Load: 2011-2

I’m doing horribly this year with having sex. Oh well… It is what it is, there are just a bunch of other things in life that are taking priority right now. Hopefully that will change and I’ll get back into the groove.

Two weeks ago I was going downtown to meet friends for a drink. I needed to hit my PO Box in Harlem before the post office closed at 7pm, but I didn’t want to start drinking too early – I wasn’t really looking to get trashed. So I got on BBRT and this guy hit me up – said he was looking for an anonymous pump-n-dump and he already had a load in him. I love a cummy ass, so told him to keep the load in him – I’d be there in a bit. He was a bit out of the way, but I did my stop in Harlem and headed over to his place.

I got there and the door was ajar and he was naked on the bed on all fours ass pointing to the door. I was sorta hoping he wouldn’t look back – ’cause I love it when a bottom just takes truly anonymous dick, but he did look back, but just briefly.

I’d been running around, so sorta needed to catch my breath, relax and get into the mindset to fuck. I got on my knees behind him and at him out. I love rimming ass and it’s a good way for me to get into the mood. It had been a couple hours since he took the other load, but I could sorta smell/taste a bit of cum. It wasn’t long before I was hard and looking around for lube.

After lubing up I pushed into his ass. It did feel a bit cummy, which is totally a good thing. Even though his ass felt good and cummy given my not-all-that-sexual mood lately I wasn’t sure for a while there if I could cum or not. I started doggy style, but eventually pushed him on his belly since that’s usually the most sure fire way to get me to cum. Then I finally felt it building and I knew I’d be able to cum. But then it was taking a while to actually cum and I started wondering again. But finally I did cum.

I wasn’t really in the mood to cuddle or anything. He finally turned around and I got a decent look at him. I mean I’d seen his body (which was quite nice), but hadn’t clearly seen his face. He wanted me to play with his nipples, but I’d cum and was sorta done. I told him I needed to run to meet friends. It was true, but in truth I could have delayed a bit. He’s a cumhole and got my load, so I don’t feel guilt or anything for not getting him off.

After that I took the bus over and met up with friends at Industry. I like the bar, but they need more bartenders and a better selection of draft beers. I mean seriously – they have Coors Light on tap – it’s possibly the worst light beer out there, and they only have 2 or 3 beers available on tap. Anyway, luckily I got there before my friends. My beard smelled of ass and cum – it’s not all that polite to kiss your friends hello smelling like that. So I went to the bathroom to wash up but then they didn’t have paper towels, so my beard was wet for a bit. Luckily it dried just before my friends showed up. The crowd at Industry is very trendy. Everyone there is trying pretty hard to look good. As a result there’s a lot of eye candy.

The one funny thing that happened is I met up with two friends – @PortaUrinal and a friend in the porn business who runs sites for Dick Wadd, Dark Alley and a number of other pretty hardcore producers. I had told the one friend that PortaUrinal was a piss bottom, but somehow he didn’t put 2 and 2 together and by the end of the night he was asking what we were doing in the bathroom. He thought we were doing lines of coke. lol  He didn’t get that beer makes you piss and piss bottoms will follow you to the bathroom to get the load of piss.

Sorry for getting this out so late – I’ve been pretty sick the past few days. (No, not what you’re thinking… Just a wiked sinus cold.) And before that I was swamped with work.

So the  “Canadian Sub” (the “winner” of the 32 load gangbang) spent the night Saturday night after the gangbang. I had to talk him into it. He seems to have “boundary” issues and was falling for me just hours after meeting me (lol). I just wanted someone to sleep with so when I woke up in the middle of the night I’d have a good cummy hole to fuck. (And I liked him). He was pretty wired and I was pretty tired. We stayed up talking, but about 3am or so I drifted off to sleep. Not sure how much sleep he got. It was nice having him around though. He was nice to cuddle up with and fuck. I think I woke up at one point and we fucked then drifted off to sleep again. Finally we got up around 8. He said good bye and went back to his room.

I don’t do particularly well on 5 hours of sleep. PortaUrinal and I went to breakfast at Union Station, but it was clear it was going to be a slow relaxed day – I just wasn’t up for much of anything else. And taking it easy was one of my goals for the weekend anyway.

