Load 2012-18

In my write ups I skipped a fuck that happened early last week. It was pretty simple though… The black guy who I’ve fucked fairly regularly over the past year or two came by for a load. It was a good fuck, but there wasn’t anything all that remarkable – I didn’t call him nigger (like I have in the past), it was just a simple fuck and dump.

He came over, he was a bit freaked out by the fact that we still don’t have blinds on the windows, but he got over it. He got on the bed on all fours, I ate him out and then shoved in. His hole felt good as usual, I came relatively quickly and he got a 3 day load.

One of the issues with him in the past is that he wants to be serviced after I cum while he jacks off. This time it wasn’t so bad – I just held my dick in him and tweaked his nipples while he jacked off. He came pretty quickly (on the towel I had on the bed).

Once we both had cum he decided it was time to leave – short and simple. He mentioned that right after he confirmed with me another guy in the neighborhood had wanted to fuck him. He was going to ask if I wanted to do a 3way, but didn’t – which was good, I wasn’t really in the mood for a 3way. I suspect he went over there after me and got a second load.

Load 2012-19

Back when the bathhouses in NYC used to be good (15+ years ago), Monday nights were always one of the best nights. Guys who didn’t have sex over the weekend would be there to make up for their (sexually) uneventful weekend, and since they were a bit overdue for hooking up, they weren’t overly picky…

These days you don’t have to wait for Monday night – Monday morning can be a good time to hookup as well. I hadn’t had sex over the weekend. I thought I was going to fuck on Sunday so I took a Cialis Sunday morning, but then plans fell through. So this morning I just needed to fuck since it had been 5 days since I last came.

This hot guy contacted me on BBRT, and within just a few emails I had his address and I was out the door. I get to his building and realize he’s in a 5th floor walkup (ugh!). After hauling my ass up all those stairs, his door was ajar. I let myself in and found my way back to his bedroom. There he was naked, ass up on the bed, with a hot little jock body and a hole that looked like it had seen some serious use. His head was pretty much shaved and he had this big tattoo that made me think “German Nationalist”…

He didn’t have A/C on and it was warm, so I stripped down and started eating out his ass, unfortunately it was greasy with lube. I should mention, at this point he hadn’t even looked back to see who I was, but as I was eating his ass, he decided he wanted to suck my dick. My dick was “chubby” but not fully hard. I let him suck for a little bit, but I really just wanted to fuck.

I turned him around and he propped his ass up on pillows – it was actually a bit too high, but I pushed in. I fucked a little bit that way, but it wasn’t really a good position. I pull out and start pulling the pillows out from under him and then he started changing positions completely – he gets on his back and throws his legs up. I push back in and with every thrust his head hits the headboard, so he cocks his head a little bit and we keep fucking (actually I never slowed down – he picked the position – it was his problem). Then he pulled a pillow from next to him and put it over his face. He had said he wanted an anonymous fuck. Usually guys who want anonymous don’t pick missionary position – guess he finally figured out face-to-face wasn’t anonymous. Around this time I start firming up something I was wondering earlier – most likely he was tweaking – he’s just distracted and thinking about everything else except the dick in his ass…

It’s rare that I cum in the missionary position, so I roll him on his side, but what I really want is him on his belly. In all honesty I’m worried I’ll overheat and be useless sexually and never cum. It was hot and as a bear I’ve got a bit too much “insulation” for warm rooms.

I reposition him on his belly, push in and just get to work. A few minutes later I felt my load coming. It didn’t cum right away – I had to stop and then my load came. I couldn’t see it (obviously), but it felt big and thick (after all, it was a 5 day load).

We hadn’t spoken a word, and his putting the pillow over his head had told me all I needed to know – he wasn’t looking for conversation – he was only looking for a load and now that he’d gotten the load it was time for me to leave. I got dressed as quickly as I could and headed out the door. We never did say a word to each other.

All in all, a good start to the week.

