So a couple of days ago PissGargler on BarebackRT hit me up saying he was in town and wanted to get a load of my piss. I really love playing with piss bottoms – to me it’s hot when a bottom is willing to drink my piss or get soaked in it and wear it around as it starts to go ripe and stink…

I had a meeting at 7:30, so I told him I’d meet him downtown and he could drink my piss at a bar. I figured I could fill up a glass and have him drink it, so I told him to meet me at Rawhide.

About an hour before I left to go downtown I got an e-mail from the Korean guy I’ve fucked a couple times saying he had the day off and wanted to hookup. He’s totally my type so I figured I could swing by his place for a quickie and then go to Rawhide since he’s not far from there.

Now, you gotta realize – I work at home and take frequent bathroom breaks. I’m really not used to holding it. When I feel like I want to take a piss, I normally just do. Intentionally holding it is something new for me – and it’s more difficult than you’d think.

I left a little early, went downtown, called the Korean guy when I got out of the subway, but it went to voicemail. I left a message, but didn’t hear back from him. Then a text comes in from Johnny Miles saying the little tattooed Latin guy I’ve fucked) says ‘hi’ (he used his name. I’m wondering how in the hell he knows the guy – I find out the next day they ran into each other on the street, went back to the guy’s place and fucked… 😉 I texted him that I want to film fucking the guy and he texted back that we could set that up… By this time I had gotten to Rawhide where I ordered a Stella since PissGargler wanted to drink beer piss. I kept feeling like I needed to piss, but just waited. At least now I was next to a bathroom if I finally just couldn’t wait any longer…

Since I was early I had downed two pints and was starting my 3rd by the time he showed up. He wasn’t particularly like his pictures, but still sorta cute in an older smooth cub sorta way… We talked and then when the bartender had his back turned I went into the bathroom and he followed.

I didn’t feel all that guilty about it since it’s not like we’re having sex… He got on his knees and I put my dick in his mouth and tried to piss. The thing is, after holding it for so long it was hard to piss… It sorta just dribbled out. What was cool was he’d get a little in his mouth and then pull my dick out and get soaked in my piss. Suddenly I realized why he was wearing the shirt he was wearing – it was a really dark blue shirt that doesn’t change color when it’s wet… So he tasted/drank about 10-20% of my piss and the rest just soaked his shirt… It was really hot.

We went back out and I had another pint. Why I had a 4th pint when I needed to go to a meeting afterwards, I don’t know, but the bartender was nice and it was on the house. I had to run to the meeting, so had to drink the beer pretty fast, but then I had to piss again. I wasn’t all that comfortable with the possibility of getting in trouble for having two people in the bathroom, so offered to fill up a glass for him, but he said that was boring… So I just went to have a regular piss.

I started pissing into the toilet and had a really strong stream going when all of a sudden he came in and dropped to his knees… So of course I turned and started pissing in his mouth and on him… It was a lot more piss than the first time and pretty hot.

When I was done I really had to run to the meeting, so I just left before he was out – didn’t really have a chance to say goodbye… The funny part is the meeting I was going to was in a church and here I was arriving drunk. Luckily, I had the date wrong – the meeting is next Wednesday, so I didn’t make an ass of myself.

But since I was downtown I figured I’d have some more fun. I called my bf and asked if he wanted to come down and join me, and then I took a crosstown bus to meet up with him at The Ritz in Hell’s Kitchen.

I really had to piss while I was on the bus, so when I got off I was hurrying as much as I could. I was a block away and passing the Paramount hotel and figured I’d stop there to take a piss in the lobby bathroom. I start taking a leak, one guy comes in and goes into the stall, another guy comes in and stands at the urinal next to me. Thing is, he’s not pissing – he’s just jacking his dick. He’s getting all hard and I’m completely soft ’cause I’m drunk but he tells me he likes my foreskin. I’m actually cut, but they left some so a few guys think I’m uncut. He asks if I have a room and then suggests we go to a video booth somewhere.

