I created a test blog to see how the migration would go to a new domain and did a bunch of tests to see what happens when you change from blogspot to a custom domain… It was all going well until…

I really fucked up – I managed to delete the real blog instead of the test blog… All I could do was restore what feedburner had cached, which wasn’t much – most of the stuff from this year, plus a couple of old posts. If I had just waited to delete the test blog then I would have had all the posts on my new server in HTML format, but no… I managed to delete everything with no backup. Oh well – it’s done, not much I can do about it.

In the unlikely event that you’ve saved any of my posts, I’d appreciate it if you’d send them to me… rawtop@yahoo.com I’ll be restoring the posts of hookups for the past year from memory as I have the time.

Otherwise, I’ve migrated over to a new domain and it was a pretty straight forward process (except for deleting the blog). The new URL for the blog is http://rawtop.com/sex/ though if you go to the old URL all the links will take you to the new URL, so people (and search engine spiders) will eventually get what’s going on…

If you’re a blogger who has a link to my blog. First, thank you. And second, I’d appreciate it if you could change the link to point to http://rawtop.com/ – The link text would look something like this:

<a href="http://rawtop.com/">rawTOP's Bareback Blog</a>

Load 2007-7

Stopped by to see the black guy on my way to work this morning. He kept me waiting for 5 minutes in my car outside his place, and then had me watch some low-budget bareback porn while he finished getting ready (Hello – I'm trying to make this quick and get to work!). When I moved his pillow I realized he had it wrapped in plastic under the pillow cover. That seemed odd, but whatever…

Then he comes out and has his PA in and this leather "thing" – it was sorta like what you'd use to tie a bottom's hands to the side of his waist, but it was lacking the restraints – just went around each leg and around his waist. His PA was cool – I think he had a 0 gauge in (though he said it was 00 gauge).

He mentioned that he hoped I had some piss for him which wasn't something I was expecting, and then went down on my dick (PA and all). I wasn't planning on fucking him with my PA since I didn't want to dig up shit (which the PA seems pretty good at doing), but obviously he was expecting it, so I figured "what the hell"… I got up, he got on his back, put some Vaseline on his hole and I pushed the ring in and then my dick. It's a big ring and I had to take it slow, but eventually it was in there.

We fucked for a bit with him on his back, but I wanted to get off and the quickest way for me to do that is with him on his belly. So I had him flip over (while my dick stayed in his ass). DAMN! I had forgotten how good his ass felt this way (it has been a month since I last fucked him). His ass felt like these rock hard globes – and his hole was nice and tight.

But pretty quick it went from nirvana to hell… It was like my PA was pinching my dick and it hurt a lot. I tried a few more slow strokes to see if it would reposition itself, but it didn't and it needed to come out. I started taking it out, but that started hurting him 'cause he was tight, so I had to take it out slowly, but my pain was pretty consistent…

Finally, it was out and I got the ring off my dick (not much of any "dirt" – just some Vaseline clinging to it). I shoved back in, and resumed my enjoyment of his hole. I gotta say, his ass and his body are pretty great (not incredible, but just really, really nice) and I got off in no time – dumping my load in his hole.

I felt like I needed to piss, so I headed for the bathroom. He wanted me to piss on him, but only a few drops came out (it's hard to piss with a hardon). Then I noticed when the PA "pinched" my dick, it managed to create a little red dot/bruise/blister on the head of my dick. So I learned my lesson and won't fuck a tight bottom with my PA anymore…

Looking back on it I realized he had set everything up for a full-bore watersports scene – there was plastic under the sheets on the bed and everything. The problem is that I rarely take off my clothes when I'm there, so I wouldn't have wanted to roll around in piss in clothes I wear to work. Plus I didn't have time for clean up. Maybe if I had more time, but it was pretty unrealistic given my time constraints. But I think he was just hungry for it, and thought he could fit too much in a short amount of time.

Still, he's a great bottom – I love how eager he is and how good it feels to fuck him.

Load 2007-6

Saw a post on Craigslist the other day – a guy was hosting his friend who was blindfolded taking all neg loads. I vetted it a bit to make sure they really were only taking neg loads, but wasn't really sure if I wanted to go. At the last minute I made the decision to go – I had seen ads on CL where the guy did similar scenes twice before and almost went to the first one, even with this one I wasn't absolutely sure I should go – but I hadn't fucked in days and needed to seed hole… I had to be somewhere and didn't have a lot of time, but had just enough to swing by, fuck for a few minutes and drop a load.

