Load 2008-24

[For those of you who care. With this load I’ve given as many loads as I did in 2007 and more than I did in 2006. And with getting my dick in 32 new holes this year, I’m way over where I was in ’06/07 (26/23, respectively). Things seem slow this year ’cause I did so well seeding so much hole last year… But there’s still 3 months in the year and so I should give about 32 holes this year if things stay the same. Yeah, that’s half of what I did last year, but it’s still not that bad…]

So I was supposed to hookup with Jayson Park this afternoon, but that didn’t work out ’cause early in the afternoon turned out to be busy for me and he couldn’t do later. So later in the afternoon I was horny and when my bf went off to work I got online to see if there was any hole to fuck. There were a few prospects, but the Brazilian guy I’ve fucked a bunch of times was on and since he was pretty close it was easiest to hookup with him. It had been almost 10 months since I’d fucked him…

So he comes over, we get naked, he sucks my dick, and then lays on the bed to get fucked. When he was sucking my dick I was sorta having the opposite reaction you’d hope – my dick was sensitive and the blowjob was a bit awkward. But that wasn’t a problem when I went to fuck him. He had prelubed his hole and I put a little extra lube on my dick and slid right in. He’s such a regular guy, you’d never guess he likes going around getting guys to cum in his ass. It’s sorta hot… It all felt quite good, and it didn’t take me long to drop my load in his hole.

I hadn’t taken a pill, so when I came that was pretty much the end of it. We laid there and talked for a bit. A lot has changed for both of us in 10 months… Then he was off to meet someone (with my load dripping out of his ass). Wonder if the guy he’s meeting will fuck him and use my cum for lube?

Load 2009-24

So I was sitting here this afternoon writing up those hookups I just posted and it got me boned. I hadn’t really thought about hooking up today. I jacked off 3 times yesterday and didn’t know if I could even cum today. In fact I had tried to jack off earlier in the day and couldn’t cum. And if you had asked me earlier in the day if I’d be up for hooking up I would have said ‘no’. I was recovering from having 5 rather strong margaritas last night and not particularly horny. But still when I got boned I figured I’d see what was out there.

And what do you know – when I looked in the new member list there was a guy that showed he was 0 miles from me. He had about 20 views of his profile and he was online, so I said ‘hi’ and one thing led to another and he wanted me to come over for a blindfolded hookup. His pics weren’t all that great, but anonymous holes always get me going so I decided to head over.

I delayed it a little ’cause I had just taken part of a pill and wanted it to kick in. Also, my boyfriend had a trick in the bedroom so I couldn’t get in there to change my clothes. I waited and waited but my boyfriend never came out of the bedroom (he spent over 3 hours with the guy). I looked like hell. I’m way overdue for a haircut and look messy. On top of that I had thrown this a t-shirt from Uniqlo that I literally put on ’cause it was Saturday and I didn’t think I needed to look good ’cause I wasn’t going anywhere. And I didn’t have any socks and didn’t have a cockring. But I went anyway ’cause I figured the guy would be blindfold and never see me anyway – so what I looked like really didn’t matter.

He was just a few blocks away. I head over and the door is open and I just push in. It’s an alcove studio and he’s on the bed on all fours with his hole in the air. Sweet. He was naked except for running shoes and a blindfold. For some reason I kick off my shoes but otherwise stay dressed. I pull my dick out and get on my knees and eat out his hole. Nice hole. He just lays there and moans contentedly.

I get him lubed with spit and stand up and start to fuck him, but he wants a little more lube, so I oblige. All I could see is his back ass and legs. I’m not quite sure the best words to describe it, but he just looked like a sweet piece of meat – a great piggy hole.

Curiously, it didn’t take long at all to cum in his ass. It’s weird. I sorta expected problems, but didn’t have any. Since I had taken a pill I stayed hard after I came. I just slowly fucked his hole. He liked it when I’d pull almost completely out and push back in. That felt pretty great as well – it was like he had folds in his ass that would flop one way and then the other and massage my dick in the process.