Organizing for the gangbang was a bit of an issue… I had moved one of the bottoms to the Saturday gangbang, so I asked Canadian Sub whether he would be the other bottom for the Sunday gangbang – he said ‘sure’. Then the main bottom dropped out saying he wasn’t feeling well, so I needed to come up with another bottom. I knew it wasn’t going to be as big of a gangbang, but I preferred having two bottoms.

Then this 22 year old hit me up on BBRT. I asked if he wanted to bottom for the gangbang and he said he’d be into it. He was the wild card – I was just hoping he’d show up. His status said “Don’t Care” – I was sorta wondering what his story was…

That afternoon I flogged this guy (interesting story – he used to be involved with IML before they went anti-bareback). After flogging him we were laying in bed cuddling and talking and the 22 y.o. texted me and said he wanted to come over. It was more than an hour before the gangbang, but I figured it was better to get him in the room early than not have him show up.

He arrived and the flogging bottom left. He was this sweet, slightly awkward kid. He liked to talk and told me all sorts of stuff. Turns out he was sharing a room with two guys – one poz and the other a pretty serious bug chaser. He hadn’t been tested since the previous summer and didn’t really know his status. After talking to him I wondered how much he really got fucked. He said he had gotten fucked earlier that day, but before that the last time was a month ago. He was clearly was not the typical cumdump who you find bottoming at a bareback gang bang.

I had him check that he was cleaned out properly and we talked some more… He talked about how his parents had opted him out of sex ed in school and I wondered if that was one of the reasons why he had no fear about being a gangbang bottom… He lived in a relatively small town and I think mostly he just got fucked by straight and bisexual guys who needed a hole to cream. He seemed to see sex as a purely physical act (not emotional). Still, he was more than old enough to know what he was doing…

Canadian Sub and PortaUrinal showed up just before the start time. It was a different mix of guys and the vibe was different. Being Sunday it was also just a slower, more relaxed day in general. The blindfolds had worked really well the day before and both the bottoms wanted to be blindfolded, so that was good thing… It helps them concentrate on the dick.

The first top came in and started with Canadian Sub. I figured I would give the kid some dick so he didn’t feel left out. It was good I did – he was TIGHT. I started thinking he may not have gotten fucked earlier in the day – it may have just been a story (you never really know). It took me a while to get in and he was in a bit of pain, but I just held my dick in there till he got adjusted. He needed to be able to take my dick or else he wouldn’t be able to take all the other cock he was going to get. I’d be (sorta) gentle with him. Other tops not so much…

I swapped places with the other top and kept going back and forth between the bottoms for a good 30 or 40 minutes, maybe more… It was sorta fun, but I never did cum.

Then SFVersCumBoy and his boyfriend showed up. SFVersCumBoy is usually a bottom, but as his name implies, there are times he tops. He fucked the kid and his boyfriend fucked Canadian Sub. He gave the kid the BIGGEST load – he hadn’t cum in a week! That was a very good way to get the kid started – his hole was now completely filled with poz (undetectable) cum.

In general the tops were a lot more attractive than they were for the Saturday gangbang – especially early on. Attractiveness of tops is something I struggle with when I organize gangbangs. Sometimes not-so-hot guys can be great tops, and sometimes the bottoms don’t care – they just want the load, but where do you draw the line? At Saturday’s gangbang I wasn’t really comfortable with some of the guys and I didn’t know what the point was that I should ask them to leave. That wasn’t really much of an issue until the end of the Sunday gang bang.

After the kid had 5 or 6 loads in him, my buddy Brad Ramsey showed up. He’s got a THICK cock. After fucking Canadian Sub for a bit he tried fucking the kid. But the kid just couldn’t take Brad’s dick. Brad was patient and kept trying, but the kid was just in excruciating pain, so Brad finally gave up and went back to Canadian Sub and gave him the load.

A fuck or two later I was sitting across the room in a chair watching this hot guy pound away at the kid’s ass. He had the kid flat on his belly and it was a very hot scene. But after he got done the kid sorta curled up in a ball. I’m not sure what happened, but it was over for the kid after that. He said his hole really hurt and he couldn’t take any more. He was literally trembling. I just held him and didn’t push it. I was hoping it was temporary and that he’d get over it, but I realized after a few minutes for whatever reason that was it for him. So I showed him to the bathroom and gave him his clothes.

