Loads 2014-6 & 7

I’m still not hookup up much lately. Maybe now that the weather is getting nicer my mood will change, but who knows…

A couple weeks ago I fucked the black guy in the neighborhood I who fuck pretty regularly. I didn’t have a lot of time so it was a quickie. He sucked me a bit to get me hard then I put him on his belly and fucked him until I came a few minutes later. Then he jacked off and pushed the head of his cock in my hole when he came. It was supposed to be a two day load, but it didn’t seem all that big – who knows. All I do know is his cock was so big even the few seconds he was in my ass hurt like hell.

Then this past weekend this guy was hosting in a hotel in Chelsea. My load was the 6th one he took that day. When I rimmed him you could taste and smell the sweet muskiness of a well bred hole. Needless to say it didn’t take me long to cum that time either (I love a cummy hole). Curiously he wasn’t a tourist – he lives here in NYC, so maybe we’ll fuck again in the near future. He had a nice body – sort of otterish, and he seemed to have a nice big thick dick on him as well – not that dick size matters when the guy is a total cumdump bottom. 😉

Part of me wants to start going to sex parties again. Problem is I’ve gained a little weight back since Thanksgiving so not feeling as sexy as I did a few months ago. And so many of the parties are expensive and sorta suck action-wise. But one way or the other I need to get back into the swing of things.

But on the plus side I’ve mostly been not hooking up because I’ve been in the mood to code. Programming is a pretty solitary endeavor – it’s not really the same headspace as interacting with someone for a hookup. But I feel like I’ve learned a ton of stuff and that I’m really starting to accomplish something that could be incredibly productive. So things are good, even if I’m not fucking a lot.

Load 2013-38

A week ago, last Sunday morning, I fucked a guy I’ve fucked before (a long time ago – back right after he tested poz). The funny part is back then I remarked about him being hotter than his pics and it was true this time as well. I walked over to this place and when he opened the door I was pleasantly surprised. It had been almost 5 years since we fucked and I forgot how hot he was. When he stripped down he was this hot scruffy otter with this really great facial hair.

He got down on his kneed and went to work on my dick. I was in a bit of a mellow mood so wasn’t in any rush. When I got hard I just let him keep sucking my dick. At first I was fucking his face but he kept choking and gagging. So I stopped and let him do the work and things worked much better. He was able to get it down his throat without gagging.

The blowjob felt good, but after a while I wanted to fuck, so we moved around and got onto his bed with him on all fours, but as I pushed in I pushed him onto his belly. It took a little while to cum, but given the work up with the blowjob it didn’t take all that long before I blew a nice big load in him.

As we laid on the bed with my dick up his ass it struck me that he had a hairy back and that’s usually a total turn off (I used to ask guys with hairy backs to wear a t-shirt), but with him I didn’t mind at all. It really worked on him somehow. I felt up the hair on his chest as I pumped slowly in and out of his ass. His chest hair is beyond hairy – he’s truly furry – and it felt great. It was like a big thick shag carpet or something.

As I was getting dressed he mentioned he wanted to fuck me. That wasn’t happening, but it was nice to hear I turn guys on that way 😉

He’s not that far away – I need to hookup with him more regularly.

Load 2012-23

Saturday morning I woke up a bit hung over. I got on BBRT to check emails – I wasn’t really looking to fuck, but this guy contacted me and wanted my load. He’d been so persistent in the past about asking me to hookup, I thought “what the hell…” I warned him that I was a bit hung over and might not be at my best – but he was game for it anyway. What I didn’t ell him was that I hadn’t taken a Cialis in a week and my dick was only sorta half into it…

It was pretty early in the morning and my bf hadn’t woken up yet. At one point he rolled over and looked like he might be half awake so I asked if he minded if I went and hooked up. He grunted – I didn’t quite know what that meant but took it as a ‘no problem’.

As I was leaving I couldn’t find my usual cock ring. Given that my dick was being temperamental, I was a little worried I needed something. I saw a little piece of rawhide string and took that instead.

