Load 2013-39

I’m WAY behind on doing blog posts. There have been 7 hookups since my last post a month ago.

But first – why the delay? Well, there were a few reasons… First I was sick for a while there, then I hooked up a little, then I got what seemed liked food poisoning (my bf thinks that sickness was from me eating ass – lol). Then I managed to get my dick caught in my zipper and had a huge blood blister on the tip of my dick which was ugly as hell. Then there was some drama in my life. Without going into detail some crazy people did stuff that put my safety and my boyfriend’s safety at risk. Police were called, etc. It’s sorta calmed down for now so it’s back to work. All I can say is I hate drama like that. And if you’re wondering – it had nothing to do with my business.

So I fucked a little in between all those things, but not as much as I would have liked. And as you might expect – with all the drama in my life I’ve just been wanting simplicity in my hookups. 4 of the 7 fucks were with guys I’ve fucked before – like the fuck earlier this week when I fucked my semi-regular black guy from the neighborhood. I’ll start with that fuck and work backwards… It was completely low drama – I didn’t even have to go online to find someone to fuck. He texted me in the morning, I said the afternoon should work, but then when he pressed for a time a couple hours later I was on a roll with work but I figured I’d want to take a break in a little bit so I estimated that time and he came over.

When he got here things were equally as low-key. I buzzed him in and he found his own way to the bedroom. He was wearing a ratty old jockstrap, so when he stripped down I didn’t even see his cock. While he’s got a HUGE black dick it’s sorta wasted on him ’cause I think he’s 90% bottom. He needed to take a leak or something so I laid on the bed and started jacking my dick. When he came out he started sucking me. I had him reposition so I could rim him while he sucked me. Was fun for a bit, but then I sorta got tired of rimming him. So I repositioned, lubed up and pushed into his ass.

This particular bottom is fine with race play – with me degrading him and calling him a nigger. It’s just sex play… So as I was fucking him my mind started wondering. I wondered what it would have been like to go back 200 years and live in the South and own some slaves. I could totally see myself having a few slaves that did housework during the day and serviced me sexually at night. I’m horrible at rape – so the slaves would need to be into it. But it would sorta be fun to have a house of black boys I could fuck whenever I felt like it. 😉  [When I get some free time I want to take that concept and develop a full-fledged story around it for Breeding Zone.]

Anyway, that fantasy got me to cum relatively quickly. It did take a bit to actually cum – but this bottom’s hole always feels good and gets me to cum. After I came we rolled over on our sides and I continued to pump his ass for several minutes until I got soft and pulled out.

He then got dressed, we chatted a little bit and then he was off with a nice big load up his hole 😉

And BTW, the slavery thing does get me off. If anyone is in NYC and wants to be a slave for a weekend (or even during the week – which could actually be better), let me know.

Loads 2013-28 & 29

I went for a while there without fucking. Part of the reason was because I just wasn’t in the mood. But the other part was that I had to clean up stuff I caught at CumUnion 🙁 I guess if I’m fucking for hours on end I should piss more frequently or something and take higher doses of the monolaurin I’ve been taking to reduce STDs. (Besides not upping my dose, I missed the dose after the party).

We’ve got house guests this weekend, so I’m assuming I’m not getting much ass while they’re here, so I figured I needed to get a few fucks in before they arrived. So yesterday and today I went looking for ass.

Yesterday’s ass was one of my regular black fuck buddies – the one who likes to jack off while I play with his nipples. When he arrived yesterday he was dripping with sweat. I figured he’d be pretty musty, but not so much – even his ass smelled pretty normal. He dried off pretty quickly and it was sorta hot having a sweaty muscular black guy under me as I fucked him.

It was a pretty decent/normal fuck. His insistence that I play with his nipples at the end isn’t something I look forward to, but he’s a good fuck and his hole almost always gets me to cum. Oddly this time he resisted when I tried to push him down on his belly. He said his hole was sore from cleaning out earlier in the day. He was unusually sensitive when I pushed into him. Even though I didn’t get him flat on his belly I didn’t have any problems cumming, so it was all good.

