Load 2010-34

Just looking over my stats for the year… Surprisingly this year is turning out better than last year. If things continue as they’ve gone so far I’ll give 41 loads this year (plus the ones where I can’t quite tell if I came). Last year I only gave 31 loads, so that’s good. And last year 16 of the loads went to guys who had never gotten my cum before. This year it looks like I’ll give my load to 28 new guys… Mind you that’s still down substantially from 2008 and way below where I’d ideally like to be. I think next year will be like this year – so maybe 2012 will be the year when I really get back into the swing of things…

Anyway, in an effort to get these posts up quickly I just got back from a good fuck…

There’s this poz muscle guy guy in Harlem who I’ve been wanting to fuck for a while now. I think he was out of town or something this summer, and I’ve been busy/traveling/sick since he got back. Well, tonight was the night… I really should have hooked up earlier in the day. I was so horny today I didn’t get much of the work done that I needed to get done. I should have just fucked and gotten it over with. It’s actually a bit of a long story featuring an extremely hesitant neg bottom who I kept trying to talk into hooking up…

So tonight I saw the muscle guy online and he was looking to hookup. I really just needed to get off. He wasn’t convenient to get to (transfer to a local train + a long walk), but I needed to fuck someone so I told him I’d come over.

After a little confusion getting into his building I ring his doorbell and hear a voice say “come in”. I open the door and he’s bent over a bench just inside the door. The pig wanted an anonymous pump-n-dump, which was great by me… But I saw a bit of a problem – he had long legs. I have fairly short legs and so it was going to be a bit of a challenge to fuck him when he’s just bent over a stool.

I got down on my knees and started eating out his ass. His ass had a bit of hair on it, but wasn’t overly hairy or anything. For a while I didn’t even touch him other than eating out his hole. Then I started feeling up his legs and really liked how tight and muscular he was…

I stood up and went to fuck him – had to push his ass down a bit to avoid being on my tippy toes… He sorta got the hint and instead of bending over his stool he laid on it, which put him at a better height. But it took him a while to do that… Then at one point he asked if I wanted to eat his ass again and I said sure. When I pulled out this spurt of liquid came out with my cock. I wondered if he had other loads in him (but learned later he didn’t). Then after eating him some more I went back to fucking him. Then he asked if he could suck me, so he did that for a while (he was clearly into ATM – liked cleaning his ass juices off my cock) – and then we went back to fucking.

I should back up a bit and say I had taken a pill in the morning and had been rock hard and thick all day long so fucking him was no problem. But I had noticed during the day that even though I was horny and hard I never really got all that close to cumming when I jacked my dick during the day. I knew it was going to be easy for me to fuck and stay hard, but might be hard to actually cum. Standing up just wasn’t doing it for me – I needed to get him on his belly. I asked if there was a bed we could use and he led me into his bedroom and threw a sheet on the bed…

He got on all fours and I just pulled back his feet to get him flat on his belly. It felt better this way than it did standing up. I still wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to cum, but finally I thought I might be able to. It took forever but finally I felt the first spurt, so I stopped and let the others come… It had been so long since I’d fucked I really needed it…

I pulled out and tried to felch him, but I had cum too deep – didn’t taste any cum. He then turned around quickly and cleaned off my dick (the guy really likes ass-to-mouth). I took a few more strokes in his hole and then pulled out, zipped up and left…

I gotta say after spending way too much time trying to talk a neg bottom (who really wants my load, but is hesitant) into letting me fuck him – it’s nice to fuck a poz bottom. They “get” what it’s about – just bend over and take the load – no questions asked…

Load 2009-4

There’s a guy I saw a few months ago – hot little tattooed guy. I remember him telling me back then he did gogo dancing. He’s not the pretty boy type – more of a tough little guy… Anyway he resurfaced the last couple weeks and he was the one who I didn’t hookup with on Monday ’cause I wasn’t sure whether it would go well given my mellow mood…

Tonight I wasn’t really looking – just sorta bored and looking at BarebackRT for the hell of it. He said ‘hi’ and I knew he was nearby so I figured what the hell – asked my bf if it was OK, and then went over.

