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So the Latino I’ve been fucking on and off for 5 years wanted to hookup last Thursday. I’ve fucked him a fair amount over the years, but it’s always been at his place and it’s always the same routine – he’s ass up on all fours on his bed just inside the door and doesn’t look at me until I’ve blown my load in his ass. This time he was game for coming to my place which was perfect ’cause I was horny ’cause I’d been working on porn all day, but was tired and didn’t have the energy to travel.

He had problems with the subway and a trip which should have taken 45 minutes took an hour and a half, but he finally got here. It was funny seeing him in clothes. He’s always been in just a jockstrap when I’ve fucked him before. He came in, had a big grin/smile on his face, got naked and got on my bed on all fours, face down, ass up – just like always. It was funny seeing his balls – they hung down really low.

I ate out his ass, but didn’t taste the other two loads he had up there. Then I fucked him. I was horny so it didn’t last long but he got a nice big load…

We laid around and chatted for a bit. Knowing he likes anonymous sex I suggested he try going to the park next to where I live. It’s really cruisey. The surrounding neighborhoods are largely Dominican and Dominican guys don’t have a problem fucking other guys and still considering themselves straight – so the park is pretty good for bottoms who want to get fucked (or give a blowjob). I don’t go there much at all ’cause I don’t want neighbors seeing me go into the park and plus it’s not as good for tops as it is for bottoms.

I was surprised when he said he wasn’t really into parks and didn’t really know how to hookup in them. I told him to think of them as a raunchy cruise bar. Just be assertive and you’ll get what you want. He said he’d try it out. The next day he texted me saying he didn’t stay long, but he got fucked by three guys and got their loads. Not bad for not staying long. I wonder if that will turn him on to taking loads in parks. He doesn’t live that far from the Rambles… He could get a lot of loads that way if he wanted to.

Next time I think I’ll have him come up, hang out for an hour or more in the park and then bring me his cummy hole to fuck – then he can go back to the park. Or maybe I’ll find him in the park and fuck him there…

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[I’m really behind on writing things up. I’ll try to catch up over the next couple days…]

There’s a guy who has bee hitting me up on Adam4Adam for over a year – probably closer to two years. It was mostly a scheduling thing, but I also just didn’t get a clear vibe off his pics and profile and while I thought he’d probably be a good hole, I wasn’t sure if he was someone who was worth going out of my way for…

Well, we finally hooked up Saturday afternoon and I should have gone out of my way a long time ago… 😉  Initial impressions were that he was attractive, thin, and sorta preppy. We got undressed he had a great body – better than his pics. He got down and sucked my cock briefly, then I bent him over and rimmed his smooth hairless hole. He had the type of hole that looked like it was “experienced” but well maintained, if you know what I mean. He was perfectly clean and it was fun to eat out his hole…

Then he made it clear that he was up for more than just fucking. I forget exactly how he said it, but I remember him mentioning hoods and a few other things. That wasn’t what I was expecting, so I sorta had to scramble a bit. Went over to the chest by the side of the bed where I had my “toys” (the ones that aren’t in storage). He was laying on his belly on the bed and I just pulled things out and put them on him… collar, wrist restraints (locked together with a heavy lock), ankle restraints, a spreader bar between his legs, and a spandex hood over his face.

Even though he was all hooded and bound I wanted to start with just fucking him. I haven’t used my spreader bar in a long time. The thing I like about it is that I can have the bottom’s legs up in position that is easy to manage. I can either hold the bar with one hand or if I lean forward I can control it with my shoulders. Honestly I feel like I’ve become a one trick pony lately in that I always cum with the bottom on his belly. I was surprised how good it felt using the spreader bar. I mean the guy had a great hole, but it was rubbing my dick better than it usually does when the bottom has his legs in the air. I think part of it is that I can control the height of the guy’s hole by controlling his legs.

Anyway, felt good, but finally I flipped him over, legs still spread with the spreader bar, and fucked him. Given that he had a hood on it was pretty impersonal – like he was just a piece of meat. But I like it like that. One thing I have gotten into is fucking a guy from an angle. It feels different and on some guys it feels really great. It wasn’t all that long before I blew my load up his hole.

