This guy has been hitting me up on Adam4Adam… Cute youngish black guy with a nice ass and a face pic that shows that he’s a nice, normal guy…

Well today he wanted to hookup. Since his profile mentioned “safe” in the text of it (not just in the pre-formatted choice lists), I figured I’d check to see if he was really up for getting fucked raw…

given what you said in your profile… just want to confirm that you’re OK with getting fucked raw and taking my load…

To which he answered…

i’ll do it bare. ill swallow for sure..but no load in me…

That raised a few red flags, so I said…

i don’t pull out… so looks like we’re not a match… too bad…

Then he reversed himself…

you want to breeed me? Ok. ( honestly, i want to be breed. never had a guy cum in me before) i want to be bad. i’m really lookig for regular sex buddy. I dont want to just have baresex, and take cum if it’s only a one time thing

Long story short he asked if I was poz or neg, asked for my address and phone number and then said he was leaving.

45 minutes later (when I expected him to arrive) he calls and says he’s just leaving and something about stopping off somewhere. I wait some more and he doesn’t show up, so I figure he’s getting cold feet about taking a load for the first time and he’s chickened out. Whatever. By this time I wasn’t all that horny.

Then two and a half hours after he first said he was leaving I get a call saying he’s outside my building. The problem was my bf and I were getting ready to leave and go do something with friends. I felt bad about his coming all the way up here, but boyfriend and friends trumps tricks every time, so I told him I couldn’t hookup…

The moral of the story is if you say you’re leaving now, go directly to the hookup. If you’re not going to, don’t make it sound like you are – be clear about things or else you’ll waste a bunch of time.

He was pissed as first, but saw things from my perspective later and wrote me an e-mail and then called. We might hookup in the future… I’m sorta looking forward to starting him down the road of taking loads. I think once he gets a taste of having cum in his ass he’ll start craving it and looking for it all the time. He obviously wants it…

Last night I got to bed at 2:30 after drinking too much Wild Turkey over at a friend’s place. When I woke up I was still a bit “foggy”, but got hard pretty quick when I thought about fucking someone. The buppie I fucked a couple of times before was on Adam4Adam, so I asked if we wanted me to come over.

I had just gotten out of bed and thought about the fact that I should eat something before going over so I’d have some energy, but I figured this time would be like the other times and he’d offer me some juice and that would be sufficient.

When I got there the door was ajar which was different. I went in and didn’t see him. I was wondering if he was going to be ass up on the bed, which would be a big change for him. As I got near the bedroom he called out and said “hi”. When I got into the bedroom he was laying there watching TV (which he turned off).

I took off my clothes and climbed in bed with him. We played around a little and I went down and ate out his ass which seemed to really like… When I was done he reached over, got some lube and lubed up his hole and I slid in with him on his stomach.

I’ve always been amazed that I got off with this guy. He’s a great guy, but not really my type physically. Today it caught up to me since I was operating on an empty stomach. We switched positions a couple times, but I just couldn’t stay hard. Between not having enough energy and not being completely into him physically, it just wasn’t happening. After a while I just sorta kept my dick in him while he jacked off his super thick dick. As my dick slipped out of him, he came complete with the little ‘convulsions’ that seemed so weird the first time.

Since I wasn’t in a rush to get anywhere, we layed around a little while and cuddled. It almost looked like he fell asleep at one point. Then I got up, took a piss, put my clothes on and went home…

I could still use a good fuck today. The Brazilian sent me a message saying he’s interested in getting loads from me and my bf. I had notice that he posted an ad on Craigslist – looks like he’s seriously on the hunt today… Maybe later I’ll get my dick in him. Told him it would be nice if he had another load in his hole when we hookup… We’ll see…

Load 2007-17

Believe it or not, it’s been 95 days since I’ve cum in a new ass. Well, that ended today – and a fine ass it was too…

Last night two different three-ways with my bf fell through. My bf wound up hooking up with this guy and an Asian guy was supposed to come over for me, but never called back…

So I was horny this morning. Got online just after 7am and there was a guy on Adam4Adam I had talked to in the past that was about 25 blocks away. So I went over to his place. He was latin, fairly muscular, not much fat on him, and he had a killer ass. He had to come down to the lobby to get me ’cause his buzzer was broken and by the time I was up at his place I had a serious chubby just thinking about getting in such a great ass.

