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I didn’t sleep all that well last night (long story), but when I woke up I was horny. I got onto BBRT and A4A sorta looking but not expecting to find anything, but to my pleasant surprise the little Latino muscle boy I fucked a month ago wanted to come over. A half hour later he was at my door.

He is so fucking hot… Short, really muscular, very little body fat, tattooed and a bit scruffy – pretty much perfect. I have no clue why he’s into big bears like me, but I don’t care – I’m just glad he is…

After getting naked we started off with me sucking his cock. I’m not generally all that big on sucking cock, but felt like it this morning. He had a nice dick – uncut, a little on the thin side, but a “pretty” dick. I could tell he was horny – his balls were pulled up tight he was making sounds like he was about to cum, so I stopped and he sucked my dick. He did a better (more enthusiastic) job sucking me than I did sucking him, but then again he’s the bottom – you’d expect that. I had taken out my PA, which helped since it didn’t get in the way…

After he had his fill of blowing me he got on the bed on all fours and presented his ass to me. I got on my knees and ate his ass. It was one of the time when I pretty much just sucked on his hole. He was clean so it safe to do that (I don’t always actually suck butt).

While I was eating his hole I was lubing up my dick. Then I stood up, put some lube on his hole and pushed in. He felt so good… I love a little muscle boy on all fours at the edge of the bed. Hanging onto their tight little muscle bodies just feels incredible.

His hole felt good, but wasn’t quite massaging my dick quite right so I pushed him onto his belly. After a few minutes of that I had no problem cumming. After I came I continued to slowly pump his hole. It was all cummy and felt pretty incredible. I wish there had been another top there who could have enjoyed how it felt and added another load… 🙂

I then rolled him over so we were on our sides with my dick still in his ass. He did about 5 or 10 jacks on his dick and came on his belly. The guy was definitely enjoying himself. We made out a little more but then got up, put on our clothes and got on with our day…

Great start… Hopefully he’ll come over for morning fucks on a regular basis…

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While it’s hot to fuck a muscle boy with zero body fat, the fact of the matter is that average guys (even below average guys) can be incredibly hot fucks too… That was the case the day after Thanksgiving. A guy I fucked a few months ago came back over. Honestly, I was a bit wiped from drinking for 9 hours straight the day before (even though I paced myself). I was horny, but didn’t want anything too involved. I was mostly looking for something in the neighborhood, but I knew this particular guy was submissive enough that he’d travel and be happy even if it was just a quickie pump and dump, so I told him to come up.

Long story short he was an hour late getting here, but he did finally get here. As I sorta implied he’s sorta ‘average’… His profile says he’s the same age as me, but he seemed a bit older. I’m pretty sure he’s poz – he sorta looks like he might have been poz for a while (though I know that’s not something you can ever say for sure)…

Anyway, before he came he said he’d be up for drinking my piss. When he confirmed I really had to piss right then. I tried to hold off, but just couldn’t, so I took a piss and drank a bunch more iced tea. But then he was an hour late. I kept running to the bathroom to piss just a little bit and relieve the pressure, but finally I just had to take a serious piss. So then I drank a bunch more iced tea, but this time I saved a bunch and gulped it down when he rang my bell.

So first thing he did was get on his knees and take my soft cock in his mouth and drink my piss. I was wearing my PA, so it wasn’t quite as uneventful as it sounds. Since I had already been pissing it took a while to get much out. He’d pull off briefly and a little would spill on his t-shirt. But eventually he got a fair amount of piss.

He then sucked me briefly, but I wasn’t really looking for a blowjob – with the PA in they’re awkward anyway. He finished taking off his clothes (left his shirt on) and I had him get on all fours on the bed and I started eating out his ass. You could tell he’s been fucked A LOT. It was an “experienced” hole. He could push it out a bit which was sorta cool cause it gave me something to eat. It’s very different than an inexperienced bottom where everything is flush with his ass…

After rimming him for a while (and jacking my cock), I lubed up my dick with Wet Platinum and pushed in. For an experienced ass he was a lot tighter than I thought he would be. It actually took a few attempts before I could get the PA in. I could tell it was painful for him, but he pushed through it (like a good sub bottom).

