Load 2011-10

So after two days of fucking but not cumming a week ago Monday I was horny and needed to fuck. I was taking a class downtown and there was a bottom in a hotel a few blocks from where I was taking the class. When I got done with class I texted him and he said to come over. He was on Adam4Adam which usually isn’t all that raunchy, but he asked “do you want it to be anonymous?” – of course I said “yes”…

When I got there I had to get past the hotel security, but just acting like I belonged there seemed to do the trick. The guard said “welcome back”… I went up to the room found the door ajar and the lights off and the bottom on all fours on the bed. He was a cub – which I can be a little unpredictable with, but dark room pump-n-dumps are probably my favorite scene.

I didn’t bother to take off my clothes (takes too much time). I just squatted down, rimmed him, fucked him and blew a big load up his ass. After two days of fucking and not cumming I had a fair amount built up.

I was tempted to see if he wanted to go for a drink, but felt it would ruin the vibe, so I went off to Rawhide and had a couple beers before heading home…

This weekend I fucked two black guys, the Craigslist Cumhole I’d fucked before and another guy from Brooklyn… I videotaped both of them, but didn’t manage to cum either time, which was sorta disappointing… In both cases we fucked in this building that’s under construction – it’s sorta a cool place to shoot – very raw, but the problem is I don’t tend to cum when I’m standing up. If I could have gotten them on their stomachs I could have cum but I didn’t bring a towel and they would have gotten filthy dirty without one. The other issue was that it was pretty hot both days and I kept overheating – which also makes it near impossible for me to cum. But the one thing about not cumming is that I fuck and fuck and fuck… When I cum I tend to cum quickly, but when I don’t cum I’m able to fuck for a fairly long time. In each case I think it was close to a half hour of solid fucking.

Saturday was the Craigslist Cumhole… Nice guy with a sorta tall lanky athletic build. Like last time his hole was sorta loose. I had cum a couple times the day before, which is always a bad idea for me. So that and his loose hole and the fact that I was standing up meant I couldn’t cum. It was sorta sweet rimming him though. He had put “Devil’s Dick” (frozen cum) up his ass before he came over so his ass tasted like cum. Too bad I couldn’t add my load to the mix. Given the sweet taste of his ass I’d fuck for a while, then rim him some more, then fuck, then rim… I’d keep pulling out more of the cum that was in his ass – it tasted good. (It helped that he was perfectly clean). When I started with him he was in a jockstrap and I just had my fly open. But then I started overheating so I took off my shirt and then finally took off my pants and my hood. Didn’t cool me down enough though (damn summer heat).

Sunday was a guy from Brooklyn. He had a more muscular body than the Craigslist guy. It was hot seeing this little black muscle boy bent over wanting my load. I gotta say some “racial dominance” thoughts went through my head, but they were just “play/fetish” and I didn’t verbalize them since I didn’t know how he’d take them. It’s not like it was really about race for me – I like thinking of the guys I fuck as inferior while I’m fucking them. It’s just part of being a dom top for me… There are some guys who are into it (in fact I’m making plans with another black guy to specifically get into calling him names and degrading him while I fuck him). Thing is, you don’t start verbally degrading a guy while you’re fucking him unless you know he’s into it.

Initially he put on a mask, but when I took mine off he took his off. That’s the problem with hoods – when the guys take them off you realize they actually pretty cute… He had this adorable face… His ass was tighter than the guy the day before and given that I hadn’t cum in two days there was one point where I almost came with him. But I was overheating (even with my clothes off) and the position was less than optimal for me. He was in some weird positions trying to get his hole at just the right height. The positions that were best for me were the most uncomfortable for him. The one time I almost came he shifted positions right before I came and it threw me off. So we just fucked and fucked…

Usually when I don’t cum I’m horny immediately afterwards, but that wasn’t the case. Even though I didn’t cum I had had my fill of sex for the day.