After I came he told me he wanted to clean off my dick, which is exactly what I had in mind… Then he wanted me to use my finger to get cum out of his ass and feed it to him, but I had been thinking before he got there that my finger nails needed trimming, so I didn’t really want to try that. I felched his hole a bit and then stuck my finger in but gave up quickly – afraid I was going to rip his ass with my fingernail.

So in terms of fucking I was sorta done, but I had a hot guy in restraints ass up on my bed so I couldn’t just stop there. I went over to the toy chest and pulled out a butt plug, spit on it and shoved it up his cummy ass. I then pulled out a small rubber paddle and a small wood paddle and tried them on him. But I could tell by the way he was reacting to them that it wasn’t pleasant for him. I don’t know what made me think he’d like flogging if he didn’t like paddling, but I figured I’d try. I think part of it was just me being insistent. So I got my softest flogger (made of deer skin) and started trying to flog him.

Flogging him was a little tricky given his position on the bed. I was having a hard time with my aim. Then when I figured out the aim part the flogger started sticking to the sweat on my back, so I had to grab my t-shirt and put it back on. Then I was able to get in a groove and did pretty well with landing the flogger where it was supposed to go.

At first he was pretty quiet and didn’t really react one way or the other. Flogging is partly about endurance. The experience changes as time goes on. I kept checking in with him and he seemed to be fine with it. Then there was a point at which I could tell he was more than “fine” with it – he was actually enjoying it. I was hitting him harder and harder with the flogger and if anything his reaction became more and more positive. Finally I was hitting him about as hard as I could with that flogger so I asked him if he wanted to step up to a different flogger that might hurt more. He seemed game for it, so I started light with that one.

As I hit harder and harder he just got more and more into it. At one point he said “I’m afraid to say this, but I’m actually really loving the pain”. That’s just what I wanted to hear. I love inflicting pain (if the bottom likes it as well), so I hit him harder. 😉  That got me sorta hard, so I pulled out the butt plug to fuck him. As I did this squirt of cum flew out of his ass and landed on my fingers. Of course, I licked it off my fingers – couldn’t let it go to waste! But when I went to fuck him I wasn’t really ready to fuck, so I stopped pretty quickly and went back to flogging.

I figured if he liked getting his ass flogged he’d like getting his back flogged. So I removed the spreader bar, took some art off the wall and had him stand up and lean against the wall. But he didn’t really like having his back flogged. Said he was very anally oriented and just wanted his ass flogged, so I put him back on the bed with his ass up on the edge of the bed. It was a pretty sight seeing his puckered fuck hole exposed like that. Later he told me he liked having the butt plug in ’cause every time the flogger it the butt plug would send the force deeper in his hole. But personally I liked seeing his hole winking at me.

I could tell he was really getting into it so I was hitting pretty much as hard as I could and making the sets longer and longer. The harder I hit him and the longer it went on the more he seemed to like it. After a while though I knew that if I kept going I’d stop enjoying it, so I wound it down and laid down beside him. We talked a bit and I could tell he was hungry for more, but I was sorta at my limit, so we talked.

At one point he was telling me how his ex used to fist him all weekend long – to the point that his hole would get sore and he couldn’t take anymore at which point his boyfriend was frustrated and wanted more, so they’d have guys over and sometimes his boyfriend would get fucked  – which is one of the messages I remember getting from him last year – wanting me to come over and fuck both of them… He asked me if I was into fisting and I said I’d never gotten into it ’cause I have really big hands. He didn’t seem to think that would be a problem and said his hole is really good about guiding a top’s fist… So maybe next time I’ll get to fist someone for the first time!

That discussion got me hard and so I lifted up his legs and just started fucking him again. It went on for a little while, but then that also wound down. We talked a little more and then I sorta wrapped things up. I could tell he could have gone on and on, but my bf was out in the living room and it had gone on pretty long (for me).

Oh, and next time I think he’ll be up for me videotaping it. Should be fun!

Got this e-mail this morning and thought there might be a few of you in SoCal who can help this twink out in his quest for poz cum…

Hi my name is *** I was looking at BB shit today and came across your blog, k I know this is weird, but I’ve been trying for like a year to find a hot top to poz me my residence is ***, california aka orange county, seeing as it seems like you talk to people everywhere or at least know a few maybe you can help me I know it seems easy but I want it to be with a guy who is at least under 33, only because I want it to be really hot I want him to want to poz me and that’s the whole point of fucking me, long story short I’ve been trying to find a guy for a little over a year and have been unsuccessful, so if you could help me, refer me 2 someone or idk really but its my biggest fantasy, I’ve wanted to do this for 3 years took 2 to think about and 1 to start looking.

