Load 2012-32

[I’m behind a bit on my posts – I’m doing them in reverse order…]

A little while ago a bug chaser posted on BreedingZone.com (my forum site) that he was going to visit NYC and he was looking for loads (you gotta be logged in to see his post and the responses).

Hey guys,
Neg bottom visiting NYC looking to take some loads. I am not going to ask status so hoping a few poz guys stealth breed me in my hotel. Message me if you want hotel info closer to date.

Needless to say I had to drop a load in him… Yeah, I’m neg, but bug chasers still turn me on…

He set up a gangbang on BBRT for the night before he left. When he sent out the details he mentioned if people couldn’t make it then, that he’d be taking loads the next morning before he left. We had friends over late that afternoon and we were drinking so by the time came for the gangbang I was in no shape to fuck. I texted him and asked if 8:30 the next morning was too early – he said no problem.

When I texted him in the morning I didn’t hear anything back. Then I noticed he had a quick connect ad up on BBRT and he was logged in. I figured he didn’t get back to me ’cause he was getting fucked, so I just left and headed down. He had given the address of the hotel and the room number in the email the day before. By the time I got off the subway he had gotten back to me and as I expected, he was up for taking my load.

I get to the hotel (it was the same hotel as the bottom I fucked a few weeks ago). It’s like that hotel is becoming the gangbang hotel of Hells Kitchen. I get up to the floor and I pass another door that’s ajar – made me wonder if other guys were there having anonymous sex. His door was ajar and when I went in the room it was pitch black – there was a light on in the bathroom and the door was cracked – so I could see barely enough to know there was someone on the bed.

I was a little hot, so I stripped down. The clock next to the bed said it was 9:01 AM. He was on all fours facing away from the door. Head down and as far as I know he didn’t look back until later. I pulled his legs back so I could rim him. Unfortunately he had tons of lube on his hole. I knew he had at least one load in there – I could sorta taste it, but the taste of the lube overwhelmed everything.

As soon as I was hard (which didn’t take long), I got up and pushed my dick in. I was wearing the curved barbell in my PA and he felt it and put his hand back and tried to slow me down or push me off his hole (not sure which). I didn’t take ‘no’ for an answer – I pushed the ball on the underside of my dick up so it would go in more smoothly, but despite his hand I just kept pushing in. As soon as it was in and he was over his initial WTF? response, he was fine.

When he was down and on his belly I asked him how many loads he’d gotten that weekend. He said 12, but 4 were that morning. Even though I’m neg I wanted to play with him… All I remembered was that he had posted in the bug chaser section of Breeding Zone. Looking back at what he posted he wanted to be stealthed and not really think about what he was doing. As soon as I had a number I started fucking with his head – “Yeah, you’re a good bug chaser, boy… taking all that anonymous cum in your neg ass… How many of them were poz?” He wasn’t sure. But he started seeming a little freaked out. Here I was fucking him with a PA talking about his bug chasing and taking poz loads. He started moving around a bit – almost resisting. It didn’t last long though within a few seconds he was subdued and seemed into it.

I kept my verbal taunts up and came pretty quickly in his ass. As I got up, I spread his ass cheeks and licked up some of the cum. It tasted good.

As I was dressing I noticed the clock next to the bed said 9:05. The whole thing had taken just 4 minutes.

It took a little while to get my clothes on. During that time he rolled over, looked at me, and fingered his cummy hole.

He sent me a text later saying it was the first time he’d gotten fucked by someone with a PA. Then a day or so later he sent me a message on BBRT saying he was sorry he didn’t get my load. He hadn’t connected my text with my profile name. He was literally taking loads from anyone – which is sorta hot.

I wonder if his trip to New York was successful and he went home poz?

Load 2012-29

I had a really bizarre hookup on Friday… I hadn’t cum in 10 days and needed to cum really badly. I thought I had to go downtown for some bureaucratic stuff I had todo, but when I looked over the papers I needed to take down they were a mess, so that changed my plans and I looked for a hole uptown. This black guy contacted me who lived in the Bronx, so I figured I’d go.