He liked it when I’d put all my weight on him. I was just thinking it would be a quick pump-and-dump but it was turning into more than that. When we rolled over on our sides and I continued to fuck him I noticed that he had these wonderful hairy runners legs. I also really liked his little hands – they were small but masculine. Given his little hands I was expecting a little dick, but that wasn’t the case at all. He wasn’t hard but it was clear he had this big meaty uncut cock… Beyond that he has this tough piggy look to him. He had a closely clipped head. He was balding, but it worked on him. His face was pot marked from acne, but somehow it was hot on him (like the guy in Connecticut I used to fuck)… All in all he reminded me of the guys from Bareback That Hole – they’re regular guys with plenty of “imperfections” but somehow those imperfections just make them hotter and piggier.

He also wanted me to piss in his ass, but I just couldn’t manage it. And I could tell he wanted me to hang around a bit, and I did for a little while. We kept stopping and he’d give me awesome blowjobs. But finally I had sorta had enough and didn’t want to draw it out to the point where a great hookup became unpleasant, so I ate his well fucked ass a little and then headed out.

Load 2009-23

An Asian guy I fucked three years ago contacted me and said he was in town again and wanted to hookup. The last time hadn’t gone all that well and I hadn’t cum in his ass. I sorta knew it wasn’t going to be the best fuck, but something in me wanted to finish was I had started and give him my load, so I arranged a time for him to come over. [This actually happened over 3 weeks ago.]

The funny part was the guy who was working for me was over that day. I didn’t tell him I was hooking up with someone. The Asian guy called me when he was outside and I buzzed him in. He didn’t ring the bell, so I don’t think the guy working for me knew I was fucking someone in the other room. I was just gone for a little while and then I was back…

He arrived and was pretty much what I remembered. Let’s just say I think he was more into me than I was into him. It’s been so long now I actually forget some of the details. If I remember correctly he seemed a little reluctant to suck my dick. We got down to sex pretty quickly and at that point he was just a hole to me. My goal was just to finish what I started and make him take my load.

In the middle of fucking him he said he wanted me to pull out and give him my load in his mouth. I don’t do that – if a bottom gets my load it’s always in his ass, so I just didn’t say anything and kept fucking him. He’s ex-Military so he does what he’s told and takes what he’s given and likes a little force. I just pinned him to the bed and fucked him with zero tenderness. I could tell he sorta wanted it a little more gentle, but also liked it the way it was… When I was ready, I came in his ass. I came pretty quickly and I knew he wanted me to fuck him longer, but it just wasn’t going to happen.

Then he wanted to be kiss and be all tender but he had really bad breath and I just couldn’t deal with it, so I told him I needed to get back to work  and wrapped things up. He texted me a few days later wanting to hook up again, but I wasn’t feeling the need. He’d gotten my load and I wasn’t really looking to give him another one…

This past Monday I was pretty horny and kept looking at the hookup sites during the day. One of the guys who works for me (porn name Brad Ramsey – he’s only done photos so far – no video) was over and I figured I’d hookup after he left for the day. I took part of a pill and the funny part was my boyfriend told me I looked flushed and asked if I were hot. I didn’t want to discuss the fact that I was planning on hooking up in front of Brad, so I just brushed off the comment.

One of the guys who was looking to hookup was the guy who had 3 tops over and then came before the tops got off. I wouldn’t have really bothered with him except for the fact that Brad told me a while back that the guy was one of his friends/fuck buds, so I figured maybe we could do a 3way… I first checked with the bottom and he seemed up for it – sorta maybe. I’ll sorta cut to the chase and say he was non-committal and seemed a bit flakey. But then I asked Brad about it and long story short he convinced the guy to come over. (By this time my bf had left for work).