Load 2011-8

A bit over a week ago I hooked up with one of those guys who constantly posts on Craigslist looking for loads. I hooked up with him through a hookup site, but he had the same pics and previously I had asked if he was the guy who was always on CL and he said ‘yeah’ (and asked why I hadn’t fucked him yet if I had seen his ad so many times).

Let me back up a bit… It was first thing in the morning when I started looking for a bottom to fuck and there were a few guys interested. One would have been a new hole for me and his profile said he was neg and he was young and hot – so I went with him, but I wondered how serious he was. He wanted to “party” with me – I told him I wasn’t interested – I just wanted to fuck. At first he wanted me there immediately (before his high wore off) then he was OK with a little later.

He had given me his address but not his apartment number so I told him to text me with his apartment number and I headed out. I had to go down a huge hill and then climb up another huge hill to get there. He still hadn’t gotten me his apartment number, so I got on the web (thank god for iPhones) and told him I was there, to let me in and tell me which apartment. He got back with “give me 5 minutes”. I’m thinking “I just climbed a huge hill to fuck your ass”… I mean, let me kn and I’ll sit in a corner for 5 minutes. Finally someone came out of the building and I got in. I knew which floor he was on, so I climbed the stairs (a 4th floor walkup). I sent him another message saying I was outside his door (I could hear the beat of ‘gay’ music). Still nothing. Finally I just left. As I was going out the door of the building I got a blocked call. I knew it was him, but I just ignored it. He would have been a bad fuck… Been there, done that. He called another two or three times as I walked home.

The Craigslist cumhole is one of the guys I had passed up to fuck the other guy, so I got back in touch with him. He wanted me to go to his place. I didn’t really want to travel that far, but I knew if I didn’t fuck right then I’d spend just as much time hunting for dick and being frustrated, so I went.

When I got to his place he was younger and cuter than I was expecting. I pulled out my dick and he blew me. Then he got on his futon couch and wanted me to fuck him. It was sorta funny… He had a hard time taking my dick, but then when I got in he was really loose. Anyway, the couch wasn’t working for me so I asked if we could fuck on his bed and we moved in there…

When I got him on his belly on the bed it turned into a really good fuck. He was skinny (just like I like bottoms) and it was sorta hot pounding his little ass. I didn’t last all that long fucking him – maybe 5 or 10 minutes. I had taken a pill so my dick continued to be hard, so I just kept fucking him slowly after I’d given him my load. I could tell he wanted more – at that point he kept bucking back onto my dick.

Eventually I rolled him on his side and we had sorta a quiet moment with my dick in his ass until I got soft and my dick popped out of his hole.  A little while later I buttoned up and left (I hadn’t taken off my clothes)…

All in all a good fuck…

Load 2011-9

I’m way behind on my posts. This is one of five fucks I haven’t written up. I’m going to do them out of order just to get them done…

This past Sunday morning I had some time to kill in midtown. I tried out the BBRT mobile app (needs work) and there were a few guys who were interested and close. One was in a hotel nearby but wouldn’t give me his address. Finally a guy a few blocks away contacted me and said…

“into anonymous, no talking just walk in and fuck?”

I said yes, I could be there in 10 or 15 minutes and asked for his address. Next email was his address and his first name and I was off, but I had to piss so I stopped at a Starbucks that was a couple blocks from his place.

He lived in a BEAUTIFUL building… There was one guy who just turned the revolving door for you, and another who took your name. I told them the apartment number and the name I had been given and after they called up to the guy they directed me to the elevator.

When I got to his floor the door to his apartment was ajar. I went in – it was a nice studio apartment – and there he was with his (very) hairy ass up on the bed and his face sorta buried in the pillow. He was sorta like a centaur – smooth from the waist up, really hairy from the waist down.

