For a while now I’ve been openly wondering if I was a bear. Well, the guy from Gay Porn Pig has declared I’m a bear…
You’re totally a bear, not the hairiest one I’ve ever seen, but definitely a bear. And a cute one, too. I wouldn’t get too caught up in what others say or think. You have all the qualities of a bear – masculine, facial hair, a bit of a belly (they don’t need to be huge) and body hair. In my estimation as long as a man has more of those qualities than not, then he’d be considered a bear. For instance, I think with a full beard, you can get away with having less body hair; if you were clean shaven, then I’d say, probably not.
So you might be wondering what are all the qualities of a bear? I know I always thought bears were always at least 20-30 heavier than I am… Well here’s his definition…
There are two key characteristics to classify a man as a bear: body hair and body size – a bear has to have some solidness and heaviness to him. This can range from a stocky or chunky guy to a 300-pound man with a big belly. Lots of bears have facial hair, too.
However, one other aspect of the bear community is the idea of self determination and visualization. If a man says he’s a bear, then he kind of is, whether you think he’s a cub, or something else.
So if any of the rest of you are wondering if you’re bears… There’s your answer (from someone who really seems to love bears)…
(I have lost about 10+ pounds from my heaviest a couple months ago – I’m now consistently weighing about 225-227. I was up around 238 for a while there… But I have a feeling I’ll be bearish for the forseeable future…)
Life has been crazy the past couple weeks (I’ve worked through 2 weekends now) but it’s starting to calm down. I’m sorta horny but more tired, so just been jacking off a lot. I’ll get back into the swing of things soon enough… But in the meantime…
Black guys are off the charts. Yet it’s not like black guys are all that much sluttier or anything. Or why is AIDS such a problem in Africa? Once again people may start to wonder about black sexuality, but it turns out it’s not that at all…
A new report out today says the real reason is that 90% of black Africans and 60% of African-Americans have a genetic trait that makes them 40% more likely to become HIV positive than people without the genetic trait. The trait was actually a response in their evolution that made them resistant to a certain form of malaria, but now makes them more likely to become poz.
It’s a bit of a cruel fate really. Not only does Africa have long standing development issues, but now we find they’re basically cursed when it comes to HIV and AIDS. On the other hand, the ancestors of northern European whites, who have so many advantages already – their ancestors who survived Smallpox gave 1% of them the ability to be completely immune to HIV and 10% of them the ability to be “resistant” to HIV. It’s like the people with all the advantages just get more advantages, while the people with all the problems, just get more problems…
So if you’re black this is just one of those things you’re going to have to deal with. Black guys who want to stay negative have to be extra careful.
But the really sad thing is how AIDS will just continue to decimate Africa… Those of us who live in the West are so incredibly lucky – we have the wealth to pay for drug cocktails that take make a manageable situation out of a health crisis. Now imagine the equivalent of the gay community in terms of likelihood to become poz, only no money to pay for the meds – and no chance of being able to afford the meds. Always urge politicians to give funding for HIV/AIDS in Africa – it’s the least we can do as rich Westerners…
The one bit of good news today was that HIV positive people can now enter the US as visitors and as immigrants! This means there’s no fear you’ll be asked to leave the US if you become poz…
I’ve been thinking about the future of the site… Ways to enhance it and make it better. First comes a redesign… But after that, what should I do?
I was thinking of adding a discussion forum where people could start topics and post comments. If I did it, I’d use the same software that the Just Us Boys Forum is using, so it would have many of the same features. I’m thinking the major sections would be:
Breeding and Getting Bred
BB Porn Discussion – DVDs and porn sites
Regional Sections
So what do you guys think of that idea? Can you see yourself starting discussions and/or posting replies? Or would you just want to read what other people say? Or do you have no interest in it at all?
IF that becomes a reality it could make the cumhole directory pointless since it’s much better to just have a section where guys can post their own listings… Or is there a reason to keep the cumhole directory? Or do you hate the cumhole directory and want to see it go away?
It’ll take a while to get things in place, but I want to know what you guys think would be a good direction to head in…
UPDATE: Well, it looks like you guys want a forum! I’ll get one set up as quickly as I can… I’m hoping we have the critical mass to make it interesting… About 100 of you said you’d participate within the first day, which is a good sign. And slightly more than half say they’ll participate and a third more say they’ll lurk…
As far as the cumhole directory – nearly 2/3rds seem to agree with me and say make it part of the new forum, so that’s what I’ll do… I’ll probably have regional/urban sections and then a section within each of those for cumhole listings. Gangbangs I’m thinking can just go in the main regional discussion section with a special flag identifying it as a gangbang.
