Load 2013-39

I’m WAY behind on doing blog posts. There have been 7 hookups since my last post a month ago.

But first – why the delay? Well, there were a few reasons… First I was sick for a while there, then I hooked up a little, then I got what seemed liked food poisoning (my bf thinks that sickness was from me eating ass – lol). Then I managed to get my dick caught in my zipper and had a huge blood blister on the tip of my dick which was ugly as hell. Then there was some drama in my life. Without going into detail some crazy people did stuff that put my safety and my boyfriend’s safety at risk. Police were called, etc. It’s sorta calmed down for now so it’s back to work. All I can say is I hate drama like that. And if you’re wondering – it had nothing to do with my business.

So I fucked a little in between all those things, but not as much as I would have liked. And as you might expect – with all the drama in my life I’ve just been wanting simplicity in my hookups. 4 of the 7 fucks were with guys I’ve fucked before – like the fuck earlier this week when I fucked my semi-regular black guy from the neighborhood. I’ll start with that fuck and work backwards… It was completely low drama – I didn’t even have to go online to find someone to fuck. He texted me in the morning, I said the afternoon should work, but then when he pressed for a time a couple hours later I was on a roll with work but I figured I’d want to take a break in a little bit so I estimated that time and he came over.

When he got here things were equally as low-key. I buzzed him in and he found his own way to the bedroom. He was wearing a ratty old jockstrap, so when he stripped down I didn’t even see his cock. While he’s got a HUGE black dick it’s sorta wasted on him ’cause I think he’s 90% bottom. He needed to take a leak or something so I laid on the bed and started jacking my dick. When he came out he started sucking me. I had him reposition so I could rim him while he sucked me. Was fun for a bit, but then I sorta got tired of rimming him. So I repositioned, lubed up and pushed into his ass.

This particular bottom is fine with race play – with me degrading him and calling him a nigger. It’s just sex play… So as I was fucking him my mind started wondering. I wondered what it would have been like to go back 200 years and live in the South and own some slaves. I could totally see myself having a few slaves that did housework during the day and serviced me sexually at night. I’m horrible at rape – so the slaves would need to be into it. But it would sorta be fun to have a house of black boys I could fuck whenever I felt like it. 😉  [When I get some free time I want to take that concept and develop a full-fledged story around it for Breeding Zone.]

Anyway, that fantasy got me to cum relatively quickly. It did take a bit to actually cum – but this bottom’s hole always feels good and gets me to cum. After I came we rolled over on our sides and I continued to pump his ass for several minutes until I got soft and pulled out.

He then got dressed, we chatted a little bit and then he was off with a nice big load up his hole 😉

And BTW, the slavery thing does get me off. If anyone is in NYC and wants to be a slave for a weekend (or even during the week – which could actually be better), let me know.

Load 2013-33

I think I’ve figured out why I don’t feel my cumshot sometimes – but more on that in a moment. Today I wanted to fuck, so I took a Cialis and it kicked in quicker than I was expecting (see pic). Problem was I then had problems finding a bottom who I wanted to fuck. New Yorkers work a lot and looking for hole in the middle of the day is a lot harder than nights and weekends – especially when you want to host and you’re not in a gay neighborhood or in a neighborhood with a lot of office workers.

This one guy kept hitting me up. I knew I wasn’t all that into him but he was so persistent and no one else was biting, so finally after saying ‘no’ I gave in and said yes. Then he started having second thoughts since he was traveling and I just wanted a quickie, but then when I said “let’s forget it” he said he was out the door and on his way.

He shows up and he looks older than I was expecting. His profile said he was 2 years older than me. He looked 10 years older. He knew he was just a hole to me. He comes in strips down. He had talked about being hooded so I gave him a hood to put on.

I started by having him suck my dick. I’m not sure he really liked sucking with the Prince Albert in – he only seemed to do a so-so job but it was enough to get me hard (thanks to the Cialis).

He said it was OK to take pics or whatever I wanted. So I pulled out my phone and snapped a couple pics of his sucking and then put it in video mode. I didn’t shoot much video and it was just with the iPhone, but I’ve put it up on Raunchy Fuckers if you want to have a look.

Then I lubed up and went fucked him. I shot a little video of the beginning of the fuck and then put down the phone and concentrated on the fuck. Since I didn’t really like him and he knew he was just a hole I wasn’t particularly gentle fucking him. I did long strokes which, with the PA, means the ball on the bottom of my dick was going in and out of his ass. He was pretty loose and didn’t seem to have much trouble taking it – though I think it was intense enough that he felt it. He made some comment about it being the first time he’d gotten fucked with a PA.