I got there and he was really short which was sorta cool. My boyfriend is short, but this guy was noticeably shorter. He just had a t-shirt and underwear on so I could tell he was really thin too… This promised to be fun…

We went in the the bedroom, took off our clothes (I left on my tshirt). He got on his knees and started sucking my cock. He was so adorable… So tiny, so cute…

That went on for a while, though not too long given how long a serious cocksucker would make it last. It was a decent blowjob (no teeth, but wasn’t really doing anything special for me – which is pretty typical of me and blojobs). When I was cleaning up before I went over I noticed my dick was pretty chubby – it was like there was still a little bit of the partial pill that I took a couple days before that was still active. I wasn’t super hard or anything – just thick and spongey.

I wanted to rim his ass, which I think surprised him a bit. He seemed to like it – nice hole – his ass was a bit fuzzy which was cool. Eventually I had it really wet with spit, stood up, but some spit on my dick and shoved in. I love how little guys respond. Since they’re smaller it’s a bit more intense when they get fucked. It took a few strokes for him to get used to my cock, and then we were off…

Fucking him reminded me of fucking one of my old boyfriends (the one who got me addicted barebacking and blowing load up guys’ asses). With my old boyfriend I could literally get in deep enough to hit his second sphincter. I couldn’t quite do that with this guy, but it felt like it was close.

At first I didn’t know if I could cum all that quickly, but it wasn’t long before I felt my orgasm coming – gave him a decent load, though not a huge one.

We then laid next to each other and I played with his nipples while he jacked off (it was a dry orgasm). The whole encounter was sorta passionless – it was just a fuck. I think he liked me, but I wonder if the lack of emotion wasn’t due to whatever he was smoking.

The funny part was he told me I was a lot more attractive than my pics. Guess I need one of my tricks to take some decent pics of me on of these days…

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Load 2008-50

Well, with this fuck I hit 50 loads given so far this year. If things keep up I’ll hit 82 for the year… Not bad – way better than last year.

So this skinny Brazilian guy’s been hitting me up the past couple weeks on Manhunt, today I finally got to hookup with him. After doing the research study interview at CHEST I headed over to his place. When I saw the building I thought his place was going to be a miserable hell hole, but while it was really small it turned out to be not so bad…

He was a really sweet guy – skinny as a rail and somewhat child-like even though he was in his 30s… He was so happy I was hooking up with him… He wanted to put on a blindfold (he thought I was the only guy on the Internet who was also into blindfolds), but his building didn’t have a buzzer system so he put it on after we had met and chatted – it was more about him concentrating on the fuck rather than being an anonymous thing…

He took off his clothes pretty quickly he must have had a 27 or 28 inch waist and was so skinny he had a 6 pack – plus he was Latino – so he was definitely my type and I had zero problem popping a woodie. Before he put the blindfold on he pointed out where the lube and condoms were and then made it clear the condoms were completely optional.

We got down to business pretty quickly. He got on the bed and I pulled off his underwear and started eating out his ass. He was loving it – sorta whimpering and saying stuff I didn’t understand while I was eating him out. His ass was so skinny it was really pretty hot. His hole looked like it had gotten fucked a lot, which was fine with me – I like fucking sluts…

When I went to fuck him he wanted poppers. As soon as he had had a few really good inhales I started fucking him. I didn’t use any lube other than spit and he seemed to have a bit of trouble taking it so I went slow at first, but then when I got in nice and deep with his legs up over my shoulders I started fucking about as hard as I felt like. I could tell he’d just take it – he was happy to have me fuck him and would take whatever I gave him…

He kept whimpering and muttering things. Several times I thought I heard him saying “help me” followed by some other stuff, but I couldn’t really tell what it all was. It sounded like English (not Portuguese), but I couldn’t really get a handle on what he was saying.

I then flipped him over and kept fucking him. He felt really good. I could have cum several times but I took my time… I was getting hot and we were both sweating pretty profusely. Finally I just dumped my load deep in his ass…

Since my dog had eaten my pills, I didn’t have any help staying hard, but that wasn’t an issue. After I came I stayed hard for a while and kept slowly fucking him. I must have stayed in him 5 or 10 minutes and we just sorta cuddled.