All in all the kid got 7 loads from 6 guys plus one oral load. Of course the one from SFVersCumBoy was huge and probably counted for several loads. He was counting dicks and thought he had taken 14 or 15 loads. Thing was people like me fucked him multiple times and others were going between the bottoms and then only one would get the load.

The gangbang continued with just Canadian Sub. In the end he racked up 11 loads. So he got 29 between the two gangbangs. Plus he had 8 other loads (4 Friday, 2 Saturday, 2 Sunday), so that means he had a 37 load weekend with 20 on Saturday alone – not bad.

PortaUrinal did pretty well – 10 loads of piss… He totalled 41 loads of piss for the weekend (24 of which were at my gangbangs). He wrote up a post on Breeding Zone raving about the weekend. Glad I could help him have fun – he’s a good guy.

Afterwards the Canadian Sub and I went down to the lobby to have dinner and a beer at the bar. I introduced him to some of the guys who fucked him. “This is Brad, he’s the one with the really thick dick…” It was sorta funny – people knew who he was, but he didn’t know who they were even though their loads were in his ass.  lol

We called it an early night and went back up to my room and he slept over again. I got more sleep this time, but I was still almost dangerously tired driving back to New York the next day (just the last half hour or so of the drive). Canadian Sub is a “grower”, not a “shower” and he had been soft (and really small) the entire time he was with me. I like a bottom with a little dick, but at one point Monday morning I collared him told him I wanted to own him and have him be my boy. He instantly popped a pretty respectable boner. After two gangbangs and 37 loads – that’s what he really wanted – a master to own him… Unfortunately, I can only fulfill that role one or two weekends a year. But it doesn’t mean I wouldn’t want more from him if the circumstances were different.

I texted with the kid a few days later – he was apologetic for not lasting longer. Said his hole was sore the next day but he wants to do another gangbang. I think he’s caught the bareback gangbang bug, so to speak.

Load 2011-1

Well, after drinking WAY WAY too much the night before (thanks to @PortaUrinal, lol) much of Saturday was wasted recovering from the night before. This really hot guy wanted to come over, fuck and get videotaped and I kept stringing him along thinking I’d feel better but it was late afternoon before my dick started coming to life again (after taking both a Cialis and some herbal pills).

I went to breakfast with Jayson Park. I hadn’t eaten properly the day before and the rush of calories wasn’t necessarily a good idea. I have a 20+ year history of blacking out when my blood sugar is low and Jayson was sitting there going on and on about some porn thing or another and I was just saying “yeah, yeah” while my mind was consumed with which way I’d fall if I blacked out at the table – lol. Combine low blood sugar with pain or thoughts of pain and I would have blacked out (it happened over 4th of July weekend this past year – at a restaurant nonetheless). Luckily nothing Jayson talked about involved pain, so I got through the breakfast – but I felt like shit and just wanted to go back to the hotel room and digest and get back to normal.

I hadn’t gotten that much sleep and tried to get back to sleep, but it just wasn’t happening. So I stayed awake and tried to figure out the logistics of the gangbang that night. 125 had signed up on BBRT and I had another 10 or 15 off Craigslist (despite some Nazi flagging my posts over and over again). I thought I need 3 bottoms. I had one solid bottom planned. Then I moved a dependable bottom from Sunday to Saturday, but I still needed a third. I was being a bit picky about the 3rd slot. When the puppy I played with last year said he’d be up for it, I was really happy. Last year when we played he was neg, but he had told me he converted since then…

I also spent some time down in the leather mart with Jayson Park. We spent a while talking to the guys from Dick Wadd Fetish which was interesting. Treasure Island apparently had been complaining ’cause they tried for 6 years to get in, but MAL never accepts their application. But in MAL’s defense, vendor space is limited and Treasure Island isn’t fetish. On the other hand Dick Wadd is all about fetish – piss and fisting are a big part of what they do – which is why they were there and Treasure Island wasn’t there. The day before PortaUrinal hadn’t met Jayson and as we were walking past the Dick Wadd booth I pointed to the TV and said “that’s Jayson” – and there he was big as life on the TV screen in a sling getting pounded while guys were pissing in his mouth…

Since I wasn’t really up for fucking I did flog two guys that afternoon, but I’ll give more details about them in another post…

Problem was as we approached the gangbang time the puppy wasn’t responding to text messages. I got a cumhole who had been taking loads all weekend to say he’d come over if the crowd got too much for the two bottoms, but as it turned out that wasn’t necessary.

