Load 2013-6

So yesterday I initially set up plans to fuck a guy and film it, but then @PortaUrinal reminded me that we had plans to go out drinking, so I needed something simpler and faster so I could be done by the time PortaUrinal came over. So I texted one of the black cumholes who lives near me (the one who bottomed for me and MascMountainMan a while back). Of course, as soon as I made plans with him a couple other guys said they were available – and they were pretty hot too. But I stuck with the plan I had in place ’cause it was good timing for that particular night.

Usually I dim the lights in the room and draw the blinds, but last night I was a little lazy, so I just kept lights off and the blinds open. It made for a pretty dark room.

The bottom wanted to use the bathroom when he got there, so I stripped down, laid on the bed, and started jacking my dick while I waited for him. It took a while to get fully hard – guess my mind was somewhere else or something. But by the time he came out of the bathroom I was mostly hard. I just laid there while he got between my legs and started sucking my dick. A couple minutes later when I was fully hard I asked him to sit on my dick. I can’t ever cum that way, but right in that moment I just felt like a relaxed fuck where I take it slow and easy.

He tried a few times to get my dick in his hole, but for some reason he just couldn’t get it in. That’s weird ’cause my first boyfriend taught me that the easiest way to take dick was to sit on it. Anyway, as he was trying to get my dick in his hole I felt his dick. The guy is hung like a horse, which is funny ’cause he’s 90% bottom. He’s long and beer can thick. It felt pretty incredible. It was around that moment when I really started liking being in a dark room. I’ve fucked this guy quite a few times in the past – it’s a little routine at this point, but with the room so dark he was just an anonymous body you’d find in some back room. It was hot to be able to play with his huge cock and not get distracted by the other parts of him that I know pretty well by now.

I don’t know why he couldn’t get my dick up his hole, but I finally just gave up on that idea. I got up and he got on all fours. I put some more lube on my dick and pushed in. He was pretty tight. (It’s funny – I can tell when he’s high and when he’s sober by how loose/tight his hole is. When he’s high he can take my dick with a cock sheath. When he’s sober he’s really tight). I had forgotten how good his hole can feel. I mean he always gets me to cum, but his hole was tight and was putting pressure in all sorts of directions. It was working my cock pretty much perfectly.

Despite how good it felt, I wasn’t cumming. I tried to move around a bit, but finally just took a little breather. I don’t think he’s usually so hard when he’s with me, so I asked him to jack off for me. It took him a little while, but he finally gave me what I wanted and blew a nice big load for me.

Some guys can’t get fucked after cumming, but I knew he’d take my dick even if it was difficult for him. By now I had caught my breath and was pretty horned up so it didn’t take long for me to cum with his hole working my dick so well. It had been 3 1/2 days since I had cum – so he got a nice big load.

We laid there for a little bit with my dick in his ass and then my dick got soft and came out. After a little bit I got up – I sensed the bottom wanted to stay laying there a little longer, but I had to eat a little something before PortaUrinal came over.

The only problem with a dark room is getting dressed… Had to turn the lights on for that. But all in all I really liked the anonymity of the encounter – even though I knew him there was something primal about it. Gotta turn the lights off more often. Though on the first hookup I always like to get a proper look at what I’m rimming/fucking…

Load 2013-5

I’m hoping I have a new fuck buddy. This little black muscle guy just came over and took my load. I LOVED his body. He was significantly shorter than me (which I like) and he was big and solid all over. HUGE shoulders, and an ass that was like a piece of granite. Very, very hot… And he lives within easy walking distance, which is why I hope he’ll become a regular fuck bud.

Anyway… I wasn’t sure if I was really up for fucking this morning, but when I started looking at profiles online my dick got rock hard and stayed hard. That’s always a good sign and it was a little surprising since the last Cialis I took was 3 days ago. My bf is sick in bed today and when I went to check with him to see if it was OK if I hooked up he was asleep so I didn’t bother him. I was pretty sure he’d be fine with it, so I told the guy to come over.

I told him to text me rather than ring the bell (so my bf wouldn’t get woken up). I tried to get him into my place as quietly as possible, but despite my efforts our dogs started barking. Oh well… Anyway, we went into the spare bedroom and got down to business. He didn’t just have a muscular body, he had a cute face too. I was loving it.