If you want to contact him, his e-mail is: [removed]

And for all of you who are appalled by this… Notice the part where he’s been thinking about it for 3 years… It’s not like he’s made the decision lightly nor is is likely he’ll stay neg once he’s made the decision to get pozzed after that much thinking about it…

Here are some pics of him. Had to crop out his face, but he really is pretty cute…

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UPDATE: The twink asked me to take things down, that he’s “got things covered now”….

Load 2009-18

There’s a Latino who’s been hitting me up for a while. He doesn’t have any pics on BBRT so I sorta told him I wasn’t interested unless I could see pics. So apparently he searched for me on Adam4Adam until he found me. He’s got pics there and so I liked what I saw and was interested in hooking up… Once again he was really persistent in sending me messages, but he finally got what he was looking for 😉 and we hooked up last night.

I didn’t realize where he was located. I asked him if he could get here by 7 or so ’cause I really didn’t want to hookup much later. He made it sound like he’d leave soon, so I waited. He got here closer to 8 and had to take a car service to get here. On the good side, when he did show up he was pretty much exactly like his pics.

Anyway, we kissed a bit and then he went down on me and sucked my dick. I hadn’t taken a pill that day – the partial pill I took the day before was still having an effect – though the effects were waning… He got me pretty hard and like the guy the night before liked forcing my dick down his throat.

Before he did much more he asked if I was neg. I said ‘yes’, and he asked “are you sure?”, and I said ‘yeah’ (my last test was late may – so I’m about as certain as anyone will be answering that question). It’s been a long time since a bottom asked me if I was neg. Most “neg” bareback bottoms don’t really care or don’t want to think about it… I wonder what the guy would have done if I had said “probably” or “I think so” or “not sure”… Would he have left? I’m guessing he would have asked for a rubber. Then what would he have done when I had refused?

When I was nice and hard he jumped up, pulled out his camera and asked me to take pics of my dick in his ass. He wanted to have pics he could put on BBRT. Taking pics was fine with me – especially if it will help a neg bottom get more cum in his ass! Long story short at first I thought I was taking pics, but wasn’t actually taking any. Then he wanted me to take them differently. I’m not sure if his objective was to get fucked or have pics taken…

Either way I did finally get my dick inside him… He had a nice hole with one exception – he had recently shaved ass and there was stubble. Now mind you, his “smooth” ass looked great in pics, but personally I would have preferred a hairy ass that was less like sandpaper – but it was a small distraction. Honestly I’ve fucked asses that were a lot more stubbly – it wasn’t really that bad.

I fucked him bent over the bed for a bit, then pushed him onto the bed and fucked him doggy style and finally more on his belly with me at a bit of an angle and then with me lined up with him.

Of course, he had to interrupt things for more pics, but then we got back into it. At one point he asked if I’d pull out and cum on his hole. I get SO tired hearing neg bottoms ask for that… I know they’re trying to avoid getting cum in their ass. So I just kept fucking him knowing I’d probably have to cum quietly so he wouldn’t squirm away from my dick as I’m about to cum.

As I got really close I had a bit of a dilemma… Usually I have to stop (or slow down drastically) and then I cum, but if I stopped he’ll pull off my dick. Just as I’m about to cum he detects things are different for me. He tries to turn around and I’m thinking to myself – fucker! he’s going to screw up my orgasm, but actually it worked really well… He turned around a bit and asked me if I just came. As he’s asking the question I hadn’t, so I say ‘no’, but right at that moment I feel myself unloading in him. So I correct my answer and say he just got my load. He didn’t seem all that bothered by having just taken my load. He might have just wanted a pic of s cummy hole – don’t really know. But if he wanted a pic of a cummy hole he should have said so – that I would have been up for 😉

The bottom line is that he was a bit of a controlling bottom and likes things his way. That doesn’t always work for the top. In this case it lead to a hookup that was OK, but not as good as it could have been. I did cum, but it was sorta anti-climatic. Afterwards, we rolled over and he had me shove a few fingers in his now cummy ass as he jacked off. When he came I licked some of it up – it was nice and tangy… 😉

He took a shower and then left. He seemed like he was in a bit of a hurry, or he was nervous or something. Not sure what was going on… He asked me to call a car service. They quoted $15 to get to his place, but then he texted me and said the driver charged him $20. Oh, and on the way down he lost the stylus for his phone in the taxi on the way here. So he spent close to $40 and lost a stylus, all for a so-so hookup. But he got his pics and wants to hookup again. Maybe next time he’ll be less nervous.