An hour before the gangbang the first bottom arrived (TallDCPig on BBRT). He lived in the area and needed to check his douche before getting started. He was a nice guy. Sorta a “man’s man” – pretty butch both in appearance and personality. There was a glimmer in his eye – he was excited to see how many loads he could take. Technically he’s still neg… It’s been a year since his last test and he doesn’t really know what his status is. He was a total top up until 2 years ago, then tried bottoming and found he loved it, and the rest is history… They say you should know your status and getting gangbanged and getting a bunch of anonymous loads is definitely one way to be pretty sure about your status 😉

[Though seriously guys – get tested at least every year and never let more than two years go by without getting tested. Guys who wait longer than that are the ones that have bad things happen and die earlier than they should as a result.]

About 15 minutes before the gangbang bottom number two showed up. He was VERY hot… Sorta this beefy muscle guy. Not a total muscle boy – still had a man’s body. In fact he had the body I should have (if I hadn’t stopped working out). I’m going to call him “Canadian Sub” and not give his profile name. There’s a lot more to his story and I want to give him a little distance from what I’ll say about him later…

PortaUrinal showed up about the same time and set up his the portable urinal he made himself using a MORMON training urinal and a bunch of other parts. He’s more than happy to drink from the tap, but some guys get hard and can’t piss which is where the Porta Urinal is helpful…

The first few minutes of a gangbang are sorta funny. The bottoms have been ready for 5 or 10 minutes, but nothing is happening. You look at the time and think “it’s 9:01 already – where are the tops?” but then they start showing up… Oddly they seemed to show up in pairs which was pretty much perfect ’cause it meant both bottoms were getting fucked. 45 minutes in each had taken about 4 loads and the night was off to a nice even start.

At about 9:30 this one guy showed up in a blue oxford shirt and kakkies – totally out of dress code for a leather event. Turned out he was a BIG fan – he was sorta gushing and saying stuff like “I’m so honored to meet you”, which I always find a bit awkward to hear, though I know the person genuinely means it… I just don’t see myself that way… Anyway he was one of the first ones there and didn’t leave until 1am. There was about 10 minutes when he left to talk to Jayson Park (who he’s also a big fan of). He stayed hard the entire time and just kept fucking and fucking and fucking. We dubbed him the Energizer Bunny. At first I sorta just wished he’d cum already, but by the end I was really glad he was there (I was just glad he was one-of-a-kind). It meant that from about 9:30 to about 12:30 the guys were getting fucked constantly – so it was a very good gangbang for them…

[PortaUrinal sorta fell in love with the Energizer Bunny. His stamina was incredible and he was hot as well…]

Managing a gangbang is always a little tricky. There were guys there who I didn’t really like the looks of, but they were respectful of the bottoms and not really causing problems – so the question is do you kick them out or let them stay? After all if I had kicked them out the bottoms would have gotten fewer loads – and the bottoms wanted loads.

However, some guys didn’t understand the difference between a gangbang and an orgy and they started sucking each other’s dicks and wanting to get fucked. Things get out of hand, things get stolen, etc. when it comes to orgies, so I had no problem stopping the guys who were trying to turn the gangbang into an orgy.

The gangbang was supposed to go from 9 to 11 or 11:30, but 11:30 came and it slowed down, but guys kept coming, so the bottoms kept taking dick.

At one point this hot silver haired (poz?) daddy came in. He fucked one of the bottoms but then seemed to want to get fucked. While I wasn’t letting the party turn into an orgy, it was my party and I can make the rules and fuck who I want, so I did fuck him briefly.

I kept alternating between the bottoms fucking one and then the other as the mood hit me, though I have to say I preferred the Canadian Sub. There was one point where I fucked him pretty hard and wasn’t quite sure if I came or not towards the end. His hole was totally sloppy with cum when I was done. He had like 14 loads in him at that point and I literally fucked the cum out.