He made some comment about how big my loads usually are… I’ve actually started taking a zinc supplement to increase the volume of my loads. When I don’t fuck I’ve gotten in the habit of jacking off into a condom – I then freeze the loads and use them as lube, etc. (See, condoms are good for something.) Anyway, I’ve been disappointed at the volume of my load – it’s OK, but I want to give truly big loads. I’m not sure I’m taking enough zinc, but I don’t want to overdo it either.

Today’s sweaty black guy was much more “street” – complete with a do-rag and mirrored sunglasses. I learned later that he used to come to my block back in the day ’cause his cousin lived here. Guess he didn’t want to be recognized – especially since he was here to get fucked by a white boy. Or maybe that’s just his look – not sure.

He wasn’t quite dripping with sweat, but he was definitely a bit sweaty when he got here. Had a nice lean, tight, muscled body on him and a great ass. Unfortunately when I went to rim him he didn’t seem quite clean, so I stopped that almost as soon as I started. But he had given me a decent blowjob right before – so I was rock hard – it wasn’t like I needed to rim his hole to get hard. And the blowjob was cool – I don’t usually get all that turned on by blowjobs but having a big-dicked black thug choking on my cock was sorta cool. 😉

When I pushed into his hole it felt wet. I sorta wondered if he had loads in him already. He did say he had been a buddy’s place before coming here. I’m sorta guessing his buddy had fucked him – he took my dick really easily – so either he’s normally pretty loose or he had been loosened up by the fuck earlier.

Fucking a thug is sorta hot. They’re so tough on the street but they just love getting fucked when you get them in the bedroom. He just grunted and groaned as I fucked him. I could tell he felt every stroke, but he was loving it too. As usual it wasn’t long before I blew in his ass after which we rolled over and we talked a bit until my dick got soft and slipped out of him.

Despite smelling dirty, his ass was apparently perfectly clean. Which is a good thing ’cause my boyfriend would have killed me if I had gotten the sheets dirty – lol.

So two two days of fucking black cumholes. Looks like tomorrow I’ll fuck/videotape the neg sub I fucked a few weeks ago. I think he liked taking my loads – hopefully I can turn him into a good cumdump.

I had SO much fun at CumUnion on Saturday night! I didn’t cum, but who gives a shit? It was just hour after hour of fucking – with a nice variety of of guys. As you can see from the title I fucked 16 guys. The space has a maximum capacity of 160 but 175 different guys were there over the course of the evening. So I basically fucked 1 in 10 attendees. If you were there and bent over taking dick and loads chances are I had my dick in you.

I actually lost count a few times so 16 is an estimate, but pretty close. And then there’s the issue of fucking a guy who’s bent over sucking someone’s dick and then later you wonder “was this the guy I was fucking earlier?” After all you don’t always see the guys clearly – they’re just a hole for your raw dick at times.

And I could have fucked even more. My dick would perform pretty well, then go soft for 15 or 20 minutes, then perk up again for a while, then go soft for a while. It was like that all night. During some of those down times there were some bottoms who wanted me to fuck them, but I wasn’t up for it at that particular moment. One in particular was one of the hottest guys there (IMHO). He was this smooth mid-to-late-20’s Latino. Nice slim body. When he first came in I swear he got fucked by guy after guy for probably 30 minutes. I stood in line to fuck him, but some of the tops were taking a long time so I went to look for other hole. Later he would have bent over for me, but the timing was wrong. The best part was he was versatile. Had a nice average sized dick on him and at one point I was laying on this “thing” (don’t know how to describe it) catching my breath and cooling down (since it was the coolest part of the place) and he was fucking this hot bottom right next to me. I love it when cumdumps are actually vers and share all that DNA they get.