Load 2009-17

I’ve fucked some great holes this year despite not fucking all that much. Jayson Park and Christian from Treasure Island spring to mind… But I think the guy last night beat even those guys… It was like his entire body was an extension of his hole. He was smooth all over (except a little below the knee), which meant his hole was hairless. But his ass was perfectly built for fucking – I could tell even before I fucked him…

Let me back up and start over… I’ve been on Recon.com lately. Tried it out for IML and it was a bit of a bust then (not sure why since there should have been thousands of Recon guys just in the hotel I was in), but when I got back to NY things started picking up – which wasn’t what I was expecting at all. A lot of the guys on the site want safe sex. When you search for barebackers you don’t get many profiles returned, but what I’ve figured out is a lot of guys just leave the field blank and you can’t search for blank values…

The thing I like about Recon is that it’s got the more extreme crowd. Guys you can literally beat up and get a “thank you SIR” in return. One guy who lives not far from my sees himself as a dog in a human body and has had some pretty extreme puppy training – to the point that he now craves dog shit (which goes beyond my level of comfort and then some)… Anyway, I digress..

So this Latino hits me up. He’s got himself listed in the “leather” section so I suspected he wasn’t all that hardcore, but his pics looked good enough and he seemed like he’d be a good fuck. When he said “Wednesday evening” days in advance he seemed serious enough, so I put him on my calendar. Wednesday morning he confirmed so it looked like one of the few hookups that are scheduled in advance that actually happen.

7pm comes and the buzzer rings, but it’s the wife of the straight guy who’s in having drinks with my boyfriend – she forgot her keys and wanted to be let into the building. All I can think is “Great – I want to be in leather gear when I answer the door for my trick, but I’ll open the door and see my straight neighbors…”

I should mention that about that time I was starting to think if he didn’t show up it would be fine with me. I had jacked off twice the day before and wasn’t completely in the mood to fuck and even though I had taken part of a pill, I didn’t know how I’d perform. But just as I was composing a tweet to say that, the bell rang. He was 15 minutes late, but that turned out to be a good thing since it the neighbors were out of sight by then.

He comes in and looks pretty much like his pics. He had more South American Indian in him than most Latinos. When he told me he was from Peru that sorta made sense. But it was a good mix – he lacked the unattractive body that most South American Indians have… He took off his clothes and had a great little body. Imagine a slightly muscled body covered with just a little fat making him soft and solid at the same time. All in a hot little Latino package that was smooth pretty much all over. I could just tell he was going to be a good fuck. Given my mood I didn’t know if I could cum, but I knew I’d have fun fucking him…

While he stripped naked I kept my clothes on. I was wearing a leather bar vest, jeans, and my Wesco boots. He liked how I looked and I figured it would be more interesting for him to keep my clothes on… I asked him what he was into (since we did meet on Recon), and the bottom line was not much – pretty much vanilla sex, but he liked the men he found on Recon – big masculine guys – especially guys in leather…

He sucked my dick for a while. At first I thought I thought he wasn’t a very good cocksucker ’cause I kept feeling his teeth, but then I realized he liked deep throating. He’d get down deep on my dick and just stay there… That sorta gave me license to back him up against the footboard of the bed and force my dick down his throat. That was a little much for him, so I backed off…

I didn’t have him over for a blowjob so soon had him legs up on the bed and I ate out his hole. It smelled freshly washed. It was perfectly smooth and his ass just curved into his hole perfectly like a soft man cunt. I could tell he was perfectly clean and sucked away at his ass… It was truly sweet…

That progressed to me spitting on his hole and shoving in. He felt as good as I thought he would. He was warm, silky and soft – with just a touch of tightness. In other words an absolutely perfect hole. When I said earlier that his whole body accentuated his hole what I meant was that his body had the same characteristics as his hole… Smooth body, smooth hole. Lightly muscled body with a small layer of fat, and his hole was soft yet had muscular control… In other words what my dick was feeling matched the sensations from the rest of my body…