I got there and it was an "OK" building (nothing special). I went in and the apartment was a simple studio. The host was attractive, but had an average build. The bottom looked excellent – at least what I could see of him (doggy style on the bed). This almost trollish guy was playing with him, but didn't seem to be doing very well. When I got the PA out of my dick and went over to the bed he moved out of the way to let me fuck the guy. The bottom was pretty hot – had a nice sorta muscular body. I wasn't completely hard, but needed to make it quick and was just hard enough to get inside him, so I just shoved in. Then the almost trollish guy starts touching my pecs, but I just pushed him aside – I needed to focus on the bottom, not get distracted by some guy who didn't turn me on in the least.

Doggy style wasn't working for me, so I pushed him forward, down on the bed, and then it really started feeling excellent. At one point he raised his ass up a bit and it didn't feel as good, so I pushed him down a bit but he went too far down, then I raised his hips up to just where I wanted them and he kept the position perfectly. To me, stuff like that is what makes a bottom a great bottom… They're completely willing to do the little things that make a difference to their top.

In the middle of fucking I hear the buzzer ring, and another guy joins us, but I had my back to the door and couldn't see him. I just stayed focused on fucking. I wanted to dump my load as quickly as possible. I'm guessing it was maybe 3 minutes before I came – not long at all.

I got up, and with my dick hanging out of my jeans (I hadn't taken off any clothes, just unzipped), I went to the bathroom to try to piss, but couldn't with a hardon, so just washed my dick, put the PA back into my dick, and tucked everything back in my pants. As I was leaving I saw the other guy who had come in – a stocky but attractive latin guy who looked like he was in his 20s. The almost trollish guy was fucking the bottom… The host asked me if I felt better now (weird question), I mumbled something and left. Ironically, I had to go to a church to give a presentation (not on a religious topic though).

The next day I asked the bottom how many loads he got and he said "about 10". I know he was hoping for a lot more, but still, 10 loads in a single night in a neg bottom isn't bad at all…

Load 2007-5

Yes, this means I've fucked 8 guys in 9 days…

If you follow the blog you'll remember I posted about an Asian guy who had contacted me on Manhunt who was coming town and was interested in a possible 3-way. Well, we didn't do a 3-way, but he did come over. He was hot – almost the type of Asian jock my bf would be into.

I wasn't really sure what he was up for and what he wasn't, which is why I didn't push too hard for the 3-way with someone I didn't know. But we IM'd just before he came over and it turns out the pics he had sent me with him in leather were more than a passing fantasy… He's versatile and under the training of an Asian dom top back home. From what I could tell he's pretty serious in the S/M scene… We talked a bit about what toys I had to play with (back from 9+ years ago – before I met my bf). When he heard I had a PA he was completely hooked. (What is it with all the bottoms wanting a big heavy PA knocking around inside them?) I asked him if he was into hoods and he said yes… So we were on.

He got here a little late 'cause he managed to get on the wrong subway, but when he came in he was hot – possibly better than his pics. My bf was out walking the dogs. He was a little hesitant, but when things settled down a little and it was clear all was good, I put the hood on him and then took off his clothes. He had a nice body – not all that tight, but still really nice. I also put puppy mitts on him and locked them together with a really heavy padlock. This pic isn't him, but he looked something like this…

I pushed him back, lifted his legs and dove into his hole… And then it hit me – this really bitter taste… It took me a while to place the taste, but finally I realized it was grapefruit. Then I realized what had happened – he was staying in one of the best hotels in NY and I'm guessing they had a grapefruit body wash in the bathroom and he used it not realizing it would make him taste sour. Sorta a dumb move for the hotel – after all, people on vacation want to have sex, but it's a stuffy hotel and it probably never crossed their mind…

I figured I could get used to the taste, so I dove back into his hole. He had told me he had recently gotten into fisting and his hole looked like it had seen some use. But that was a bit of a turn on since it's not easy to find slutty Asian guys…

It wasn't too much longer and I climbed up on the bed and started, carefully, putting the ring into him. It took a while to get positioned properly and I was being so careful putting the ring in I actually started going soft, but once the ring was in, the dick wasn't coming out easily – it sort held my dick in his hole – which was a new experience for me… And once I was in there it didn't take long to get hard. He had put his legs through his arms (remember his hands are tied together), so fucking him was pretty easy, but fucking him in that position didn't quite feel right, so I turned him over while my dick was still inside of him and with him on his belly started pounding away at his hole. He felt really great… His body was so silky smooth (the body wash wasn't all bad apparently), and his hole felt good… Didn't feel the PA so much, but it all felt really good and in no time I came in his ass.

