Load 2011-19

There’s something really hot about a super hot masculine, muscular little Latino going around and taking loads (especially when their profile says “Neg / Safe Sex Only”). This guy hit me up on Adam4Adam and he looked hot, so I was game for fucking him, but the timing didn’t work out the first couple times we tried to make it happen. Well, the planets were aligned this morning and he hit me up right when I was looking.

The apartment was a mess so I vacuumed a little to try to get some of the major dust bunnies taken care of, but it was still pretty much a mess when he showed up. (If anyone in NYC wants a cleaning job – let me know). Anyway, as soon as he came through the door I recognized him – we’d fucked before. He’s one of those guys who I’d fuck every day of the week if I could…

We went to the bedroom and started stripping down. Then he wanted to kiss and make out. He’s little – maybe 5’4″ (though his profile says taller), so there’s a pretty big height difference. I like little bottoms, so that was sorta hot… He was really passionate – loved kissing and then he wanted to suck my dick. Usually my dick doesn’t really respond to blowjobs but it responded pretty well with him (sort 90% of full hardness). He really got into sucking my cock – he was a very enthusiastic cock sucker.

What I really wanted was his hole, so I got him on the bed on all fours and got down and started eating him out. He was a bit musky, but he was so hot I didn’t really care… He started reaching back trying to tweak my nipples… Definitely an eager, active bottom – but sub at the same time…

I then ran around the bed to grab the lube, and came back and rimmed him some more while I lubed up my cock. Needless to say I was 110% hard by now – I mean I was about to fuck my all time favorite type of bottom – a little muscular Latino. Then I stood up and eased my dick into his ass… Felt good…

After a few strokes I pushed him forward onto his belly. He’s got this muscular bubble butt which generally I’m hit or miss with (I do better with flat-assed bottoms), but with him the head of my cock was right in the beginning of his ass as I’d withdraw and then it would go deeper as I pushed in. It felt really good. Tight, but not too tight – like a snug fleshy ring on my cock.

He liked that position – he’d turn his head and we’d make out while I fucked him. I didn’t last long though… A few minutes later I blew my load in him. It had been a few days since I’d cum but the load didn’t feel all that big…

I then rolled him on his side and pumped his ass a little more while we continued to make out – he’s definitely a passionate little fucker. He had a long thin uncut dick and was totally hard, but had no interest in even jacking it. He did clean off my dick and then we went back to snuggling… After a bit he was done and he got up dressed and left (after a little more kissing). BTW, he was wearing sweat pants and no underwear… So his dick was sorta tenting the pants and when my load starts leaking out he’ll have a wet spot…

All in all a great fuck.

I’ve got 3 other hookups to write up – one of them was particularly interesting – will try to get to those soon…

Load 2011-15

There’s this black guy I’ve been fucking on and off for a year or two now. A couple weeks ago he came over and we fucked again. He’s a nice enough guy, pretty tight body, and I always cum with him…

What was different this time from the other times was that in the middle of sex he started saying stuff like “Yeah, give me that poz load…”, “Charge me up…”, etc. That was new for him. When I first met him he was really unclear about his HIV status. One moment he’d say he was neg, then he’d say he wasn’t sure, then he’d say he was poz and not on meds… He told me just about everything to the point where I had no clue. So here he was begging for a poz load. Thing is, I’m neg… But the middle of fucking someone is not the time to go into status, so I just didn’t say anything. If he was getting off thinking I was blowing some big toxic load in his cunt – well let him have his fantasy…

Afterwards I asked if he was poz and if so were he on meds – he said yes he was poz and he was on meds. But thing is he seems to tell people what he thinks they want to hear – so I still have no clue about his status. But I do know he likes the idea of taking dirty loads…

Like the last guy I wrote about, I didn’t last long fucking him – I came after just 2 or 3 minutes of fucking. I didn’t even have him down on his belly – he was on all fours in a doggy position. But that’s the thing about his ass… Always feels great and always gets me to cum.