Before that guy showed up the guy I thought was the hottest guy there was this really little Latino guy. I mean he was clearly under 5′ tall. A lot of guys who are that tall have weight issues, but he had a great little body. The size difference between us was sorta hot. The only down side was that I don’t think he realized how much I was into him. We kept being flirty, but he was a little hesitant about actual action. Finally I saw this other guy fucking him, so I knew he was up for getting fucked. A little later I came across him and turned him around and guided my raw dick up his ass. He took it like a good bottom. The position was a bit off so it wasn’t as good as I might have hoped, but it was hot. I mean it’s not very often that you get to fuck someone who’s like 4’9″ – I mean that’s the average height for a 9 year old – it’s a little pervy when you think about it. At one point I almost leaned over and told him that I thought he was the hottest guy there, but I didn’t do it. In hindsight I should have. I think he needed the ego boost.

Most of the black guys there tops. But there was one black jock who was flagging light blue right (cocksucker) who I saw bent over getting fucked. Immediately I wanted to fuck him, but he was busy and hard to get to. But maybe 20 min later the stars aligned and he bent over for me. He had one of the best holes there. I actually got close to cumming, but unfortunately I didn’t. Still, he was probably my best fuck of the evening.

When I got there initially I wore my big Prince Albert. And I fucked maybe 4 or 5 guys with it. EVERYONE seemed to want to touch it and the bottoms wanted to feel it up their ass. But all the tugging on it made it sore and I had to take it out. I tied it really tight to my boot laces and continued on with the evening. But I gotta say I get the same reaction at the Eagle on jockstrap night. I’ve gotten in the habit of letting the ring poke out of the edge of my jockstrap. Everyone looks and everyone who’s even somewhat bold wants to play with it. It’s a great way to get action 😉

The one disappointing fuck of the evening was this mid-20s twink. Cute as a button. Looking at him I’d guess he was a recent ivy league grad or something. Looked completely clean cut and innocent – except for the fact that he was bent over letting anyone and everyone fuck him. Problem was he had really long legs and he didn’t bend them very much so his hole was too high for a lot of guys. The first time I fucked him he was sucking some guy’s dick. He kept moving around positioning himself for the cocksucking which would throw me off. All in all he just never focused on the needs of the guys fucking him. Needless to say he wasn’t getting fucked as much as he might have if he had been a better bottom.

In the entire time there I think only one or two bottoms said they wouldn’t fuck raw – so clearly the fact that CumUnion is promoted by sites like BBRT and my Breeding Zone helps keep it pretty bareback. In the ads for the one this coming Saturday they’re designating this small loft-like room as the cocksucking and safe sex area. But it wasn’t a safe sex area this past week – I fucked a fair number of guys raw up there.

Let’s see – other memorable bottoms… One was this skinny tall Asian guy – probably on the young side of mid-20s, but might have been pushing 30 – couldn’t quite tell. He had this really small dick that almost never got hard. I think I was his first fuck of the night and I fucked him with my PA. He wanted it, but as I was pushing this huge ring in his rather tight hole I was wondering whether it was going to work. But he was a good bottom. He put up with my ring and later in the evening I saw him legs up on the medical exam table getting fucked by top after top for probably 30 or 40 minutes solid. He was clearly a “power bottom”. A power bottom with a tight hole is a great combination. He’s another guy I wish I had given my number to – I’d like to fuck him again and give him a load.

There were plenty of other bottoms who I fucked. One guy was this tall, somewhat ‘thick’ guy who couldn’t take my PA, but as soon as he saw it was out his face lit up and he wanted me to fuck him. Then there was this really really skinny guy. He must have had a 24″ waist. And there was the older poz-looking guy who was smooth all over with really pronounced nipples. He had a rather large bottle of lube in his boots. It was funny seeing someone pull out something so big given that everyone was naked. There were a few average stocky-ish bottoms who were good cumholes.