Load 2012-17

The very first entry in my spreadsheet of fucks was this hot Korean guy who I fucked back in January of 2006. (It’s just the first in the spreadsheet – hardly the first guy I fucked). My load was the first one he ever took, which was sort of a cool way to start the spreadsheet. I LOVED fucking him back then. He had this perfect body – slim, but muscled, and a great hole.

I fucked him another time in 2008, but we haven’t fucked since – until this past Sunday and once again he was a hot fuck. The years have been kinder to him than they have to me. I’m a lot more of a bear than I was back then. He’s not quite as muscley – now he’s more just smooth and lean – but he’s still totally my type…

A few years ago I noticed his profile status changed from “neg” to “not sure” and then to “undetectable”. It’s a progression… Being a neg top I’m often fucking guys when they’re first starting out with bareback. When I give them a load I know they’ll want another load, and then another… After a few years (if not sooner) their status changes…It’s just the way it is…

Anyway, this time I go down to his building and there’s a doorman out in front. That’s a bit of a problem ’cause I forgot his name and he didn’t give it to me again. I check and he’s offline. I’m pretty sure I have his name/number in my phone from years ago, so I start going through my address book. As I get to the end of the list – there it is… So I go in and tell the doorman the name and apartment number and it turns out he’s lazy and I didn’t really need the name – he has me push the button. Guess he was just outside to get some fresh air.

My fuck buddy meets me at the door stark naked. He’s got this hot little body – he’s just adorable. I strip down. Given that I’ve gained a few since we last fucked, I kept my shirt on – but he told me to take it off.

He wanted porn to be playing on the computer, so while he was picking a video I start eating his ass… He’s so smooth – it was cool. And he was nice and clean – so it was a great hole to eat out.

He then gets on the bed and we wind up with him sorta on his side and me fucking him. His nipple was sort of in the perfect spot for me to suck on a little, so I did… Turns out getting his nipples worked while getting fucked is sorta nirvana for him. I suck on and off (’cause I’m not there to service him), and his hole is feeling SO good on my dick. He didn’t want me to fuck him too deeply, so the shallow strokes helped me last a bit longer.

But soon there was just no way to hold back. I haven’t jacked off for over a month (I only cum when I’m fucking a guy), so I had a 7 day load in me – there’s just no way to hold on for too long when I haven’t cum in that many days and the hole feels that good… I could feel it as I came – he got a big, thick load… 🙂

I slowed down a bit, but I kept thrusting in and out of his ass. Finally I spooned with him and kept working my dick up his ass… He was a bit clingy, but not in a bad way – he wanted me to hold him tight, and when my dick finally popped out of his ass maybe 10 minutes later he seemed a little disappointed.

We laid there talking a bit. Then he wanted me to suck on his nipples. He’s aware of the blog and knows that I’m not really into servicing bottoms – so he kept apologizing for asking me to work his nipples. I didn’t mind (much), so I did it for a while until I had sorta had enough.

Then we talked a bit more. Then I got hard and fucked him some more (but didn’t cum).Then I started sucking (and lightly biting) his nipples. I added to that fingering his ass and after a little bit he blew a decent size load on his belly which I licked up. I don’t taste cum often enough…

By that time we were hot and sweaty, so we wrapped things up and I was on my way… It was good to see him again – and see how he’s developed as a bareback bottom.

Loads 2012-15&16

After fucking a lot the past two weeks I took a whopping 2 days off… But by Sunday I was horny again. My laptop was by the bed so when I woke up I logged onto BBRT. My bf was surfing A4A, so when he said he was going to go out, I figured I would hookup as well.

I’ve been seeing Drew Vergas’ profile for a while (Tumblr, Twitter – I need to find some scenes with him and put them on my porn blog). We’ve chatted a bit but never hooked up. Well, the timing was right Sunday and we made plans pretty quickly for him to come over. I had to walk the dogs and take a shower, so when I was done I gave him the address.

While his pictures are hot, he’s even hotter in person – a hot, muscley, dark-skinned, mixed-race guy. When he talks he has this deep masculine voice. It’s all very hot.