He was pretty verbal at first, but then asked if I liked him being verbal – I said “whatever – you’re just a hole to me” – at which point he got quiet.

I could feel my orgasm building and I was about to cum then I didn’t feel the cumshot. Ugh. Right about that time the bottom pushed his ass up a bit which was really bad timing. I figured I hadn’t cum and so I continued fucking him. Shortly after I wanted to remove the PA as a possible reason why I didn’t cum, so I took it out. Thanks to the Cialis I was able to keep going, but I did start getting softer.

I was a little frustrated thinking I hadn’t cum. I was sweating like a motherfucker – I mean sweat was literally pouring off me. So here I was overheated, hadn’t cum and my dick was starting to go a bit soft. It wasn’t good.

I pulled out and told the bottom to suck my dick, but he refused saying he doesn’t suck dick once it’s been in his ass. Whatever (it seemed pretty clean to me). So I started playing with his ass. He was loose so I put more and more fingers up him until I had about 4 fingers in him. If I had smaller hands I could have fisted him – I was getting pretty deep inside him as it was.

I then went back to fucking him, but wasn’t all that hard. Since he was loose I figured I’d put on my cock sheath and fuck him with that. That didn’t go as well as I had hoped. I didn’t really feel much of anything and I wasn’t all that hard. The sexual energy was sorta dying, so I finally gave up and ended things.

Once again my dick was acting like it had cum, so that usually means I did indeed cum. Then it struck me – the common factor in the fucks when I haven’t felt my cumshot lately – it’s my PA – in particular the curved barbell. I’m thinking PA takes up so much space in my urethra that the cum can’t shoot out – it has to trickle out. I’ve noticed this with pissing – I piss more slowly with the PA in.

I like fucking with the PA, but it seems like it’s a choice between that and feeling my cumshot. Hmmmm –  not sure which to choose…

Load 2013-32

A fuckbud I used to breed all the time just came over and took my load. It’s been over a year since I last fucked him. I was a little worried about “performance” ’cause I hadn’t taken any “supplements” since Saturday when I went out to the Eagle and they had pretty much fully worn off. And performance was an issue, but not too much of one.

When he got here we got down to business pretty quickly. I had a curved barbell in my PA and he went to suck me, but I knew I wasn’t going to get hard enough, so after a minute or two I told him I wanted to rim him. He got on all fours and I ate him out. He was musky, but I know from experience that that’s just how he smells – he’s almost always clean. So I gave him a rather aggressive rimming but it wasn’t getting me all that hard so I took out my PA thinking that might help. Still took a while to get hard enough to fuck but when I was just hard enough I lubed up and pushed in.

I’m not sure I got fully hard any any point, but I don’t need to be fully hard to cum. His ass has always done a good job of getting my load out of me and it did it’s job this time. I could feel myself “leaking” into him and he started bucking up and down which was counter productive since it makes it hard to get a full stroke (and I might pop out). So I had him stop that and then wave after wave of cum blasted out of my dick. It was a 5 day load and on top of that I’ve been taking zinc to make my loads bigger. It felt like one of the biggest loads I can remember.

We rolled over and he jacked off. Then we chatted a little and caught up with what was going on in his life, and then we got dressed and it ended. Whole thing probably lasted less than 15 minutes. Definitely less than 20. Slam. Bam. Thank You Ma’am 😉

Load 2013-31

There’s another load I need to write up – but I videotaped that one, so doing the post is a bit more involved. But last week I fucked guys 4 days in a row. And on the 3rd and 4th days I couldn’t tell that I came. This is about the 4th day…

So there’s this guy in the neighborhood I’ve seen online for a while now but things always seem to fall through with him. So a few days ago I wasn’t expecting to be able to hookup, but found myself with a little time, but I couldn’t host. He was online and had a QuickConnect ad saying he was looking to host at his place – since he was pretty close it was pretty much a perfect match.

His profile sayd “Drug Use: You Can” which made me think he didn’t “parTy”, but when we were arranging details he said there was a buddy over with him – but only he was looking to get fucked. Given that it was like 11 am, that’s usually the sign of someone who is PNPing, but I just needed a hole to dump in so I went over.

