A couple guys had given me their phone numbers and told me to call if I needed someone to drink piss. After going to bed at 9:30, I woke up at 2am and needed to piss, so I figured I’d call one of the guys. Unfortunately, I sorta forgot that the guy I called had said he liked watery beer piss. I had had 2 beers that night, but it was hours before. Actually it was 1 1/2 beers – I finished the second beer when I woke up.

Anyway, I texted the guy and he was over in about 5 minutes (you gotta love IML – urinals on call…) He arrived and asked if I wanted to use his portable urinal (a small plastic urinal with a hose that he had in his backpack), or have him drink it direct. I opted for having him drink straight from the tap.

He got on his knees, put my dick in his mouth and I started pissing. After the first mouthful he started gagging. I stopped and he told me that was possibly the worst piss he’d ever had. Mind you, he had had 12 loads of piss in the last 8 hours – he’s an expert piss drinker, so that’s quite a statement. Long story short, he did push through it and drank every drop of piss I had (and I had a lot to give), but it was really really hard for him.

In thinking about it afterwards, it was like the perfect storm of piss…

• Since I had just woken up after sleeping a few hours, it was a bit like first piss of the morning, which is always stronger. The beers I had had were hours before.
• I had taken “a pill” earlier that evening and that stuff tastes awful.
• I had come across my blood pressure meds earlier that evening and taken one of those. From experience I know when the coating gets off the pill the taste is almost unbearable.
• And ditto on finding and taking a multi-vitamin, which he said makes for bad tasting piss as well.

I feel SO sorry for the guy. He was such a good trooper to put up with my piss at that moment. He did it and he thanked me for it afterwards (with a text message). But honestly I’m once again reminded that being a piss top really isn’t as easy as you’d think…

So a couple of days ago PissGargler on BarebackRT hit me up saying he was in town and wanted to get a load of my piss. I really love playing with piss bottoms – to me it’s hot when a bottom is willing to drink my piss or get soaked in it and wear it around as it starts to go ripe and stink…

I had a meeting at 7:30, so I told him I’d meet him downtown and he could drink my piss at a bar. I figured I could fill up a glass and have him drink it, so I told him to meet me at Rawhide.

About an hour before I left to go downtown I got an e-mail from the Korean guy I’ve fucked a couple times saying he had the day off and wanted to hookup. He’s totally my type so I figured I could swing by his place for a quickie and then go to Rawhide since he’s not far from there.

Now, you gotta realize – I work at home and take frequent bathroom breaks. I’m really not used to holding it. When I feel like I want to take a piss, I normally just do. Intentionally holding it is something new for me – and it’s more difficult than you’d think.

I left a little early, went downtown, called the Korean guy when I got out of the subway, but it went to voicemail. I left a message, but didn’t hear back from him. Then a text comes in from Johnny Miles saying the little tattooed Latin guy I’ve fucked) says ‘hi’ (he used his name. I’m wondering how in the hell he knows the guy – I find out the next day they ran into each other on the street, went back to the guy’s place and fucked… 😉 I texted him that I want to film fucking the guy and he texted back that we could set that up… By this time I had gotten to Rawhide where I ordered a Stella since PissGargler wanted to drink beer piss. I kept feeling like I needed to piss, but just waited. At least now I was next to a bathroom if I finally just couldn’t wait any longer…

Since I was early I had downed two pints and was starting my 3rd by the time he showed up. He wasn’t particularly like his pictures, but still sorta cute in an older smooth cub sorta way… We talked and then when the bartender had his back turned I went into the bathroom and he followed.

I didn’t feel all that guilty about it since it’s not like we’re having sex… He got on his knees and I put my dick in his mouth and tried to piss. The thing is, after holding it for so long it was hard to piss… It sorta just dribbled out. What was cool was he’d get a little in his mouth and then pull my dick out and get soaked in my piss. Suddenly I realized why he was wearing the shirt he was wearing – it was a really dark blue shirt that doesn’t change color when it’s wet… So he tasted/drank about 10-20% of my piss and the rest just soaked his shirt… It was really hot.

We went back out and I had another pint. Why I had a 4th pint when I needed to go to a meeting afterwards, I don’t know, but the bartender was nice and it was on the house. I had to run to the meeting, so had to drink the beer pretty fast, but then I had to piss again. I wasn’t all that comfortable with the possibility of getting in trouble for having two people in the bathroom, so offered to fill up a glass for him, but he said that was boring… So I just went to have a regular piss.

