Load 2010-11

For a while now I’ve sorta had a goal of seeding someone half my age – well, it finally happened. Usually I hookup with guys who are upper 20s and 30s, but this one 21 y.o. had been hitting me up and finally things worked out and I fucked him…

He came by and he was possibly hotter than his pics. The perfect twink body – tight, low body fat, some nice tatts – and he was a nice guy with a cute face. When he took off his clothes he had on this neon lime jockstrap that really accentuated his ass beautifully.

I sucked his cock a bit, he sucked mine and then I got him on all fours with his ass hanging off the bed. I got some lube and started lubing up my dick and his ass. When I stuck a finger in him to lube his ass I could tell he was really tight. My finger didn’t go in easily despite the fact that he’s a versatile bottom. Made me wonder exactly how much he gets fucked.

When I went to push my dick in it was a good thing I was pretty hard ’cause it wasn’t easy getting in. I put on more lube, and finally my dick popped into his ass. But it hurt him so much he pulled off. I put on some more lube and he went and laid down flat on the bed. His little perky ass was hot and I knew with him on his belly there was no way he could pull off. So when I pushed in again I tried to take it easy on him, but he wasn’t going anywhere – he sorta had to take it.

I was really gentle until he loosened up a bit then I started fucking harder and harder. Didn’t have to go all that hard ’cause he was still so tight he made me cum just a few minutes later. I was a little disappointed I had cum so quickly, but hey, it was still a good fuck.

I turned him on his side and spooned a bit with my dick in his ass. I was pretty tactile but he didn’t really return it. It was sorta weird, I knew he was into me – he made that clear in what he said, but at the same time he was sorta hands off.

He wanted to cum and started jacking his dick. I asked him what would get him off and he said he was tactile, so I just felt up his body while he jacked off (rough job, but someone’s gotta do it). When he got close I started sucking on the tip of his dick and got his load (sorta mild – not too tangy)…

We then laid there a bit and talked. Interesting guy.

Load 2010-10

Yesterday I had just gotten up when this Latino hit me up on BarebackRT. He was fuckin’ hot – lean and muscular, scruffy with major tattoos that were really hot, a nice face, etc… In other words exactly my type. He listed himself as neg and versatile, but there was no discussion of status – he just wanted a load. He asked if I’d be into a scene where he was waiting on his bed ass up in a jockstrap and that sounded perfect to me.

I took a quick shower, jumped in the car and was there in about 45 minutes. After figuring out how to get past the guard at his door, I found his door ajar and went in. He was indeed on the bed, ass up, not looking back at me and he was pretty close to his pics – very hot. I dropped my pants, pulled his legs back to get better access to his hole and started rimming him. He seemed to like it 😉

When we went to fuck he looked back and told me to grab the lube on the floor. Problem was there wasn’t any. At this point things got a little weird and he started looking around for lube. Finally I got him back on the bed, used spit for lube and shoved in. His hole felt good.

I wanted him on his belly, but he didn’t really get the hint or understand what I wanted, so instead of making the situation awkward I just continued fucking him doggy style. Doggy style doesn’t usually get me off, but with this guy it did and all of a sudden I felt like I was about to cum. I had only been fucking him for a couple minutes – it was sorta soon to be cumming, but I’ve learned if I hold back it can be impossible to cum later, so I just unloaded in his ass.

I should mention that he knew I was cumming and sorta tried to pull forward and off my dick, but I was gripping his hips and didn’t let him pull off – and made sure he got my load. Maybe his effort to stay neg was trying not to actually take the load, but we all know that doesn’t work very well.

He got up immediately and started muttering things about not being able to find the lube. I was thinking “dude – you’ve got a cummy ass – you don’t need lube if you’re intending to get fucked again…” He was sorta completely disconnected from me and at that point I realized he had probably been up all night partying… I prefer sober bottoms, but even a disconnected hookup is fun with a guy as hot as he was.

I got dressed and left. The whole hookup probably took 10 minutes and it was still before 9am… Great way to start the day… [If anyone is into taking early morning loads – let me know – it’s my favorite time of the day to fuck…]

I’m pretty late writing this up, but 3 weeks ago now I hooked up 3 days in a row and never got around to writing up the 3rd hookup…

The third hookup was with this 40-something lean guy not too far from me. It was middle of the day and I was horny, so after a little chatting I told him I’d walk over to his place. Took about 25 minutes to walk over to him and when I get there he’s got this great little tight body and a sexy accent I wasn’t expecting. After some sucking we get down to fucking and we started on his couch, but it just wasn’t working so I asked if we could go to his bed. He apologized for a messy bedroom that wasn’t all that messy and the change of venue was a big help.

I fucked him pretty long and hard but even though he was pretty much exactly my type body-wise I wasn’t cumming. It was just one of those days. I kept hoping I’d get my nutt – about half the time in situations like this I do, but it just wasn’t happening. I was starting to overheat ’cause it was a warm day and he didn’t have A/C on, so we took a bit of a break.

After the break we resumed but I just wasn’t able to cum though I was able to fuck him pretty well. Actually, it was well enough that he came without touching himself. But finally I sorta just gave up trying to cum. Then I realized he had cum and since he had cum and I was wiped out that was sorta the end of it…

The whole time I wasn’t all that sure I was his type. He wasn’t really giving me any signals. I could tell he wasn’t repulsed by me or anything, but it was unclear how into me me really was. When we were done he then told me he really liked guys with my build and thought my belly was sexy. So if the opportunity arises I think he’s worth a 2nd shot… I do like his tight little body…

A funny thing happened as I was leaving. As I exited the front of his building I realized I had put my shirt on backwards. I looked around to make sure no one was looking and then took my shirt off and put it on properly… Guess it just wasn’t my day.