Then this other guy came in… Hot little guy, probably tweaking a little… He fucked the bottoms a little and then wanted to get fucked. It was pushing midnight and there weren’t many people there. I slid into his ass and it was silky smooth – felt INCREDIBLE…. I hadn’t cum in 6 days and soon I felt my load building up and I blew an enormous load up his ass. When I pulled out he asked if he had gotten my load and I said yes. THEN he asked me my status. It’s been over a year since my last test. I can’t say with any confidence what my status is, so I told him what he wanted to hear – that my last test was neg. He was happy with the answer and didn’t ask when the test had been… [NOT a good way to stay neg.] I should have gotten his e-mail – he’ll be poz this time next year and would make a great gangbang bottom…

Curiously, PortaUrinal (a dedicated bottom) tried his hand at being a bareback top. He fucked the bottoms right at the end of the night. If you’re going to experiment with being a bareback top, fucking cummy holes is definitely the best time to start…

After 18 loads (from 17 guys) the Canadian Sub called it quits. The only people left were the two bottoms, PortaUrinal, the Energizer Bunny, and the “are you neg?” vers guy… The blindfolds had come off, I was in a chair in the corner and the Canadian Sub came over, and sorta curled up between my legs and pretty much melted as I caressed his head, neck and shoulders…

1:30 came and things were finally done. The Canadian Sub had gotten 18 loads from 17 guys. TallDCPig got 14 loads from 12 guys. PortaUrinal got 14 loads of piss. The Energizer Bunny had fucked 3 guys and given one bottom 2 loads and the other 1 load. I had fucked 4 guys and gave the neg visitor a 6 day load. It was a good gangbang…

By the time it ended Canadian Sub and I had been curled up together for close to a half hour. I persuaded him to stay and we had a great night together talking and fucking. Not sure exactly when it happened, but he had fallen for me sometime during the gangbang and was like putty in my hands. But more on that later…

Sorry I’m just now getting to the write up of Mid-Atlantic Leather (MAL)… Over the weekend I was either incredibly busy or really tired, then when I came back I had to spend a day dealing with some legal shit. Then I had a busy/frustrating day, etc… You get the idea.

So I drove down to DC with @rjinny and @nycivyfreak this past Friday and we got in at 1:30. First thing I learned is that the diehard guys get in on Thursday… Note to self – go down on Thursday next year… I had actually made plans to fuck and film two guys in the afternoon, but I got busy with other stuff and let the plans fell through (my fault).

I should backup and say it had been almost a month and a half (43 days) since I’d last fucked anyone. I just hadn’t really been in the mood. Life was busy and stressful, and then just before I went to MAL I came down with a small cold that only cleared a day or so before I left. One of my goals for the weekend was to just relax and take it easy. It wasn’t really bothering me all that much that I wasn’t busy fucking guys. I just needed down time. Friday turned out to be the mellow day…

@PortaUrinal stopped by with a CASE of beer for me… I had invited him to be the urinal at the gangbangs I had planned and he wanted to be well stocked. The thing with piss bottoms is they may buy you beer, but they want it back when you’re done with it 🙂

The two of us went downstairs to the leather mart where I looked for a few things… First blindfolds for the gangbangs, and second a better flogger. I knew Janette Heartwood would be there. Her floggers are incredible and I wanted to pick one out while she still had the best selection. I have a soft, thuddy moose flogger I got from here a while back as well as a cowhide one from Master André in Montréal. I’ve always liked Janette’s slightly better and a friend had told me many years ago that hers were the best you could buy. Anyway, bottoms had been complaining that my floggers weren’t painful enough, so my goal was to buy a more painful one so I bought a oil tanned flogger from her (she only had one – it’s good I got there early). It’s a nice addition to my collection and it’s a bit longer, which adds even more punch when it hits the bottom…

While we were standing there a guy saw me getting flogged by Janette and started talking to PortaUrinal. The guy was this skinny guy and he was hoping I was a bottom and could take his 10+ inch dick. lol

We also looked at puppy tails but I wasn’t up for spending $90 for a puppy tail when I didn’t have a puppy to use it on…  🙁

I then went back to my room and Jayson Park came over. By this point I was really mellow and relaxed. I wasn’t really up for a proper fuck, but having Jayson in the room, it was impossible not to fuck him. So we did a little fucking but nothing too serious (and I didn’t cum).

PortaUrinal then came over to drain my bladder (my piss was pretty bad that day, but he managed). Then he talked me into going downstairs to the bar to have more beer. I was trying to hurry to get ready to go downstairs and in the process managed to catch my dick in my zipper (ouch!) and I actually drew blood in the process. So that meant I wasn’t going to be fucking anyone for the rest of the night (not that I was in the mood to do it anyway).