Hopefully this will make it easier for you guys to hookup and find other pigs with similar interests… Part Craigslist, part discussion forum…
I think I mentioned he stopped taking loads after I fucked him back then… Then for the next month or so he was pretty tortured wanting it, but scared of it… Then a couple weeks ago he and his master told me he’s back at it taking loads, and now he’s taking loads in a gangbang…
CUMDUMP needs TOPS to UNLOAD TONIGHT! – 30 (Midtown West)
Looking for raw/bb tops to cum dump a load. In a hotel near Penn Station. Send age/stats/pics and status in your email!
We’ll start around 5pm and go until…?
Door will be unlocked. Walk in, fuck him bare, cum in his ass and go. ALL loads go in his ass. If you can nut a second time in a short period… cool… otherwise, leave and come back later to dump another load.
We prefer that you don’t rim… want all that cum in his ass and sloppy for the next dude to slide in easily. 🙂
IF you are able to help out with the room, it would be greatly appreciated! Just hand the host (me) whatever you can contribute. If you can’t contribute, no problem… we still want your cum. but know, anything helps!
Bttm is 30, six foot two, 170lbs tall/slim/athletic and neg!
Some pics of the action may be taken (no faces). If you don’t want them taken, just tell me. No big deal.
keywords: seed, cum, bb, bare, bareback, load, anon, pump and dump, uninhibited, raw
I love the way it says “…tall/slim/athletic and neg!“… Sort of a funny way of wording it – like being neg is the cherry on top of the ice cream… In the most recent ads (1, 2) there’s no mention of him being neg at all, though they do ask for people to tell them their status. However even that was dropped from the very last version of the ad which simply said…
Looking for bb/raw tops to dump a load… taken 6 so far…
30, six foot two and 170lbs, athletic and toned
cum in, dump your load and go
Back a couple months ago when the bottom stopped taking loads I flat out told him that wouldn’t last – that he’d be back at it. He said the certainty in how I stated it turned him on – and what do you know he did go back to it. But this time he seems less hesitant. It’s like he’s thought about things and he’s just giving in and being the sub bottom he knows he is deep down…
The other day he told me he was going over to take a load from the Brazilian I fuck on a regular basis… It’s one thing to take a load from a total top, but something completely different to take a load from a guy who usually bottoms himself – someone who sees how many loads they can get in a day… I mean one day my load was the 7th one the Brazilian got up his ass… And that was all during the day on a weekday…
So if he’s taking loads from bareback bottoms something has definitely changed in the piss bottom’s thinking the past few weeks. It’s a good change ’cause it suits the kind of bottom he is.
When I started chatting with him today and he was a bit nervous ’cause this is a big step for him. He said “the top is screening so that he has a reasonable sense of the guys’ neg std status.” So I think he knows the risk, but is still trying to minimize it… I told him he’s a serious sub bottom and that being a urinal and cumhole suits him… He knows I’m right and said he got hard when he read that… By the early afternoon he wanted to get more loads than than the guy who got 20 loads the other day.
I know it’s late notice – but let’s see how many tops we can get breeding him… You can contact the top through the Craigslist ad, or through his Manhunt profile (‘tops4bbgangbang’), or by e-mailing him – btownguy20@yahoo.com – let him know you heard about it here.
If you have any problems contacting him, e-mail me your details and I’ll make sure you get invited. I really want to see this bottom get a lot of cum and become more of the cumhole and urinal bottom he is deep down. It really does suit this guy…
Oh, and if you do show up – give the top some money. He’s paying for the room and doesn’t have a lot of spare cash himself…
Just as a reminder – here’s the video of me and the bottom…
BTW, if you piss on him he’ll like it even more, but it will piss off the organizing top and possibly other tops that come after you… Still, the bottom really likes to be degraded – so it’s a good topic when you’re whispering in his ear while your breeding his ass…
Work is kicking my ass the past few days – so haven’t had time to have sex… Hope to get back to breeding ass soon though…
Came across an article today that says that aggressively giving poz guys HAART can reduce new HIV infections by 60%. Years ago when AIDSVax was in clinical trials they were saying they’d consider it an “effective” vaccine if it stopped 30% of HIV infections – so 60% is wildly successful.
So that means poz guys will essentially be taking the “vaccines” to protect negative guys. I have a problem with the implications of that. I’m all for poz guys taking HAART if it is genuinely the best thing for their individual case. But I have a huge problem with them taking potentially harmful medications when they don’t necessarily need them. Many of the long-term survivors that are having problems can trace their problems back to medications they took in th past like AZT. It’s one thing when you take a harmful medication because it’s your only choice and you’re about to die. But it’s completely different when you take something that’s harmful to you in order to protect someone else.
I wouldn’t be against it if the medical profession were honest and said “we need you to take this to protect other people” (perhaps a lover). But I guarantee you that that’s not how it will be communicated. Already aggressive HAART therapy is pretty much the norm right after diagnosis – that’s just going to become even more so. The concept of a poz guy who’s not on meds will be forgotten despite the fact that there many poz guys who have stayed off meds for years and stayed healthy.
