his phone numbers – no answer. A while back he had fallen asleep and a similar thing had happened. Needless to say I was pissed and wondering whether he was jerking me around, but there was nothing I could do and I just went home.

When I get home I see there’s a message from him saying something came up, he had to run downtown, and could we hookup at 1pm. If I had checked my e-mails before going out I would have seen it, so I stopped being angry at him, though a text message or call would have been nice.

So he gets over here a little after 1pm and we get naked (well, I kept my shirt on), and he gave me a blowjob. I think he was enjoying the blowjob, but it wasn’t all that great from my perspective. What I really wanted was to fuck. He had lubed his ass before he came over, so when he finally stopped, got up and bent over the bed it was easy to get in him.

I fucked him bent over the bed for a while, then pushed him onto the bed and fucked him on his belly – which is my favorite position with him. For a while I was wondering whether I could cum, but then I could feel it building and blew my load in his hole.

We rolled over made small talk for a couple minutes and then he had to be on his way and I needed to get back to work. I think he had another top scheduled for today, so who knows what he was off to…

All in all I think he’s getting fucked a lot these days. He’s finally discovered BarebackRT and he posts ads on Craigslist constantly. I commented on how many ads he’s placing and how he must be getting a lot of action. He just smiled and said something like “yeah, my butt is pretty happy”. What’s curious is that even though his profile still says he’s neg, his Craigslist ads never mention the word ‘neg’. We haven’t discussed it, but I wonder what point of the process he’s at these days…

Load 2008-65

I was debating whether to hookup last night when this bottom contacted me on BarebackRT. Early 40s, Latino, and just a few blocks from me. His profile said he was neg, which I thought was odd for a bareback bottom in his 40s. He says he’s up for coming over and I tell him to come over in an hour. Then he’s late and I ask if he’s going to come over. He says he was vacuuming his place and wanted to finish then he’d be over. Weird response, but he does finally arrive.

When he comes in I recognize him from pics I’ve seen before (which were more accurate than the pic in his profile). He had wanted me to be in leather when I fucked him, so I was in leather chaps, leather vest and boots… We get things started and he sucks my dick briefly and then asks me how I want him and proceeds to lay face down on the bed. It was obvious he wanted to just get fucked. I tried rimming him, but the position was weird, so I just lubed up my dick and climbed on him.

As I’m shoving in he says he’s tight and he was right. Then he asked me if I liked to talk dirty. I can get into it a bit, so I tried to get into it and asked him things like “you like to get bred boy”? And he said “no, but can you pull out and cum on my face?” I just flatly said I like to cum in a guy’s ass. Then he asked me if I had my hood handy and I told him it was too much trouble to get and asked him if he liked anonymous fucks where he can’t see the guy’s face. Again, he wasn’t playing along with my attempts to talk dirty and said “no”. (Then why did he ask me to wear my hood?)

Then he started changing positions and generally disrupting things. In the course of things my dick started going soft (I don’t like bottoms trying to control the scene), but I did learn one important thing. He really liked feeling my full weight on him.

At one point I told him I didn’t think it was going to work and he asked if he had ruined the mood. I just said “whatever” and tried to pass it off. He didn’t seem to want to leave, so we laid there a bit and I jacked my dick. I asked him to suck my dick and he did a half hearted suck for 30 seconds and stopped. Finally I got hard again and climbed on top of him and continued to fuck him. He asked if I just wanted him to be quiet and I said yes…

So I’m fucking him on his belly putting all my weight on him. When I don’t have all my weight on him (supporting my upper body on the bed) he tries to get me to change things up and put my weight on his arms. It’s really clear what he wants – he wants to feel trapped and sorta helpless as he’s getting fucked. He suggests I pull out and cum on his back. And every time my breathing changes a bit or I slow down he asks if I’ve cum in him. While he never says not to cum in him, I can tell he doesn’t want it, but I can tell he also likes tops to overpower him…

So I just use all my weight and pin him to the bed and fuck him. He couldn’t have moved if he wanted to, and it was sorta like he was just a hole in the mattress. When I feel like I’m about to cum I keep my breathing and strokes steady until he’s got most of my load then I slow down. He asks if I came and I say yes. I keep him pinned to the bed for a while and slowly fuck his cummy ass (which he really seems to like).

As I expected, shortly after I get off him he starts wrapping it up and wants to go use the bathroom. I knew he was in there shitting my cum out of his ass, but he still got plenty of cum up there since he got a 4 day load up his butt.

He didn’t seem mad or anything for me not pulling out. Hopefully he’ll come back for more… The moral of the story is that if you get fucked bareback, you will get cum in your ass… Some of us just don’t pull out.

A week ago I hooked up with Marcelo Masko. You may know him from some of the Treasure Island videos he’s done – Fearless, Breeding Ian Jay, Loaded, Brad McGuire’s 20 Hole Weekend, and Sperm Bank. He’s also been in some Dick Wadd videos – Deep in the Hole and Soaked, Armed and Hammered (in both he’s a piss bottom). I think he told me he’s been in a total of 17 videos…

Anyway, I’ve fucked him on two occasions before. Once last May that went really well, and then at the end of August when my pills were working a bit too well. Thing was, I didn’t know he had done porn back then. Somehow I missed the videos he has been in, but then I saw one and asked him about it.

I’d been wanting to hookup with him again and we made plans for last Sunday. He was also game for getting it on videotape, so I brought my camera and tripod along. To me it was cool that I could finally videotape someone who didn’t mind their face showing. Not to mention that I think he’s a hot little pig…  😉

I get there and we set things up. It’s sorta weird, but to get light in from outside the blinds on the windows are open and people walking past on the street can see right in. But I put that out of my mind and just enjoyed myself… He had these plastic/rubber sheets he put on the bed, ’cause he likes his sex a bit messy. He had texted me right before I went over and told me to have lots of water ’cause he wanted to drink my piss. If you read this blog much you know I like piss bottoms…

The rest is pretty much shown in the video (it’s a pretty long video – 20 minutes and there’s another supplemental video coming, plus some other clips I may show later). It started off with him sucking my cock. At one point in there I’m fucking his mouth really slowly ’cause I’m actually pissing in his mouth.

Then we move to the bed and I rim him and fuck him. He had mentioned that he got fucked earlier in the day and took a load, but it turned out it was a massive load – my dick is just swimming in cum as I fuck him. It feels great. In fact he’s got so much in there it actually overflows while I’m fucking him and there’s a small puddle of it on the bed (which I lick up 😉 ).

[UPDATE: Marcelo has asked that I take down the video since he’s in talks with a studio about going exclusive with them and doesn’t want home made movies floating around out there…]

Here’s some supplemental footage of sucking and rimming that didn’t make it into the video above…

[Ditto]

All in all it was a good fuck. We fucked for a while and I fucked him pretty hard. [For those of you who keep asking for me to take my clothes off – you’ll like the last bit of the video.] But the thing was I just couldn’t cum. There are a number of reasons but it boils down to me working too much. First, I’m jacking off these days just so I can concentrate and get work done. But jacking off frequently makes it more difficult to cum when I’m fucking. Plus there’s the stress and always feeling tired…

There’s more to this story, but I’m going to wait on telling that part… But I will say Marcelo and I ‘clicked’ (he’s a sweet guy) and I plan on hooking up with him in the near future. 😉

And just as a shameless plug… If you want to hookup with Marcelo, you can hire him as an escort (see his ad on RentBoy.com). [UPDATE: He’s not doing escort work any more either… Sorry.] As you may know from the videos – he’s a great top as well as a good raunchy bottom…