Once I was in his hole felt good. I loved the fact that I just knew he’d let me do anything I wanted to him. He’s a real sub bottom who’s mission in life is to serve tops. It wasn’t a quick fuck, but it wasn’t a long fuck either. Eventually I did cum in him. It felt like a big load, but who knows… It’s not like I actually saw it…

Afterwards I rolled over and held him and caressed him. He caressed me back. That went on for a while and there was zero conversation. I was tired and I just liked how relaxing it was. I had to catch myself a couple times ’cause I nearly fell asleep on him. After probably 20 minutes he moved down and started sucking my dick and paying attention to other parts of my body. He was there to serve and was doing a great job of it. All I had to do was lay back and enjoy it. At one point I tried fucking him some more, but that didn’t really work – I was spent. So he went back to caressing me.

All in all that part probably went on for 45 minutes and there was almost no conversation the entire time… It was just nice and relaxing. I don’t think he wanted it to end. Every time I’d make a move to end it he’d want me to lay on top of him, or lay down next to him or something. He may be a cumhole who would be happy with a pump and dump, but I could tell he wanted so much more. It’s sorta interesting to me how anonymous bottoms sometimes crave more meaningful encounters.

At one point during that time I got on top of him and pissed an incredible amount of piss down his throat. It was literally gulp after gulp after gulp. He had gotten me so relaxed I was finally able to piss easily and the huge amount of tea I had had during the day finally came out. After that he had some pretty serious piss breath. That’s the one bad thing about being a piss top, but it’s not something I can fault him for. I like bottoms drinking my piss, and piss breath just comes with the territory.

After a bit more quiet time it was eventually time for it to end. I got up and he put on his clothes and left. Good fuck though – pretty much exactly what I needed.

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Fantasy-wise it’s hot to breed neg bottoms, but honestly I’m starting to think poz bottoms are just better bottoms. A little over 2 weeks ago the neg bottom who last time asked my status after I fucked him said he wanted me to come over and fuck him again. Needless to say I wanted to complete my mission and actually get a load up his ass, so I said yes…

I show up at his place, we chat a little. I was a little earlier than he was expecting so he jumped into the shower after I got there. He seemed a little hesitant to just walk around in a towel after showering (he’s seriously inhibited), but I convinced him it was no big deal. After chatting a little more we moved into the bedroom. He sucked my dick and did a horrible job of it. He was going a million miles an hour on my dick when a nice slow, relaxed blowjob would have been so much more erotic.

I really wasn’t interested in his dick so went straight for his ass… He seemed a little shocked by my getting right to the point – I think he wanted it to be slower and more romantic or something… But he still liked being rimmed… 🙂

Eventually (after doing some kissing to get him “ready”) I lubed up and got into him. He kept wanting to change positions and when I’d start getting in a groove he’d start squirming. It was really frustrating and at one point I had to tell him to stop squirming. Not squirming seemed like a revelation to him… Later he said he wasn’t a very good bottom because in the past he’d mostly topped. But honestly if he’d topped enough he’d know what turns a top on – and he’d know that squirming is counter productive. And for god’s sake I even wonder how many blowjobs he’s gotten in the past – I mean he doesn’t even understand the basics of sucking dick.

There was one time when I felt like I was about to cum but then didn’t feel the squirt. Thing is, all of a sudden his ass felt all wet and some fluid spurted out of his hole. Then I realized that I had cum and he had finally gotten my load – but I wasn’t quite sure. I was also disappointed that I didn’t actually feel the ejaculation. Still, it made me wonder how many other bottoms I’ve cum in where I thought I hadn’t cum… Maybe my batting average is better than I think. After “cumming” I kept fucking him. But eventually my dick sorta just ran out of steam (like it would if I had cum – which reinforced the fact that I had cum).

So we laid there and chatted a little and he’d suck on my dick a little every now and then, etc. I asked him what he meant last time by “that was a first for me in many ways”. He said it was the first time he got barebacked, but he sorta alluded to the fact that it might have been the first time he got fucked. He tried to pass it off that he had been a top in the past, but I just don’t believe him. I think the guy is pretty new to gay sex. Maybe he’s sucked a few dicks or something, but that’s about all… He once again asked if I was negative, etc. I told him the truth (again) but went into as little detail as possible.

I wasn’t 100% sure I had cum, so I went back to fucking him when I got my second wind. He did better (didn’t squirm too much), but I still wouldn’t call him a good bottom. Once again I didn’t feel an ejaculation, but who knows… Maybe I gave him another load… Eventually I was done so I wrapped things up an left.

A day later I get a text message from him…

I freaked out today and got myself tested… Thank God it’s Negative.

My Dr is asking me to do this 28 day medical program which has a lot of side effects… Can I speak with U?