He was a little distracted. He said his room was a mess, so he had put a blanket out in the living room. He fumbled around with putting on porn (something by S/X video where a guy was trying to take as many loads as possible). As he was setting up the DVD I started eating his ass. Great ass – hole didn’t look all that used, he had a muscular bubble butt (“perky” would be a good description), and his skin color was just about perfect as well… His dick wasn’t hard ’cause he had been ‘partying’ with his friends the night before, but I like it when a bottom has a small soft dick, so that just went in his favor.

He looked back, saw my hard dick and commented on how big it was. My dick’s above average, but not huge… Whatever.

I stood up and he sucked my dick for a while, but I wasn’t there to have oral, so I got down and blew him briefly (he got a little hard). Then I went to fuck him…

He lubed his ass while he was blowing me, so I spit on my dick a bit and he guided it in. We fucked doggy style briefly. I love having my hands around a small muscular waist with my dick in a hot ass… When I pulled out I looked at my dick, he asked if it was OK and I said ‘yeah’, but I smelled something so I put on my glasses and looked a little more closely and saw a small amount of shit on my dick. I usually hate getting shit on my dick, but it happens when you fuck raw. I got up, went to the bathroom and washed off my dick in the sink. He went in and cleaned up a little (nothing major).

I wasn’t going to let a little shit get in the way of fucking a hot ass (it’s not like my dick came out covered in shit). So when he came back he acted like it was over – he sat down on the floor and watched the porn on the TV. I told him I still wanted to fuck him and got him on his belly. I figured this way I wouldn’t go in so deep and shit would be less of a problem.

I don’t think he really likes getting fucked on his belly, but I wasn’t really asking him how he wanted it. I needed to blow my load and it was going up his ass… He seemed like he was really feeling it as I fucked him, and it didn’t take long at all – just a minute or two – before I blew a really huge load in his ass – it just kept cumming and cumming and from the feel of it, it was pretty thick too…

I stayed in him for a minute, pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean off my dick. He commented again on how big my dick was and I said, “it’s not that big”, and he said “no, it’s big…” (glad he liked it). He asked if I wanted a shower, but I didn’t feel like I needed it. I dressed, and left pretty quickly afterwards. I’m not sure if he wanted me to stick around, but I wanted to get my day started…

All that before 8am… Not bad. I’m horniest in the morning anyway – just wish there were more bottoms around here looking for morning loads.

As I walked home I could smell his ass on my beard… I like that – it’s like this pleasant musky reminder of what you just did…

?

The other day I mentioned that I almost went home with a guy when I was at the Eagle on Saturday. We e-mailed back and forth since then, but I don’t think it’s going to happen…

We chatted back and forth, and then I asked…

A couple of questions…

Are you poz, neg, or not sure?
Do you fuck raw, wrapped, or whatever?

To which he replied…

i am negative..what about you?

At this point I was thinking things looked pretty good. He definitely made it clear he’d give me whatever I wanted when we were at the bar, and now he’s saying he’s neg and not answering the question about raw/wrapped. I figured he was the type who just let the tops call the shots. As long as he was into the top, they could have what they wanted…

I then asked him what he got into, since we did meet in a leather bar (of sorts – there aren’t any good leather bars in NY anymore), and he said…

I don’t know what your concept about that particular leather bar is…but there’s a lot of people normal, crazy and too crazy sometimes…I can define myself like a normal personal…I like sex but I am not into any pain…toys..etc…sorry if i disappoint you…just sex…and I always use condom…even though I don’t like it…I basicaly like normal guys and you looked like that to me…what about you, what are you into?