After I had cum he wanted to cum. That’s always the part of sex I sorta dread with him… He turns into a bossy bottom and tells me to do specific stuff – “play with my nipples”, “no, harder”, “now play with my hole”, etc. After I’ve cum is the last time I wanna be bossed around sexually – especially when it takes him a while to cum. But whatever – at least I cum consistently with him..

Load 2011-16

Yesterday was a wasted day in some respects. I woke up with a hangover from drinking the night before, then didn’t feel like working (headache), so I sat down on the couch and watched TV. Star Wars Episode I was on and I saw it was followed by Episode II and then Episode III. I had been meaning to watch them back-to-back so I proceeded to do exactly that… (And to my surprise I realized I had never seen Episode II).

A couple weeks ago my boyfriend had gotten an iPad 2 through work, which meant I got his “old” iPad 1 as a hand-me-down, but I’ve been so busy I hadn’t had time to set it up and really try it out. So I was half watching Star Wars and half playing with my iPad. That lead me to trying out BBRT and Adam4Adam on the iPad, which meant guys were hitting me up, etc. Mentally I was horny, but my dick just wasn’t getting all that hard – and then there was the hangover… Anyway, a guy hit me up that was literally a couple blocks from me. Couldn’t exactly say no to that, so I told him I’d be over at 8pm (at the end of Episode II).

Before I went I tried to get hard  and it was tricky, so I was a little worried about the hookup. I hadn’t taken a Cialis or anything and sorta felt like I needed one… I get to his place – nice building and a very neat and tidy apartment (I was jealous – our place is a bit of a mess right now). He wasn’t totally my type, but I could tell he had a decent body that could get me off… I was just worried about my dick.

We take off our clothes and he starts sucking my dick, but it’s completely soft. I was a little embarrassed about it and thought it was a bad way to start off the encounter. I needed to change things up, so I told him I wanted to rim his ass. He gets up on the bed on all fours and I start eating his hole. As expected, that did the trick and I got hard. I gotta say, I do know what my dick likes – it’s all about the bottom’s hole.

He was clearly enjoying it and was telling me to take my time. I just wanted to go with the flow, so I got up, lubed up my dick and got behind him to fuck. He’s usually a top who was “exploring his bottom side” so he told me to go slow. If I had actually taken his advice I might have gone soft, so I just slowly but insistently pushed in. It hurt him for a few seconds, but he got used to it.

He wanted to jack his dick, but I pushed him onto his belly and he had to stop jacking. I did a few strokes lined up with the two of us lines up, then moved so I was at an angle. After less than a minute of fucking I could feel myself cumming. Given how temperamental my dick was being, I didn’t try to stop it. I hadn’t cum in days, so it was a pretty big load. I was a little embarrassed at how quickly I had cum so I actually apologized to him for it.

I rolled him over on his side thinking he’d want to jack off, but he said he had cum while I was fucking him – that the friction of his dick against the sheets was enough to get him to cum. That means he’s an even quicker cummer than me…

There was a little small talk, but after a couple minutes we were putting our clothes back on and heading out. As I left I looked at the time – only 10 minutes had passed. It’s one thing to have a 10 minute hookup that’s a pump-n-dump where I don’t take off my clothes and the bottom is naked on all fours waiting for me. But this was 10 minutes complete with everything including foreplay and after sex small talk. That’s gotta be a record.

So then the problem was that if I went straight home I’d get home 15 minutes after I left. My bf knows I like quickies, but that’s a little absurd. So I actually walked around the neighborhood for 20 minutes killing time. Even as it was when I got home my bf thought it was awfully quick. I said the guy was 2 blocks away and he understood. But he didn’t know I could have been home 20 minutes sooner 🙂

Good news was that the bottom had fun. He wants to do it again. So I’ve got a convenient hole just a couple blocks away now… Next time I’ll take a Cialis and give him a better fuck…

My bf and I are in Montréal this weekend. The weather is perfect, and we’re staying at a great B&B that’s in the middle of everything gay. So last night I wanted to go to a bathhouse, while my bf wanted to go dancing – so after dinner and some stripper bar bar hopping we split up.