I responded…

It’s called PEP. Personally I don’t recommend it. But it’s up to you. I haven’t used a condom in 6 years and only used them occasionally before that. It would be crazy for me to run to the doctor in a panic every time I have sex. I’m OK with the risk I take. Only you can say what’s right for you.

Then he responded…

I appreciate your response… I was at emergency for 3 hrs… I really like you and thought that I can have this conv with you.. Hope u understand.

OMG… That is just totally fucked up… I mean he knew what I was about and he invited me back to get fucked raw and take a load, then he can’t deal with it and spends 3 hours in an emergency room?That’s just too much drama. A poz bottom would just take the load and want you to come back and give him another load.

I never got back to him so I don’t know how it all turned out. Hopefully he’ll get over his inhibitions and just enjoy sex. But I have a feeling that’s not going to happen any time soon – he’s going to have this tortured sex life until he becomes poz… Maybe then he’ll relax and enjoy getting fucked.

Thank god for poz bottoms!

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OMG! I just fucked the hottest little Latino muscle guy… Short, compact, and all muscle… PERFECT body. And shockingly, really into me… Usually guys that hot want other “hot” guys…

Anyway, I saw him on Adam4Adam and he wasn’t far away. His stats and public pic were good. When he unlocked his private pic didn’t match his public pic, but his private pic was hotter, so no huge deal there… When I was looking at his profile I honestly didn’t notice how little he was… I did notice his profile said “neg / safe sex only”. I asked whether he was OK with bb and he just avoided (or forgot to answer) the question… (I don’t ask twice)…

So long story short, we go back and forth and it works out that he can come over tonight. He was a little late, but not much. The poor guy had walked and didn’t dress properly and was freezing when he got here. He was a lot shorter than I was expecting – but that’s a very good thing in my book – the smaller the better… And he was HOT – his private pic was totally accurate.

We get undressed. With muscle guys I’m never sure whether they’re into guys with builds like mine or whether they just want my dick. I left my shirt on, but he started pulling it off, so I knew it was all good. He then started devouring my body – kissing / licking me all over. Feeling my body… He was really into body contact – in a major way.

He sucked my dick for a while, then I sucked his briefly then I spun him around and started eating his ass. He had this perfect slightly hairy muscle butt. He was pretty clean – just a little musk. He liked having his hole eaten… When I finished I grabbed the lube and was about to fuck him, but he wanted to suck my dick some more… He had me sit on the edge of the bed and gave me a good blowjob. Then he had me lay back. I was hoping he was going to sit on my cock, but he got into 69 position and offered me his hole while he sucked my dick. So I laid there for 10 minutes or so and just ate his ass while he slobbered all over my cock. He especially liked trying to get my dick down his throat.

I was starting to wonder if he was mostly oral and trying to get me to cum to avoid getting fucked. After all, his profile did say “neg / safe sex only”… But he finally got tired of sucking my dick and got into position to get fucked. But then he jumped up and started rifling through his pants. I was thinking – shit, what am I going to do if he pulls out a condom. I’d say no of course, but how?  But he came back with a bottle of poppers, so we were all good…

He got on all fours on the edge of the bed and I fucked him for a bit. Felt good, but the angle wasn’t quite right – his ass was a little too high and he wasn’t getting my hints to lower his ass. So I pushed him forward onto his belly. At first he thought I wanted him on all fours, but I finally got him how I wanted him.

I was able to get deep into him in this position and it felt INCREDIBLE. There was friction on the head of my dick (nirvana for me). As far as I could tell I was fucking his 2nd sphincter. I only get that deep on little guys – it’s why I love fucking them so much – fucking little guys just feels better (sometimes) – and this was definitely one of those times.

Needless to say it didn’t take long for me to blow in his ass. He might have been a little disappointed I came so quickly, but there was no way I could have lasted longer. After I came I slowly fucked his cummy ass, then rolled the two of us over onto our sides and continued to fuck him while we played with each other…

There was more body contact, etc. And he was hard the whole time. I wasn’t sure whether I should get  him off or not. It’s not really my thing and he didn’t seem to need me to, so I didn’t. Eventually I was totally soft and he took that as a cue to leave.

Unlike most of the bottoms I fuck there really wasn’t any conversation – it was just very physical sex – fine with me, just different.