So we go to the bedroom, strip down, and he starts playing with my nipples. I’m feeling him up – great body (obviously), but also a really great dick. I think about sucking his dick (which is unusual for me), but he doesn’t volunteer to suck mine, so I tell him to get on the bed – that I want to eat him out…

I have to say, as I started sucking on his ass, I could tell he had one of the best holes I’d seen in a long time. The best way I can describe it, is that it’s a tube of thick muscle. He could push it out and it was like pushing out a rod. It was extremely hot. And on top of that, he was squeaky clean.

Needless to say, that made me want to fuck, so I start lubing up my dick with spit. I don’t think I actually used lube on him… Anyway, I shove in and he’s TIGHT. Which is rare for a bottom who’s a porn star, but given how muscular his sphincter was, it wasn’t surprising.

We fucked doggy style – at one point I tried to get him onto his belly but he either didn’t want to, or didn’t understand what I was trying to get him to do. Either way it felt good and the good part about doggy is I lasted a bit longer than I would have with him on his belly.

Eventually I started feeling my load coming. I didn’t want to push it ’cause I wanted to fuck him as long as possible.  Then it felt like I was going to blow my load, but I didn’t seem to actually cum. Then 10 seconds later I felt it again stronger this time and a few seconds after that I did blow a good size load up his hole.

Since we were fucking doggy style I wasn’t in as deep as I usually am, so as soon as I came I pulled out and felched some of my load out of his ass. There’s something about felching right after you cum that’s not quite as hot. The cum didn’t taste quite as sweet (or maybe it’s just the taste of my cum).

I then pushed back in and got him to roll over so we were spooning with my dick in him. Eventually my did slipped out of his ass, but we laid there talking about stuff for a while – his career aspirations, etc.

I knew if we laid there long enough I’d get my second wind, which I did. When I got hard again I rolled him onto his belly and pushed back in. I pumped for a while and gave him a second load (again something that’s really rare for me).

One thing about the hookup that was a bit odd was that he wasn’t very interactive with me. He didn’t suck my dick. He didn’t really pay attention to me. It was like he was a bit absent. Yet, he wasn’t absent when we laid there chatting – he was fully engaged in the conversation. But I got the sense he wasn’t really into me – that I was a dick with a load and he just wanted to get fucked and take loads. At the same time he was talking about how he gets matched up with guys he’s not really into when he does porn – that he’s more of an opposites-attract sorta guy (like I am). So maybe I’m at least sort of his type and that’s just how he is sexually. I know when I was doing sex work after a while it felt like my body wasn’t really mine and you start to feel a bit detached from sex. Or maybe he just wasn’t that into me… Who knows? So while I’m not sure he’s up for a rematch, he’s totally my type and I’d fuck him again in a heartbeat… 🙂

Load 2012-14

Well, it seems I’m on a bit of a roll. This fuck makes 7 fucks and 6 loads in 14 days – I’m averaging one every two days…

So this sub boy contacted me on Adam4Adam, his profile said “safe sex only” but I asked if he was OK with getting fucked raw. He said he’d done it before and was OK with it. But (long story short), he stood me up. He said he was leaving his place – it should have been a half hour for him to get here and an hour later he wasn’t here.

While I was waiting for a message or something from him I got on A4A Radar (their iPhone app) and this other guy contacted me asking for my load. He was a young Latin cub – not exactly my type, but when he said he was 2 blocks and an avenue away and was cleaned out and ready to go, I sent a message to the first guy and said yes to the 2nd guy.

10 min or so later he was at my place. We stripped down and he sucked my dick for a while. He was a good cocksucker, but if you’ve been reading this for a while you’ll know oral doesn’t quite do it for me. It wasn’t until I started feeling his hole that I got completely hard. He sucked my dick some more and then we got to fucking.

He asked for poppers. I had no clue where mine were so I couldn’t give him any. He seemed unusually sensitive and inhibited as I was pushing in. He kept pulling away and pretending like he couldn’t take it. I’ve fucked enough bottoms to know once my dick is in a certain amount, I can go the rest of the way without any trouble – I don’t have a tapered dick or anything. But he kept pulling off.

