Load 2009-31

Admittedly, I haven’t been doing very well in the fucking department. Lots of distractions – really busy with work, plus the whole real estate thing – trying to find another place to live… There is progress on the real estate front, but nothing is finalized yet – so more on that later.

In the last month I’ve fucked 3 guys a total of 4 times and two of those were today and yesterday, so things have been really slow. The one yesterday I got a video of, so I need to do some video editing on that before I write it up.

Today I did another quickie with the Italian daddy who comes over on a pretty regular basis. It was sorta funny ’cause I still had the lights all set up from shooting the video yesterday, but he didn’t even notice them (or at least didn’t say anything). I mean they’re big professional lights – I’m not sure how you could miss them…

He started with a blowjob and unfortunately it was another one of his toothy blowjobs that get to be a bit painful after a while. I was pretty horny and the partial pill I took yesterday was still doing it’s job, so the bad blowjob didn’t really ruin it for me or anything, but after a little while I went and got the lube and then just fucked him.

It’s gotten pretty routine with him – I put him on his belly and pound him until I cum. This time he pushed his ass up a bit in the middle of fucking him. Normally that can be problematic with a lot of bottoms, but it worked and his ass felt really great and it wasn’t long before I blew my load up his hole.

He asked if he could suck my cock and he cleaned it off really well and I thought he was going to jack off, but he stopped and that was sorta the end of it.

I did ask him how long he knew he liked to get fucked. Turns out he’s always known even though “Catholic guilt” resulted in him getting married and having kids and only recently really coming out and being gay. For such a total bottom it’s surprising he’d wait so long… Next time I’ll ask him how much sex he had with guys when he was married…

Load 2009-29

The other day I wasn’t really feeling like I was in the mood to hookup, but I was sorta horny and figured I could cum if I tried. I didn’t really want to have someone come over only to have it not go well, so when my Italian daddy fuck buddy e-mailed me I figured he’d be perfect. After all he made a huge shitty mess of my bathroom last time, so he owes me…

I e-mail back and as usual, he’s at my place a half hour later. He’s so eager and dependable – there’s something to be said for that… I take him to the bedroom, we take off our clothes (I leave my shirt on), and he starts sucking my dick. Thing was the blowjob just wasn’t doing it for me, so I had him get on all fours on the bed and I ate him out. Rimming his ass wasn’t really what I was in the mood for either, but it got me harder than the blowjob…

As soon as I was hard enough to fuck I lubed up my dick and shoved in. He was really just there so I could dump my load and I came a few minutes later. I felt just a little guilty it was such a quick fuck, so we laid there and I felt his furry muscular pecs while he jacked off. It took him no time to cum.

We talked a little bit – mostly while he was putting on his clothes. The poor guy has been unemployed for over a year. Frankly, this is the age of the Internet – there’s no excuse for not working in some manner – sell something on eBay, start a blog – do something… Still he’s a generation older than me and not as Internet savvy as I am…

He was out the door about 15 minutes after he got there… But he’s perfectly happy being a pump-and-dump hole for me, and I’m glad he likes it – ’cause that’s my mood sometimes.

Load 2009-28

Not sure what it is with all the neg bottoms hitting me up, but another one hit me up on Adam4Adam the other day. They almost never discuss HIV status, they just come over, get fucked, and take a load. I’m guessing a lot of them are actually poz, but even one who did ask me about my status before we fucked pretty quickly went to taking all loads after that and not saying anything about HIV status in his profile. Frankly, I think pretty much all sexually active bareback bottoms (and versatile guys) will become poz after not too long – taking loads is a lot like pledging a fraternity, but what’s with so many poz bottoms saying they’re neg?

This guy lived nearby, so he came over. His pictures made him look a bit rough/unfriendly, and honestly he sorta matched his pics (unfortunate genetics), though when he got to talking he was a sweet guy.

I had him start by giving me a blowjob and he was definitely an experienced cocksucker. Great blowjob and he sorta whimpered as was sucking dick. He totally got off on it. Well, he did and he didn’t ’cause the whole time he was with me his dick never got hard – not even got a serious chubbie.

As he was sucking my dick I had to think non-erotic thoughts ’cause I didn’t want to cum that way or even get close. I let him suck for a while ’cause he was really enjoying it and then I put him on the bed to fuck him. It felt good fucking his hole and the whimpering and moaning continued. It was clear he absolutely LOVED bottoming, and he was just my type too – short, Latin, lean body…

It wasn’t long before I came in his ass, but I could tell he wanted more, so I just slowly fucked him. Provided I take a part of a pill before I can usually keep fucking. My dick was really sensitive, so I had to take it slow, but the pill had done it’s job and I slow fucked him for another 10 or 15 minutes.