He’s not far away – hopefully I’ll get to fuck him pretty regularly…

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Just looking over my stats for the year… Surprisingly this year is turning out better than last year. If things continue as they’ve gone so far I’ll give 41 loads this year (plus the ones where I can’t quite tell if I came). Last year I only gave 31 loads, so that’s good. And last year 16 of the loads went to guys who had never gotten my cum before. This year it looks like I’ll give my load to 28 new guys… Mind you that’s still down substantially from 2008 and way below where I’d ideally like to be. I think next year will be like this year – so maybe 2012 will be the year when I really get back into the swing of things…

Anyway, in an effort to get these posts up quickly I just got back from a good fuck…

There’s this poz muscle guy guy in Harlem who I’ve been wanting to fuck for a while now. I think he was out of town or something this summer, and I’ve been busy/traveling/sick since he got back. Well, tonight was the night… I really should have hooked up earlier in the day. I was so horny today I didn’t get much of the work done that I needed to get done. I should have just fucked and gotten it over with. It’s actually a bit of a long story featuring an extremely hesitant neg bottom who I kept trying to talk into hooking up…

So tonight I saw the muscle guy online and he was looking to hookup. I really just needed to get off. He wasn’t convenient to get to (transfer to a local train + a long walk), but I needed to fuck someone so I told him I’d come over.

After a little confusion getting into his building I ring his doorbell and hear a voice say “come in”. I open the door and he’s bent over a bench just inside the door. The pig wanted an anonymous pump-n-dump, which was great by me… But I saw a bit of a problem – he had long legs. I have fairly short legs and so it was going to be a bit of a challenge to fuck him when he’s just bent over a stool.

I got down on my knees and started eating out his ass. His ass had a bit of hair on it, but wasn’t overly hairy or anything. For a while I didn’t even touch him other than eating out his hole. Then I started feeling up his legs and really liked how tight and muscular he was…

I stood up and went to fuck him – had to push his ass down a bit to avoid being on my tippy toes… He sorta got the hint and instead of bending over his stool he laid on it, which put him at a better height. But it took him a while to do that… Then at one point he asked if I wanted to eat his ass again and I said sure. When I pulled out this spurt of liquid came out with my cock. I wondered if he had other loads in him (but learned later he didn’t). Then after eating him some more I went back to fucking him. Then he asked if he could suck me, so he did that for a while (he was clearly into ATM – liked cleaning his ass juices off my cock) – and then we went back to fucking.

I should back up a bit and say I had taken a pill in the morning and had been rock hard and thick all day long so fucking him was no problem. But I had noticed during the day that even though I was horny and hard I never really got all that close to cumming when I jacked my dick during the day. I knew it was going to be easy for me to fuck and stay hard, but might be hard to actually cum. Standing up just wasn’t doing it for me – I needed to get him on his belly. I asked if there was a bed we could use and he led me into his bedroom and threw a sheet on the bed…

He got on all fours and I just pulled back his feet to get him flat on his belly. It felt better this way than it did standing up. I still wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to cum, but finally I thought I might be able to. It took forever but finally I felt the first spurt, so I stopped and let the others come… It had been so long since I’d fucked I really needed it…

I pulled out and tried to felch him, but I had cum too deep – didn’t taste any cum. He then turned around quickly and cleaned off my dick (the guy really likes ass-to-mouth). I took a few more strokes in his hole and then pulled out, zipped up and left…

I gotta say after spending way too much time trying to talk a neg bottom (who really wants my load, but is hesitant) into letting me fuck him – it’s nice to fuck a poz bottom. They “get” what it’s about – just bend over and take the load – no questions asked…

I’ve started getting “are you OK?” e-mails and I’m way behind in posting… Life’s been busy – very busy… For the most part it’s all good, but sometimes it’s all a bit much and I just sorta check out. I try to get the things done that have to get done, and then when I just can’t do any more I just collapse in front of the TV or maybe go out and have a drink…

BTW, one thing I realized this morning was all those times I didn’t think I came – I probably actually came. I was jacking off this morning. Actually, as a kid I never jacked off like other guys – I’d pretty much hump the bed – which is what I was doing this morning (sorta frottage without the other person). Anyway, I was having difficulty cumming and finally it felt like I was having a dry orgasm. I didn’t think I came, but then I checked and I had cum – not a huge load, but a decent amount. So all those times I didn’t think I came – I probably did cum in a fair number of them… Go figure.