I hadn’t really expected to be fucking that morning, so I hadn’t taken a pill or anything, and I didn’t have a cock ring on me, but I also hadn’t cum in a few days. Nevertheless I didn’t have any problem getting hard. I took a couple minutes and ate out his ass (he seemed to like it). His hole was slightly lubed, but the lube wasn’t a problem (sometimes I hate the taste of lube).

When my dick was hard and his hole wet with spit, I put some lube on my dick and shoved in. He felt good. I love anonymous cumholes. There’s just something about them… They’re pretty much just a piece of meat – a hole. He had his face sideways so he could sorta see my face out of the corner of his eye, but he never did get a good look at me.

I didn’t last long – after a minute or two of fucking I dumped my load in him. It was such a short hookup that I wasn’t really tired, so I went to felch him, but I noticed a small puddle of lightly-brownish cum on the bed and realized with only 15 minutes to prep he wasn’t completely clean, so I passed on the felching. And since he wasn’t completely clean I figured it would be good to wash off my dick. So I went into his bathroom and used some soap to clean up. Even so, the lube he used was pretty resistent to soap, so whenever I pissed later that day my dick felt a bit slick with lube.

It was quick, but we both got what we wanted…

Load 2011-4

Yesterday my black fuck buddy came over. It had been a while since we’d fucked. He’s got a good ass, and a nice body and likes to travel – so he’s a pretty easy fuck.

He got here exactly on time. We wen to my bedroom. I apologized for the mess (he wasn’t phased). He then sucked my dick for a bit, but I had taken a pill and had my cock ring on pretty tight and my dick was just too sensitive to get sucked.

I then ate his ass, which he LOVED and as I was rimming him I was lubing up my dick. Then I got up behind him and fucked him doggy for a bit and then pushed him onto his belly and continued fucking him.

It didn’t take long to cum. Just before I started cumming he could sense it and started saying “Yeah, give me that charged load. Knock me up man…” That wasn’t the time to tell him I had tested neg the day before. Plus, he had told me last year that he was poz, not on meds, but still “undetectable” – but that never quite added up for me – especially for a black guy. So who knows what his status is… There are some guys where you just never know – it’s part of barebacking and the reason why “Neg4Neg” is a total joke.

Anyway, once I came he wanted me to stay in his ass while he got on his knees and jacked off. He then sorta insisted I play with his nipples while he jacked off. Getting him off is always the down side of hooking up with him. I really couldn’t give a shit whether the guys I fuck cum or not. If they do want to cum, I shouldn’t be obligated to help make it happen.

But all in all a good fuck.

Load 2011-3

Several of you have posted comments here on the blog wondering where I went… Well, I’m still around but I can sorta tell sex just isn’t going to be a priority this year. Those of you who know me know there’s a big personal project I’m working on. I feel like I’m burning the candle at 3 ends and I’m usually just too busy for sex. (Just to illustrate the change in focus – I’ve done 22 blog posts in the past two months on my personal, non-sexual blog many about the project). Yeah, I get horny, but if I don’t jack off my horniness hurts my productivity – so I just jack off.

Simply put there are times in ones life when sex just isn’t all that important – and this is one of those times for me. I’m sure there will be some negative feedback for saying that – whatever – it probably comes from people who haven’t achieved much in their lives. Anyone who’s pushed to achieve something knows what I’m talking about.

From the looks of it the project will be over at the end of the year or early next year – so there is light at the end of the tunnel 🙂  And it’s something I really want to accomplish – so it will all be worth it.

Since I last blogged I’ve had just 3 hookups…

First Hookup (almost 4 weeks ago)

The first one was with a guy I fucked a few times in the past – the last time was nearly 3 years ago. I had sorta forgotten the details of how the previous times had gone, but they came back pretty quickly as I was fucking him..