By the end we were laying on our sides spooning with my dick slowly pumping his hole. He kept mentioning how I wasn’t anything like what he thought I’d be – that I was a lot more affectionate. I think he assumed I was just going to treat him like a piece of meat and throw him out the door after a quickie pump-and-dump. I’m perfectly OK doing that, but I could tell he wanted more. Funny that he would have been OK with an impersonal fuck.

Problem was my affection was just me being “in the moment”. There was a point when I was done and I then had to figure out how to get him out of my bed without completely ruining everything. I sat up in bed and gradually moved a bit further away from him until he suggested it was time to go.

Weird part was he went to wash up and asked for a washcloth. When I didn’t have one to give him he then wanted paper towels. I’m not sure how much cleaning up he was doing – never had anyone do such a thorough cleaning before.

This guy came over last night. I’ve fucked him a couple times before. He’s very close to where I live and is a total sub bottom. He even gets into me degrading him and treating him like a piece of meat. I wasn’t 100% horny, so I figured if it didn’t go well at least he didn’t travel far.

He comes over, we head to the bedroom, and just as we get there my real estate broker calls. I answered my phone as the guy was taking off his clothes. While I’m talking to her he gets naked and I get my pants down and I have him suck my dick while I’m talking on the phone. The news wasn’t great – we got an offer turned down and it was as high as we were going to go on that property. So it wasn’t making me think horny thoughts, but I kept him on my dick even though I wasn’t hard.

Once I got off the phone I had to get back in the mood and nothing gets me in the mood faster than rimming a clean hole. So I put him on the bed, put his legs up and started eating him out. Mind you, there’s no real conversation – he’s just a piece of meat to me.

When I’m hard I lube up my dick and stick it in. He says he’s tight and squirms around. We reposition with him on his belly, but his hole is too far from the top of his ass to fuck comfortably. So I put a pillow under his waist and get back to fucking him. It was probably a minute or two later that he says something about slowing down and not cumming. I didn’t hear it clearly and thought he was playing the same “don’t cum in my ass” game he pulled the first time I fucked him. So I kept on fucking him how I wanted.

But then less than a minute later he stops things and says he’s cum. The comment I didn’t fully hear was about him cumming – not me. Problem was he couldn’t keep getting fucked after cumming, so that sorta ended it. I then realized he’d cum all over my pillow, not the towel I had down. Oh well.

Well, I guess it’s good I can fuck the cum out of someone, but I don’t like the fact that I didn’t cum.

Load 2009-27

Well, just got done with a bit of an embarrassing hookup. A really hot bottom came over and before we started he said I’d fucked him before and for the life of me I couldn’t remember him. I did finally remember his story when we got to talking after sex, but it’s taken me a little while to figure out who he was and he was the guy I whipped really hard early this year. I mean I whipped him pretty hard and then forgot who he was. That is pretty awful, but in my defense he was hooded when I hooked up with him last time so I didn’t really have that much “face time” so to speak.

OK, so this time he hits me up on Adam4Adam and his profile says he’s “neg” and into “safe sex only”. That might have also thrown me off – his profile name last time contained “BBBottom”, had pictures of his gaping hole and him in a jockstrap with “SLUT” written on his lower back and other ones of him blindfolded and in a sling – so a VERY different profile than last time. I ask if he’s up for getting fucked raw and he said ‘no problem’. He wasn’t going to be available for a little over an hour so we set up a time for him to come and I hope that he doesn’t flake out on me.

The time sorta came and went and I was wondering if he was actually going to show up. There were other guys online who wanted to come over, but then he called and said he was a few blocks away. He shows up and we head to the bedroom. He mentions at that point that we hooked up before and indicates it was at my old place. As I mentioned for the life of me I didn’t remember him. He takes off his clothes and then he asks what I want him to do. Of course I didn’t put two and two together and had no clue he’d be up for BDSM, and I don’t go in that direction unless I know a bottom wants it. I went to kiss him and he seemed really reluctant. He wasn’t jumping to his knees so I didn’t tell him to suck my dick. Instead I turn him around and he takes the hint and bends over and I start rimming him.

While I’m rimming him I start playing with his dick – which was HUGE. I lightly jack it and it gets pretty hard and it was an easy 11 inches, if not bigger and pretty big at the base with a nice foreskin. If I had been a bottom I would have been in heaven right then… His hole tasted nice and clean. It was a little hairy and his butt was pretty muscular. His body was generally pretty lean. As I was eating out his hole I was wondering how in the hell I had forgotten him – I mean he’s totally my type.