I got to his place – it seemed like an old hotel that had been converted to small apartments. The “luxury apartments” sign outside was a bit optimistic – it was perfectly nice, but “luxury” was seriously stretching it…

He greeted me at the door in a leather vest and jockstrap. Actually neither was leather – they were that neoprene that looks like leather… He didn’t quite look like his pictures – but it wasn’t an issue – he was still good looking and fuckable. Pretty quickly after I arrived I noticed he was a bit chatty – but more on that later…

I started stripping down and he leaned over his desk to pick some music off his computer. I spread his ass cheeks and started rimming him. He asked me how I wanted him before I came over and my one request was “squeaky clean”, yet his ass was a bit musky. It didn’t seem unclean – I just didn’t know when the last time was that he douched. As a result I didn’t spend too long down there or go too deeply. Actually, my dick was surprisingly cooperative. The rawhide seemed to be working better than my regular leather cockring… It was almost working too well – it felt like it might be a little too tight – my dick felt veiny…  I didn’t change anything though – I figured I wasn’t going to complain – my dick was hard…

I stood up and he went to suck my dick but my PA was in and it’s fairly big. He said he was OK with getting fucked with a PA, but didn’t want to suck dick with it – I understood that (metal against teeth is no fun). So I asked for some lube, and when he pointed to something I didn’t have my glasses on and picked the wrong bottle at first, but got the right bottle on 2nd try. I lubed up and shoved in.

He was on his back and we were fucking in the missionary position. That was fine with me – I feel like I’ve gotten in a bit of a rut when the face-down on his belly routine I’ve gotten into. But then he suggested he get on his belly which makes me wonder if he reads the blog…

He rolled over and as usual it didn’t take long for me to cum. I didn’t want to draw it out ’cause for starters it was hot in there (which is odd – ’cause my A/C’s been out and a few days earlier he had said to come over ’cause he had A/C – I mean his A/C was on, but it wasn’t making things cold). And secondly – I didn’t know how long my dick would cooperate.

It had been 4 1/2 days since I’d cum – so he got a pretty good sized load. I then rolled him over and kept my dick in for a while while we laid there. He didn’t seem comfortable with silence so he talked about one thing and then another, and then another… He was a bit of a chatter box… I wasn’t saying much more than “Yeah…”, “Oh really?” “I see…” I heard about his sexual preferences (only likes guys 45+), his ex-boyfriend, a cruise he went on, etc…

Because of the heat I was a bit sweaty, and I hadn’t taken a shower before I came over, so when he offered that I could use his shower I took him up on it so I could rinse off. When I came out he was still just as talkative. I felt a little bad – he was doing so much talking and I was doing so little – I wondered if he thought I didn’t like him or something. Truth was that I was just hung over and not in the mood to talk.

When I came out he had taken off the vest and I could see more of his body. He looked hotter naked than he did with the vest on. Nice proportions to his body – sorta hairy in the right places, etc. Funny part was he was an otter – like a lot of the guys I’ve been fucking lately – not sure what’s up with that.

When I left I noticed my bf had texted me and asked if I wanted to go to Callen-Lorde’s Saturday STD clinic to get checked out. We’re both sorta overdue for HIV tests – I had suggested we do it a few days before. But it was a bit early, he was still waking up and I hadn’t showered and didn’t have any underwear on… So we put it off until next week.

2012-21

Saturday morning I was supposed to hook up with this pain pig off Recon. He had been really pushy to have a whipping session with me the week before and mildly upset when I canceled. So we scheduled it in advance for a week later. He somewhat sensibly wanted it early in the weekend so he had time to recover before Monday morning. We chatted the night before online and then I texted him in the morning to confirm and he said he was still coming so I gave him my address. It’s been a while since I had done a proper S/M session and I had to get set up. That took a while and got me all sweaty and finally the time came and I sat down and waited for him to show up. And I waited and waited. Finally after 30 minutes I realized I’d been stood up. I text him and message him on Recon and give up. [He never did get in contact with me and explain himself.]

At that point I needed to find a hole. One guy nearby indicated he was up for it, but needed to clean out. I waited 45 minutes and finally gave up on him too (it only takes 30 min to clean out). While I had been waiting for that guy another guy had contacted me who had been messaging me a fair amount lately. When I gave up on the other guy I contacted him and asked if he was cleaned out and ready to go. He was, but then he asked if I could help with subway fare. I told him no problem.

Thinking about it, every time I take the subway to a trick’s place it’s $2.25 each way – so fucks cost me (or the trick) $4.50. I see that as pretty cost effective, though of course a trick I that’s within walking distance is better yet… So as I got ready for the guy to come over I took out a $5 bill and threw it on the bed.

He arrives and he’s pretty cute – late 20s, skinny, a bit hairy – basically a cute little otter (though not over the top hairy). We stripped down – he had underwear over a jockstrap, so I had him keep the jockstrap on.

Honestly, I’m a little hazy on the details – I don’t think he sucked my cock first, but he might have. Anyway, I tell him to get on the bed on all fours and I start eating out his hole. Given that I had taken a Cialis that morning it didn’t take long to get hard – I was sporting a hardon most of the morning… As I lube my dick and start to shove in I’m thinking about how prevalent completely anonymous sex is these days. I mean yet again here’s a bottom bending over and taking my dick with zero conversation. Maybe it’s just me, but it feels like more and more bottoms will take raw dick and loads literally with no questions asked.