The bottom arrived and for reasons I won’t go into I figured we’d hookup in the bedroom we use as an office. There’s no bed there, so I went and got a towel, poppers and lube so we could do it on the floor… Brad stripped down and I was surprised – he had a THICK cock. The two of them were totally into each other – you could tell they liked each other and had good sexual chemistry. I figured I’d concentrate on the bottom’s ass, so I rimmed him a bit.

When I was hard and he was wet I lubed up some more and started fucking him. I did notice that he jacked his cock constantly and I was worried there would be a repeat of last time where he would come before we would and that would be the end of it. But I figured Brad knew him well enough to prevent that, so I didn’t say anything.

Then we swapped and Brad fucked him. Then someone suggested he get double fucked. So I laid on my back, the bottom sat on my dick, and then Brad got behind him and pushed in. I swear the bottom was really irritating me by this point. He didn’t seem to understand the fact that if he went forward I’d pull out of his ass. I had to push back on his hips with all my might to keep my dick in him.

Meanwhile he’s jacking his dick and then he cums and wants it to stop! Brad and I looked at each other with this “you gotta be kidding” sort of expressions on our face. But that was it.

Needless to say, there won’t be a 3rd time with that bottom. I might make an exception if Brad presents the bottom with his hands tied in a way that he can’t jack off, but seriously – I’m so over fucking him. He’s literally oblivious to the fact that the top needs to enjoy the hookup as well.

So that was over and everyone left and I was looking for someone to fuck. I didn’t really feel like traveling – at least not very far. Eventually a guy wanted to hookup who I’d hooked up with a few times before. He’s an interesting case… I won’t go into that much detail but lets just say there are things about our lives that are similar to the point that I even introduced him to my bf earlier this year and then we ran into him again later. I should also mention that thanks to the fact that there’s way too much information about people online I’m pretty sure the downturn in the economy has hit him pretty hard.

So I go down to his place, but by this time I haven’t eaten enough and I’m starting to get a little headachey. On top of that I left quickly and forgot to bring my cockring. It wouldn’t have been an issue a hour or two before, but the bottom line was I wasn’t 100% “there”…

I show up and there’s basically no chit-chat, even though we now know each other on more than a sexual level. That’s fine – figured he wanted to stick to sex. I take off all but my shirt and socks and start eating out his ass. I gotta say his hole was sweet. Frankly a lot better than the other bottom from earlier that evening. I was enjoying myself, so I took my time. Eventually I was ready to fuck and I got him up on the bed and started fucking him.

The blow by blow isn’t as interesting as the fact that the whole time we were having sex he avoided looking at me – even when we were face to face and he was riding my cock. It didn’t take long to realize he just wanted to get fucked. He probably would have preferred someone random anonymous top who he’d never met and would never see again. I gave him a pretty good fuck, but he needed a lot more and a lot harder fuck than I was up for.

The room was warm and I was literally dripping with sweat. After I got his bed all wet at one point by laying on it I was a bit self-conscious and didn’t want to keep getting his bed wet with sweat. The little things I’d do that were a bit tender he never responded to. All he responded to was getting fucked and used like a hole. All in all the chemistry got to the point where it was just off, so I wrapped things up and left. For a variety of reasons I never did cum…

So yeah, it was a bit of a bummer of an evening, but that just is what it is. There’s been a lot on my mind lately. It looks like we’re going to be moving in a month – and all the decisions around that are really distracting. I’m not sure we can afford to buy what we’d really like and we’re not sure about the compromises in what we can afford. It’s a major decision and pretty complicated with no clear choices. On top of everything else, it looks like we’ll be in a rental for a while between places and I’m not looking forward to moving twice or living in a rental I don’t really like.

Back when Obama was running there were people who just couldn’t stand the thought of him getting elected – Obama gave them the willies. Back then I wondered out loud if racism wasn’t the reason for that type of opposition and a few of you slammed me for saying it. Well, it appears I wasn’t far from the mark and racism is at the root of “teabagger” movement that’s going on right now. It’s white people who can’t stand the idea that their President is black. We’re talking law and order, respect the commander and chief types who show nothing but contempt for their commander and chief. I’m not saying all teabaggers are racists, I’m saying that a good percentage of the most fervent teabaggers are indeed racists. The funny part is these people don’t like being called racists, yet there are almost no Blacks or Hispanics among them.