When I pulled out, I reached over and grabbed a short billystick I had gotten out and put it in his hole, but then I smelled something. I had my glasses off, but then I saw what looked like a bunch of shit all around my PA. So I got up, told him I'd be a minute, and went into the bathroom to clean up. Let's just say it took a while to clean up. I had been worried that since he was in a hotel he wouldn't be able to clean out properly… Oh well, he was still a good fuck…

While I was cleaning up, my bf came in and when he saw him on the bed – he said sorta loudly – "I think you left someone tied up in here"… It was pretty funny.

Like a good S/M top, I came back and spent probably 45 minutes playing with him – used a sensation wheel on him (especially his dick), and a snake bite kit on his nipples… Just a slowly playing with him – since he was in sensory deprivation mode it was all about making him feel things he couldn't see. He seemed to like it – he was hard the entire time (actually he got hard the moment I put the hood on him and never went soft).

I then put my clothes back on, and took off the puppy mitts and then the hood. We layed there and cuddled while he jacked off. I always like it when I'm clothed and the guy is naked… It's a sensory thing…

We then chatted a little while, and he went and took a shower. While he was taking a shower my bf left and went over to the neighbor's to smoke up. When he came out he wanted to meet my bf, but didn't want to wait until my bf came back, so he left…

Next time I get a real S/M bottom I need to take it more seriously… Put in contacts, wear my executioner's hood, put the spike through my septum piercing… Maybe next time this guy's in town…

Hooked up with a guy who had come over early last year. At the time he had warts "down there" and my bf and I didn't want to fuck him. He didn't even know he had warts and went a few weeks later to get them removed (a painful process). He even reported in at every step telling us how it was going (it was sorta cute).

A week or two ago he contacted us on Adam4Adam and reminded us who he was. He's now in a relationship with a guy – they have an open relationship but the boyfriend thinks he's the only one seeding the guy's hole (that's a common theme in my hookups, isn't it?)

I had sorta forgotten what he looked like. I remembered him being a nice guy, and attractive enough that I wanted to have sex with him. My bf remembered that he was hairy… When he got here he was attractive enough – nice body – lean and thin…

He came in, went into the bedroom stripped off his clothes and got right to business. He sucked on both our cocks for a while and then we got him up on the bed (doggy-style) and I fucked him while he gave my bf a blowjob. I pounded away at his hole, but I was pretty tired and just couldn't find it in me to cum. So I turned him over to my bf to fuck. He put the guy's legs up and fucked him pretty well. I was laying off to the side jacking. When my bf said he was getting close the guy told him to get off 'cause he wanted to try something. He had my bf lay down and I could tell that he wanted to get double fucked. I told him it's best to have the guy with the biggest dick lay down, so he crawled on top of me and my bf got behind him. This time double fucking a bottom felt better than the last time. My bf was rubbing the right parts of my dick and the guy was doing his job of making sure he didn't move forward and have my dick pop out of his hole.

After a couple minutes of double fucking my bf came, and the guy started riding my dick solo. It felt like a really good blowjob only better 'cause it was an ass that was lubed with cum. I put him on his belly and fucked him some more, but was starting to realize I just wasn't going to be able to cum. I'd been working on a tight deadline all day and had only finished what I had to do like 10 minutes before he got there – I was tired and not really in the mood to fuck. On top of that the guy was a smoker and a moaner. Either one would have been OK, but when he moaned he expelled air that smelled like an ashtray.

I tried a bit more with him on his back, but gave up. While I still had my cock in him he jacked off and came really quickly. It seems there are guys like this guy and my bf who can cum on queue several times a day, but they have really small loads. On the other hand, I cum a lot, but can't always cum. I sorta perfer my "problem" over theirs – I like to know that the bottom got "bred" really well with lots of cum…

While he was getting dressed he was talking a mile a minute. It was sorta funny…

If you're counting – that's the 7th guy I've fucked in 8 days, but I've only cum in 3 of them…