I thought, since I hadn’t cum in so long, that I’d have two loads in me, so I even scheduled a second hookup – with a guy who used to be one of the guys you saw when you logged into BBRT. I know his boyfriend who I fucked and my bf and I have hung out socially with the two of them a few times…

Anyway, I get over to the Bronx and the guy lives in a pretty run down building in a completely sketchy neighborhood. I got all these weird looks when I parked my car – like I didn’t belong there. It made me worry a bit about whether my car would get broken into, but I was horny and ignored the warning signs…

I called him when I got to his building and he came down and got me. He was shirtless, his track pants were hanging down and when he turned around anyone on the street who was looking would have seen his ass crack.

The other thing that struck me about him was that he didn’t look like his pics. There was a vague resemblance, but I think the pics were pretty old – or maybe it was just that he had a completely different haircut. Anyway, he was still hot, and I was horny, so on I went…

The building was possibly the most run down building I’ve ever hooked up in. It was a smallish house (by NYC standards) where people rent rooms. Bathrooms and kitchens were shared. When I walked in the hallway was dark – I could barely see the stairs that we went up. His room was in the attic and it was filthy and smelled a bit. I mean I’ve been in bad buildings before for hookups, but usually the guys are good fags and have at least cleaned their room in the last week or two. I won’t go into too many details, but I was rather repulsed by the whole situation – the place was filthy. But I was horny so I stayed…

Thinking back I’m not sure why I stayed given how things were. I should have just texted my friend/fuckbuddy’s boyfriend and fucked him. But hindsight it 20/20.

We both strip down (for him that just means he took off his track pants). He then goes and gets a condom. I was a bit confused – I told him I was expecting to fuck him raw. He said he was just going to use it as a cock ring… That’s the one use for a condom that I’m fine with. Thing was I already had my trusty rawhide string around my cock and balls – I didn’t really need a cockring.

He tells me to sit on this plastic & metal chair – he wanted to suck my dick. I sat down and then he fussed for a while trying to get just the right position. He had me sit on a pillow. Then he put a pillow behind me, etc. You could tell he was settling down for the long haul. He also put the condom cock ring on me at this point. I didn’t really need it, but he liked it on me, so I was fine with it. It wasn’t all that tight – it actually made a decent cock ring…

He then proceeded to suck my cock, then he’d play with my cock a bit bouncing it around in his hand. Then he’d go back to sucking it, then he’d play with it some more. I had my Prince Albert in and he wasn’t being careful about it at all. Not that he can hurt me – but there were a few times when he was wagging my dick around that the PA hit him in the mouth and I could feel it hit his teeth. You can chip your tooth that way… I was a little concerned but didn’t say anything. I pretty much just sat back and let him do his thing.

If you read this blog much you’ll know blow jobs aren’t really my thing. Often they don’t get me completely hard. Usually I’m pretty self-conscious about it and I’ll move to rimming to get hard so the bottom doesn’t think I’m not into them. I didn’t do that with this guy and he didn’t seem to mind sucking on a soft dick. Gradually it did get to half mast, and then more or less hard. One thing he did that was a little distracting was he wanted me to play with his nipples while he sucked my dick. I did it, but only half heartedly.

The other thing that came out during his cock sucking was that he literally worshiped me. It was one of the reasons why I put up with the whole grimy surroundings. You could tell he was a kid in a candy store and I was his candy. As odd as it sounds, he seemed to be treasuring every moment. Given that he was clearly dirt poor, dark skinned black, and a complete worshipful sub there were overtones of slavery. I could envision some white slave owner going to the shack of one of his field slaves and having the boy worship his dick and then fuck him… I didn’t “go there” with him – not sure if he’d see the situation the same way I did, but the thought kept going through my head.

The guy was also a bit hyper – sort of too eager to please. When we finally got to rimming and fucking he kept suggesting different positions. But to his credit he did finally just quiet down and bury his head in his pillow once he knew I was in a groove.

When it came to fucking I tried to push in with my PA, but he had warned me he was tight and it was no joke. His ass was a bit like a vice, so the PA had to come out. When I did finally get into him it hurt him and he wanted me to pull out, but I just held it in and told him to get used to it. I knew 15 seconds later he’d be fine and indeed he was.

Given that I had a 10 day load in me it only took 2-3 minutes of fucking before I blew my load – and that was with me trying to stretch it out a bit. When I came my dick felt like a garden hose and I could feel this big thick stream of cum jetting out of my dick – and it just kept going for a while. He got a BIG load…  🙂  After I came he wanted me to lay on top of him.

