So I hooked up today with someone who’s within walking distance. After I said ‘yes’ to him I started wondering whether it was a good idea. I hadn’t taken any type of “enhancement” pill in a couple days and I had eaten just an hour or so before. Sometime it seems like my dick gets food coma or something. Sometimes I think my blood flow is going to my digestive track rather than my cock.

Anyway, he comes over and we get down to business. I eat out his ass. It’s a bit hairy, but not too much so. Actually here’s  a pic… (He wanted me to take pics/videos…)

His hole was a nice hole to rim. But unfortunately my dick wasn’t really cooperating. I got up and tried to take a video of sticking my dick into his ass, but I just wasn’t hard enough. I took out my PA and started over rimming him and then fucking him.

I did finally get in him, and gave him an “OK” fuck I guess. Then it would sort of peter out, and I’d stop and rim him some more. Then I’d fuck him again, etc. That repeated several times… I did a few quick videos and I put one of them up on my tube site (click to see it)… The video is just taken with my iPhone, and while I’ve lost 30 pounds, my gut keeps getting in the way of the camera – lol… [I need to lose more weight…]

As you can see, I’m hard enough to fuck, but not fully hard. It just wasn’t my day… Finally I just told him I didn’t think I could cum and he started jacking off while sucking on my dick. When he came I scooped up some of his cum with my fingers and fingered my ass with it. While I have almost zero interest in getting fucked, having a little bit of some stranger’s cum in my ass was sorta hot. That got me a bit boned, so I went back to fucking him…

But that fuck was just a repeat of the others… I was hoping for better results, but finally just gave up.

I owe the guy a load… He was a decent fuck, and within walking distance… But I was just having a bad day…

Load 2013-7

Well, after a slow start I’m starting to pick up my pace. To reach my goal of 100 loads this year I should be doing 8.3 per month. Looks like this month it’ll just be 7 – but that’s not too far behind – though next month is a short month.

Anyway, I was sort of looking to fuck today. By sorta I mean I didn’t feel like traveling or putting much effort into it, and honestly the quicker the better – so I could get back to work. There were a few options, but nothing definite and honestly it was a pretty slow day. But finally a guy hit me up and said he could be right over, so I said yes.

He arrived a little later than he said he would – but still pretty quickly. As he walked in he said the place looked better than last time he was there. Honestly I had forgotten that I’d fucked him before. (That’s a little embarrassing). So I covered my lack of memory by asking him what the place was like last time he was here. He said it was months ago.

Anyway, we both stripped down and he got on his knees and started sucking my cock. I was maybe half hard – I’m always a little self-conscious when a bottom is sucking me and I’m not hard. I feel like it’s my job to be hard and blowjobs don’t always do it for me, and if I do get hard with a blowjob it can take a while. But despite the fact that I wasn’t completely hard, at one point he stopped saying he had to breathe. I didn’t quite understand why he couldn’t breathe through his nose, and it wasn’t like I was hard enough to deep throat him…

I took the pause in action to change things up – had him get on the bed on all fours so I could rim him. I gotta say I really loved his ass. It was clean, but didn’t taste like soap. It was a little hairy, but not all that hairy. There was just something about it that was incredibly hot. (And I eat a lot of ass – so that’s saying something).

Needless to say that got me hard, so I lubed up my dick, then stood up and started fucking him. He was in this position where he was sorta curled up in a ball on the bed. The guy is pretty skinny – the overall effect was pretty hot. And his hole was pretty tight and felt good on my cock.

I pushed him forward and told him to get on his belly. He hesitated and said it hurts that way sometimes, but he complied. Since he was willing to do it, I felt I needed to take it a little easy on him. I pushed his legs together and didn’t fuck too deeply. I just worked the first few inches of my dick into him on each stroke. His ass was rubbing the bottom of the head of my dick really good.

I came pretty quickly and when I did I had this electric feeling go all through my body. It made for an unusually good orgasm. Nor sure where the feeling came from – haven’t felt it so strongly in a long time.

After cumming I rolled the two of us over and kept my hard cock in his ass. He wanted to jerk off and did. My cock wasn’t getting smaller – it liked being up his ass. But while I was still hard and inside him he said “I hope you don’t mind me saying this, but I need to be somewhere by 5, so I need to run.” I’m thinking, “dude, I haven’t even gone soft yet”, but another part of me sorta laughed. Usually I’m the one who ends the hookup earlier than the bottom wanted. For once the tables were turned on me and I was the one who wasn’t getting as long of a fuck as I wanted. Mind you, I probably would have laid there for another 5 minutes or so, and it was a really good fuck on a number of levels, so I can’t complain…

Load 2013-6

So yesterday I initially set up plans to fuck a guy and film it, but then @PortaUrinal reminded me that we had plans to go out drinking, so I needed something simpler and faster so I could be done by the time PortaUrinal came over. So I texted one of the black cumholes who lives near me (the one who bottomed for me and MascMountainMan a while back). Of course, as soon as I made plans with him a couple other guys said they were available – and they were pretty hot too. But I stuck with the plan I had in place ’cause it was good timing for that particular night.