GI Joe has been great in the past so I went there again. I had heard that there was new management, they had upped the prices, and it wasn’t as good as it was, but I didn’t want to go to the twinky one or the old troll one down the street, so I went and hoped for the best.

Even though I was there pretty much at prime time (Friday night between 11:45 and 1:30) the place was dead compared to how it used to be. There were guys there, but not as many and the guys who were there were more inhibited than I remember from before. I only saw three bottoms laying on their bellies and one of those just wanted to suck.

So starting from the beginning… I got there, took a shower, and checked the place out. They had pretty much gutted the fun playroom in the basement that had fuck-sized glory holes where guys used to back up their asses and take dick from guys they never saw. Also none of the rooms down in the basement had anyone in them. On the upper floors there was a little going on – in fact the guys there did seem to be into public sex – but it was mostly oral or after a while you realized the guys who were fucking were couples  who wanted to fuck with an audience. So there was a lot of voyeurs, but not many people engaging in anonymous fucking.

At one point a guy was sucking dick near the sling on the top floor. I was standing by jacking my dick and he finally noticed my dick (and said “nice dick”). When I felt up his ass it was well lubed. He was actually carrying a bottle of lube with him. He backed onto my dick, but it was crowded and he was standing up so it wasn’t a good position for fucking and my dick kept slipping out of his hole. Then he backed onto this other guy’s dick and they fucked a while. Then I fucked him again – this time with him bent over. It was a better fuck, but not one where I’d be able to cum, so I pulled out after a while and walked around some more.

Then I tried this beefy Asian guy who way laying on his belly (head facing the door), but he only wanted to suck dick.

Time went by and one time this BIG muscle boy came into my room, but he “had issues” and wasn’t really comfortable being there – very fidgety and finally he just left. All he was up for was a little cock sucking.

I was getting a little bored. FINALLY I saw a bottom on his belly in one of the big rooms. He wasn’t exactly “hot” but he wasn’t unattractive either. He looked like the type who spend 3 or 4 nights at the bathhouse getting fucked. I went in and positioned him so I could rim him. He was pleasantly surprised at that. Then I just pushed him forward and used him as a hole – I just needed to cum – and I did.

He cleaned off my dick when I was done and I felt the urge to piss. I asked him if he drank piss and being French I don’t think he quite understood what I meant, but he did seem to understand piss and he turned around and presented his ass to me. Wasn’t what I was expecting, but OK… So I shoved my dick in and tried to pee. It’s not easy pissing in a guy’s ass ’cause the ass can be tight and cut off the flow of piss, but I did manage to get some piss in there.

I went to the bathroom to finish pissing and there was a cup sitting in the urinal. Not sure who the piss pig was, but put a little piss in the cup and then cleaned the lube off my beard.

I laid around trying to get my second wind, but it just wasn’t happening. I walked around a bit and did see one more bottom on his belly but he was much older than me and wasn’t someone who could get me hard when my dick wasn’t totally cooperating.

So I called it a night and went back to the B&B.

Load 2011-12

I’ve been horny for days now. I think the last time I came was Tuesday (5 days ago).

I was supposed to hookup with this hot jockish 24 y.o. on Thursday but he was coming over lunch and when I quizzed him I didn’t think he’d cleaned out properly – especially since he wanted me to wear my PA which has a knack for going deep enough to find shit. So we postponed until Saturday but there was something he said that reminded me of the guy who wad playing games with me a year ago. And true to my instinct when I texted him and emailed him on Saturday there was no response.

So Sunday I had this raging hardon and really just needed to fuck. I actually managed to double book. I had something to do in midtown and booked one fuck before then and already had plans for another fuck after. I told my bf about the first one and then he wanted to go shopping when I was done with the thing I had to do. So had to cancel on the 2nd fuck which is too bad ’cause he sent me pics of himself and he’s looking REALLY good (he’s the guy who look Samoan but isn’t).

So I hooked up with this other guy I’ve fucked before. I’ve actually hooked up with him and his bf before and was sorta hoping to tag him with his bf, but his bf wasn’t home. His bf is possibly the roughest top I’ve ever seen fuck – BIG rock hard cock that he loves driving deep and hard into the bottom to the point of almost being brutal (but not quite).