He wanted to kiss a little. Then he sucked on my nipples (while I played with his), and then he went down on my cock. When he came up he kept sucking on my nipples. What I really wanted to do was fuck, so I told him I wanted to rim him. He got on all fours on the bed and I started sucking on his ass. What was curious was the location of his ass hole – it was low on his ass. It’s funny how asshole positions differ from one guy to the next.

As I was rimming him he started moaning. I could tell from his moaning that he “wasn’t all that butch”, if you know what I mean. And I was a little worried he’d be a loud moaner and wake up my boyfriend.

When I got him nice and wet, I lubed up my cock and shoved in. His hole felt incredible. It was as muscular as his body. And being a little guy when I pushed in I’d hit bottom, which felt really good on my cock.  After a few strokes I pushed him down on his belly – and that’s when things got a little complicated. His asshole was so low down and his ass so big and muscular it was hard to keep my dick in his ass. I did something I almost never do – I put a pillow under his ass. That helped a bit.

Meanwhile, despite the awkward positioning, his hole was making my dick feel really good and before I knew it I blew my load in his ass. As I was coming he could sense I was about to cum and said “Breed Me” – which was hot… A little muscle boy going around taking loads from complete strangers – begging them to cum in his ass…

I laid on him a little bit after cumming and then rolled both of us over on our sides and I kept slowly pumping his ass. The position was much easier on our sides (probably a good position to fuck him in). But his hole was so muscular and tight that he inadvertently pushed my cock out at one point.

Thankfully, his moans when I was fucking him weren’t much louder than when I was rimming him. But as we were getting dressed we were talking and he laughed rather loudly. Not sure if my bf heard it or not. He might always think the laugh came from next door…

Anyway, he was a hot fuck – hopefully I’ll get to seed him on a regular basis this year. 😉

Load 2013-4

After feeling a bit melancholy the past week, I finally got back in the saddle and fucked someone today. When I first started looking there were some hot choices, but they all wanted me to travel and I just wasn’t in the mood to go out in the cold. Then there was a lot of nothing, then as is typical, when it rains it pours – all of a sudden there were several guys who wanted to come over. I opted for the black guy I’ve fucked on many occasions in the past. It’s not that the other options wouldn’t have been great fucks, it’s just he was what I was in the mood for today.

What was a little surprising was the reaction from the other guys. One responded with “not cool” when I said I had made other plans. Seriously? There are many ways one can be “not cool” when hooking up. Talking to two people at once and picking one and then being honest with the others isn’t really in the “not cool” category. It’s just the nature of the game. Then another one called me (guess I’d given him my number previously). But when I didn’t answer and texted back reminding him that calling me was not OK, he was all pissy with me. Whatever… Guys, it’s just sex – don’t take it so seriously…

Then there was the guy who unlocked FOUR times and kept relocking. He wouldn’t respond to questions like “looking?” Instead he’d just unlock again and then relock before you actually had a chance to look. I did manage to see his pics once and he was hot, but after the 4th unlocked I was the one who was bitchy… I just flat out asked him if he was high on meth, and told him I wasn’t into guys are tweaked out of their brains and playing games. I mean, is there another explanation for unlocking and relocking FOUR times in the course of maybe 30 minutes? [IMHO, my bitchiness was semi-justified.]

Anyway, the hookup… There were a few details I won’t go into, but on the whole it was pretty much my regular hookup with him. There’s something about his hole that always gets me to cum – can’t really define it. I wondered at first if I was going to be able to cum (I’ve been jacking off too much lately), but after a few minutes I knew my load was coming. The only other thing of note was we were sort of face to face when he was cumming and he closed his eyes and didn’t look at me… Interesting… I would have loved to have been a mind reader in that moment – to know what fantasy he was jacking off to…

Load 2013-3

Today I was on BBRT, not particularly looking, but still up for hooking up… This black guy hit me up, asked where I was and whether I was looking. All I saw was a body pic – and he had a nice sorta muscular jock body (and a nice dick – not that that matters). He said he’d send more pics via email. The fact that he offered meant to me that his pic was probably real. And based on the body, that was all I really needed to see.

He was late, but he finally showed up and he was MUCH thuggier than I was expecting – complete with a doo-rag and baseball cap. I had told him I just wanted a quick fuck and he was fine with that. He started stripping as soon as he got to the bedroom. His body was quite nice, but not quite as muscular as I was expecting – guess the pic was taken from an angle that accentuated his muscles.