Usually I dim the lights in the room and draw the blinds, but last night I was a little lazy, so I just kept lights off and the blinds open. It made for a pretty dark room.

The bottom wanted to use the bathroom when he got there, so I stripped down, laid on the bed, and started jacking my dick while I waited for him. It took a while to get fully hard – guess my mind was somewhere else or something. But by the time he came out of the bathroom I was mostly hard. I just laid there while he got between my legs and started sucking my dick. A couple minutes later when I was fully hard I asked him to sit on my dick. I can’t ever cum that way, but right in that moment I just felt like a relaxed fuck where I take it slow and easy.

He tried a few times to get my dick in his hole, but for some reason he just couldn’t get it in. That’s weird ’cause my first boyfriend taught me that the easiest way to take dick was to sit on it. Anyway, as he was trying to get my dick in his hole I felt his dick. The guy is hung like a horse, which is funny ’cause he’s 90% bottom. He’s long and beer can thick. It felt pretty incredible. It was around that moment when I really started liking being in a dark room. I’ve fucked this guy quite a few times in the past – it’s a little routine at this point, but with the room so dark he was just an anonymous body you’d find in some back room. It was hot to be able to play with his huge cock and not get distracted by the other parts of him that I know pretty well by now.

I don’t know why he couldn’t get my dick up his hole, but I finally just gave up on that idea. I got up and he got on all fours. I put some more lube on my dick and pushed in. He was pretty tight. (It’s funny – I can tell when he’s high and when he’s sober by how loose/tight his hole is. When he’s high he can take my dick with a cock sheath. When he’s sober he’s really tight). I had forgotten how good his hole can feel. I mean he always gets me to cum, but his hole was tight and was putting pressure in all sorts of directions. It was working my cock pretty much perfectly.

Despite how good it felt, I wasn’t cumming. I tried to move around a bit, but finally just took a little breather. I don’t think he’s usually so hard when he’s with me, so I asked him to jack off for me. It took him a little while, but he finally gave me what I wanted and blew a nice big load for me.

Some guys can’t get fucked after cumming, but I knew he’d take my dick even if it was difficult for him. By now I had caught my breath and was pretty horned up so it didn’t take long for me to cum with his hole working my dick so well. It had been 3 1/2 days since I had cum – so he got a nice big load.

We laid there for a little bit with my dick in his ass and then my dick got soft and came out. After a little bit I got up – I sensed the bottom wanted to stay laying there a little longer, but I had to eat a little something before PortaUrinal came over.

The only problem with a dark room is getting dressed… Had to turn the lights on for that. But all in all I really liked the anonymity of the encounter – even though I knew him there was something primal about it. Gotta turn the lights off more often. Though on the first hookup I always like to get a proper look at what I’m rimming/fucking…

Load 2013-5

I’m hoping I have a new fuck buddy. This little black muscle guy just came over and took my load. I LOVED his body. He was significantly shorter than me (which I like) and he was big and solid all over. HUGE shoulders, and an ass that was like a piece of granite. Very, very hot… And he lives within easy walking distance, which is why I hope he’ll become a regular fuck bud.

Anyway… I wasn’t sure if I was really up for fucking this morning, but when I started looking at profiles online my dick got rock hard and stayed hard. That’s always a good sign and it was a little surprising since the last Cialis I took was 3 days ago. My bf is sick in bed today and when I went to check with him to see if it was OK if I hooked up he was asleep so I didn’t bother him. I was pretty sure he’d be fine with it, so I told the guy to come over.

I told him to text me rather than ring the bell (so my bf wouldn’t get woken up). I tried to get him into my place as quietly as possible, but despite my efforts our dogs started barking. Oh well… Anyway, we went into the spare bedroom and got down to business. He didn’t just have a muscular body, he had a cute face too. I was loving it.

He wanted to kiss a little. Then he sucked on my nipples (while I played with his), and then he went down on my cock. When he came up he kept sucking on my nipples. What I really wanted to do was fuck, so I told him I wanted to rim him. He got on all fours on the bed and I started sucking on his ass. What was curious was the location of his ass hole – it was low on his ass. It’s funny how asshole positions differ from one guy to the next.

As I was rimming him he started moaning. I could tell from his moaning that he “wasn’t all that butch”, if you know what I mean. And I was a little worried he’d be a loud moaner and wake up my boyfriend.