This is when I really realized how child-like he was. I had sensed it for a while, but he was like a kid in a candy store or a kid who just opened the Christmas present he really wanted. At one point he said “I can’t believe you picked me“… He seemed really needy. In a way it was sweet, in another way I felt bad for him. He was literally fauning over me… I like sub bottoms, but he was a little over the top…

When we got up from cuddling he sucked me clean. While I figured he must be pretty clean since he didn’t have to clean me off before licking me click,  I wasn’t confident enough about that to felch his hole (I knew he had gotten home just a little before I got there and didn’t know how well he had douched)… Maybe next time on that one…

All in all a sweet guy who I definitely want to fuck again…

Load 2008-9

After an unsuccessful hookup the other day when I wasn’t feeling all that well and couldn’t even get hard, the little tattooed Latin guy who I first fucked 10 years ago and I hooked up tonight when I had a little time to myself. Got to the building at 10:30, was going out the front door at 10:42 – and that included taking off most of my clothes, and chatting about his straight twin brother (who has more tattoos than he does and wants one more)…

It was a pretty simple hookup. He got on the bed, ass in the air, I rimmed him, got myself hard (which I was a little worried about after a couple pints of beer), I fucked him pretty hard, and came in his ass. Like the last time he came without touching himself… Must be his “thing” or something – I gotta say, it’s pretty cool…

I’m glad he’s close by – totally my type and a great, enthusiastic fuck…

Load 2008-5

On my way to the gym last night I did a stop over to fuck the latin guy I first fucked 10 years ago. The door was ajar so I let myself in. I figured he’d be in the bedroom ass up or something. When I got to the bedroom I found him legs up, getting nailed by this beefy white guy. I love sluts, so the fact that this guy wanted me to see him getting fucked by someone else was hot.

I took off my clothes and joined them. Didn’t want to bother the other top so climbed on the bed and offered my dick to the bottom. He sucked it a little, but was being a good bottom and paying attention to the top who was fucking him. Incidentally the top was using a condom, which was too bad, but whatever…

Now I gotta tell you what the bottom looked like. I’ve known him for a long time and even though we haven’t fucked as often as we should have, I’ve seen him around the neighborhood a fair amount. Last night he was all tanned and dark with a nice tan line. He’s got a hot little body, a huge dick for a guy his size, and has always had a lot of tattoos, but he seemed to have more last night and I think it was because he had had full back wings put on… Given that we haven’t taken off our clothes and fucked in a bed for a long time (mostly parks and bathrooms), it has been a while since I’d seen him naked and I definitely liked what I saw…

The other top had to leave or something but hadn’t cum, which was too bad ’cause I was at least hoping to use the cum from the condom for lube… As he pulled out his dick I saw his dick was pretty small – the condom was like a loose bag on it… The bottom made a little small talk with him and then the guy left. The bottom then told me the other top was a “kid” from his building and this was the first time the kid had been there when someone else was around.

He then proceeded to sit on my dick, then we swapped positions with him on his stomach (my favorite position with little guys). You gotta realize – I’m a bit smitten with this guy – always have been – so fucking was really easy – he’s totally my type…

We switched again – this time with his legs in the air… His eyes were shut most of the time and he seemed to just want to concentrate on the sensation of getting fucked. The nice part for me was he was small enough that I was hitting bottom when I fucked him. I love this with little guys… With some I even get into the “2nd sphincter” – feels really good to me and incredibly intense for the bottom, but bottoms often don’t clean that far so it can be messy…

Then all of a sudden he says “you’re going to make me cum”… I look down and his big 8 1/2 inch uncut dick is spurting cum all over his belly… I stop for a second – pull out 1/2 way, scoop up his cum, wipe it on my dick and continue… Felt really good having cum for lube…

He was having a hard time taking it after he came, so while I had just been enjoying the fuck, I concentrated a little more on getting things done and cumming in his ass – which I did a minute or two later…

We chatted a little, I got dressed and then I was off to the gym…

[If only I could keep this pace up all year… 7 fucks, 5 loads in 17 days – spread over a year would be about 140 fucks and 100 loads… Something will get in the way and slow me down, but it would be nice. I know those numbers would seem high to some people, but they really aren’t all that high. A guy I’ve fucked before is going to Mid-Atlantic Leather (MAL) today. Last year he says he got 110 loads in his ass over the weekend at MAL – those are high numbers though I don’t really believe the guy (another friend says MAL is 99% bottoms and getting loads isn’t all that easy) – I’m pretty tame by comparison… I am seriously considering going to IML this year (made hotel reservations just in case) – so that might kick the numbers up a bit and help make up for slow times… Hopefully this will be a really good year for me sexually…]