I started pissing into the toilet and had a really strong stream going when all of a sudden he came in and dropped to his knees… So of course I turned and started pissing in his mouth and on him… It was a lot more piss than the first time and pretty hot.

When I was done I really had to run to the meeting, so I just left before he was out – didn’t really have a chance to say goodbye… The funny part is the meeting I was going to was in a church and here I was arriving drunk. Luckily, I had the date wrong – the meeting is next Wednesday, so I didn’t make an ass of myself.

But since I was downtown I figured I’d have some more fun. I called my bf and asked if he wanted to come down and join me, and then I took a crosstown bus to meet up with him at The Ritz in Hell’s Kitchen.

I really had to piss while I was on the bus, so when I got off I was hurrying as much as I could. I was a block away and passing the Paramount hotel and figured I’d stop there to take a piss in the lobby bathroom. I start taking a leak, one guy comes in and goes into the stall, another guy comes in and stands at the urinal next to me. Thing is, he’s not pissing – he’s just jacking his dick. He’s getting all hard and I’m completely soft ’cause I’m drunk but he tells me he likes my foreskin. I’m actually cut, but they left some so a few guys think I’m uncut. He asks if I have a room and then suggests we go to a video booth somewhere.

We go to the corner but the video booth he wanted to go to is closed, so we go down a block to another one. But long story short they’re monitoring really closely and don’t want the two of us in the same room and he doesn’t want to suck dick through a divider, so we leave. I tell him I have to go meet friends and we part ways.

I get to The Ritz and I’m pretty bored by it. I’m not sure why it’s so popular… They had a bunch of (straight) women there, and some political types pushing their candidates. The room in the rear is just dreadfully boring. The previous (and only other) time I had gone I wound up running into a guy I know who works in porn and we sat and chatted forever and I didn’t really notice how bad the space was. I went out to their back patio briefly but it was crowded with friends talking – not a good place for a person to stand by themselves.

Eventually my boyfriend got there, we shared a drink and then went to dinner. That means I had 5 1/2 pints of beer! Needless to say I was wasted and not feeling that great today…

Hopefully things can work out with filming and Johnny and I can fuck the tattooed Latin guy together…

If any of you are piss bottoms going to IML, definitely get in touch with me. I’ve only got so many cum loads in me, but piss I’ll have plenty of. I’d be a very happy man if all my piss went to good use while I’m there…

A week ago I hooked up with Marcelo Masko. You may know him from some of the Treasure Island videos he’s done – Fearless, Breeding Ian Jay, Loaded, Brad McGuire’s 20 Hole Weekend, and Sperm Bank. He’s also been in some Dick Wadd videos – Deep in the Hole and Soaked, Armed and Hammered (in both he’s a piss bottom). I think he told me he’s been in a total of 17 videos…

Anyway, I’ve fucked him on two occasions before. Once last May that went really well, and then at the end of August when my pills were working a bit too well. Thing was, I didn’t know he had done porn back then. Somehow I missed the videos he has been in, but then I saw one and asked him about it.

I’d been wanting to hookup with him again and we made plans for last Sunday. He was also game for getting it on videotape, so I brought my camera and tripod along. To me it was cool that I could finally videotape someone who didn’t mind their face showing. Not to mention that I think he’s a hot little pig…  😉

I get there and we set things up. It’s sorta weird, but to get light in from outside the blinds on the windows are open and people walking past on the street can see right in. But I put that out of my mind and just enjoyed myself… He had these plastic/rubber sheets he put on the bed, ’cause he likes his sex a bit messy. He had texted me right before I went over and told me to have lots of water ’cause he wanted to drink my piss. If you read this blog much you know I like piss bottoms…

The rest is pretty much shown in the video (it’s a pretty long video – 20 minutes and there’s another supplemental video coming, plus some other clips I may show later). It started off with him sucking my cock. At one point in there I’m fucking his mouth really slowly ’cause I’m actually pissing in his mouth.

Then we move to the bed and I rim him and fuck him. He had mentioned that he got fucked earlier in the day and took a load, but it turned out it was a massive load – my dick is just swimming in cum as I fuck him. It feels great. In fact he’s got so much in there it actually overflows while I’m fucking him and there’s a small puddle of it on the bed (which I lick up 😉 ).