He sucked my dick, but that wasn’t really getting me hard, so I had him get on the bed on all fours and I rimmed his hole. I could tell from his hole that he was going to be a pretty good fuck. It didn’t take long to get hard, and since he was up for a quickie I just fucked him as soon as I was hard enough to fuck. His hole was loose and silky – seemed to me he probably got fucked a lot.

His hole felt good – I kept hitting bottom in his ass, which worked the right part of my dick. There was no tenderness – he was there to get fucked and I just thought of him as a piece of meat. A few minutes later I blew my load in his hole. I laid on top of him for a minute or so afterwards, and then when I rolled off he said something like “well, now I can get on with the rest of my day” and he got up went to the bathroom to clean up and then put on his clothes and he was on his way. He did try to make a little conversation, but it’s not like there was some magic connection or anything…

All in all a good, fairly anonymous, quickie… 🙂

I’ve been in a really melancholy mood lately. Nothing is wrong, I just feel like I want to get work done and be quiet and by myself most of the time. I haven’t been hooking up as much lately, but I’m still hooking up every now and then… I thought I’d quickly relate the last two hookups that didn’t go so well, and then add a third in for good measure (since two strikes doesn’t make as much sense)…

So the theme here is hot guys who don’t manage to get me off…

First up is Jayson Park… Jayson is really pretty hot – he’s got pretty much an ideal body – he’s thin/lean with decent definition, and he’s an eager bottom… Should get me off right? Well, I fucked him, and fucked him, and fucked him. Overheated and had to stop several times, but even though I hadn’t cum in something like 4 or 5 days, I just couldn’t cum with him. It’s happened before with him. In fact more than half the times I’ve fucked him I haven’t been able to cum. It doesn’t make sense – he’s totally my type – but it just doesn’t work out (most of the time).

I did get a whole bunch of video out of it… Here’s a pic from the video…

One thing I realized (not sure why it took me so long to fully realize it) – is that Jayson is a pretty dominant bottom. He’s definitely not submissive. I mean he tries to get into a submissive mindset sometimes – but it’s work for him. Being the dominant top I am I wanted to make him submit, so I blindfolded him and put on restraints and locked his wrists together. I knew he wouldn’t go for more than that – even that was stretching it a bit for him…

Not sure if you can tell all that well by looking at that pic – but I’ve lost a fair amount of weight. I’m a little surprised it looks like I have such a belly in that pic – when I stand up straight it’s not so pronounced. But that’s still a lot thinner than I was 6 or 12 months ago. The holidays (and my melancholy mood) are kicking my butt when it comes to weight loss. Right now I’m just trying to not gain weight. I’ll try getting back to weight loss again next year.

That was actually almost two months ago now. Then there were the latest two hookups – again with hot guys, but I didn’t get off…

First was a couple of weeks ago now – a black guy who I’ve been wanting to fuck for probably a year or more now. We used to live a few blocks from each other but timing always sucked. Anyway, he came over for a quickie on his way to work. I was surprised he was so tall, but otherwise he was pretty much what I was expecting. GREAT body. Eager to get fucked. But once again he was sort of a dominant bottom. He kept trying to call the shots. At one point I was in a groove and he started bouncing up and down – for god’s sakes – why do bottoms do that? I had to tell him to stop and lay still… Anyway I was turned on but couldn’t cum. He jacked off and then ran off to work (he was late).

Then the last guy was a week ago. On paper he’s not quite my type – but I still found him incredibly hot. He was this hairy, tattooed little muscle bear. His hair was so thick you couldn’t see some of his tattoos clearly. Just that day I had gotten an Oxballs Pig Hole, and when I realized his hole wasn’t rubbing my dick quite right and his hole was semi-loose I figured I’d try it out on him. Problem was the Pig Hole felt too much like wearing a rubber. It didn’t have enough lube inside so it felt dry and uncomfortable. I gave him a good long fuck, and later took out the Pig Hole and kept trying, but never could cum with him.