On the way over it was in the high 90s with lots of humidity and I suddenly realized I hadn’t asked if he had A/C, luckily he did have it and had it down nice and cold. The setting was a nearly dark room with a couch, a TV (with porn on) and a bunch of stuff all around. Problem was – no bed. Given that I like to fuck bottoms on their bellies – that worried me a little. He mentioned that they’d had a bit of a blow-out the night before – so I guess he did PNP.

I stripped down, took out my PA, and he got busy sucking my dick. The cock sucking went on and on and on – far longer than is usual for me. He was sitting in a chair and when I’d reach over and play with his ass he never really got the signal that I wanted to fuck. Plus, with the guy on the couch I wasn’t sure where we were going to fuck. But he finally got the message, got up and bent over the couch. You could tell by his positioning he’d done it many times before – he knew exactly where and how to position himself to give the top good access to his hole.

I spit on my dick and shoved in. He had a nice hole – felt good on my cock. Like the blowjob the fucking went on for a really long time. Standing up fucking isn’t nearly as strenuous as when the bottom is on his belly and you have to lift your whole body up and down. So I just kept fucking, and fucking, and fucking. At points I felt like the Energizer Bunny and wondered if it wasn’t a little boring for the bottom to get pounded with such regular consistency. The other thing that helped me go on and on for a long time was that the A/C was blowing directly on me. I did start to overheat just a little, but the A/C really helped in that respect. There were moments when I felt like I was about to blow my load, but I never actually felt myself cum – when the feeling was there it felt like it was the beginning of an orgasm that never came.

Finally I got a little bored and tired of fucking so I pulled out and knelt down and rimmed him. And surprise, surprise – what did I taste but cum. That might have been someone else’s cum – he did say he’d been going for hours – so I wasn’t sure whose cum it was I was tasting. But I LOVE felching and when rimming unexpectedly turns into felching it’s a total turn on. So needless to say I went back to fucking him.

While I was fucking him I leaned forward and asked whether he had taken other loads. He said ‘no’ – so that meant the cum was mine. While I would have like to have felt myself cumming in him, I was just glad I did indeed give him a load. We fucked some more and I finally got him down on his belly on the couch. But his buddy was still on the couch – so it was rather odd, and the position wasn’t ideal.

When I stood him up again the other guy snapped a pic…

I wish he’d taken a few pics – that one makes me look fat. I mean I know I’ve got more weight to loose, but maybe my posture just wasn’t right at that moment or something.

A little while later I pulled out and rimmed him again and once again tasted quite a bit of cum. I sucked on his ass and couldn’t get much of any out, but still there was the taste of cum when I first started rimming him each time.

And then we did another round of fucking and I got him down on his belly again this time in a better position, but I still couldn’t feel myself cumming even though once or twice I felt like I was about to cum. Eventually I got tired of fucking and called it quits – but that was after quite a bit of fucking. I’m sorta surprised I could go on for that long and I have to give the bottom credit for being able to endure such a long fuck.

As I was dressing the buddy started getting a bit frisky with me. Not quite sure what his story was. All he had to do was bend over and I would have fucked him – maybe another time.

Loads 2013-28 & 29

I went for a while there without fucking. Part of the reason was because I just wasn’t in the mood. But the other part was that I had to clean up stuff I caught at CumUnion 🙁 I guess if I’m fucking for hours on end I should piss more frequently or something and take higher doses of the monolaurin I’ve been taking to reduce STDs. (Besides not upping my dose, I missed the dose after the party).

We’ve got house guests this weekend, so I’m assuming I’m not getting much ass while they’re here, so I figured I needed to get a few fucks in before they arrived. So yesterday and today I went looking for ass.

Yesterday’s ass was one of my regular black fuck buddies – the one who likes to jack off while I play with his nipples. When he arrived yesterday he was dripping with sweat. I figured he’d be pretty musty, but not so much – even his ass smelled pretty normal. He dried off pretty quickly and it was sorta hot having a sweaty muscular black guy under me as I fucked him.

It was a pretty decent/normal fuck. His insistence that I play with his nipples at the end isn’t something I look forward to, but he’s a good fuck and his hole almost always gets me to cum. Oddly this time he resisted when I tried to push him down on his belly. He said his hole was sore from cleaning out earlier in the day. He was unusually sensitive when I pushed into him. Even though I didn’t get him flat on his belly I didn’t have any problems cumming, so it was all good.