At this point he said he used condoms, but didn’t like them. I’m thinking that’s straddling the fence – leaving it open to go raw… So I responded…

Condoms make me go soft, so I don’t use them. Sounds like that’s a problem… Otherwise, I go from vanilla fucking to light bondage, hoods, etc. But frankly, the bondage stuff doesn’t happen very often…

And I haven’t heard from him for the past two days – so I think I’ve lost him. Not sure if it was the fact that I got into bondage, or the fact that I wanted to go raw (or a combination)…

Too bad. He was really cute and incredibly fuckable. I really wanted him to take my load…

…too bad I’m busy with work…

hot asian looking for bareback action (Kew Gardens) 18yr
never done bareback before but have had an obsession with all the hot bareback raw porn out there and finally got the guts to post. looking for someone like minded and D&D free who doesn’t really bareback or hasn’t barebacked, like me, and wants to try for the first time.

That one has already been taken down – I just hope the kid didn’t get scared and got the load he was looking for…

FEM BOTTOM FOR HOT RAW ACTION – m4m (Midtown East) 24yr
hey guy
i am a fem bottom looking to get my hole full of hot cum… i want to take load after load today…i am mexican, 5’6, 130 good fit body… if you are up for some hot raw action send your pic and i will reply with mine

Mmmm… 5’6″, 130, latino? Couldn’t be more my type (OK, the fem thing isn’t quite what I look for, but I’m not looking for conversation – just a hole…)

24 hung aggr. bttm boi to get plowed by HUNG/THICK my hotel (Midtown) 24yr
5’10 160 blnd/blu 24 hung

staying at hilton 54th/6th looking for 18-35 aggr. HUNG/THICK masc total top(s) to pound me deeep and hard

take what u want guys

lookin to take loads all day

only email w/pics/stats get reply

The last guy had a great pic – the total hot jock type…

Then there’s this guy who I’ve always wanted to fuck…

Rican Bottom Needs Raw Top (Chelsea) 29yr
Vgl defined smooth rican guy here looking for a hot top to take me raw and fill me with his jizz. D&D free, u be 2.

MUST INCLUDE A PIC (prefer nudes). Hairy, Hung, Uncut +++++; Age doesn’t matter as long as you are 18+.

No lectures. This means if you are writing simply to tell me not to have bb sex, save it. I don’t read it. I don’t care. You should mind your business.

Looks like a nice guy…

1:30pm TAGTEAM (E26) 23yr
23 5’10 br br 165
smooth hole for some hot loads

starting a group this afternoon. Looking for hot tops who wanna dump in a hot hole.
Must arrive between 1:30-2pm. Trying to get at least 10 guys who wanna hang around and get into a hot hole and unload. MUST send face pic. body pic. IF not do not respond.
Lets play

That’s not the only potential group session today…

PARTY BOTTOM 4 GROUP TO BREED NOW! (Downtown) 28yr
SEXY COCK HUNGRY HOLE FOR YOU TO FEED! HOSTING KINKY HUNG TOPS NOW. ANNO OK. LOOKING FOR IN SHAPE AND UNDER 40 ONLY…BREEDERS OK TOO

Thug Black Bottom: What it do son?! (Harlem / Morningside) 26yr
Top spit at me i like the freaky uninhibited stuff.

Please send a picture of your face. No fem dudes.

Visiting Latino Bottom for Hot Tops (Midtown West) 29yr
29, 5’7″, 195 lbs, 33w, brn/brn, muscular, inked, latino mix, bubble butt total bottom

Visiting from Los Angeles and looking to get royally fucked while I’m here. Total cum pig, so fill me up. Looking for white, latino or middle eastern guys, 21-40, nice bodies (don’t have to be as muscular as me, but have to be in good shape), hung big, TOPs only.

Can host in my hotel in Hell’s Kitchen or travel. Will be here till Sunday…getting as much NYC cock as I can.