I was still fully clothed which the bottom seem to really like. He liked the sensation of my jeans on his bare skin. After a bit I flipped him over sort half on his belly and fucked him from the side a bit. Felt really good – incredible actually. He was a bit of a moaner, but not too loud… And he was using poppers almost constantly…

Then finally I put him completely on his belly and really pounded the shit out of his hole. There was a point when, if I hadn’t cum twice the day before, I would have blasted my load up his hole. It was like a dry orgasm. I’m guessing he got a little bit of cum right then, but not the full deal… I mentioned that I didn’t cum and he said “Good – don’t want you to cum too soon”. For probably the next 30 minutes I’d pound him hard, then go slow while I caught my breath, then pound him hard again, then catch my breath…

That kept going on but I was totally overheating and when I’m overheated I definitely can’t cum. So we rolled over on our sides with my dick still in his ass and took more of a rest, but then took off my vest to cool down a bit and pushed him on his belly and fucked him some more… Then we rolled on our side again… And so on… Finally I was just too exhausted and as we laid there talking my dick got soft and fell out of his ass.

I figured that was pretty much it, but then he went back to sucking my dick – trying to get it hard again. After a bit of that I had him  lay on top of me so I could eat out his hole while he sucked me. After a while that got me hard again and I went back to fucking him.

As I expected I got overheated and slowed down after a bit. I mentioned that I probably wouldn’t be able to cum, and then went back to fucking him. As I started back I was thinking of how excellent he’d be at a sex club – the tops would love the feel of his ass. I asked him what the most loads were that he’d gotten in a night – he said 10 loads – years ago at the East Side Club (a bathhouse here in NY that caters to older, stocky guys, sorta like me). I could just see him in action. He was really digging my big bearish body – I could just see him totally getting into all the guys at East Side Club… Somehow that thought got me to cum and I blasted a nice big load up his hole… 😉

We chatted a little more. I learned where he grew up, how long he’d been in NY and that he works at one of the top restaurants in the City. Good guy. Hope he becomes a regular!

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Yesterday this sub bottom on Recon wanted to hookup. Said he was a fuck up and screwed up everything in his life and needed some discipline. He said he was up for being videotaped, so I went through the trouble of decluttering the bedroom, setting up the lights, making sure the cameras were charged and I had tapes for them, etc. Then he didn’t show. Didn’t answer calls or texts, etc… Yeah, he does screw up everything. He’ll get one more shot and he will be pretty brutally disciplined for fucking up this time (but he wants that)… [Actually, been in the mood a lot lately to really beat the shit out of someone (who’s into that)… Gotta get myself a sub who’s really into abuse…]

My bf had a hookup scheduled and we had to go downtown afterwards to pick up this little table he had bought the day before, so I figured I’d hookup with someone on my way down. There were a couple of options but the one that worked out quickest was the Latino on the Upper West Side that I’ve been fucking for over 5 years now. He’s been a dependable cumhole on MANY occasions…

So I show up and he’s like he always is, on all fours – ass up head down right inside the door. He really gets into just being an anonymous cumhole. He’s got a t-shirt on and a jockstrap. Like usual the one negative is that when I start rimming his hole I taste the lube he’s put there, but I still rim him for a while before I go to fuck him. It’s more comfortable to have him on his belly so I push him down and fuck him that way.

I had taken a part of a pill and was nice and hard. It felt great being in him and it wasn’t long before he was getting my nutt deep in him. Having fucked him so many times I know the thing he loves is feeling my weight on top of him after we fuck. We did that for a while then I rolled us onto our sides and we talked for a bit with my still hard dick up his ass.

The chat was interesting. I hadn’t realized that he had a boyfriend, who co-incidentally he met about the same time I started fucking him 5 years ago. And on top of that he mentioned the boyfriend was a big stocky white guy – sorta like me, which explains why the bottom has always seemed to have a thing for me. We chatted about a lot of things – he’s going to MAL in January… Stuff like that…

As we talked I was still pretty hard and the conversation would get interrupted every now and then for him sucking my dick, or riding me, or me fucking him… It was a nice relaxed hookup, but finally I needed to get downtown to meet my boyfriend, so I left and went on my way…