I had taken a Cialis earlier in the day, and then I drank a 5 Hour Energy right before I got there. I had never tried one before. True to it’s name it gave me almost exactly 5 hours of energy. But when the 5 hours were up I could feel it. My dick just refused to get hard again. It was over, so I finally just left and went over to the Eagle. One of the bartenders there had told me he’d give me a VIP card next time he saw me and I wanted to go pick it up at a time when there were no lines. It was after 2am so I was expecting there to be a fair amount of action going on, but I was surprised. There was a little cocksucking in some of the corners, but that was about it. I was really disappointed. There’s way more action with a smaller crowd on jockstrap night. I guess the moral of the story is if you want guys to get sexual make them go naked (or close to it).

On that point I’m sorta rooting for Anthony Weiner for mayor right now. I’m hoping with his sexual history he won’t be a prude when it comes to sex in bars. It’s really pretty lame that you can’t fuck in NYC bars and clubs these days – and the bathhouses suck. We need a mayor who will make enforcement of other things a higher priority and lay off a bit when it comes to consensual sex between adults. (Or, it could be that with his sexual history Weiner will over-compensate and keep the crack downs up – who knows?)

I’d sorta like to go to CumUnion again this Saturday, but chances are the boyfriend will want to do something. Can’t abandon him two Saturdays in a row…

Load 2013-26

I know some of you may be sensitive to me using the word nigger. Get over it. To me it’s just race play – and a form of domination and submission. Or to put it more simply – it’s role play. And the bottom in this case really gets into it.

One of my more regular guys from the neighborhood I’ve talked about a lot on here. He’s close enough with a flexible schedule so he’s often my fall-back when other guys flake. But he’s actually a good fuck – he pretty much always gets me to cum. Usually I ignore his dick since he’s just a cumhole bottom, but he’s got an enormous dick…

He does top on occasion – though not with me, but he’s mostly a bottom. And his fantasy is to get raped by a bunch of white tops. So as you read this – if you’re a white top and wanna join me in fucking him, just let me know – especially if you’re up for videotaping it.

He wanted to bring another top over  – a young Latino with a thick 9.5″ dick, but wasn’t sure if the top would be up for video, and I wasn’t really in the mood to explain the scene to my boyfriend or deal with the complications of making someone else happy – so I told him to keep it 1-on-1.

We started off with him sucking me, which soon turned to a 69 position with me sucking on his hole while he sucked on my dick.

But given the size of my PA, that’s never fun for the bottom since it hits their dental work. After a while he just started sucking my balls and jacking my dick. I was happy sucking on his hole, so it was all good with me.

Since I was hard I wanted to fuck, so soon he was legs up on the edge of the bed…

Usually I try to guide my PA in first and then push in with my dick. For some reason that wasn’t working with him so I just let my PA flop to one side and pushed in. I know that’s harder for the bottom since the PA adds to the thickness of my dick, but he put up with it.

I fucked a bit like that, but my feet were slipping on the floor and my body was blocking the light from the windows, so we repositioned. When I pulled out he was a little dirty, but didn’t seem to be too bad, so I just ignored it and carried on.

I got him on his belly and pushed in. Again I let the ring go to the side which hurt him a bit as I went in.

When I had him pinned down under me is when I started pulling out the stops with all the race play stuff. I was calling him a nigger cumdump. Asking him if he liked taking loads from white men. Telling him that niggers are meant to be cumdumps for white men and that he would have made a good slave and made his master very happy.… etc. I like degrading bottoms when I’m fucking them – it’s part of chemistry of the scene. Often if I’m not sure they’d be into it I do it quietly in my mind – it’s just what turns me on.

I wasn’t particularly gentle with my fuck. My PA was hurting just a little so I wasn’t overly rough either. But I think he got roughed up pretty good. It wasn’t long before I blew a load up his hole. At that point I just sort of collapsed on top of him. It’s sort of a cuddle, sort of almost smothering him, surrounding him…

We laid like that for a little bit, when I rolled the two of us over and started caressing him and paying attention to his body. These after sex sessions are where I bond with the bottom – most of them seem to like it. They just went through being violated, now they get the tender side. With him I played with his big black cock and sucked on his nipples a bit…

I didn’t actually go so far that he came – I’m actually fine with bottoms going away not having cum. Hookups are about me cumming – not them cumming. Maybe it’ll keep them horny and they’ll go looking to get fucked some more 😉

After a bit of that we just laid there having some some sensual quiet time…

That was about it. Since he’s a regular I think I’ll try to film most of our hookups going forward. He’ll help keep me in the practice of videotaping my fucks.