When I pulled out I had him clean off my dick. Then he wanted to go back to sucking my dick. I had to have him go slow – after I cum my dick is really sensitive. And my dick started deflating pretty quickly, but he just kept sucking my soft cock – he really didn’t seem to mind it being soft at all. After a while he put me back on the chair and I just sat there while he worked my dick. He did keep wanting me to play with his nipples and by now that was getting a bit irritating. I sorta just wanted to go. I mean I had blown my load, and I was past the wind down period.

Finally when I thought I had been polite enough I said I needed to go. I started getting dressed and he kept trying to suck my dick while I was getting dressed. Then he offered to get me a glass of water and he ran downstairs (into the common area of the building) stark naked. I wasn’t quite sure where he was so I went downstairs – I wanted to say goodbye and leave.

Then he wanted to walk me out or something so he ran upstairs and put on a different pair of track pants – these were pink and he threw on a t-shirt shoes some sunglasses. I have to say he looked really hot dressed like that. But then he realized I wasn’t walking to the subway, so he didn’t wind up walking me.

In hindsight, I’ll never go to his place ever again. It was just a bit too weird and disturbing for me. But I’d definitely fuck him again.

The last few days have been really frustrating sexually… We’ve got a house guest staying with us – the type I don’t discuss my sex life around. The guest is staying for 7 days, and I didn’t fuck for a couple days before – so right now I’ve got an 8 day load in my balls…

Monday I came up with an excuse to get out and fuck. I was going to “go pick something up”. I arranged with this Brazilian fuck bud to stop by his place on my way. I get there, ring the bell over and over, but he didn’t answer. After 10 or 15 minutes I gave up and left. He never did explain why he flaked. He did something similar years ago, but has had a pretty good track record lately. No clue what happened with him.

[Update – the guy texted me at 5am in the morning this morning – wondering if I wanted to hookup. That pretty much means he’s gotten deep into PNP – sad. I asked him about the other day and he said he had a business call. Bullshit – if that were the case he would have gotten back to me.]

Then yesterday I “needed to go pick up something else”… So I went down to Chelsea to this guy’s place. I get there and he’s wrapping up a PNP session with a few other guys. He does this really awkward “I don’t think my friends are into you” excuse. UGH. Whatever. I just walked out. Then he texts me apologizing… Seriously? Why not just tell me to wait 10 minutes until they leave? I really hate PNP… It makes people flakes.

After that I got onto A4A Radar & BBRT Mobile. There was a guy nearby who was interested earlier – he’d read my emails and not respond. When he did finally get back to me I was home and couldn’t hookup.

Today I got online and there just weren’t many guys looking – so couldn’t arrange anything…

I feel like I’m about to burst. Assuming I don’t get any tomorrow, someone is going to get a HUGE load in their ass Friday morning… Anyone available?

Load 2012-28

Last Tuesday I fucked a guy – it was the 3rd hole in 3 days. I just had a little time and a guy was in a hotel in Hell’s Kitchen looking for loads. It was hot out and no one wanted to travel. I knew I’d have a week of little if any sex, so I was trying to fit in as many fucks as possible. I jump on the subway and head down. On the way my friend texted me saying he wanted to hang out. I told him I was headed his way for a quickie – I’d let him know when I was done.

I got off the subway and the heat was rather brutal as I walked to the hotel. I texted the bottom as I got to the hotel and when I got up the room the door was ajar. I had told him I wanted an anonymous quickie pump-n-dump. The curtains were drawn and the room was fairly dark, and he was on the bed in a jockstrap on all fours. BUT he was positioned with his head towards me and he looked up as I came in. I prefer it when the bottom doesn’t look at me until at least after I’ve got my dick in them – there’s something sluttier and hotter about scenarios like that.

Anyway, the bottom was OK – not totally my type, but with an anonymous pump-n-dump you don’t need perfection and he was more than adequate for a quickie load. I wanted to be quick, so I started rimming him and jacking my dick even before I’d taken off all my clothes. Normally I wouldn’t take off my clothes for a quickie like this, but given the temperature I was hot.

I took off my shirt as I rimmed him, and then pushed my jeans down as I was lubing up my dick. I pushed him on his belly and fucked him. I didn’t try to draw it out, and came a couple minutes later. I then just got up, put my clothes on and left. Putting my clothes on seemed to take forever… I hate those awkward moments (which is why I usually leave my clothes on).