He made some comment about how big my loads usually are… I’ve actually started taking a zinc supplement to increase the volume of my loads. When I don’t fuck I’ve gotten in the habit of jacking off into a condom – I then freeze the loads and use them as lube, etc. (See, condoms are good for something.) Anyway, I’ve been disappointed at the volume of my load – it’s OK, but I want to give truly big loads. I’m not sure I’m taking enough zinc, but I don’t want to overdo it either.

Today’s sweaty black guy was much more “street” – complete with a do-rag and mirrored sunglasses. I learned later that he used to come to my block back in the day ’cause his cousin lived here. Guess he didn’t want to be recognized – especially since he was here to get fucked by a white boy. Or maybe that’s just his look – not sure.

He wasn’t quite dripping with sweat, but he was definitely a bit sweaty when he got here. Had a nice lean, tight, muscled body on him and a great ass. Unfortunately when I went to rim him he didn’t seem quite clean, so I stopped that almost as soon as I started. But he had given me a decent blowjob right before – so I was rock hard – it wasn’t like I needed to rim his hole to get hard. And the blowjob was cool – I don’t usually get all that turned on by blowjobs but having a big-dicked black thug choking on my cock was sorta cool. 😉

When I pushed into his hole it felt wet. I sorta wondered if he had loads in him already. He did say he had been a buddy’s place before coming here. I’m sorta guessing his buddy had fucked him – he took my dick really easily – so either he’s normally pretty loose or he had been loosened up by the fuck earlier.

Fucking a thug is sorta hot. They’re so tough on the street but they just love getting fucked when you get them in the bedroom. He just grunted and groaned as I fucked him. I could tell he felt every stroke, but he was loving it too. As usual it wasn’t long before I blew in his ass after which we rolled over and we talked a bit until my dick got soft and slipped out of him.

Despite smelling dirty, his ass was apparently perfectly clean. Which is a good thing ’cause my boyfriend would have killed me if I had gotten the sheets dirty – lol.

So two two days of fucking black cumholes. Looks like tomorrow I’ll fuck/videotape the neg sub I fucked a few weeks ago. I think he liked taking my loads – hopefully I can turn him into a good cumdump.

I had SO much fun at CumUnion on Saturday night! I didn’t cum, but who gives a shit? It was just hour after hour of fucking – with a nice variety of of guys. As you can see from the title I fucked 16 guys. The space has a maximum capacity of 160 but 175 different guys were there over the course of the evening. So I basically fucked 1 in 10 attendees. If you were there and bent over taking dick and loads chances are I had my dick in you.

I actually lost count a few times so 16 is an estimate, but pretty close. And then there’s the issue of fucking a guy who’s bent over sucking someone’s dick and then later you wonder “was this the guy I was fucking earlier?” After all you don’t always see the guys clearly – they’re just a hole for your raw dick at times.

And I could have fucked even more. My dick would perform pretty well, then go soft for 15 or 20 minutes, then perk up again for a while, then go soft for a while. It was like that all night. During some of those down times there were some bottoms who wanted me to fuck them, but I wasn’t up for it at that particular moment. One in particular was one of the hottest guys there (IMHO). He was this smooth mid-to-late-20’s Latino. Nice slim body. When he first came in I swear he got fucked by guy after guy for probably 30 minutes. I stood in line to fuck him, but some of the tops were taking a long time so I went to look for other hole. Later he would have bent over for me, but the timing was wrong. The best part was he was versatile. Had a nice average sized dick on him and at one point I was laying on this “thing” (don’t know how to describe it) catching my breath and cooling down (since it was the coolest part of the place) and he was fucking this hot bottom right next to me. I love it when cumdumps are actually vers and share all that DNA they get.

Before that guy showed up the guy I thought was the hottest guy there was this really little Latino guy. I mean he was clearly under 5′ tall. A lot of guys who are that tall have weight issues, but he had a great little body. The size difference between us was sorta hot. The only down side was that I don’t think he realized how much I was into him. We kept being flirty, but he was a little hesitant about actual action. Finally I saw this other guy fucking him, so I knew he was up for getting fucked. A little later I came across him and turned him around and guided my raw dick up his ass. He took it like a good bottom. The position was a bit off so it wasn’t as good as I might have hoped, but it was hot. I mean it’s not very often that you get to fuck someone who’s like 4’9″ – I mean that’s the average height for a 9 year old – it’s a little pervy when you think about it. At one point I almost leaned over and told him that I thought he was the hottest guy there, but I didn’t do it. In hindsight I should have. I think he needed the ego boost.