Aggressive HAART will become standard practice and no one is going to question it. The concept of a treatment plan that is best for the patient will be thrown out the window. The only way in which it will be honored is to find the meds that the patient can best tolerate and which get his viral load down the lowest.
Why do I feel strongly about this? Years ago I had a well-known neurologist who wanted me to stay on anti-seizure medications for the rest of my life despite the fact that they affected my quality of life and I had never clearly had a seizure. Why? ‘Cause if I blacked out while driving it would affect her liability insurance. By putting me on anti-seizure meds she removed her liability in the matter. [BTW, been off them for years and doing fine…]
I am really skeptical when it comes to doctors – I’ve seen them screw up too many times on me and on loved ones. Medicine is a field which is big on “group think” – contrarians are seen as dangerous… I’d bet money that no doctor will publicly challenge the idea of aggressive HAART therapy as a best practice for treating poz guys…
If you’re poz I’m not saying you shouldn’t take HAART. I’m just saying if you’re “healthy” make your doctor prove to you why you need it. They should be telling you about the particular strain of HIV you have and what they know about that strain and it’s progression in the body. IMO, they should also know whether you have a blocked CCR5 receptor which would make you a slow progressor. In other words, they shouldn’t recommend a lifetime of medications to a healthy person without first doing a huge battery of tests. If your doctor doesn’t like being questioned – find another doctor.
After my lover died I was talking to his social worker. She made a comment that she liked my boyfriend’s doctor personally, but it was weird how all of his patients seemed to die (this was January 1995). He was a high profile doctor who was constantly speaking at conferences and writing papers. She wasn’t sure if he just had some of the worst cases or what… But she knew other, more low-key doctors whose patients had a much better survival rate…
We’re to the point now that people don’t die quickly of HIV. But the decisions you make now may determine whether you live 20 or 40 years. I’m not saying what those decisions should be – just make sure you don’t let someone else make them for you – be actively involved in your treatment plan and be 100% comfortable with your doctor’s decisions.
Just thought I’d give some publicity for BareBottom1980 (the blogger in Omaha) who’s got a top whoring out his ass this Saturday, Juy 5th… Here’s the description from the Craigslist ad the top put up…
I’m arranging a cumdump gangbang session this Saturday, July 5, for a bottom bud of mine. he’s 28, a little on the bigger size body-wise, but he can take your cock like a pro. bang him as hard as you want, he loves it, no load will be refused. we’re getting a hotel room for the action, so a freewill donation of a few bucks would be welcome but not necessary. we’re getting a hotel near 108th and L in omaha
let me say again, no load will be refused, none whatsoever. bring your buddies with you if you want, the more cum he gets the hungrier his hole becomes. we’re looking for raw loads only. the whole point is to get as much seed in him as possible. there may be pictures taken, but they would only be showing your cock, nothing identifiable. its just for his humiliation. if you dont want to do that, no problem, he’ll take your jizz and i’ll take a picture of it leaking out his hole after you pull-out.
looks, age, stats, not as important as willingness to breed. pic is preferred but not absolute requirement.
‘perv4cum’ on BarebackRT is organizing it – he’s a 25 y.o. poz top. BareBottom1980 is neg – you do the math…
If you’re out near Omaha and want to give him a load, you can contact him at barebottom1980@yahoo.com, or you can contact the top on BarebackRT (via his profile or the party listing) or via the e-mail in the Craigslist ad. Literally no load will be refused…
UPDATE: The bottom IM’d me last night while I was offline…
Think that about sums it up…
There was a discussion a while back about whether bug chasers were urban legend or not. Back then I think it was a legitimate question. Now I think you can say pretty definitively that bug chasers do exist – and some of them even have blogs…
There’s Matt & Dan who seem to be competing to see who can get pozzed first.
Then there’s BareBottom1980 (the bottom for this gangbang) who’s showing that heavy guys can be bug chasers too…
Probably the first one was Cosmaz who may not have considered himself a bug chaser at the time, but chronicled his experiences a few years ago when he was using meth, going to sex clubs, and wound up poz as a result.
The other day I almost wrote up a post ’cause I saw two bug chasing ads on Craigslist on the same day.
I think bug chasing has existed for a while, but most guys didn’t want to associate themselves with the term – like the bottom from IML… But now that some of them have blogs it means bug chasers are getting their voice, which will lead more guys to being willing to identify themselves as bug chasers… It’s like they’re coming out of the closet, just as barebacking came out of the closet a little over 10 years ago…
I got up this morning and saw an ad on Craigslist that made me VERY happy… The top who organized 
I love the way it says “…tall/slim/athletic 