We go to the corner but the video booth he wanted to go to is closed, so we go down a block to another one. But long story short they’re monitoring really closely and don’t want the two of us in the same room and he doesn’t want to suck dick through a divider, so we leave. I tell him I have to go meet friends and we part ways.

I get to The Ritz and I’m pretty bored by it. I’m not sure why it’s so popular… They had a bunch of (straight) women there, and some political types pushing their candidates. The room in the rear is just dreadfully boring. The previous (and only other) time I had gone I wound up running into a guy I know who works in porn and we sat and chatted forever and I didn’t really notice how bad the space was. I went out to their back patio briefly but it was crowded with friends talking – not a good place for a person to stand by themselves.

Eventually my boyfriend got there, we shared a drink and then went to dinner. That means I had 5 1/2 pints of beer! Needless to say I was wasted and not feeling that great today…

Hopefully things can work out with filming and Johnny and I can fuck the tattooed Latin guy together…

If any of you are piss bottoms going to IML, definitely get in touch with me. I’ve only got so many cum loads in me, but piss I’ll have plenty of. I’d be a very happy man if all my piss went to good use while I’m there…

UPDATE #2: The bottom canceled on me – so the gangbang is off… Too bad…

Since I’m organizing that one gangbang with three bottoms I’ve had a bunch of bottoms contact me and want me to whore them out as well. One in particular peeked my interest so I’m going to do yet another gangbang… This time it’s with ‘ck0nt091‘ (from BarebackRT) – a 20 y.o., hairy, stocky, neg bottom who I get the sense wants to just get it over with, take a bunch of anonymous loads, and be a carefree slut…

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On top of all that, he’s game to be videotaped, so it looks like I’ll pay him some money and videotape some of the tops breeding him… While we haven’t finalized all the details it looks like it will be Saturday the 23rd at 1pm at the Hilton in Chicago (the host hotel for IML). From 1:00 to 2:30 we’ll just have him getting fucked by whoever wants his hole (though he’s asked that the guys be generally attractive and more or less height-weight propotionate). Then at 2:30 we’ll switch into videotaping mode and I’ll pay a nomial fee to whoever is willing to fuck him on camera (and provide ID and sign a release). $40 for guys who show their face, $20 for guys who don’t. It’s amateur, hence the low budget…

Should be interesting… If you want to be one of the tops, request a party invite on BarebackRT or send me an e-mail…

UPDATE: One thing I didn’t mention when I first wrote this blog post was that the bottom is neg. Initially he told me that he preferred to take neg loads, though he knew it was sorta impossible to avoid poz loads, but he definitely didn’t want guys who actually trying to poz him. I told him flat out that I wasn’t going to screen for HIV status and he had to be OK with that. I suggested he change his status to “ask me” so it didn’t come off overtly as a conversion party. Now it seems he’s OK with that – he said I could advertise him as a neg bottom ’cause it would probably get more tops wanting to fuck him.

And by the way… He’s put face pics up on his profile and he’s DAMN cute…

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OK, I admit it, it’s fucking sad that this is only the 5th load I’ve given this year. But that is what it is. If you have a problem with it, get over it…

So this all sorta starts last week, actually earlier than that. When I did the post saying I was looking for someone to help out with the porn stuff I was contacted by Johnny Miles of Horndawgs.com saying he was interested in working for me. He’s an porn star/producer who’s just getting started in the business and his own stuff doesn’t quite pay the bills yet. He’s done a couple of DVDs which have been released on VOD and also has a piss DVD in the works which is supposed to come out on VOD any day now. But only one of the DVDs is bareback. Like a lot of newbie porn producers he’s put himself in front of the camera a few times and learned a bit by being in other people’s videos as well.