The guy had moved. He used to be in a slightly rough walk-up building in Hell’s Kitchen – now he’s in one of those new fancy doorman buildings in Chelsea. The funny part was the two apartments had similar layouts. While I felt good that he’s (apparently) doing better financially, I worried that he may have given up a rent stabilized apartment to get one that’s market rate – where the rent can go up very quickly. (A doorman studio in Chelsea goes for about $2650/mo compared to $1900/mo on average for a non-doorman studio in Hell’s Kitchen).

Anyway, that’s a digression… I get there and he wants to suck my dick right inside his front door (like before). He sucks and sucks and sucks, but I want to fuck. I start bending over to feel his ass, but he doesn’t get the hint. Finally I tell him (several times) that I want to fuck.

When I finally slide into him, his ass feels great – very smooth and sorta silky. But he’s not a very good bottom – I want him to arch his back differently so, with him bent over, I push on the small of his back, but he doesn’t change his position. The position is sorta awkward for me, so I tell him I want to fuck him on his bed.

We move to the bed and it continues to be déjà vu… There I am waddling over to his bed (my pants are around my ankles), and I have to figure out whether it’s worth the trouble to take my boots off so I can get my pants off and fuck him properly. I’m supposed to meet friends at Rawhide soon so I opt for keeping my pants on.

Once on the bed, the fuck is OK, but still not quite right… At one point I pull out and smell shit, so that’s the end of that. I go into the bathroom and wash the crap off my dick, text the buddy I’m meeting for drinks (he texted me in the middle of fucking), and tell the guy I have to leave.

I’m not sure why, but he feels guilty about fucking – says “we shouldn’t have done that”… But he always lets me do it. Problem is he never prepares properly – this wasn’t the first time he was dirty.

Second Hookup (the next day)

So I was horny the next day ’cause I hadn’t cum the night before. There’s a guy who moved into my general neighborhood who I fucked years ago. My spreadsheet of fucks goes back to 2006 and it was before that – not sure exactly when it was, but I do remember fucking him (he remembered and said “so it’s been ___ years”). When I saw him we both had changed since our first hookup (me probably more than him with all the weight I put on).

Anyway, it was a pretty straightforward pump-and-dump. He was a good fuck. Didn’t last too long and as he was leaving he said something like “quick and nasty – just like I like it”… He got what he came for a load in his ass he could take to work. Bet he had a big grin on his face that day as he dealt with his customers as cum was leaking out of his ass… 🙂

Third Hookup (almost 2 weeks ago)

I had a few options that day. The guy from the second hookup was one option, but I didn’t want to fuck the same guy two times in a row. I probably should have gone with him though. Anyway, I had to stop in Harlem for something and then the plan was to stop by the Upper West Side to fuck a cumhole I’ve fucked many times over the past 7 years. I texted him from Harlem to confirm and he had double booked and canceled on me.

So I went down to the Rawhide and where I was going to meet a friend. I was early (’cause I hadn’t stopped to fuck) and he was running late, so as I drank my beer I checked on BBRT for ass in the neighborhood. Usually I strike out with that, but this was my lucky day – a hot guy nearby was up for a quickie pump-n-dump.

I walked over to his place, and he had left the door ajar and was on his bed with his ass propped up on two pillows. Hot body and sweet ass! His hole even felt good as I was fucking it. usually I don’t like pillows under a bottom, so I took out one and then the next, but in his case at least one pillow was a good idea.

He had a great hole, but I didn’t manage to cum in his ass. It was a combination of things – 1) I had had a pint of beer and usually I’m no good sexually when I’ve got alcohol in me – though I didn’t think 1 pint would make a difference, and 2) I was sorta rushed – I needed to get back to Rawhide to meet my friend, and lastly I just sorta wore our before I was able to cum.

I stopped at one point. Caressed him very briefly. Got up and zipped up my pants and left. As I was leaving he said “that was hot”.  I never let on that I hadn’t cum. Not sure if he figured it out or not…

So that’s the extent of my sex life lately – not really much to report… Gotta work on improving that a bit… Hopefully the project will stop being so stressful and I’ll relax enough that I want to fuck.