Anyway, here’s a run down of my fucks lately. Usually I do one fuck per post, but I need to catch up so I’ll just give basic details…

The messy sub…

The first fuck I skipped and didn’t write up was a 3way that we videotaped with his messy submissive bottom. I have mixed feelings about him. The best way to describe him is “inferior”. But he was so eager to please and I think in many ways he knew his place. He liked being abused by superior men. He wanted it to hurt. He actually wanted to get fucked so hard that he’d bleed. The problem was he wasn’t very well trained. He tried so hard, but he fucked up in a major way. He was cheating on his boyfriend on top of everything else, so he skipped out of work early and came over. He actually brought alcohol and mix, but he hadn’t cleaned out and the enemas he brought didn’t do the trick. I hooded him, and flogged him. He didn’t want me to leave marks ’cause he was afraid his boyfriend would see the marks, but his skin was so sensitive I wound up leaving them by accident. I stopped as soon as I realized, but it was too late. Then I went to fuck him I sorta tore him up a bit ’cause I had my PA in. When I stopped to let another (poz) top have a go at his ass you could see blood. I told the other top that’s what he wanted and so he went ahead with the fuck. But then he got dirty pretty quickly so everything stopped. He went into the bathroom and I had him use my showershot but after about 10 minutes he was still having this reddish brown stream come out of his ass. By that point the moment had been lost, so I told him it was time to leave – and he left (with a bleeding ass).

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Honestly, this was one of the best sexual experiences I’ve had in a long time. It was the day after the messy sub and once again I had a bottom who was willing to do whatever I wanted. My bf videotaped it. I flogged him, and then fucked him. He was hotter than the guy the day before. What got on video was pretty routine, but after videotaping had stopped and my boyfriend had left I just lay on the bed and he started massaging me and softly playing with my dick. It was tender and loving and submissive. He was clearly there to serve – anything I wanted he would do. I just laid back and enjoyed the experience. It was pretty incredible. I fucked him a bit more at one point, but I just really liked the peaceful nature of the whole thing. I’ve been wanting to hookup with him again, but it hasn’t happened (yet).

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About a week later I had another hookup with Ian Cody (the Samoan-looking guy). It was a good fuck, then his roommate came home. Then I learned his roommate was his jealous ex-boyfriend and I had to sneak out of the apartment… Sorta funny…

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Then a couple weeks later there was the hookup with the little Latino in the hot apartment with no A/C (and the other top with the HUGE dick)…

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The day after fucking the little Latino I fucked Jayson Park. He came over and we alternately fucked and talked about a project he was working on. We stayed in bed so long and my position in bed was a little weird and I wound up fucking up my back somehow.

The neg bottom…

Then a couple weeks later (when my back stopped hurting) I fucked up with the neg guy who asked my status after I fucked him. At the time I didn’t think I came in him, but now I’m thinking I did. Other than not feeling the cum, otherwise it felt totally like an orgasm.

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Then a week later I fucked the hot, tattooed, 20-something Latino I’ve fucked before. He was rushed for time ’cause his brother was coming over to go out for dinner. Thanks to subway problems I was late getting there. I think the whole thing took less than 5 minutes. For a while I didn’t think I could cum, but he did get my load. Then I had to rush out ’cause his brother would be there in a couple minutes.

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Two and a half weeks later I was in California for a conference. I was thinking I’d fuck a lot while I was there, but it didn’t work out that way. I only  managed to get two fucks in before the conference started. The first was the night before the conference. He was a nice guy, but there wasn’t much in the way of real chemistry. He was a hungry hole. I needed a hole and he was hungry for the load.

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The next morning I woke up early (I was still on east coast time). Turns out there was this Asian guy in the hotel next to mine who was looking for a load. He reminded me a lot of Ian Cody (the Samoan-looking guy). He was sorta an interesting fuck. He was a civilian who was working for the military. The military guy he worked for was in the next room and there were paper thin walls. He was pretty sure his boss had left by then, but as I got to the elevator there were uniformed military guys around. Hope he didn’t get in trouble for the fuck. He’s technically covered by non-discrimination policies, but his bosses have made it clear that they’ll fire anyone they find out is gay.

I did have a rather interesting conversation with a gay guy I knew at the conference. He went into all sorts of details about how he’s now in a 3 way relationship. He’s a top with his “husband” (they’re married). But he’s a VERY submissive BDSM bottom for his “master” (who also has a boyfriend). The other day he texted me pics of the whipping marks from their latest play session… 🙂

That was almost two weeks ago now. Haven’t had sex since then in part because right after I got back from California I had a cold for a bit over a week. I’m just now starting to feel like I’m getting back to my normal self. Now I’ve got a crazy amount of work to catch up on. And on top of everything else we got notice that a contractor who worked for us 5+ years ago is suing us. His lawsuit is a joke, but it’s just one more thing I have to deal with…

Going forward, I’ll try to post right after I hookup, but no promises…