Long story short he was coming to New York and offered to sit down and work a day with me, which he did last Thursday (he did the blog posts for Bareback That Hole and Breed Me Raw, among other things). He had extended his trip so had more time in town so he’s coming in a few days this week and I’ll get him up to speed so he can work off-site in Florida, where he’s from…

OK, this is wandering… Long story short (x2), I was really horny today since I hadn’t cum since Friday. Here we were, two tops sitting looking at porn – the obvious thing was we needed a bottom to fuck. So I got online and one guy was interested, so I turned down another guy, but that was a mistake ’cause then it seemed like the first guy was going to flake. Then I noticed the cute little guy from the neighborhood who I’d fucked before come online. He was just what I needed. I needed someone short, and thin with a good hole that gets my dick off… He’d done it before and I think he’s hot, so I asked if he was interested and he was…

What I didn’t tell you before was he’s Dick Damonson from Treasure Island and has been in Brad McGuire’s 20 Hole Weekend and Fuck Holes 2. (Pic to the left is him getting fucked in Fuck Holes 2). Ironically, he was with Marcelo Masko (who I’ve fucked) in both of those videos and apparently they’re fuck buddies… (I always find it ironic to see how DNA gets passed around in the bareback community. Which reminds me, Johnny fucked Christian from Treasure Island Saturday night – he’s having a good week in New York!)

So moving on… Dick comes over like 45 minutes later. Johnny and I stop work a few minutes earlier and go into the bedroom and fool around to get out of work mode and into sex mode. He’s a cub, which I’m usually so-so with, but we had really good chemistry… It was just sucking dick, feeling each other up, and stuff like that, but it was fun. He’s got a hot dick on him – actually it’s pretty big for a little guy… But what’s really hot about it is that it’s wedge/torpedo shaped – small at the tip and tapered all the way down until it’s really pretty thick at the bottom. The other interesting thing about it (other than being uncut) is that the very tip is more flesh than muscle, which was curious…

Dick arrives and then spends a little time in the bathroom doing something (not sure what). He’s fucking hot – really short with this tight little body – TOTALLY my type (Johnny thought he was hot too)… We strip him down to his jockstrap and take off everything but our shirts. He gets down on his knees and starts sucking our cocks… That goes on for a while until I get behind him and start playing with his ass.

I get some lube out, put some on my cock and on his hole and start fucking him. I fuck him for a little bit, pull out and he asks me what sorta lube it was. I told him it was “hot lube” and he said it was hurting his hole, so I got a wet towel and cleaned up his ass and my dick, reapplied different lube and continued fucking him while Johnny had him sucking his cock…

Johnny and I changed positions and he fucked him for a while, then we changed things up again and got him on all fours on the bed and took turns on his ass. At one point Johnny had Dick on his belly and couldn’t hold back and blew his load up Dick’s hole.

When I stepped in to take my turn I was really looking forward to a slick cummy ass, but honestly it didn’t feel all that different. Still, I hadn’t cum in three days and really needed to unload. Plus, it had been forever since I’d seeded a hole, so whether it felt cummy or not I needed to blow my load up there.  Dick’s ass does feel really good. There’s something about fucking a little guy – I can pretty much bottom out in his ass… Needless to say it was working, though given my track record lately there were moments when I wondered if I was going to be able to cum. But finally I got a sensation and knew that if I just went with it (and wasn’t disrupted) I’d blow my load. It took a while but eventually I blew a nice big load up there…

When I pulled out Johnny put a finger up his now cummy ass and tasted the load. Then he offered a taste to Dick… It was hot knowing his hole was good and cummy… Then Dick wanted to jack off. Johnny and I felt him up, kissed him, played with his nipples – you name it, but he was having a really hard time cumming.