That’s a pretty incredible selection of bottoms for a Thursday afternoon – even for NY… I wish I weren’t stuck here supervising someone…

One of the guys I mentioned in my post the other day about young, adorable bug chasers just e-mailed me…

your blog entry makes me want to die. you will probably disregard this message, but i sincerely hope you take down my portion of your entry. that was me when i was a young kid and was thinking about my future. luckily and thankfully nothing came of my bug chasing. but your post makes it seem as though i still want it…which is not the case. i dont know how to say it any other way…please pleaseee take it down? yeah, thats my begging you–a 19 year old kid begging you to take it down because it will ruin him. i hope you understand. if not…cest la vie. i guess its just my fault in the end right? or perhaps its yours for attracting more men to message me? who knows…

I find the e-mail a bit funny. I mean “that was me when I was a young kid”. Dude… it’s less than a year later – you’re still a young kid…

Since I he’s probably reading this – let me be blunt. Kid – you’re need for seed won’t go away. And while you’re now scared of HIV, the fact that you were ever once in the headspace to write…

hey men, im at [state] university and looking for a man or a group of men to bring me out somewhere (i don’t care where you are)…and just endlessly rape my hole making sure that the last neg load to come outta my body was the one that lubed up my tight hole before u plowed in. im 18 years old, freshman, and lookin for it.

no regrets. give me your hot poz seed. whore me out, gangbang me, rape me…anything you want…

…means it was more than a casual desire to get pozzed. You may have toned it down a bit, but I’m guessing part of you still wants to get pozzed – you’re just scared of it. What that means is that when some guy shoves his raw dick in you when you haven’t discussed status, you’ll probably just take it, and sooner or later one of those guys will be poz and their bug will take.

I was chatting with someone a while back who said he had fucked the kid on a number of occasions a couple years ago and that he was a sweet kid. And yes, 18 minus 2 is 16, which is under the age of consent (17) here in NY (who knows how accurate the person was or if he actually ever had sex with the guy). My point is that virgins don’t start out wanting to get pozzed – it takes some experience getting fucked, taking loads, to know you like it and the likely result if you continue is that you’ll become poz.

There are a lot of reasons why guys would want to become poz. They may be majorly depressed, or they may just be incredibly submissive, or they may simply be sick of the worry and want to “get it over with” so they can be the slut they want to be without the guilt every time they fuck.

Depression they can get over, though they’ll still have to deal with the fact that sexual russian roulette was something that they found attractive. In other words, when they’re not depressed they may be able to control their urge to get pozzed.

Guys that are completely submissive are another thing completely. I remember reading a posting on bnskin where a slave didn’t know what to do because his owner (who was poz) wanted to fuck him raw and he was neg. His submissive side told him to submit and give his master what he wanted. His other side said to find a new master. In cases like these unless the slave finds a neg master and they’re pretty much monogamous, things don’t look so good…

If you layer promiscuity onto the whole submissive thing it gets very different. Here we’re talking about sluts who just love being sluts and getting cum in their ass. There’s really no way these guys are going to stay neg and personally I feel it’s one group where it actually makes sense for them to be bug chasers. I mean, there’s no way for them to stay neg, and since HIV will be with them for the rest of their lives, they should accept it, and if they want a ritualized conversion – fine…

Then there are the huge mass of guys who have a submissive or slutty side to them. It doesn’t rule their life, but from time to time they let some guy fuck them raw without asking the guy’s status… It’s hard to say what this group should do, but a lot become poz as a result…

So who knows which category the kid falls into, but personally I think he probably will become poz one day – those desires aren’t going to just go away. Being a bug chaser at 18 is pretty hard core…

There was a discussion on bnskin a while back on “do you forgive the guy who pozzed you?” and the overwhelming response was that no one pozzes you – you get yourself pozzed. Which means there’s a little bit of a bug chaser in all of us – even the guys who want to bury their head in the sand (or the pillow) and ignore the fact that it’s not safe to get fucked with a rubber by a poz guy…

So no judgements… Do what feels right, but please think about it first and make sure you really understand what you’re getting into and that you’re OK with it.