Given how hard and thick I was I knew it wouldn’t take long to cum. He felt good. I put his legs together and rode him like a log. It was one of my favorite ways to fuck back when I was just starting out many moons ago… It’s especially hot with thin guys…

As I said, it didn’t take long to cum and since I had just taken a pill I stayed hard after cumming so I fucked him a little bit afterwards and then rolled him over on his side and kept pumping in and out of his ass. When I do that I tend to lightly touch the bottom – sorta caressing him… Bottoms who like intimacy love it, but this guy seemed uncertain how to respond. He tried to reciprocate, but it was awkward…

We talked a bit after I got soft and my dick popped out of his ass. Nice guy – seems like he’s still finding himself, which is completely OK at his age…

As he left, he grabbed the $5 bill… It did feel a bit like he was a cheap hooker, but nothing wrong with that 🙂

Load: 2012-20

There’s a guy I’ve emailed back and forth with a few times and a few days ago we finally hooked up. I was in one of those moods where I was horny, but sorta not horny. I knew going into it that the hookup could be problematic – not because of him, but because of me. It’s just a sexual energy thing – I had a latent sorta sexual energy going – not a full hardon sort of energy…

He was in an awkward place to get to – sorta close, but too far too walk, not easy to get to by subway, etc. Finally I figured out I could take a bus from here to there and that worked really well – I had to run a little to get the bus, but it got me over there really quickly, which was good, ’cause it was raining a bit…

I get there and he answers the door in just a towel. He’s this thin, sorta hairy, but not too hairy guy… Pretty much the textbook definition of an otter (though most otters have a little more hair on them). We go into his bedroom and he picks some porn to watch while I take off my clothes. We play around with each other a little bit, and (like usual lately) I feel like I need to rim him to get completely hard. He had the A/C on, but it didn’t seem to be cooling much of anything. I was worried with the heat I’d overheat and be useless. That combined with where my head was at… Well, you get the picture…

So I manage to get him on all fours and I start eating out his ass. I get hard pretty quickly which puts me back in the game. When I get up I really want to fuck, but he’s not ready for that yet. OK… He has me lay down and he starts going over my body. I’m a bit sweaty, which he really likes. He starts licking the sweat off my body. I raise my arm and there’s a bit of musky pit smell. I’ve always liked the smell of my pits and so did he… He sniffed them and licked them, and then went back to licking sweat off other parts of my body…

Finally he gets to my dick – which he sucks pretty well. I’m just laying there being fairly passive. There are a few guys who have gotten me completely hard while being laid back and passive – when it works it usually qualifies as some of the best sex of my life, but this guy was good – but not that good. My dick starts going to half mast. Ugh…

I finally rim him a bit more, but this time my dick isn’t responding so well (the heat’s not helping), but I get hard enough to fuck him so I push in. He wants to be fucked missionary style, but I gradually get him rolled over onto his side and then onto his belly. But by that time I’m just not quite hard enough for a good fuck. I mean, I fuck him, but it was far from my best performance and I never really feel like I’m even close to cumming.

After a while I sorta just give up. I’m a sweaty mess by this point. I’m afraid if I roll over onto his bed he’ll have a huge wet spot when I get up. But at the same time he liked me sweaty, so (at his suggestion) I lay on top of him, which he liked. We took it slow for a while and when I cooled down a little I roll over. I still managed to make a sweaty wet spot on the bed, but it wasn’t quite as bad as it would have been 5 minutes earlier.

We play with each other for a while and finally I feel like I’ve cooled down a bit, so I went back to rimming his ass. This time my dick responds, and by now he’s gotten the idea that I want to fuck him on his belly. I can tell it’s not his favorite position – too impersonally and anonymous – he likes connected sex (eye contact, etc.), I like anonymous sex, but he goes along with it…

This time it’s FAR better – his hole is massaging my dick just right. I start feeling the sensations that tell me a load will come. He’s just a piece of meat to me in that moment – a hole to fuck. That’s how I like my bottoms… Everything was working at that moment and he got my load…

In the end it was largely a conflict between his desire for connected sex and my desire for anonymous sex. Had he just rolled over on his belly initially he would have gotten my load quickly.

While it didn’t go all that smoothly, he did eventually get my load and all’s well that ends well.

BTW, I’m still doing my “no jacking off, all loads go inside guys’ asses” thing that I started back on the first of May. So far it’s going really well. I’d say it actually really helps me sexually since I don’t waste sexual energy… Though when I work on porn sometimes I feel like I need to blow a load to see it as just work… But I resist the feeling and save the load for a bottom…