Most of the black guys there tops. But there was one black jock who was flagging light blue right (cocksucker) who I saw bent over getting fucked. Immediately I wanted to fuck him, but he was busy and hard to get to. But maybe 20 min later the stars aligned and he bent over for me. He had one of the best holes there. I actually got close to cumming, but unfortunately I didn’t. Still, he was probably my best fuck of the evening.

When I got there initially I wore my big Prince Albert. And I fucked maybe 4 or 5 guys with it. EVERYONE seemed to want to touch it and the bottoms wanted to feel it up their ass. But all the tugging on it made it sore and I had to take it out. I tied it really tight to my boot laces and continued on with the evening. But I gotta say I get the same reaction at the Eagle on jockstrap night. I’ve gotten in the habit of letting the ring poke out of the edge of my jockstrap. Everyone looks and everyone who’s even somewhat bold wants to play with it. It’s a great way to get action 😉

The one disappointing fuck of the evening was this mid-20s twink. Cute as a button. Looking at him I’d guess he was a recent ivy league grad or something. Looked completely clean cut and innocent – except for the fact that he was bent over letting anyone and everyone fuck him. Problem was he had really long legs and he didn’t bend them very much so his hole was too high for a lot of guys. The first time I fucked him he was sucking some guy’s dick. He kept moving around positioning himself for the cocksucking which would throw me off. All in all he just never focused on the needs of the guys fucking him. Needless to say he wasn’t getting fucked as much as he might have if he had been a better bottom.

In the entire time there I think only one or two bottoms said they wouldn’t fuck raw – so clearly the fact that CumUnion is promoted by sites like BBRT and my Breeding Zone helps keep it pretty bareback. In the ads for the one this coming Saturday they’re designating this small loft-like room as the cocksucking and safe sex area. But it wasn’t a safe sex area this past week – I fucked a fair number of guys raw up there.

Let’s see – other memorable bottoms… One was this skinny tall Asian guy – probably on the young side of mid-20s, but might have been pushing 30 – couldn’t quite tell. He had this really small dick that almost never got hard. I think I was his first fuck of the night and I fucked him with my PA. He wanted it, but as I was pushing this huge ring in his rather tight hole I was wondering whether it was going to work. But he was a good bottom. He put up with my ring and later in the evening I saw him legs up on the medical exam table getting fucked by top after top for probably 30 or 40 minutes solid. He was clearly a “power bottom”. A power bottom with a tight hole is a great combination. He’s another guy I wish I had given my number to – I’d like to fuck him again and give him a load.

There were plenty of other bottoms who I fucked. One guy was this tall, somewhat ‘thick’ guy who couldn’t take my PA, but as soon as he saw it was out his face lit up and he wanted me to fuck him. Then there was this really really skinny guy. He must have had a 24″ waist. And there was the older poz-looking guy who was smooth all over with really pronounced nipples. He had a rather large bottle of lube in his boots. It was funny seeing someone pull out something so big given that everyone was naked. There were a few average stocky-ish bottoms who were good cumholes.

I had taken a Cialis earlier in the day, and then I drank a 5 Hour Energy right before I got there. I had never tried one before. True to it’s name it gave me almost exactly 5 hours of energy. But when the 5 hours were up I could feel it. My dick just refused to get hard again. It was over, so I finally just left and went over to the Eagle. One of the bartenders there had told me he’d give me a VIP card next time he saw me and I wanted to go pick it up at a time when there were no lines. It was after 2am so I was expecting there to be a fair amount of action going on, but I was surprised. There was a little cocksucking in some of the corners, but that was about it. I was really disappointed. There’s way more action with a smaller crowd on jockstrap night. I guess the moral of the story is if you want guys to get sexual make them go naked (or close to it).

On that point I’m sorta rooting for Anthony Weiner for mayor right now. I’m hoping with his sexual history he won’t be a prude when it comes to sex in bars. It’s really pretty lame that you can’t fuck in NYC bars and clubs these days – and the bathhouses suck. We need a mayor who will make enforcement of other things a higher priority and lay off a bit when it comes to consensual sex between adults. (Or, it could be that with his sexual history Weiner will over-compensate and keep the crack downs up – who knows?)

I’d sorta like to go to CumUnion again this Saturday, but chances are the boyfriend will want to do something. Can’t abandon him two Saturdays in a row…