And again, if you’re a white top in NYC and want to fuck him, let me know – especially if you’re up for being videotaped.

Load 2013-17

This morning I had a good, solid, piece of morning wood (pic to the right), so I knew I needed to find a hole to fuck. Even last night I was sporting wood somewhat spontaneously – but I had already cum in the morning, so figured it was too soon to fuck again.

One 20-something black guy off A4A said he’s come over and could be here in 30 minutes. 50 minutes later I contacted him and asked where he was. “I’m doing something for a my gramma…” I told him to not bother coming over. It’s fine for something to come up. It’s not fine to tell someone who’s waiting for you that you can’t make it when you said you would be there.

So I contacted a few other guys and then my black fuckbuddy from the neighborhood (the one I’ve done race play with in the past). He wanted to hookup later, but rearranged things to make it at an earlier time that worked better for me, but he said he needed it to be a quickie.

He shows up, I get naked before he does and I lay back on the bed and just jack my dick. He comes over and starts sucking me. I usually don’t get all that hard from getting a blowjob, but hardons have been easy to come by the last day or two and I got hard pretty quickly with him. I let him suck me for a bit and then I figured I should get to fucking since he wanted to make it quick.

I got up, lubed my dick and pushed in. It took me a couple (or three?) tries to get it in, but once I was in I pushed him on his belly and got down to fucking. I was rock hard, and getting in nice and deep, and I was able to fuck for a while. But I could tell my orgasm just wasn’t coming. I was a little frustrated. I usually don’t have a problem cumming with this bottom. As time passed I finally said “I know you wanted to make this quick, but I’m not sure I can cum.” He said he had gotten stuff done before coming over and wasn’t in a rush. That helped. We fucked a bit more, but still I wasn’t feeling an orgasm building.

Finally I gave up. I laid down and as I was catching my breath I had him suck me some more. By this point I wasn’t all that hard, but after a few minutes of a blowjob I was hard again and I had caught my breath. So I got up and went back to fucking him. This time I was in his hole differently somehow. I can’t really describe it – though I don’t think I was in quite as deep. Anyway, things were working this time and before long I felt my load building and I started blowing my load up his hole. As I did he pushed up with his ass so my load got in him really deep.

When that was all over I rolled over and spooned him for a bit – sorta feeling him up and having some quiet time. My dick finally came out and we continued just laying there. I was a little worried I’d fall asleep it was so restful (since I had just cum). But after a bit I stirred and we got up and got dressed. He had wanted a quickie – but it wound up taking a half hour – but he got the load 😉

Load 2013-8/9

Well, the hookup I just had helped catch me up a bit on my 100 load goal for the year – the guy got two loads from me – which is rare for me – so by definition a good hookup.

I wasn’t really all that sure I wanted to hookup. I was having a nice mellow day – getting stuff done on Tumblr & on my blogs. I’d occasionally look at BBRT & A4A – and oddly, A4A was far more active today. There were two black guys on A4A who both wanted to hookup and both were definitely my type. One was up for videotaping the hookup which is a good thing, but I have to be in the mood for it since it just takes more effort since you have to be “on” completely when the camera is rolling. The other thing going for the other guy was that he was close by. I sorta wanted to host – after all he said he’d be up for stuff like bondage and flogging, but he wanted to host. Since he was within walking distance I said I’d go over, but I knew that meant no BDSM – unless he had gear laid out when I got there, which I doubted with this guy.

