Load 2010-9

The black guy I’ve fucked a few times recently hasn’t always had perfect chemistry, but his ass always feels so good that I figured it was time to fuck him again… The problem in the past is that he’s versatile and so he’s not just there for the load – he wants to cum after me and then he gets a bit forceful and it’s sorta the wrong energy.

Well, this time he said he wanted to cum before he got fucked. That was different, but what the heck… Since he was pretty horny, I played with his nipples a bit while he jacked off and it didn’t take long for him to cum. Somehow the sexual energy was just better this time… And there was an added benefit – his cumming first means his cum went to good use (cum makes great lube)…

I’m not sure how he managed to get fucked at all after cumming, but that’s exactly what happened. He couldn’t take it laying down and wanted to do it doggy style. I was able to slip in pretty easy that way. The last time I can remember cumming doggy style was when I fucked Dawson, but his hole felt so great it didn’t take me long to cum at all. I hadn’t cum in like 4 days, so he got a nice big load.

Then he was off to workout at the gym with my load up his butt 😉

Hooked up last night with the Italian daddy I fuck sometimes. Just before he came over I had been running around the neighborhood and at one point had to go pick something up at a friend’s place (down one huge hill, up another, then up 4 flights of stairs, then back down the hill, up the other big hill)… It was a celebration of sorts for him. That day he started a new job after being unemployed for a over a year…

He started by giving me a blowjob but his teeth were hitting my dick, so I switched to fucking him. Problem was I was tired and I sorta gave out before I was able to cum. Plus the room got hot (which is always bad in my case), and his hole just didn’t feel the same as it had in the past (looser – not sure why)…

Anyway, I tried, but it just didn’t happen. He wasn’t going to accept failure, so he had me lay down. I was such a sweaty mess I had to make sure there was a towel under me – everything I touched got wet. He went to work, and cleaned off my dick with a blowjob (much better this time). He worked and worked and worked and tried everything in the book. I got hard for a bit and fucked him some more, but then it was just clear it wasn’t going to happen. He tried a little more, but finally I just put an end to it.

Too bad, would have been nice to give him a special reward for finding a job…

A couple months ago an 18 y.o. contacted me here on the blog. “hi, sir. i dont know if you got my message on xtube. im the 18 yo bottom from san diego who sees himself as a total cumhole but doesnt really know where to begin.” We started chatting and I thought it would be cool to sorta document his development from thinking of himself as a cumhole to actually being a full-fledged cumhole, so I set up TeenCumhole.com for him – bought the domain, set up the blogging software, etc.

Well, after about a month it became clear he’s not really a cumhole, at least not to the degree I was hoping he would be. There are cumholes and there are cumholes… The kid is a cumhole to a point – after about a month of experimenting he decided he wants to be the exclusive cumhole for someone he now sees as his boyfriend. That might work if they weren’t quite so lovey dovey… It started out well with the top taking him to a bathhouse and having random guys fuck him and breed him in the steamroom and every now and then the top does something similar – recently he advertised on Craigslist and had basically whored out the bottom boy to other tops. But it’s not all that regular an occurrence. It would be one thing if it were a weekly event, but it’s not like that.

There are other ways in which the relationship with his top doesn’t quite make sense. The top told him he was neg, but never seems to check or discuss the status of the guys he has fuck him. In one of the sessions he was telling the other tops “yeah, knock him up” and then recently he wanted to flip and have the bottom fuck him. Personally I wonder whether the top is everything the bottom thinks he is. I mean seriously – do the math – IMHO something just doesn’t add up.

Meanwhile he’s going off to college at the end of summer – 3 1/2 hours away, and wants to have an exclusive, long-distance relationship with the top where he doesn’t fuck anyone else (unless the top organizes it). I remember one of my first roommates in college tried to have a long-distance relationship with his girlfriend. It ended in disaster as have most of the long-distance relationships I’ve seen.

As far as I’m concerned, when you’re young you should experiment. Then you settle down in your late 20s, early 30s… You just need to get certain things out of your system before settling down. But he doesn’t want to hear any of that. And honestly he needs to make his own mistakes – I get that…

But the bottom line is I’ve set up TeenCumhole.com for someone who it turns out isn’t all that much of a cumhole. That leaves me in a bit of a quandry as to what I should do with the blog. It’s not like he’s going to update it very often and our last IM sorta ended badly – so he really has zero incentive to update it.