Anyway the bottom is this little Latino. I wonder if he likes to have a cummy ass for his bf or whether he gets fucked without his bf knowing.

On the way to him I pass the R.A.W. Barber Shop (how appropriate) and two doors down from him is a Pentecostal church. The door is open and I hear them singing and shouting ‘hallelujah’.

I arrive at his place and remember it’s top floor, south facing with no A/C on a hot day – generally a really bad thing for me since I overheat pretty easily. I take off all my clothes to avoid overheating and then he starts sucking my dick. I still had my PA in and he was really good at keeping it away from his teeth until I got fairly hard.

Then he rolled on his back, threw his legs in the air and I started rimming him. I got him pretty wet and went to push my PA and dick into him. He couldn’t really take the PA and asked if I wanted lube. I prefer lube so he went and returned with one of those packets you get at clinics. The lube was really thick but it did the job and I got my dick in him.

I think the PA hurt him but I just kept pushing in. Once I was all the way in he stopped complaining. He was jacking his dick but that stopped when I told him to get in his belly. I love the feel of a little guy under me and this guy is a full foot shorter than me. His hole felt good.

Knowing how brutally his bf fucks I didn’t feel any need to be gentle. I just did whatever felt good to me. I could hear the Pentecostals two doors down shouting Hallelujah! as I slammed into his ass. As I got closer I started fucking harder and harder by the time I came I was really slamming my full weight into him.

When I came my cum shot felt forceful and it went on and on for a few seconds. I mean I had been really horny and had built up a lot of cum over the previous 5 days.  It was a really huge load, which is funny ’cause the other time I fucked him he got an incredibly big load from me then too… (He’s a lucky bottom).

When I was done I pushed him onto his side and cuddled a bit with my dick in him until I started getting soft. That took a while ’cause I had taken a Cialis and was sporting a hardon that was thick and big and just wouldn’t go away. When he went to pull off I had to slow him down – the PA causes pain for me too and pulling out can be a pretty painful experience if you do it carelessly.

The funny part about this bottom is how indifferent he seems to having me fuck him. There isn’t much of a connection – I think he feels stuff – he just keeps it hidden. I always feel like I’m welcome, but that sex is just routine for him and I’m just the last in a long line of tops that fuck him. Maybe he’s tweaking or something… I’m not sure…

His boyfriend was supposed to be home an hour and a half later. Hope he discovered and enjoyed the gift I left for him in his bf’s ass  😉

Load 2011-11

I’ve been in Toronto the past week. The bottoms here are HUNGRY! My profile on BBRT says “Not Looking” but I’ll login and there will be 10 – 20 messages waiting for me. “Not Looking” = busy with friends and family, but I did manage to get to Steamworks yesterday for their afternoon bear event. It’s Pride Weekend here, so it was fairly busy. Steamworks Toronto isn’t all that big of a bathhouse. I was actually surprised at how few rooms there were, but it was big enough and there were a decent number of guys milling around. [BTW, if you go, you don’t absolutely need a room if you’re a bit of an exhibitionist – there are playrooms and one even has a couple bunk beds.]

The first hole was this mixed race (?) Asian guy with a little tattoo at the base of his neck. Generally seemed pretty clean cut and professional. He sucked me, got me hard, and I fucked him for a while. He felt good (very smooth), but I was determined not to cum on the first fuck, so after fucking him 10 or 15 minutes I told him I’d be back and left. He must have left after I fucked him – I didn’t see him after that.

