The gangbang I told you about in the last post… Well, it was a shoot for Treasure Island. I was really psyched to be in another Treasure Island film. I got all ready. Had my boyfriend help me figure out what I should wear, etc… I couldn’t find my leather cock ring and needed to leave, so I grabbed one of those soft rubber ones.

I get down there and this cute cub greets me at the door. It’s a small hotel room and they were in the middle of filming the top who was just before me. He was this massive black guy – very hot. Max waved ‘hi’ and they continued on…

The room was stifling hot ’cause it was small and there were 6 people (plus me) and really bright, hot lights for filming. On top of that I had taken a part of one of my pills and was feeling a little flush which just exaggerated the heat. I went into the bathroom to get ready and found it was the coolest place there. I put on the cock ring and sat down on the edge of the tub and waited.

The black guy was taking his time cumming… After about 10 minutes I checked my dick ’cause I was worried the cock ring was a little tight and didn’t want to have a purple dick. Then I saw it – a blood vessel had burst on the top of my dick and it created a big dark spot, and there was a smaller one next to it. It was just in the wrong place for filming and would have looked like I had a KS lesion on my dick or something…

When they took a break Max came over and I showed it to him. He went back to filming while he thought about what to do. But I knew the result – you just can’t film around something like that…

Dammit! I am so fucking bummed… The bottom was this early-20s twinkish jock. He was a newbie to porn and it would have been really cool to fuck him. He had 5 loads in him already and they were expecting to get about a dozen loads in him today…

And it was such a stupid mistake for me. I’ve had problems like that with metal cock rings before, but never with the soft rubber ones. I really should have known better – I could tell it was tight going on…

Hopefully Max will use me again soon… We’ll see. It sounds like that was the last in the current round of filming for him, so it might be a while…

On top of it I now have an ugly spot on my dick that’s not going to go away for a week or so. Who’s going to want to have me fuck them with my dick looking like that?

Oh well… That’s life I guess…

Here’s what I’m doing tomorrow (from Craigslist)…

Raw Bareback BB Anonymous Cum Dump Saturday – 23 (Midtown)

We will be whoring out a very hot 24 year old Raw Bareback Cum Dump for anonymous pump and dump scenes this Saturday afternoon/evening at a midtown hotel. Poz friendly.

Bottom will be waiting on all 4’s or spread eagle on the bed for you to stop by, drop your pants, use his hole, blow your load and go. Quick cummers a plus.

We will be videotaping, but you don’t have to show your face.
If interested send stats and pics.

If you’re up for being videotaped fucking a hot bottom (I’ve seen his pics), send an e-mail to the person via the Craigslist ad. Trust me, if you’re at all interested, contact him – You’ll be very glad you did 😉

I’ll give details after the fuck (of course)…

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Sometimes sex just doesn’t go the way you want… Yesterday I had to go downtown to do a follow up visit for that study I’m participating in… I figured I’d get a hair cut and fuck someone before the study appointment.

The haircut went well – it was with a guy I’ve been wanting to have cut my hair, though he hummed off key most of the time – even when the radio station they had playing in the barber shop had a commerical with no music. Nice guy though, and a good haircut.

I had arranged to hookup with this guy before I went down, so I swung by his place. I knew he wasn’t totally my type, but his pics looked interesting – had sort of a Brawny man look to him in his pics. Well, I show up and it’s the same guy, but he doesn’t look like that any more – it was like he was a shadow of who he used to be… It was sorta sad to see…

The apartment was small and a mess. The small part is no problem, but it was dirty, with shit strewed all over the place. It was a beautiful day out and he had the windows closed and the shades drawn. 2 of the 3 drawers on his dresser were open and looked like they didn’t get closed much. This wasn’t a case of “I’ve been working really hard and the cleaning person is coming in tomorrow” – it was just dirty…

He mentioned two other guys had just left, but it hadn’t gone well with them. I probably should have left, but I figured I’d give it a little time and see how it went. I knew he was pretty oral and as soon as I had my dick out he was down on his knees sucking it. While he wasn’t careful enough with his teeth, he had great deep throat abilities. I could get my dick nice and deep and keep it there – he had no gag reflex and he was able to breathe through his nose.

I had limited time and just wanted to blow my load and leave. I reached for his ass and he stood up and bent over in a way that I had access to his hole, but then he squatted down again. The second time I reached for his hole he did the same thing, but then I broke off the oral and made it clear I wanted to fuck.

We lubed him up a bit and he got on all fours on the bed. I pushed in and he had a bit of a hard time taking my dick – said the other two guys hadn’t fucked him. I finally got in, but he kept pulling away from me. I really didn’t have much time, so I pushed him forward onto his belly and fucked him that way so he couldn’t pull off my dick.

As I was fucking him I was thinking about how he was just a hole to me – nothing more. It didn’t take long for me to be able to cum, and given the time and the fact that he wasn’t my favorite guy to fuck, I came as soon as I could, pulled out pretty quickly and left.