[UPDATE: Marcelo has asked that I take down the video since he’s in talks with a studio about going exclusive with them and doesn’t want home made movies floating around out there…]

Here’s some supplemental footage of sucking and rimming that didn’t make it into the video above…

[Ditto]

All in all it was a good fuck. We fucked for a while and I fucked him pretty hard. [For those of you who keep asking for me to take my clothes off – you’ll like the last bit of the video.] But the thing was I just couldn’t cum. There are a number of reasons but it boils down to me working too much. First, I’m jacking off these days just so I can concentrate and get work done. But jacking off frequently makes it more difficult to cum when I’m fucking. Plus there’s the stress and always feeling tired…

There’s more to this story, but I’m going to wait on telling that part… But I will say Marcelo and I ‘clicked’ (he’s a sweet guy) and I plan on hooking up with him in the near future. 😉

And just as a shameless plug… If you want to hookup with Marcelo, you can hire him as an escort (see his ad on RentBoy.com). [UPDATE: He’s not doing escort work any more either… Sorry.] As you may know from the videos – he’s a great top as well as a good raunchy bottom…

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I sorta felt like fucking someone today – been in a weird mood sexually the past few days. That research study I’m in asks about sexual desire in three different ways – 1) sexual interest, 2) sexual arousal, and 3) horniness. I never really thought about it in those terms, but they’re a good way to break it down. I mean there are times when I want to fuck someone (sexual interest), but I’m not all that horny and can’t necessarily get it up. Then there are times when I see things on line that get me hard, but don’t feel like going through the bother of hooking up…

Anyway, getting back to the story, today was one of those days when I had sexual interest, but intermittent sexual arousal and horiness. But I was still determined to fuck someone… There were a few possibilities on Adam4Adam and BarebackRT. One was too far away (Brooklyn), another was a bit flaky but I probably could have set something up, but there was this one black guy who had an incredible body who I really wanted to fuck, but he delayed things ’cause he was hooking up with two other guys who were going to give him loads. I figured a cummy hole and a great body were worth waiting for…

At one pointed he asked if I “partied” and I said ‘no’, but didn’t care if he did. I probably should have been more complete in my answer. I don’t really care if a bottom has been partying (provided they aren’t messy and distracted), but I don’t like it when they do it around me. It’s one thing if they do a quick snort of something, but completely different when it’s a whole complicated process.

So the guy shows up, he’s just as hot as his pics (which are incredibly hot). Muscular with zero body fat and a really thin waist. He gets naked and I start playing with his hole, but he wants to party a little first… OK, whatever – I figured he’d do something quick and we’d be on our way. But no, he pulls out a thing that looked like a little bong, the drugs, a lighter, and a little mini torch. It was all way too much. I put up with it just ’cause, I wanted to fuck and didn’t want to completely ruin the moment. I figured it would be over quickly, but it took forever…

When that was done we finally got down to business. He sucked my dick and then I fucked him on his back with his legs in the air. I could tell he wanted me in really deep. I had taken a pill and was really hard, so no problems there. But after fucking him for a while I couldn’t hold back and came in his ass. It didn’t seem like it had been that long so I didn’t let on that I had cum. I just rolled him over and kept fucking him and pounded him pretty hard.

The nice thing was there was a few times when I felt like I was really close to cumming a second time. In hindsight I probably should have faked an orgasm so he knew he got my load, but I didn’t… But he was definitely getting a good fuck.

Then he wanted to take a breather, but it turned out he wanted to smoke some more… UGH!!! At this point I started losing it. Despite having taken a pill, I wasn’t getting more than a chubby. When he was done I sucked on his nipples, and then we went into the shower and I pissed on him. But it completely lacked any chemistry and wasn’t all that hot at all.

He rinsed off and came back and I just wasn’t getting hard. I rimmed him a little, then had him suck my dick. That got me just hard enough to fuck him again which I did, and then he had me piss in his ass which was sorta hot (been a long time since I’d done that).

While he was cleaning up I got dressed. When he came out he saw me and said “Are you done” and I nodded. I was absolutely not going through another round of him smoking.

If he hadn’t been so hot it would have been a bad hookup, but he was hot (and a nice guy too) which meant it wasn’t all that bad, though I wouldn’t do it again (at least not that way).