But with a hot ass in front of me that was now well-lubed with spit I wasn’t going to let my embarrassment stop me from fucking him, so I stood up, put a little spit on the head of my dick and shoved in. His hole was wet. He either had other loads in there or he had lubed or it was just naturally that way. One way or the other it felt really wonderful. The sensations like wetness are what the guys with condoms never get to feel… This is a good case of why barebacking is just better sex.

I pushed him face down on the bed and I knew with how great his hole felt that it wouldn’t take me long to cum, but at the same time I wanted it to last, so I took it easy trying to delay my orgasm. It goes without saying I came in his hole not long later.

I wanted to keep fucking him, but my dick was pretty sensitive, so I pulled out and went down and started rimming/felching his cummy ass. Tasted VERY good! He didn’t push any out or anything like that but there was plenty of cum on his ass. Then when that was cleaned up I pushed back in and kept fucking him. That’s one of the things I like about taking pills – I can keep fucking after I cum. I took it pretty easy, but at least he got a longer fuck. Then I rolled over and kept my dick in him and slowly fucked him while we spooned.

He was a little awkward. I think it was a bit vanilla for him and he’s a bit timid when it comes to sex – liking the top to take charge. But we talked a little. He just moved pretty close to me – so hopefully we’ll hookup more in the future. When I asked what he did is when I remembered fucking him – or at least fucking a guy with a similar story.

We wrapped things up after a bit and he was on his way. I sorta wish I had remembered his details – would have been a very different fuck. But at least this time I saw more of his face – it’ll be better next time…

The other issue in all of this is his “neg, safe sex only” billing on Adam4Adam. There’s a reason why I stopped believing what people put for their HIV status. I’m not saying he’s poz, but he’s a clear case of being into a lot more than his profile would suggest – so who knows what’s true and what’s not about him?

Load 2009-26

So a while back I fucked a submissive piss bottom – even videotaped my fucking him a couple times. Anyway, he’s neg and wants to stay neg, but at the same time he’s a submissive bottom who generally lets the tops call the shots. It’s a bit of a Catch-22 – if he’s a good sub bottom he’ll let the tops use him how they want and won’t even ask if they’re poz or neg – but he wants to stay neg. It’s like the two sides of him are in conflict. Anyway, he didn’t like some of the things I said in my write ups in the past and got a bit mad at me. So for the longest time he’d be friendly online, but wouldn’t actually hookup with me.

The other day we’re chatting and he’s telling me how he promised himself not to let me fuck him again. I could tell part of him wanted it, so I tried to reason with him. It took forever to get him to see my point, but finally I said – “sub bottoms are supposed to be more trusting. there were no permanent scars – that’s about all you should be worried about.” And it’s true – nothing bad happened. Finally he let down his guard and he was at my place a half hour later.

He asked if I wanted him to wear anything in particular, I didn’t really care. When he got here he literally reeked of dried piss. I mean there are homeless people who smell better. He headed into the bedroom and started taking off his clothes and I started thinking – there’s no fucking way he’s going to make my bed smell like that. So I had him go into the bathroom. I needed to piss anyway…

So he got naked and got into the tub and I pissed on him. It wasn’t easy – had a bit of a boner and my PA means I piss out of two holes so I don’t have much force when I piss. But he still got soaked half way decently. He was rubbing my piss all over him and the piss got him rock hard.

I’ve always seen him as a bit of a piece of meat – just something to piss on and load up with cum. So I had him get out of the tub and bend over the toilet and I just started fucking his hole. I usually cum with the bottom on his belly, but with all the craziness in my life lately it had been over a month since I’d fucked anyone. The bottom line was I was horny and had no problem getting hard or cumming (zero need for pills).

When I came it went on and on and on… It was like it just wouldn’t stop. He got a HUGE load of cum. When I pulled out he turned around and cleaned off my dick. He was feeling his hole a bit and could tell he got a big load.

At that point I was sorta done with him. He smelled too much to keep him around the apartment much longer, so I had him dress and leave. Total thing was maybe a little over 10 minutes – pretty much a pump-and-dump.

I immediately went and opened all the windows trying to get the smell of stale piss out of the apartment. Even so I smelled it for a few hours afterwards – and he hadn’t even really touched anything… Amazing.

I walked the dogs about 30-40 minutes later and saw him coming from the park near me. He had gone there hoping for more loads, but said he didn’t get any…  Let’s see – taking anonymous loads in parks and wanting to stay neg – yeah, the guy is conflicted, but that angst is part of what makes him interesting…

Another neg, “safe sex only” bottom is on his way over to get fucked raw… Gotta say they’re fun to breed…