While we were down there we ran into SFVersCumBoy. I sorta recognized his beard and stopped him and asked if he was from San Francisco. When he was, I introduced myself. We spent the rest of the night talking. PortaUrinal was plying us with beer and getting our piss loads in return.

When the bar closed up at 2am we went up to the room with SFVersCumBoy, his boyfriend and some of his friends. They left the door open and at one point this guy wandered in and after a bit pulled out his cock. He was uncut with a lot of foreskin. SFVersCumBoy said he preferred less foreskin. I was drunk so I pulled out my dick and showed him my sloppy circumcision that sometimes looks like it’s uncut. Of course he started sucking my dick (in front of everyone). Thing was, I was wasted so I didn’t even get hard.

I had had 5 cans of beer and 3 pints… I blame the excess on PortaUrinal, he blames it on me… Truth was that we both enabled each other. My mellow mood meant my guard was down and I wasn’t policing myself like I should have (and I paid for it the next day).

Eventually enough was enough so PortaUrinal and I stumbled back to our rooms and tried to sleep it off…

Last year was my first year going to MAL (Mid-Atlantic Leather). It was a lot of fun – sorta smaller version of IML, still plenty of sex to be had though… Well, this year they’ve made some changes. In previous years it was at a fairly small hotel (340 rooms) and you had to pay $185 to the club running the event just to be eligible to book a room at the host hotel. This year they’ve moved to a much bigger hotel (more then double the size – 836 rooms) and they dropped the requirement to pay them to attend the event. Well, the change of venue and policy turned out to be a great idea and a month before the event the host hotel was completely booked and they had to get a block of rooms across the street at another hotel.

IML is in a 2,000 room hotel – and doesn’t always fill the hotel – so this means MAL is now probably at least half the size of IML – IML is huge, so that makes MAL BIG – in the middle of a down economy too… That means MAL will probably have about 1500 horny gay men wanting to fuck… It looks like it’s going to be a lot of fun!

Continuing the tradition of gangbangs that I’ve hosted at IML and MAL – I’m doing two this year… One on Saturday the 15th and one on Sunday the 16th. Both will have 2 bottoms (possibly 3 if it looks like enough tops are signed up). And curiously it’s not just poz bottoms who want to be the ones getting gangbanged. Each of the gangbangs will have one poz bottom and one “neg” bottom…

The Saturday gangbang will have blindfolded bottoms. The blindfolds should be an interesting twist. Bottoms at gangbangs are pretty much just fuck holes to start with. The blindfolds will make it even more so. In the past the most assertive bottoms have gotten the most loads. It will be interesting to see if the bottoms can still be assertive when they’re blindfolded. Anyway, here are the bottoms…

First up is a hot beefy muscled poz Canadian guy – my height, my age and the body I should have… He’s fucking hot!

I’m thinking he’s going to be really popular… 🙂

The other bottom is TallDCPig on BBRT – and he’s definitely tall – 6’4″. Originally he was going to bottom for the Sunday gangbang, but when one of the original bottoms dropped out and the replacement wanted Sunday, I move TallDCPig to Saturday. There’s just something about him that you can tell he’s a die hard slutty pig boy… His last test was a year ago and was neg, but he’s taken a lot of loads since then… Haven’t asked him how long he’s been taking loads… Might be one of those guys who’s resistant/immune…

So far I’m having really good response for the Saturday gangbang – 35 tops have signed up on BBRT and we’ve still got weeks to go…

I’ll be adding a 3rd bottom, but haven’t picked one yet. There are a few bottoms who I can contact at the last minute if I need a bottom. I’m hoping for a particular bottom, but it’s far from finalized yet…

The Sunday gangbang is sorta a study in contrasts – we’ve got the hot poz muscled 20-something jock paired with one of those “average” guys who’s just a really good slutty bottom…

The hot poz jock is btmpaul on BBRT – he’s totally my type… Short, young, and a hot body…

The second bottom is a very hot 21 y.o. black guy who hit me up on Adam4Adam. His profile says “neg / safe sex only”, but as I was talking to him I realized he’d be up for a lot more. Normally I’d think someone like that was just a flake, but I could tell by the way he answered the questions that he was pretty serious about it. Somehow I think the “neg / safe sex only” is just a cover. I’ll ask him his status at the end of the gangbang – that’s probably the time I’ll get the most honest answer. I don’t have a pic I can share. His good pics on A4A are face pics and a dick pic. His ass pic was sorta small and low-quality (but he’s got an incredible ass).