Total elapsed time was about 7 minutes in his hotel room. I could have gotten that down a bit if I had left my clothes on…

I texted my friend as I was leaving and he was a bit shocked I was done already. I realized I needed to wash up a bit since I had the smell of ass in my beard and lube between my fingers. I stopped at a bodega and paid way too much for a bottle of water – with that and a napkin I was able to sorta clean things up adequately. Even so with all the heat I was a sweaty mess as I waited for my friend at the subway station…

Load 2012-27

Today’s been a weird day. There was a really stressful meeting around lunchtime and then I had a beer and sorta crashed. When I got up I looked online for someone to fuck. The stress of the meeting put me in the mood to inflict some pain, so I got on Recon. A guy hit me up there. He just wanted a simple fuck and in hindsight I should have fucked him. But my emotions were all over the place and when I got distracted with something mid-way through talking to him my sexual energy went to zero, so I bailed. He was on a tight schedule so by the time I was in the mood again he wasn’t available.

So I got on BBRT but it was one of those days when everyone is out-of-town (even though their profile says they’re 1 mile away), or they just didn’t answer. I felt like my emails were going into a void. At one point I looked at my sent emails and of the 15 on the first page only one had been read. And I was sending to guys who were “online”.

Whatever. So when the reliable Latino cumhole who I’ve been fucking for years hit me up, I went for it even though I really wanted to seed a new hole.

Within a half hour I was over at his place. On the way I picked up a pack of peanut M&Ms – which proved to be a bit of a bad idea… I got there, and he unlocked the door and assumed the position on his bed. I got undressed (thankfully he had the A/C on and it was cold). I fumbled around a bit getting my rawhide string tied around my cock for a cockring, but eventually got it in place.

When I was ready I pulled him back to the edge of the bed and started eating out his hole. He had two loads in him already and at one point he pushed out some cum. Problem was it mixed with the taste of the M&Ms – so it was like chocolate cum – very odd…

I lubed up my cock and pushed in. Learning from last time I pushed the ball (of my PA) on the underside of my dick up so it didn’t protrude and cause a problem – everything went in without a problem. He was on all fours – so I fucked him like that for a bit – it felt good, but then I pushed him down onto his belly.

OMG – on his belly with his legs together his hole was PERFECT. The two loads made everything silky smooth, and it just felt incredible. I came pretty quickly. Since I had taken a Cialis the day before I stayed hard and kept pumping him – and it still felt so good…

Then I rolled him over on his side and kept pumping in and out of his hole. He got in this weird position – like he was getting up, but stopped half way – but he just stayed there with his ass in position as I fucked him. In that position I felt him and he felt “thicker” (to use a polite term) than he had in the past. But honestly, with the sensations his hole was giving my dick – I couldn’t care less.

Eventually I pulled out, he looked down and was surprised to see my PA. “How long have you had that?” Remember – I’ve been fucking him since about 2004/2005… I told him I’d had it for years, but usually didn’t have it in. I could swear I remember him asking me to take it out in the past – I’m sure he’s seen it at some point, but he forgot. Anyway, he was surprised he had just been fucked with a PA… Maybe that will make him more receptive to it in the future.

On the way home I ran to get onto a 3 train that was just entering the station. It was the tail end of rush hour and the train was packed to the gills. As luck would have it I had to stand incredibly close to this young black guy who had his shirt open – showing off his washboard stomach. He was so hot – maybe 5’7″, 120 pounds. And next to him was this thuggy 20-something Latin guy who was a little muscle cub. He had taken off his work shirt and just had on a wife beater… Yum! And then I turned around later and there was this muscley black guy in work clothes… It was like everywhere I looked there were hot guys on that train…

Not a bad ending to a stressful day… 🙂

Load 2012-26

The last two months have been good for fucking. In the last 59 days I’ve fucked 19 guys – so just about a fuck every 3 days, or just about 10 fucks a month. And, other than the lame “raw” sex party where the bottom I fucked wanted me to rubber up, I’ve cum every time (even came twice with Drew Vergas). In fact so far this year I’ve already given 3 more loads than I did in all  of last year (it wasn’t the best of years). And I’ve beat 2006 & 2007 (which were the first years I started keeping track – and sorta slow years0. If I can keep that pace up I’ll average 100 fucks and loads a year – which has always been a goal of mine… The most loads I’ve given in a year was 67 (in 2009) – even with the slow start this year I could beat that number.