At one point Johnny got hard again, so he threw Dick’s legs in the air and went back to fucking him. When he had had his fill, we swapped, but by that time I was soft. I got hard enough to get in, but not hard enough to fuck. I stayed with my dick in for a bit while Dick jacked his dick, but then pulled out…

Things then sorta just wound down. I mentnioned it had been forever since I’d seeded ass. Later when I looked at my spreadsheet I realized it was 3 months to the day and Dick was the last guy who had gotten my load. Then Johnny asked Dick if he was up for getting filmed and the said he’d done it before. That’s when I realized that he had told me before about being in Treasure Island videos… Hopefully we’ll set something up in a few days to film a repeat of the two of us fucking him… We’ll see…

So all in all a great fuck… It was fun playing with both of them and I finally gave a guy a load after way too long…

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Well, I’m going to IML in a little over a week, and decided to host a couple parties in my hotel room. The first one is a pump-and-dump with 3 bottoms the very first evening of IML – Thursday the 21st from 5:30pm to 7:00pm. The idea is the first load is what all bottoms want – it’s the biggest load, thick and creamy… Later in the weekend tops will be blowing small and watery loads. My goal is to have some awesome cummy asses to felch… 😉 (after giving one of them my load)…

Here are the bottoms…

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This is the bottom I hung out with a bit last year – the one I did the popular whipping video of, and the one who wrote the post about his decision to start taking all loads when he was testing HIV negative. We’re getting adjoining rooms this year.

It’s been interesting to watch him change over the past year or two. Two years ago he was trying to serosort. Then a little over a year ago he took a few poz loads from undetectable guys. Then at the last IML  he started taking loads without asking status, but only wanted tops who had a dominant attitude (usually total tops). But over the past year he’s been going on sex vacations (like the one where he went to Dore Alley and wanted loads) and now it’s all about quantity of loads rather than quality. His goal for IML this year is to see how many loads he can get – he just wants to be a cum dump…

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This is probably the most eager of the bottoms… When I was deciding who to have as bottoms he sent me constant messages saying how much he wanted to be chosen, and now he’s sending multiple e-mails a day with questions and whatnot… Definitely eager to take as many loads as possible.

He’s the oldest (50), but built like a little tank… I’m guessing he’ll be really competitive and work hard to earn the tops’ loads…

Tonynside

30 y.o., last tested neg in July, not sure of his status but thinks he’s probably poz. I’ve seen his face pic and the guy is incredibly hot – a masculine, beefy jock type…

I haven’t had all that much communication with him and hope he’s for real, ’cause he’s totally hot… If he bails I’ll be looking for someone his age or younger – a twink would be hot…

So far 60 tops have signed up to come. I’m hoping that number climbs to about 90 by the time of the party. If 1/3rd show up that’s 30, which is about 10 loads per bottom on average. It will be interesting to see who gets the most loads… A little competition is a good thing, right?

What I’m really looking forward to is having three cummy asses to felch… I’m going to be a little greedy in that respect…

If you’re interested in attending (as a top) request an invite on BarebackRT, or send me an e-mail.

I’m also going to host a blackout party Sunday night…

Bottom line, my sex life will start getting interesting again pretty soon…

Giving an oral load is almost unheard of for me. It’s usually anal or nothing, but here’s what happened…

There’s a guy in the neighborhood I fucked almost exactly a year ago we’ve been talking and just missing each other for hookups. But finally we were both available last Wednesday… Since we last fucked he had mentioned that he’s be up for videotaping, so I asked if he wanted to make a video of our hookup – and he did. [Sorry, you guys don’t get to see the video.]

I had taken a pill the day before, so didn’t feel like I needed another one, but I didn’t feel like I was at 100% either, so I grabbed a Gatorade on the way over. When he answered the door he was just wearing a shirt and his cock was hard and thick – it was sorta hot. He was really nonchalant about his hardon, which was curious…

He went into the kitchen to finish making some tea. I went behind him and felt him up. He’s just a nice relaxed guy. Then I went to unpack the video camera and get it ready. We started playing around a bit, and he was like “let’s get you out of these clothes”. I knew he really got into bears, so I didn’t have a problem getting naked – otherwise I might have been a little self-conscious.