Take a look at this clip from Fox News – they go on and on about the race issue. They try to excuse it by saying “the majority of the US is white and middle and working class”, but the fact of the matter is the teabaggers are not representative of Americans…

So why is this relevant in the context of this blog? It’s because it’s all about bigotry and the same bigots who don’t like Obama ’cause he’s black (actually mixed race) don’t like you and me because we’re gay. George W. Bush won both elections because gay marriage was an issue in the campaign and the same haters who you see out at these protests are the same ones who got riled up back then. It’s not just about race, it’s about hatred and bigotry in general.

Those of you who are gay and support the teabaggers – please think twice. What comes around goes around and the hate you’re feeding on can come back and bite you or someone you care about in the form of gay bashing or employment discrimination.

The message here is all forms of hate and intolerance are wrong. (Intolerance of intolerance is a double negative and not the same as other forms of intolerance.) There is no room for intolerance in a civilized, multicultural society. If it doesn’t stop with us (a minority group), who is going to stop with? The sooner a live and let live attitude spreads the sooner people will stop being upset by us fucking in bars or sex clubs… The problem is the teabagger movement shows that’s a long way off. Many of those people aren’t going to change their minds, but their kids and grandkids might…

Honestly, when I see stuff like this I just wish New England and New York could split off from the rest of the country and form our own nation… We’ll even take Quebec!

But as they say, success is the best revenge. I’ll just keep my head down, work hard, live a comfortable life, fuck who I want how I want, and thank god I live in a generally sane place like NYC…

UPDATE…

Wow, I write the post above and then it comes out a few hours later that President Carter feels the same way. He’s saying it with the experience of someone who cut his teeth in Southern politics during huge race wars. There aren’t too many other people with his level of credibility and experience who can speak on this issue. Listen to this clip – his words are worth hearing…

I think an overwhelming portion of the intensely demonstrated animosity toward President Barack Obama is based on the fact that he is a black man, that he’s African American. I live in the South, and I’ve seen the South come a long way, and I’ve seen the rest of the country that shared the South’s attitude toward minority groups at that time, particularly African Americans. And that racism inclination still exists. . . . It’s an abominable circumstance, and it grieves me and concerns me very deeply.

It’s just sad our country is going backwards like this, but in thinking about it – we’ve had some rough times in our country – we’ll get past this…

Load 2009-19

So last Sunday (just over a week ago). I wanted to fuck and I had found this one guy who seemed interested and we sorta made plans, then the guy with the incredible smooth hole contacted me and wanted me to come by. The choice between one of the best holes I’ve ever fucked and a guy I’ve never fucked was an easy one – I canceled on the new guy and went over to the guy with the incredible hole.

I drove over and it was one of those horribly humid days we’ve had the past couple weeks. I felt like I was drenched with sweat just walking the one block from where I parked to his apartment. When I got into his apartment there wasn’t any air conditioning on but luckily when I got back to his room he had the air conditioning on. He’s a sweet guy, but lives a humble life. His room was tiny – just slightly larger than the queen sized bed he had in it. Amazingly the air conditioner wasn’t getting the tiny space all that cool…

We made out, got naked, he blew me, I rimmed him, and fucked him… It was a pretty standard fuck. Other than the fact that his hole was indeed incredible there’s not a lot to talk about. But while I was fucking him I was getting really sweaty. When we stopped and laid down I managed to leave a huge sweat spot on his sheets. It was a little embarrassing, but he seemed OK with it.

I know he likes getting fucked for a longer period of time so I was hoping I would get hard and be able to continue fucking him, but long story short I hung around a while but never really got hard enough to fuck again. I’m not the type who just “hangs out”, so after a while I left.

The bottom’s got a bunch of free time the next few weeks – need to get a few more loads in there!