There’s even some other neg guys who’ve been wanting to bottom. It’s like we’ve turned a corner and more and more bottoms are giving in and getting pozzed…

So those are the plans for now. If you want to be one of the tops, sign up on BarebackRT and I’ll send details out that way. Closer to the event I’ll start collecting e-mail addresses when I advertise on Craigslist, but for now I’m just coordinating things on BBRT.

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There are a lot of guys I’ve been wanting to fuck, last night I checked another one off the list. This guy stuck in my mind in part because he had told me at some point in the past that he was poz, but not on meds. While I tend to believe that guys who say they’re undetectable really are at least pretty close to undetectable, you never really know what you’re getting when guys have “Ask Me” or “Negative” in their profiles, and when they have “Poz” in their profiles you don’t know whether they’re undetectable and shooting blanks or high viral load and toxic as shit. The uncertainty just comes with the territory. I mean, with HIV criminalization laws in effect in many places it’s no wonder people aren’t upfront with their real HIV status – especially when they’re high viral load poz like this guy. And I don’t know if this guy even remembered telling me in the past that he wasn’t on meds. He didn’t bring up anything related to HIV status this time.

This guy isn’t the first high viral load guy I’ve known I’ve fucked – there was a guy at IML a year ago who told me he wasn’t on meds, and one of my fuck buds here in NY is long-term poz and I fucked him a few times when he wasn’t on meds (he’s gone on them in the past year)… Still, it’s fairly novel to fuck a guy who you know is toxic…

This turned out to be a pretty simple hookup. Middle of the afternoon he hit me up and I told him I was looking for around 7pm. He said sure, gave me his number and address, and then I confirmed before I left. He didn’t respond at first when I texted him to confirm, but eventually we got that worked out.

I showed up and he had this little room in an SRO. Amazingly there was almost nothing on his shelves. It was like he owned next to nothing. I’m sure there’s a story behind that, but I didn’t hear it. He strips down and he’s got a nice body. He had thick muscular hairy legs and was thin and mostly smooth from the waist up  (though he had these great hairy forearms) – he reminded me of a centaur – it was sorta hot.

I asked him if he wanted me to fuck him with the PA in or out. He picked out ’cause he wanted to suck my dick. I was sorta intending on taking it out anyway, but would have kept it in if he wanted to get fucked with it. He asked the question I hear a lot – “Did it hurt?” Yeah, it hurt… I’ll go on a tangent here and say that ever since I’ve gone up to 0 gauge it’s hurt a lot. It’s big enough that precum dries on it and then irritates the piercing. Not quite sure what to do about that…

Anyway, getting back to the hookup – he proceeded to suck my dick a bit while I played with his body and his hole. He was wearing a Nasty Pig jockstrap – it suited him 😉  His dick was sorta irrelevant and never came out of his jockstrap.

Eventually I wanted to fuck, so I pulled away from him and got him on his back. I think he thought he was going to get fucked, but I pushed his ass up and rimmed him. He had a nice, lightly hairy ass that was a bit musky even though he had just gotten out of the shower. I rimmed it for a while, got it nice and wet with spit, then lowered his ass down, put some spit on the head of my cock and shoved in.

Lately I haven’t really enjoyed spit fucks – the spit usually doesn’t provide enough lube, but this time it worked. His hole felt good. Even though our faces were just inches away from each other he didn’t seem to want to kiss or anything – he seemed like he just wanted to get fucked.

Missionary isn’t usually a position I can come in, so I started rolling him over gradually. Eventually he was mostly on his belly. I hadn’t taken off my shirt and I was sorta glad. It was cold out and he had the window wide open just a couple feet from us.

Eventually I could feel my orgasm building and he knew it was coming as well. I could tell he was hungry for my cum and when I came I blew a good sized load in him. I rolled over so we were on our sides and slowly pumped his now cummy ass. It felt great. I thought about felching him, but was a bit out of breath and wasn’t really in the mood.

He just laid there. I could sorta feel he was done and not looking for anything more from me. He’d gotten the load and that’s all I was there for. So after just a minute or two I got up, put on my clothes and left.

Total elapse time was maybe 15 minutes.