When I got him nice and wet, I lubed up my cock and shoved in. His hole felt incredible. It was as muscular as his body. And being a little guy when I pushed in I’d hit bottom, which felt really good on my cock.  After a few strokes I pushed him down on his belly – and that’s when things got a little complicated. His asshole was so low down and his ass so big and muscular it was hard to keep my dick in his ass. I did something I almost never do – I put a pillow under his ass. That helped a bit.

Meanwhile, despite the awkward positioning, his hole was making my dick feel really good and before I knew it I blew my load in his ass. As I was coming he could sense I was about to cum and said “Breed Me” – which was hot… A little muscle boy going around taking loads from complete strangers – begging them to cum in his ass…

I laid on him a little bit after cumming and then rolled both of us over on our sides and I kept slowly pumping his ass. The position was much easier on our sides (probably a good position to fuck him in). But his hole was so muscular and tight that he inadvertently pushed my cock out at one point.

Thankfully, his moans when I was fucking him weren’t much louder than when I was rimming him. But as we were getting dressed we were talking and he laughed rather loudly. Not sure if my bf heard it or not. He might always think the laugh came from next door…

Anyway, he was a hot fuck – hopefully I’ll get to seed him on a regular basis this year. 😉

Load 2013-4

After feeling a bit melancholy the past week, I finally got back in the saddle and fucked someone today. When I first started looking there were some hot choices, but they all wanted me to travel and I just wasn’t in the mood to go out in the cold. Then there was a lot of nothing, then as is typical, when it rains it pours – all of a sudden there were several guys who wanted to come over. I opted for the black guy I’ve fucked on many occasions in the past. It’s not that the other options wouldn’t have been great fucks, it’s just he was what I was in the mood for today.

What was a little surprising was the reaction from the other guys. One responded with “not cool” when I said I had made other plans. Seriously? There are many ways one can be “not cool” when hooking up. Talking to two people at once and picking one and then being honest with the others isn’t really in the “not cool” category. It’s just the nature of the game. Then another one called me (guess I’d given him my number previously). But when I didn’t answer and texted back reminding him that calling me was not OK, he was all pissy with me. Whatever… Guys, it’s just sex – don’t take it so seriously…

Then there was the guy who unlocked FOUR times and kept relocking. He wouldn’t respond to questions like “looking?” Instead he’d just unlock again and then relock before you actually had a chance to look. I did manage to see his pics once and he was hot, but after the 4th unlocked I was the one who was bitchy… I just flat out asked him if he was high on meth, and told him I wasn’t into guys are tweaked out of their brains and playing games. I mean, is there another explanation for unlocking and relocking FOUR times in the course of maybe 30 minutes? [IMHO, my bitchiness was semi-justified.]

Anyway, the hookup… There were a few details I won’t go into, but on the whole it was pretty much my regular hookup with him. There’s something about his hole that always gets me to cum – can’t really define it. I wondered at first if I was going to be able to cum (I’ve been jacking off too much lately), but after a few minutes I knew my load was coming. The only other thing of note was we were sort of face to face when he was cumming and he closed his eyes and didn’t look at me… Interesting… I would have loved to have been a mind reader in that moment – to know what fantasy he was jacking off to…

Just wanted to give a little update… I’ve been in a bit of a melancholy mood since returning from MAL. Actually the first couple days back I was still on a sexual high and pretty horny. I fucked the thug the first day back, and I was really horny the 2nd day too. But I couldn’t find anyone that day, and forgot about texting my fuckbud in the neighborhood, so I wound up jacking off. As I came I could feel it was a bit load and it was like my sexual energy went out of my with the load.

After that I needed to get back to the the real world and all the pressures of life. I just sorta got out of the mood to fuck. Even sorta stopped wanting to be around people. I know it’s probably just the winter blues, but it is what it is, and I just don’t feel like fucking. Unfortunately the last few days I’ve just wanted to jack off and be done with it.

Yesterday there were some really hot guys hitting me up on BBRT. That got me a bit more in the mood 😉 And as I walked the dogs last night I noticed that it looked like a full moon was coming. (Just checked – it’ll happen on the 26th). I’m always hornier around full moons, so that’s promising…

So hopefully later this week I’ll get back into the swing of things. But nothing for now.

BTW, if you’re feeling the winter blues – it may be a Vitamin D deficiency. In the summer we get plenty of Vitamin D by being outdoors in the sun, but in the winter most Americans in northern climates are Vitamin D deficient. So take your Vitamin D. [Unfortunately the Vitamin D they put in milk is the wrong type of Vitamin D and the body doesn’t absorb it very easily – so get the pills from your local pharmacy.]