FINALLY I got him on his belly and got all the way into him. I’m really hit or miss with cubs and I tried a few positions and just couldn’t find one that worked right. The whole time he was being verbal and telling me how he wanted my load. Finally I was overheated and could feel my dick deflating, so I pulled out and laid beside him. He was wondering if anything was wrong, but accepted it when I said I just needed a breather. He said he really hoped he could get my load.

As I was laying there I thought there was a pretty slim chance of cumming with him, but after about 5 minutes I got a 2nd wind and when my dick was semi-hard and hard enough to fuck I pushed back in. This time I had him on his belly, legs spread and finally got that feeling on the head of my dick that meant there was a good chance I’d cum.

Given that I was already overheated, I came as quickly as I could. Since I had cum the night before it wasn’t the biggest load, but he still got it nice and deep.

We laid there for a couple minutes and then got up and he went to the bathroom where he stayed FOREVER. I made the bed, folded some towels that had come out of the laundry, got mostly dressed and finally had to ask if everything was OK, at which point he came out of the bathroom. I’m thinking he was trying to shit the cum out of his ass. Later I looked at his profile on the web version of A4A and it said “neg, safe sex only”… I’m guessing he got freaked out being a cumdump for a complete stranger.

Load 2012-13

Yesterday I had just a little time before a good friend was going to come over for dinner, so I looked for a quickie pump-n-dump and there was this guy on BBRT’s Quick Connect, so I contact him and it takes a while for him to get back to me. Then I ask for his address, and it takes a while again. But he didn’t give his apartment number but he did give his cell, so I text him and head out and just don’t get into the subway before I had his apartment number, which he gets to me pretty quickly.

When I get out of the subway I text him and he says there may be overlap with another top – he hopes that’s not a problem. It’s generally not a problem, but since I needed to make it quick I was hoping it wouldn’t delay things. When I get to his building the doorman knows his number by heart (it was a rather long number – maybe his phone number or something).

I told him I was up for a dark room quickie pump-n-dump. He thought that would be hot. Usually when you ask for that the guys leave the door ajar and the place is pretty dark and you find your way to their bed and find them doggy, ready to get fucked. But the door was locked. I knocked, and he came to the door in a jockstrap. Lights were on and it wasn’t all that dark. He was also really chatty – asking if I needed a drink, telling me where the bathroom was, etc. Whatever… I just needed to unload. I found a chair to put my clothes on and start stripping down.

He gets on all fours on the bed and assumes the position. I get down behind him and start rimming him. I immediately taste cum. I start rimming more aggressively and he starts pushing cum out of his ass. HUGE amounts of cum. Damn, it tasted good! I asked him how many loads he had in him. He said “lots”. I asked “how many is ‘lots’?” And he answered “9”. I went back to rimming and he kept pushing more and more cum out of his hole. He definitely wasn’t a greedy bottom – he was sharing those loads rather liberally. It was hot literally drinking cum from 9 complete strangers out of a guy’s ass…

Eventually there wasn’t much cum left to come out and I spit on my dick and shoved in. Even though he pushed a lot of cum out his ass was so well lubed with cum it felt a silky. As I was fucking him, a text came in and he texted a reply between moans. It only took 2 or 3 minutes of fucking before I dumped a big load inside him. I could feel pulse after pulse come out of my dick deep into his ass.

When I pulled out the doorman called, he got up and answered the phone to let the next top up. I got dressed pretty quickly and left. An elevator came for me, I got in just as the next top’s elevator arrived. I saw him walking the wrong way down the hall, so I just pointed the other way and smiled. He had a bit of a quizzical look on his face initially, but turned around and went the other way as my doors were closing.

So, if you’re wondering why you can’t find tops to fuck you – the reason is because bottoms like the one I fucked are basically hoarding all the loads. A lot of tops prefer a cummy hole, so your competition is pretty stiff…

In case your counting – that’s 6 guys and 5 loads in 13 days – and I’m thinking of going to a sex party tonight… So I’m definitely back – I hope I can keep up the pace…