I’ve been trying to get a forum off the ground for a long time now (almost 2 years), but never could figure out the technology. You guys have been great commenting on this blog, but I wanted to give you guys the ability to start your own topics for discussion. Forums are different from blogs in that on a blog one person sorta controls it. For example on this blog I post something and you comment on it. A forum is more open – anyone can start a topic and then other people join in. It’s more interactive and more about the “community”.

So today I’m launching a forum site – “BreedingZone.com“… Check it out, register, and post some stuff. If you came to the site through the old stories section you may have been redirected to a prototype forum I had up. If you registered there, then you’re already registered.

It’s organized into a few sections…

• General Discussion – This is where you post stuff that doesn’t belong anywhere else. You can talk about anything – sex, politics, religion – keep it polite though!
• HIV Fetish (Gift Giving / Bug Chasing) – I know some of you get off on toxic loads, but not all of you do, so the discussion of bug chasing and gift giving has been given it’s own forum. You must be logged in to view this forum.
• Bareback Bloggers – I’ve automated things so you can read most of the bareback bloggers all in one place.
• Fiction – One of the first thing I put on this site was a stories section. Everything that was in my old stories section is now in the fiction section on Breeding Zone. I’ve separated things so stories about bug chasing and gift giving are in their own section apart from the more general bareback stories.
• Bareback Porn – This is an automated forum. You can’t post any new stuff, but you can comment on what you see. It shows a lot of stuff from a variety of bareback membership sites.
• Regional Hookup Forums – The hookup section is not a replacement for sites like BarebackRT, instead think of it as more like Craigslist where you post ads – so it’s less immediate. Could be something general or it could be for a gangbang, etc.

It also has a blogs section for those of you who want to try your hand at blogging. It’s sorta a community blog. As people start to post blogs I’ll give it more prominence. I tried doing a “BB Buds” blog on this site a while back, but that never really took off. I’ll be contacting guys who contributed to the buds blog and have them move their stuff over and then that’ll get shut down in the near future.

Let me know what you think of it, and if you encounter any problems. I think it’s pretty much ready to go, but I’m sure I’ve missed some details…

I remember the first time I encountered a guy with pearly penile papules – they sorta freaked me out… I thought the guy had an STD or something – after all there were all these bumps around the head of his dick. But he told me he’d always had them and they were OK.

You don’t see pics of penile papules very often so you’ll have to excuse the fact that they come from a condom site (BulldogPit.com). But here’s a dick with them…

And some closeups (since the first pic was sorta gratuitously showing the cute twink cocksucker)…

I’ve only ever encountered them on uncut guys – don’t know if they’re even possible on guys who are cut ’cause I don’t really know the origin of them. But if you ever encounter them in real life – don’t let them freak you out. They’re perfectly harmless.

But it is sorta a weird sensation to suck a dick with papules. It’s a bit like sandpaper ’cause they’re pretty rough. The black guy I’ve been fucking recently has them, so the experience of sucking a dick with them is pretty recent 🙂

And here are a few more gratuitous shots of the cute cocksucker (Dan Jenkins)…

He looks like he’s be fun to breed… Too bad he’s doing condom porn… (And that’s the face pic for the top with the papules).

View the full scene on BulldogPit.com (but remember, it’s condom porn)

18 U.S.C 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement

The NY Times has an essay in it today on current attitudes about HIV in the US. Here are a few quotes from it (emphasis mine)…

Most states enacted punitive legislation back in the hysterical old days of AIDS, a period lasting roughly from 1981, when the first reports of the syndrome were published, to 1996, when combination drug “cocktails” proved remarkably effective against H.I.V. Back then, transmitting the disease to an unknowing sexual partner was considered tantamount to murder.

These statutes are still on the books, but the science behind them has changed radically. People do still die of AIDS in the United States — the death rate, after plummeting in the late 1990s, has remained constant at about 16,000 per year. But for a person infected in 2009 to die of AIDS in the future would probably require a substantial amount of bad judgment or bad luck: the medications, if properly prescribed and properly taken, appear almost infallible.

Were it a matter of science alone, all those AIDS statutes could be rescinded tomorrow. But the science was only a small part of the panic that created them. And effective treatment has not altered the rest of that potent emotional brew: the virus still sows terror, uncertainty, shame and endless complications, whether the infection is concealed or revealed.

… And so whose fault is a new H.I.V. infection, really? Is it mine, for giving it to you, or is it yours, for being stupid and cavalier enough to get it?

It’s pretty incredible something so honest and accurate is being published in what’s arguably the most prestigious paper in the US. Mind you it’s just the first step in a very long process of decriminalizing HIV, but it’s good to see the first signs of the discussion.

[That said, there are times when I think transmission of HIV should be considered when sentencing for other crimes. The 35 year old poz guy who infected a kid by having sex with him 55 times between the ages of 12 and 16 is a good example of what I mean. The HIV infection should be considered as a special circumstance when sentencing him on statutory rape. But the HIV transmission itself usually shouldn’t be a crime. And when neg person dodges the bullet and there’s no infection, just unprotected sex, then that should definitely never be a crime, IMO…]

People need to think differently about HIV now. It’s 14 years since ARVs came on the scene. I know some of us went through truly traumatic experiences watching loved ones die of AIDS, but it’s just not like that any more.

And just to reiterate what I’ve said before… Unless you’re just incredibly unlucky, there’s no reason you can’t live a long life with HIV. But to live a long life you need to get tested and take your meds when it’s time to take them. That means you should get tested at least every year. Never let more than 2 years pass without an HIV test. If you’re nervous about getting tested – just relax. Chances are very good you’ll be OK if you test poz – as long as you haven’t waited too long…