I really want TeenCumhole.com to be written by one or more true cumholes – the type of guys who have gotten addicted to taking loads and just can’t get enough. I remember years ago on one of the bareback discussion boards there was a twink who loved taking loads so much he’d let dirty, unwashed homeless guys fuck him. He’d literally take any load – no questions asked. That’s sorta extreme, but it would also be cool if there were a bottom who loved to hang out at bathhouses, ass in the air, taking loads for hours on end… The point being there are guys who figure out the joys of being a slut at an early age and can be an inspiration to other guys their age… Now I just need to find one or more of them who want to write up posts for a blog… If you’re a teen who fits what I’m looking for (or you know of one), contact me and we’ll work something out…

Too bad the first cumhole didn’t work out. When his relationship ends I wonder what will come next for him…

Load 2010-8

Damn! Today’s a pretty good day. I fucked the tweaked guy with the messy ass around 10:30a and then a couple hours later got back on line ’cause I was horny and wanted to jack off. This guy who lives fairly close by hit me up and wanted to come over. I told him I had just cum a few hours before and wasn’t sure I could come again, but that I was up for it if he was…

Well, he came over – it was about 3 hours after I had gotten done with the first guy. He came in and was on the attractive side of average… When I started feeling up his body he just froze, and went into sorta this submissive mode, and let me do the rest. I took off his pants and accidentally pulled down the jockstrap he was wearing. After putting the jockstrap back where it where it belonged I bent him over the bed and started rimming his ass. He was a little musky and he had a bit of a meaty ass (nice though) so I didn’t try to rim too deeply.

I then just stood up, lubed my dick (more oil-based Wet), and shoved my cock in him. He hadn’t even sucked my dick… That just lasted for a few seconds and I pushed him onto the bed face down. He was still half dressed – we were both still wearing t-shirts – hadn’t gotten around to taking them off.

It was pretty anonymous sex. I had sorta forgotten what his face looked like as I was fucking him (it wasn’t until after we were done and he turned his head that I thought “oh yeah, he’s got a beard – forgot that…”) But his hole felt really good. It was sorta soft and silky. If any ass was going to get me to cum again it was one like his. His body wasn’t as good as the guy earlier, but he definitely had the better ass – and that’s what counts most when you’re a bottom…

It took a while of fucking him pretty hard before I felt my orgasm coming, and then it took forever to actually cum, but I did manage to cum. That’s hard for me, so I was pretty happy with how it went…

I then rolled him on his side, spooned him and cuddled for a while. He seemed to like that. We didn’t talk much initially, but then did finally exchange a few personal details (though I still don’t know his name).

I need to have more days like today… 😉

Load 2010-7

I’m not doing too well with giving loads this year… It’s the middle April and I’ve only given 7 loads and the last one was 25 days ago… Oh well…

There were actually two hookups since my last post. One of them was with a 6’5″ XXL chub – not sure what in the hell I was thinking but the “neg, safe sex only, versatile top” part of his profile turned me on…

Last night I was looking initially, but didn’t find anything other that stuff downtown and I didn’t want to travel. This morning I got online and wasn’t expecting to find anything, but this guy hit me up on BBRT and was up for coming over. We set a time but he was late getting here, but he did finally arrive – with all these shopping bags. It was 10am in the morning – so it’s not like he’d just come from shopping. When we got to the bedroom he explained that he’d been up all night “partying”… He didn’t seem too messy, but he was a bit messy – sorta a bit hyper.

He kept asking for permission for everything which was a bit cute. He even asked permission to suck my cock, which of course I let him do… When I started feeling his butt it felt either cummy or lubed, couldn’t tell which. I asked him if he had any loads in there and he said “yeah, as many as I can get, until I can’t get fucked anymore.” OK, so he was so tweaked he didn’t understand the question… I gave up and got him on the bed had him suck me a little more and then turned him over and fucked him.

He was so tweaked there was no real connection with him – he was just a hole. He actually had a really nice body – it looked especially good when he was face down on my bed. Wet lube had sent me this huge variety pack of lubes, shaving creams, etc. and so I was trying out some of the old style oil-based lube (I like the fact that it’s not condom compatible)… I was fucking him pretty hard but my dick wasn’t quite getting the stimulation it needed… Not hitting the right places or something. I finally sorta just wore out and stopped for a bit (kept my dick in though)…

After a couple minute breather I dumped a bunch of lube on his ass crack above his hole and went back to fucking him. As I was fucking him I thought that t-shirt you see some guys wearing “Fuck me like you hate me”. I really felt zero emotional connection to the bottom – he was just some messy, tweaked out poz guy who seemed like his life was sorta out of control. Sure he had a nice body, but that just made him a decent piece of meat. Good thing I’m not the type of top who likes to have intimate, romantic sex… This time around I got myself at an angle so my dick had more stimulation and that did the trick – a few minutes later I blew what felt like a huge load in his ass.

I stayed in his ass for a couple minutes as I caught my breath. Usually I cuddle bottoms, but didn’t really feel like it with him so much. I did it a little, but it was sorta half-hearted. Then I pulled my dick out and even with my glasses off I could see that it was literally covered in shit. I hate that. The good part was it happened after I came and somehow none of it got on the sheets or on the towel I had down under his ass.

We went to the bathroom and cleaned up (he asked for permission to take a shower), then we chatted a little as he was leaving… All in all an OK fuck, but if I had pulled my dick out any sooner it wouldn’t have gone so well…

Got this pic from HDK last year. Thought it was funny…

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