Hole #2 was a guy I’d term a “thuggy” Asian guy – sorta muscular with a short mohawk that had grown out a bit so it was more like a faux hawk, a tattoo (of a rose?) at the bottom of his back, etc. I went in and he seemed uninterested, but still I got the sense that my dick was better than no dick. I jacked a little to get hard, sorta got a bit hard and wanted him to suck me the rest of the way. He sucked a little but then didn’t seem interested in that either. I jacked a little more, got just hard enough to get in him. His hole was a lot tighter than the first guy’s – felt pretty good. The entire time he just laid there and seemed pretty bored, but he didn’t seem hostile, so I kept fucking him. It was sort of a turn on to have so disinterested but willing. My dick decided he was the one who’d get my load, and I didn’t resist the urge and unloaded in his ass and left. I’m not sure if he knew I came in him. I saw him around later and he was much more attentive – seemed very willing to have me come back into his room – guess he figured out he got the load.

Then I needed some down time.  I left the door open and jacked my dick a little and this older guy came in. It was like a bear-worship session… He just wanted human contact with someone he thought was hot. I pretty much just sat/laid there and let him do his thing. He sucked me a little, but mostly just admired my body (to each his own). The only down side was that he liked to smother me – literally. I didn’t like that, but the rest was OK – better than just laying there by myself. Towards the end he started telling me about how he bought an apartment for $1.2M that had a lake view and then they built another condo in front of his that blocked his view and now he can’t sell the apartment. I sorta felt like he was trying to impress me with the price…

Hole #3 was this nervous, tweaking Latino… He kept changing positions and checking my balls. When he pulled up his mattress to get his poppers there must have been a dozen condoms under there. He asked if I was going to cum in his ass and seemed to relax when I told him it was hard for me to cum. Then he mostly just spread his hole and wanted me to fuck him, though he did keep checking my balls (to see if they were drawing up in preparation for blowing a load). When I wanted to leave I’d start to pull out and he’d push back wanting me to keep fucking him. All in all he just seemed messy and high. Eventually I left.

Hole #4 was this guy on a bench in one of the public play rooms. Had his cummy ass up taking cock without looking back to see who it was. I know this guy from NYC was in town and had something on Craigslist saying he’d be there that afternoon. I suspect it was him. I fucked him at MAL a year and a half ago. Problem was his hole was totally loose – didn’t grip my dick at all. So I didn’t spend too long fucking him.

As I was standing around after hole #4 this little meathead body builder came up and asked if I had a room. He became hole #5. He was short but HUGE with a nice uncut dick. The best way to describe him is that you’d take all the attributes of a pit bull and put them in a human and you’d have this guy. He had this really wide head (like a pit bull) that matched his ‘roided body. Had almost zero body fat. He was VERY hot – sorta my trophy fuck of the day – too bad I wasn’t up for another load.  Anyway, he wanted to sit on my dick – first with his back to me, then face to face. He was really affectionate. At one point he asked if I liked to smoke. A good friend of mine is a bodybuilder and says a lot of bodybuilders get into chem sex – so that sorta fit. Then he got on all fours and I pounded him and gave him a good fuck. At one point I thought he said “Dios Mio” and I thought ‘oh, he’s Latino’ – before that I would have guessed his ethnicity to be Eastern European or something. Anyway, I think I wore him out and eventually he left.

Then I walked around a bit more and came across this hot guy in a sling (hole #6) being worked over by two guys – one on each side, but neither one was paying attention to his ass. He was sucking one guy’s dick. I tentatively approached and played with his ass a bit. I lubed his hole with spit and slowly shoved in. No protests – so I kept fucking him and gradually picked up the pace. It was sorta dark and I never could see his face clearly. Seemed to have a hot body though. Didn’t fuck him for too long. When I left another guy took my place.

My boyfriend had gone along and wasn’t having much of any luck. The car needed a new muni meter ticket, I had sorta had my fill, and he was fine with leaving, so I did one more round… I saw hole #4 on the bench again. This heavily tattooed Asian guy was standing near him. The Asian guy got down on his knees and gave me a nice blowjob. I felt a little bad for the hole – I think we were slightly blocking tops from getting to him. Finally I had enough of a blow job and wanted to fuck the hole again (wasn’t 100% sure it was the same guy). I had to lose the Asian guy and swing around again. It was the same hole (loose), so I only fucked him for maybe 30 seconds.

Then I got dressed, took a piss and we left…

I just wish NYC had a good bathhouse…