It took me a little bit to get out the door ’cause I had gotten the 11mm ring in my PA and it was in there so tightly that I had trouble getting the ring out. But I did finally get it out. I headed over to his place. I think I know why he wanted to host – he was in one of those nice new buildings that are all over Harlem these days. For a 20-something to have his own place in a nice building and have it nicely furnished – he was clearly above average and it was his way of letting me know that.

And he was well above average in terms of looks too. He had a nice tight body. It wouldn’t surprise me if he were a model or something. He offered me a drink, which was cute, but I was there for sex. We played a little bit (awkwardly) in the main room and then I suggested we go into the bedroom. Once there I proceeded to strip down as did he. He had a pair of those assless underwear / jockstraps on that are so popular these days. (They’re not exactly jockstraps – what is the proper name for them?) He seemed a bit unsure of what to do and just stood there, so after fingering his ass while feeling up his body, I finally suggested he get on the bed so I could rim him.

I couldn’t quite tell if he was completely clean or not, so I went pretty gently on the rimming, but still gave it my all – I just didn’t get too deep (so to speak). That got me rock hard, but I took my time, stopped jacking my dick and just paid attention to his ass for a bit before finally getting up, lubing my dick and pushing into his hole.

I wouldn’t call his hole loose, but he took my rock hard cock pretty easily. I fucked him doggy style for a minute or two and then got him down on his belly. He was pretty thin which I like when I fuck a guy. His hole felt good, but didn’t grab my dick and really massage it like some holes do. But it was a good hole. It wasn’t long until I could feel my orgasm coming. Then a little bit later I felt a little spurt, but not much of anything. I kept fucking and felt a bit more, but it wasn’t exactly a major load. When I say that sometimes I can’t feel when I cum, this was borderline one of those cases – I barely felt it, but this time at least I knew for sure I was cumming at least a little bit.

As I slowed down he said “you’re incredible”, which was sweet… Clearly he was enjoying himself.

I actually think I came a fair amount. His hole had felt pretty silky before I came – almost to the point that I wondered if he didn’t already have some loads in him. But after I came it was really slick and silky. It felt really good. I got down lower on top of him so I wasn’t having to work so hard to support the weight of my body and I just pistoned in and out of his ass slowly. I wasn’t totally hard, but I was hard enough for a slow fuck.

I never really went soft. I just kept on slowly fucking him for what must have been 5 minutes or so. Then I rolled us onto our sides and still just kept slowly fucking him. That lasted another maybe 5 minutes and then I felt my dick grow and I knew I was getting my second wind. I rolled him onto his belly again. This time I was a little bit at an angle and that was enough for his ass to work my dick pretty much perfectly. I could slowly feel another orgasm building. I was thinking, “this is rare”, but just went with it.

I was fucking him to suit my needs, not his. It was about me getting off – in that moment he was just a hole and I honestly couldn’t have cared whether he was enjoying himself or not. I could hear him grunting and making sounds like he was in pain. When I could clearly see his face he was totally in pain. But he wasn’t telling me to stop or slow down. He was just laying there taking the abuse to his hole. Needless to say I wanted to cum a second time and I did what I needed to do to make that happen.

It took a while for the second orgasm to come (so his pain was pretty drawn out) but when it did come, it was major. I could feel my load totally flooding his hole.

At that point my dick did start to deflate pretty quickly. We spooned and I caressed him. He was quiet – so quiet I wondered whether he was falling asleep. Finally, I wanted to go so I stirred and he got up as well. He commented “that was intense – intense in a good way though”. Usually you think of black tops as being the ones who really can “turn out” a hole, but today that top was me and he got fucked really good and hard.

I’m not sure he was expecting a fuck like that. In the moment I think he may have been a little freaked out by it, but I think he’ll remember it as a hot fuck and I’m pretty sure he’ll be back for more.

Tomorrow an 18 y.o. is supposed to come over. Hopefully that works out. Last time I fucked an 18 y.o. he later told me he had only been 17 at the time. Luckily 17 is legal in NY. But one way or the other it’s always hot to breed a teen and help them learn to take semi-anonymous loads from complete strangers.