The only thing I really found wrong with that guy was that he was a heavy smoker. To a point the muskiness of it was a turn on, but at other times it was a bit too much. If I were a bottom I could see getting fucked by him – he had that sort of vibe about him. And at the end he was even admiring my ass – wanting to fuck me…

So now the “out” part… For a couple days I’ve felt a “sensation” now and again but didn’t think anything of it. Then last night I noticed discharge. UGH… I didn’t get a chance today, but tomorrow morning I’ll run to the STD clinic and get treated. So I’m out of commission for the next week. In a way it’s decent timing since I’ve got a busy next week…

The weird part was that I told the furry guy about it – going as far as saying that I suspected I got it from him since the timing was right and I haven’t been fucking much. His responses seemed appropriate, etc. though I found it odd that it seemed like he was always online… He knew he had been at least exposed to an STD and yet he was still looking to hookup with guys. Then as soon as I had read his second reply he blocked me before I could reply. I really have no clue what’s up with him, but I’m not sure I’d want to hookup with him again anyway. I prefer guys who are a bit more conservative about STDs.

Speaking of STDs, there’s an eBook out now that supposedly tells you all natural things you can take/eat that makes you immune to STDs. Apparently they’ve found breast milk and some other stuff actually kill STDs and so they go into stuff (other than breast milk) that can also kill STDs. It’s put out by straight guys and the sales pitch is incredibly gimmicky, but I think I’ll give it a try. With MAL coming up I could use some STD protection. And by the end of MAL I’ll know if it works or not.

Load 2012-57

Despite a slow start this year (I only gave 7 loads in the first 4 months of the year), the year is ending pretty well. In the past 7 months or so I’ve been averaging 7-8 loads a month. If I can keep up that pace next year I’ll have a 90 load year – which would definitely be my best year…

Anyway, after last night’s fuck of the little Latin muscle bottom, I was still sorta horny this morning. I was having pretty bad luck finding a hole – seems Tuesday before Thanksgiving isn’t a great time to look. But finally this guy I’ve seen online for a while now said he’d come right over. The guy’s a young black guy. Seems now that I’m in Harlem I’m getting a lot of black guys to fuck – and not just Harlem guys…

Anyway he shows up and when I see him approaching on the street he looks thuggier than I was expecting – not a hardcore gangbanger or anything – more of an average thug – possibly even “homo thug” looking. He comes in, we go to the bedroom and we start stripping down. He’s got a nice body on him – not muscular – just slim & lean. We play with each other’s dicks. I took out my PA before we started and I think he was sorta facinated by it – said he’s never seen a PA in person before. In hindsight I probably should have left it in, but I took it out. It was one of those days where I hadn’t eaten much and wasn’t sure what my energy level was going to be – so I didn’t want distractions (like a PA creating complications).

He didn’t volunteer to  suck my dick – which is fine for me me since I can take or leave blowjobs – so I told him I wanted to rim him. He got on the edge of the bed on all fours and I started playing with his ass. His hole was pretty deep in his ass and as I rimmed it seemed like his hole kept drawing up into his body bit by bit. A minute or two in it seemed like a deeper cavity than I had first started rimming. He was clean but not squeaky clean so I wasn’t too enthusiastic in my rimming.

Meanwhile my dick was hard as a rock pretty quickly (why is it that Cialis always seems to work best the 2nd day?) so I knew I’d have no problems fucking – and at that point I realized I could have left my PA in. I get up, put some lube on my dick and on his hole and start to shove in. He asks if I have poppers – it was sort of the wrong time to ask – you don’t really want to distract your top when he’s hard and has his he head of his dick entering your ass. I wasn’t quite sure where my poppers were so I said I didn’t know where they were – if he really needed them, I’d find them but let’s just try it without them…

My dick slid right in with no obvious pain on his part. I was a little careful since I didn’t want him asking for poppers again. I wouldn’t say his hole was as good as the Latino’s the night before (very few holes are), but he had a nice ass on him that felt good to fuck. Since I had fucked the Latino barely over 12 hours before it took me a while to cum. I could tell he wanted “a connection” with me. He was on his belly and I was over him – supporting myself on my arms. When I’d go lower to kiss him on his neck he’d really respond. He kept turning his head wanting to kiss while I was fucking him.

I did finally cum before I wore myself out from fucking (my endurance isn’t what it should be), and you could tell he sorta relished getting the load pumped in him. I rolled him over and continued to pump his hole with my cock as I felt up his body. I stayed hard for a while, but finally my dick got soft and popped out of his hole. He then rolled on his belly and seemed to want me to just caress him. At one point I thought he was going to fall asleep – he seemed to really like the tenderness.

Eventually I needed to get back to work, so I told him as much and we got up and got dressed and he left.