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Today was one of those rainy days that keeps everything on the East Coast so luscious green. They say New York get as much rain as Seattle – we just get it over fewer days with these huge soaking rains. Today was one of those days – it just kept raining and raining…

The funny part was I didn’t really think much about hooking up. I looked some porn for the porn blog, did a post, then checked Craigslist and then BarebackRT. When I logged into BarebackRT there were like 13 “buddies” logged in – I was a little surprised given the weather. I e-mailed a few of them – one had to go to work, the one who was close wasn’t monitoring his e-mail, but there was this one guy I’ve been wanting to hookup with who was looking for a load, so I decided to head down to his place…

Before I left I decided to take part of one of the pills I’ve been taking. I opened the capsule and dumped about 1/3rd of the contents into a glass of water. It tasted awful, but I hoped it would do the trick. I wasn’t too worried ’cause I had been able to get hard just fine earlier, but I figured I’d make sure it would go well…

Given his distance from the subway, I opted to drive down. When I saw the car I cringed a little ’cause it was perfectly clean and I was taking it out in the rain, but whatever… The Henry Hudson Parkway was slow due to road flooding which happens every time it rains, but I got there just a few minutes after I said I’d get there…

The weird part was he lived a in the building next to where a guy I used to date lived. He greeted me stark naked. He was attractive, uncut dick, lean build… I had to piss, so I ran to the bathroom. When I came out we got right down to business. I pulled out my dick which was nice and chubby, and he got on his knees and gave me a decent blowjob.

When he had had enough he grabbed the lube from the coffee table (we were in his living room), lubed my dick and his ass and then bent over the couch. The weird part was how unemotional and detached he was the entire time. He didn’t want to really interact with me – he just wanted to get fucked and get my load…

So I shoved in and started fucking him. He asked me to be quiet ’cause he was worried his neighbor would hear, so the whole hookup was virtually soundless… His ass was fairly tight right at the beginning and but loose inside (if that makes sense), so it felt like there was a ring at the entrance and then it was just a warm dark cavity… It was doing the job just fine though  😉

I was sorta slamming into him, but not all that rough or anything – just trying to get in nice and deep, but it was a a little too rough for him and he asked me to be a little gentler, so I slowed it down a little and didn’t try to go quite as deep. That made it a little more difficult for me to cum, but I did finally cum.

After I came I was still hard, and since he had wanted to get fucked gently, I just kept fucking his cummy ass nice and slow. It felt really good (cum is great lube). Finally I had him stand up and I tried to be a little tender with him, but I could tell he wasn’t interested, so I pulled out.

I could tell he was done, so I put my hard cummy dick back in my pants and zipped up (I hadn’t taken off any of my clothes), and left. When I got into the car I noticed the whole thing had taken less than 20 minutes… While I had been in there it had gone back to being a huge downpour outside and it was a slow ride home.

Being a bit anal about my car, when I got back to the garage I wiped the car down with a shammy and cleaned the rims with paper towels… Got it pretty clean that way!

That means I’ve given 4 loads in the past 8 days – not bad…

I’ve had a ton of people asking about the pills – what are they, etc…

Well, they’re “Rock Hard Extreme” from Drive Total Energy. Previously I had taken their “Boom Energy” “energy capsules” and two of those worked well enough for me (of the recommended dose of 3 capsules), but they stopped producing those and came out with their new formula.

As you’ve seen in the posts, the pills work too well. Honestly, “extreme” is an appropriate part of the name – they’re actually a bit too powerful for my tastes – I wish they had a half strength version. I get all flushed and red, but I gotta say I also have a raging hardon that won’t go down.

The other thing is they last a while – I can get hard really easily the following day – it’s not until like two days later that things go back to “normal”…

So, would I recommend them? Sure, except with the warning that they may be too powerful and you should be careful. I think in the future I’ll open the capsule and dump half the contents in a glass of water to try to get the amount of results that I want.

So there you have it… If you feel like you need help in “that area” – give them a try… The trial 4 pack is a good way to start (a single bottle is actually more expensive per pill). Then, if you like them, you can order 5 bottles for the price of 4…

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It’s a good thing opposites attract, ’cause I really like skinny guys. Woke up this morning and was sorta horny. Since I had had the pill yesterday it was really easy to pop a woodie. Didn’t think I’d find anything, but I logged into BarebackRT and Adam4Adam and there were two guys within sorta a long walking distance, surprisingly both wanted to hookup and there were other guys as well who were interested but not as convenient.

One of the guys who was close I’d seen for a while now and wanted to fuck. He has these really cool tattoos and had an incredible body – super skinny with definition…

Long story short, he comes over and when he pulls up his shirt there literally isn’t an ounce of fat on him. He’s got these washboard abs that were just absolutely incredible. I compliment him and tell him I like how skinny he is, and he says he doesn’t like the term “skinny” – prefers “thin”. Whatever – he’s skinny and I’m loving it…

He had told me before that he was into leather, and it turned out he brought a leather vest. I had worn my IML t-shirt, but took the hint and pulled out a leather vest and chaps, but then decided the chaps were too much trouble… I think he wanted more, but I just wanted a quick fuck…

After a little kissing he gives me a blowjob, but let’s just say blowjobs aren’t his specialty, so I bent him over the bed and rimmed him. Great ass – his waist must be like 27 or 28″… After a little rimming I got him nice and wet, spit a little on my dick and shoved in. Wasn’t sure how he was going to take it, but he did just fine.

We fucked a bit and it would have been so easy to cum, but I held off a bit. Finally I knew it was pointless to hold back and just came in him – nice and deep. After I came I continued to fuck him slowly. Then rolled him on his side and continued to work my dick in and out of his cummy hole until it finally went soft.

As soon as I pulled out I went down to felch his hole and it was all nice and cummy – tasted good   🙂

We talked a little and he asked whether I had fucked Dawson in a video – I said yes – in Dawson’s 20 Load Weekend. He said he had just watched it a few days ago and I looked familiar. We talked about a few other things and then wrapped it up and he left…

I really liked fucking him – the chemistry was a little awkward ’cause I think he wanted me to be more leather and bondage oriented than I felt like being right at that moment. But I’m hoping there will be repeats and we can work on that!  😉