The best part is his profile – “HIV negative” / “Safe Sex Only”. Yet he spent all night last night PNPing with two guys, and apparently had two more give hm loads before he came to me. He needs to learn to be uninhibited without the drugs…

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There’s this bottom who has been wanting to hookup with me and my boyfriend literally for years. But on two occasions he said he’d come over and then he was a no-show. The second time he swore it wouldn’t be like the first time, but it was…

I hadn’t blocked him on Manhunt, so yesterday he contacts me again and says he wants to hookup. I told him I wasn’t in the mood to get stood up. He apologizes (again – he keeps having to do it every time he contacts me) and says it’s different this time – the other times he had a boyfriend and things came up.

I was feeling lazy – didn’t really want to leave the apartment… So I give him the address and tell him to come over. I figured once again he’d just flake out. He writes back saying he’ll be here – in two hours… He needed to clean up and he was coming from Brooklyn. Then he writes back and says he’ll be early ’cause he’s leaving earlier than he had planned.

As expected the time he said he would be here came and went and there was no sign of him. He definitely wasn’t early. I was thinking “how typical” when the phone rang. It was him and he was having some sort of subway troubles. I was just about to think it was some sort of excuse when he mentioned a street in the neighborhood – that he had gotten out of the subway and was walking. Thing was I had given him instructions from the subway that didn’t include the street name, so he needed to know how to get here.

Suddenly things were looking up. I told him how to get here and 10 or 15 minutes later he was at my door. His pictures gave a mixed impression of him, but in person he was pretty cute. He had a bit of a nerdy Jewish guy look to him, but later when I saw his uncut dick I realized he wasn’t Jewish.

We undress and he starts sucking my dick. I had taken my PA out since I didn’t want complications and hadn’t taken any pills (since I didn’t actually expect him to show up). The blowjob wasn’t getting me hard, but he had mentioned that he liked watersports. Since some guys (like the guy who got gangbanged last week) only like golden showers, not drinking piss, I checked with him first before I tried to piss in his mouth. Don’t know if it was because I was semi hard or if it was because my bladder just wasn’t all that full, but I wasn’t able to piss more than just a little bit… Oh well…

Since the blowjob just wasn’t doing it for me I had him get on the bed on all fours so I could rim him. I was a litte worried that since he had been walking in the heat he’d be all rank, but he wasn’t fortunately. He had a pretty nice hole, which I gave a pretty good rimming to before it was sloppy with spit and I shoved my dick in…

His hole felt pretty good. I fucked him on all fours and on his belly. When he was on his belly it was a bit of a weird/awkward position but it still sorta felt good. There was no eye contact – he was just a hole… Which is sorta what I wanted of him. After all he had stood me up twice – this was when he made it up to me… For a while there I wondered if I was going to be able to cum, but eventually the orgasm came and I gave him a big load deep in his ass.

I then rolled over on my side with my dick still in his ass. Usually bottoms want to cuddle after getting a load, but he did this thing where he moved so his back was not up against my chest. It seems he didn’t want the intimacy of getting held. OK…

After my dick softened and fell out of his ass, he got up and started cleaning off my dick. I thought that was going to be it, but then he went on and on… Licking my balls and basically being very subservient and sort of worshiping me. He even licked my feet…

Having just cum, I was laying there and for a moment I realized I was acting a bit like a “do me” sorta top. But then I realized I had “done him” so that wasn’t the case at all. I sat up with him still between my legs and showed him some more attention. He wanted me to spit in his face (I did), and he liked it when I slapped him. I could tell he wanted something more like the dom top I watched at IML, but I just wasn’t in that headspace. I did take a page out of that top’s playbook and when he was sucking my fingers I shoved them deeper and deeper until he was just about gagging on them. I could tell he didn’t like that ’cause I’d keep trying and he’d usually move his tongue so I couldn’t get back that far – though he did let me get down deep a few times more…

That sorta stuff went on for a long time. The fuck wasn’t that long, but he was with me for about an hour and a half total – most of it was just him worshiping me and serving me. He cleaned my sweaty pits, licked my feet, sucked my dick, chewed on my beard. I spit in his face, slapped him and generally just treated him like a pig.