We finally set the camera up and I sat down on his futon couch and he went down on me. He’s got long hair, so it was a bit of a trick to keep his hair out of his face so you could see who it was giving me a blowjob. My dick was sorta unpredictable as he was giving me the blowjob. It took a while to get hard, then it was nice and hard and thick, but it would lose it’s hardness from time to time. I just sat back and didn’t think about it and let things happen naturally… When I was at full mast he was using it to it’s maximum and getting as much of it as possible down his throat…

At one point he climbed up on the couch and basically got upside down and sucked my dick that way. His feet and ass were in the air, his head down sucking my cock. His ass was perfectly positioned for me to rim and I gotta say I rimmed him good – basically ate out his ass… He loved it.

He got up at one point and was jacking my dick and not long later I really wanted to fuck. So I got him on all fours and fucked him, but the position wasn’t quite right so I got him to lay down. Unfortunately the camera had to be repositioned which was a bit of a distraction. When I got back into it, it felt good, but wasn’t completely doing it for me. I hadn’t cum in anyone’s ass for over 2 months and really wanted to with him, but just couldn’t. I even put him on his back to try a different position, but gradually I was just losing it. I did give him a pretty good fuck, but just couldn’t complete the task.

So I pulled out and started playing with his dick. He got hard again and we jacked our dicks for a bit. I got into it and then I realized I was about to cum and this wasn’t how I wanted to cum. I tried to hold back, but couldn’t stop it completely and wound up cumming a bit on his chest… I hadn’t cum in 6 days at that point which sorta explains how it happened so easily…

I then went back to fucking him. At one point I wanted to switch positions and I had him stand up and bend over, but then I realized he was “dirty”. We cleaned up a bit, but long story short he just wasn’t clean enough for me to fuck, so that sorta ended that earlier than I had hoped (though we’d been playing for over a half an hour at that point)…

So I sat back down and jacked off. When I came the second time it seemed like a big load. His mouth was over my dick, so I wasn’t sure. But the weird part was I was pretty soft when I came.

We chatted for a bit, and then I was off…

It’s sorta awful that it’s been a month and a half since I last fucked someone and over two months since I actually came in someone’s ass. But that’s just typical for how things have been lately. I’m actually surprised I didn’t have a dry spell last year – they’re actually normal for me, but hopefully the dry spell is ending…

Yesterday I finally had the time and energy to get out there and get my dick wet. I was meeting my bf downtown after work so I figured I’d do a pump-and-dump on the way down to meet him. The first bottom I thought I was going to hookup with was a guy I fucked once before (back in Jan ’04), but it turns out he was only hosting during the day. Then a guy I’ve fucked on an off for 5 years contacts me – good cumhole – loves anonymous fucks, so I arrange to go to his place.

I got to his place and the door was locked, but then I heard him unlock, so I waited a couple seconds and went in. He lives in an SRO – just a room and a bathroom, so as soon as you open his door he’s right there on all fours on his bed just inside the door. This time he was still pulling down his pants. Guess he’s gotten into not taking off his clothes to get fucked.

I had taken part of a pill before going down and getting hard wasn’t a problem. I rimmed his ass for a while and then went to fuck him. Long story short I never really found my groove with him. It’s happened before with him where I can fuck him pretty hard but just can’t cum. That’s what happened yesterday as well. I just never really found a position that could get me to cum. I mostly fucked him on his belly, a little on all fours and a little with his legs in the air, but nothing was really doing it for me.

I had to run and couldn’t stay around long enough to try to make it work, so I left. Before I left he hugged me really tight for a pretty long time. In the past he’s asked me to lay on top of him after I cum in him. I think he really likes the connection with the top after the fuck, even though he likes it to start completely anonymous…

This afternoon I’ve got plans to hook up with the masculine piss pig I fucked last year. Like last year I’ll be videotaping it, so it may take a few days to get the post up…