And that’s been despite some obstacles – like workmen in our place just about every day (it’s sorta hard to host when you might be walked in on or be heard). The other obstacle is they still don’t have our A/C working yet and without going into detail, we can’t just throw an A/C in the window. The heat’s been brutal and it just drains energy out of you. Needless to say I have zero sex drive when I’m that hot. I’ve had guys say “I have A/C, come over”, but honestly, it take a couple hours in the cold for me to regain my sex drive. It’s not like I want to sit around talking to a bottom for 2 hours while I get in the mood. Given that I like pretty anonymous fucks, that would be rather counter productive.

So when it’s hot I’ve been looking for fucks first thing in the morning when it’s still sorta cool. This morning I got hit up by the “skinhead” I fucked 3 weeks ago. I told him I could be there in 45 min, but then just as I was leaving I remembered I didn’t write down his address, so I checked my email and there was a message saying come a half hour later – he was gonna get another load really quickly before I came over. That was fine with me for a couple reasons – 1) I had taken a Cialis and it would give it more time to kick in, and 2) I’d much rather fuck a cummy ass.

I get to his place a little early so I send him a message but he doesn’t reply until a couple minutes before I was supposed to get there. I go up (he’s in a 5th floor walkup – not the most fun on a hot day), when I get to his door it’s ajar, so I just go in and lock it behind me. Like last time he’s on the bed ass up. He looks back briefly and then just puts his head down. He hat turned his A/C off – so there was some residual coolness but it was pretty warm. I strip down ’cause I know I’ll never last in the heat with any clothes on.

When I’m ready I get him to scoot back so his ass is on the edge of the bed. It’s a little awkward ’cause he doesn’t have a box spring and his bed was made for one so the wood on the side goes higher than the mattress. But I make it work. His hole was lubed and unfortunately I sucked and sucked on his ass, but never did taste the load he just got. I don’t think he got the hint that he should push some cum out. [Bottoms – if a top is literally sucking on your ass and you’ve got cum in there – be nice and push some out…]

When I went to fuck him I had the curved barbell in my PA, not a full ring (see picture to the left). He mentioned it had been a long time since he’d gotten fucked with a PA. I pushed in pretty hard, but I just couldn’t get my dick in. I’ve done 3 fucks with the curved barbell lately. I had problems getting in the first time too… I think what’s happening is that the ball on the barbell is pushed in my dick at the tip and then that pushes the ball out on the underside of my dick. The ball protrudes so far from my cock that it makes it nearly impossible to get in a tight ass.

So I took out my PA. He flipped over on his back, put a pillow under his ass, and threw his legs in the air and I pushed in that way. Despite the fact that he’s a load collecting slut, he was pretty tight (usually guys like that aren’t all that tight).

After a couple minutes of fucking him missionary style, I rolled him over and shoved back in. By this time I could really feel the load in him he got earlier. His ass was this silky hole that felt great on my dick. I gotta say, I love sluts like him who live for cum in their ass. They’re a lot of fuck to fuck.

It didn’t take long to cum. I could feel it boiling up and had to stop and then spurt after spurt poured into his butt. It had only been 3 days since I came, but I think I gave him a nice big load.

After I came I rolled over and pumped his hole with my still-hard dick (thank you Cialis). It wasn’t tender like it usually is with other bottoms – there’s something about him – he’s not someone who seems like he’s about tenderness and “the connection” – to him the connection is the moment he gets the load.

After a few minutes of pumping his ass my dick was starting to deflate so I let it pop out and then I got up. As I was getting up I leaned over and took a few sucks on his cum-filled butt. It tasted really sweet. (I LOVE felching loads. Then I got up and started putting my PA back in and we started talking a bit – I asked about his other load – seems his ex is in the neighborhood and calls when he needs to unload.

I was pretty sweaty and so he pointed out which towel I should dry off with. The interaction with him was interesting – his persona when you just see him is a bit tough – which is why tenderness wasn’t really on the agenda. But when he spoke he was “clearly gay” – I don’t mean feminine – just not all that “straight acting”. It was a twist I wasn’t quite expecting and it made him a bit more multifaceted and interesting..

At one point he turned to walk back into the bedroom – he was naked and he had the most perfect hairless ass… And his body was lean and slightly muscled. It was a good visual.