At one point he got me hard enough that I wanted to fuck again. I started by rimming his cummy hole which was great ’cause I could taste my load in there – nothing like felching a cummy hole! Then I fucked him and it was incredible… His hole felt all silky and smooth…

We then went back to him serving me. At one point he was sucking on my toes and then he turned around and started trying to shove my foot up his ass. Of course it didn’t get far, but it was still sorta cool… The guy was a definite pig… Of course he licked my toes clean after they were up his ass…

At one point he was laying next to me and he smelled musky and raunchy – it smelled pretty good. He sorta had piss breath, but not too bad since I hadn’t pissed much in his mouth…

Finally he jacked off while having me slap his face with my foot… The guy’s a perverted fucker – I like that…

As he was getting dressed I went into the bathroom ’cause I needed to piss. Then I thought – this is dumb – I’ve got someone who will drink it… He was already dressed and surprised I wanted him to drink cum, but he got on his knees and sucked it down. Afterward he went into the bathroom and cleaned up a little (not too much) including rinsing his mouth out with water. He’ll still go home with piss breath, but it won’t be as bad as if drinking rank piss was the last thing he did…

After he left I took a shower and the rank smell just wafted off my body. Having a piss pig lick you all over gets you smelling like piss… Gotta remember that next time and not go out with friends without showering first!

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Finally catching up and doing the post for a hookup a little over a week ago. It involved video, so I had to find the time to edit it, get it up, and get the bottom’s OK on it…

So this hot, masculine guy contacted me and wanted to hookup. Since IML my profile is more explicit and talks about stuff like s/m and piss. He mentioned he was into drinking piss… I asked if he was OK with rank piss (since mine tends to be) and he said he liked it better that way… After about a week of back and forth we finally found a time one Sunday morning. Oh yeah – and he wanted it videotaped (obviously)…

I get there – great building, nice apartment, and the guy was just as hot as his pics – sorta masculine, muscular (in a manly way), nice face… Looked like it was going to be a good hookup.

I get the tripod and the camera ready and we start with him drinking my piss and giving me a blowjob. (The video of that is coming – so check back later.) I wanted to get a shot of him with a mouthful of yellow piss, but the mouth opening on the rubber hood wasn’t all that big and it just didn’t work.

Whereas the piss bottom I hooked up with at IML tolerated my rank piss, and thought it tasted better after a few beers, this guy totally loved how rank it was. He kept saying how good it tasted… The guy was a hardcore pig… That combined with how hot and masculine he was – it was a great combination…

After he drank my piss he gave me a blowjob and got me nice and hard, then we moved onto to me rimming his hole. He’s got this big beefy, muscular man butt with a hole that looks like it’s seen some use… But I like experienced bottoms and as I’d find out in a bit – that hole was incredibly talented…

As usual the rimming went on for quite a while, and then I went to fuck him. After the fact I realized I had sorta screwed up the camera angle while I was fucking him… It didn’t show much of him and made me look like a fat slob – so that’s all been edited out of the video. But the bottom line was that I had him mostly on his belly and gave him a nice big load.

Then I went back to rimming him. OMG! This is when I really came to appreciate his hole… His ass was so muscular he could push it out. You know tounge fucking – well he was doing that with his ass… Pushing his ass into my mouth. And the best part is everytime he’d do it, I’d taste my load. It was possibily one of the best rimming/felching experiences I’ve ever had… In the video this part is mixed in with the earlier rimming…

Then I had him lay on his back and try to push out the load… It took him a while, but when it started coming out it was pretty hot… His cummy ass looks really wonderful…

We then took a break, sat on the bed and looked at the video we’d just shot. That got me hard, so we went back to a little oral and then back to fucking. This time I got the camera angle right and this is the fucking you see in the video. It’s almost impossible for me to cum a second time – so there’s no actual shot of me cumming in the video.

Of course I keep taking breaks to taste his well fucked cummy hole… It was pretty sweet…

Then we watched the second bit of video. The only downside to a bottom who likes rank piss is bad breath… Sitting on the bed watching the video it was pretty noticeable – but I figured it was partly my doing (since my piss was the major contributor to how his breath smelled), so I didn’t say anything, but I didn’t really want to kiss him… That worked itself out and we had a good time…

The tricky part about editing the video is that the guy has these tattoos all over his body, so every time he moved I’d have to cut stuff out of the video. And then in other parts I had to crop the image to not show his tats… Was a bit of a pain, but think it came out pretty well.

And lastly – he told me today he wants a repeat where he takes on two tops. He’s only ever taken loads from one guy at a time before and wants to change that… Thing is, he’s neg and looking for neg tops. I think I have a top lined up for him, but if you’re interested, let me know – rawtop@yahoo.com…