Load 2012-57

Despite a slow start this year (I only gave 7 loads in the first 4 months of the year), the year is ending pretty well. In the past 7 months or so I’ve been averaging 7-8 loads a month. If I can keep up that pace next year I’ll have a 90 load year – which would definitely be my best year…

Anyway, after last night’s fuck of the little Latin muscle bottom, I was still sorta horny this morning. I was having pretty bad luck finding a hole – seems Tuesday before Thanksgiving isn’t a great time to look. But finally this guy I’ve seen online for a while now said he’d come right over. The guy’s a young black guy. Seems now that I’m in Harlem I’m getting a lot of black guys to fuck – and not just Harlem guys…

Anyway he shows up and when I see him approaching on the street he looks thuggier than I was expecting – not a hardcore gangbanger or anything – more of an average thug – possibly even “homo thug” looking. He comes in, we go to the bedroom and we start stripping down. He’s got a nice body on him – not muscular – just slim & lean. We play with each other’s dicks. I took out my PA before we started and I think he was sorta facinated by it – said he’s never seen a PA in person before. In hindsight I probably should have left it in, but I took it out. It was one of those days where I hadn’t eaten much and wasn’t sure what my energy level was going to be – so I didn’t want distractions (like a PA creating complications).

He didn’t volunteer to  suck my dick – which is fine for me me since I can take or leave blowjobs – so I told him I wanted to rim him. He got on the edge of the bed on all fours and I started playing with his ass. His hole was pretty deep in his ass and as I rimmed it seemed like his hole kept drawing up into his body bit by bit. A minute or two in it seemed like a deeper cavity than I had first started rimming. He was clean but not squeaky clean so I wasn’t too enthusiastic in my rimming.

Meanwhile my dick was hard as a rock pretty quickly (why is it that Cialis always seems to work best the 2nd day?) so I knew I’d have no problems fucking – and at that point I realized I could have left my PA in. I get up, put some lube on my dick and on his hole and start to shove in. He asks if I have poppers – it was sort of the wrong time to ask – you don’t really want to distract your top when he’s hard and has his he head of his dick entering your ass. I wasn’t quite sure where my poppers were so I said I didn’t know where they were – if he really needed them, I’d find them but let’s just try it without them…

My dick slid right in with no obvious pain on his part. I was a little careful since I didn’t want him asking for poppers again. I wouldn’t say his hole was as good as the Latino’s the night before (very few holes are), but he had a nice ass on him that felt good to fuck. Since I had fucked the Latino barely over 12 hours before it took me a while to cum. I could tell he wanted “a connection” with me. He was on his belly and I was over him – supporting myself on my arms. When I’d go lower to kiss him on his neck he’d really respond. He kept turning his head wanting to kiss while I was fucking him.

I did finally cum before I wore myself out from fucking (my endurance isn’t what it should be), and you could tell he sorta relished getting the load pumped in him. I rolled him over and continued to pump his hole with my cock as I felt up his body. I stayed hard for a while, but finally my dick got soft and popped out of his hole. He then rolled on his belly and seemed to want me to just caress him. At one point I thought he was going to fall asleep – he seemed to really like the tenderness.

Eventually I needed to get back to work, so I told him as much and we got up and got dressed and he left.

So between fucking the little muscular Latino those two times there were two weeks when I either couldn’t have sex or just wasn’t really in the mood to have sex. NYC got hit with  hurricane and we had a bunch of people from “SoPo” (South of Power) staying with us. Between that and the subways not running most of that time, hooking up was pretty much impossible. Then there was a week where I didn’t really feel like fucking.

Anyway, about a week ago I did a hookup. First one guy wanted to come over – someone I’ve seen online for years and thought would be a good fuck. But then this vers guy from the neighborhood wanted to come over too. The guy from the neighborhood was beefy and I wasn’t sure whether I was really in the mood for beefy… Actually, I hadn’t taken a pill of any sort, and was only sorta in the mood to hookup. But it had been 10 days since I’d fucked anyone and I felt like that was too long and I should fuck someone. Long story short I told both of them to come over. I figured me and the beefy guy would fuck the other guy.

The beefy guy arrived first. We started playing around, and one thing lead to another and then I was rimming him, and then fucking him… He was actually a pretty good fuck – much better than I had anticipated. Then the other guy texted saying he was off the subway and close by, so I stopped fucking the beefy guy and prepared for the other guy.

The second guy wanted an anonymous scene where he was blindfolded. So I put a leather “sleeping mask” sort of thing on the door knob just inside the front door. When he rang I buzzed him in and then watched him discreetly as he put on the blindfold. When he had it on I guided him (carefully) to the bedroom.

I should mention that the blindfolded bottom didn’t exactly look like his pictures. I should have expected as much – the pics he was using were the ones he used years ago. Honestly, he just wasn’t what I was hoping for / expecting. I fucked the blindfolded bottom, the beefy guy fucked him. But the chemistry was lacking. It wound up with me wanting to fuck the beefy guy but there was another bottom laying there expecting attention. The beefy guy was having “performance issues”. I could tell from the look in his eyes he didn’t really want the blindfolded bottom there – he (also) wanted a 1-on-1 with me.

After a while I just sorta lost it and couldn’t get hard enough to fuck, and the beefy guy got the same way. We tried, but it just wasn’t working. Even with his blindfold on, the other bottom got the picture, so he took the blindfold off and we wrapped things up, got dressed and they went on their way.

As they were leaving I started feeling weird. I felt “foggy” – like I couldn’t remember everything I should be able to remember and just a little disoriented. If I focused on something (like the situation at hand), I could get through it, but I just didn’t feel “sharp” and alert – at all. There are a few possibilities… Maybe one of them gave themselves a booty bump and I ingested some of what they had up their butt. When I googled the symptoms I came up with a “Transient Ischemic Attack”. I have high blood pressure and heart-related things are an issue (long term), but that didn’t quite seem right either. Then I realized I hadn’t eaten much of anything. After eating some food I felt better an hour or two later. So who knows what the issue was – but it was a very weird and memorable ending to a not-so-great hookup.

Loads 2012-54 & 55

I’m way behind on my blogging, so I’ll attempt to catch up today. I’ve had 8 hookups since the last blog post – so there’s a lot to talk about… Two of the hookups were with this little muscular Latino who I’ve fucked before on a few occasions – years ago. Honestly I’d forgotten how good his hole was.

The first hookup with him was 2 weeks ago. I was in a rush and only had a little time, but he said he could make it. Thing was, when he got here he was a little late, so we only had about 15 minutes before I had to be cleaned up and out the door. So it was a bit of a rush. We skipped the pleasantries of oral, etc. and I just went straight to rimming. I only did that long enough to get hard, and then I lubed up and started fucking him.

That’s when I realized I was hitting his 2nd sphincter. While his profile says he’s taller, I’d say he’s about 5’3″ – so he’s a little guy – but this is exactly why I like little guys – everything is a bit smaller on them so it lets me get to their 2nd sphincter and damn that feels good on my dick. My head is my most sensitive part of my cock, and if a bottom’s hole doesn’t rub it the right way, then I have problems cumming. That’s clearly not a problem when I can get to the 2nd sphincter.

Just to be anatomically correct in my description – there isn’t actually such a thing as a “2nd sphincter”, but as you can see in the diagram right inside your ass there’s a little chamber called the anal canal. At the other end of that (at the “transition zone”) there’s essentially another opening that can close up to keep “stuff” in place. Since when you get shit into your anal canal is when you feel like you have to go immediately.

Also – when bottoms learn how to clean out properly – one of the tricks is to not get the water too high up. You really only need to clean out your anal canal – maybe a your rectum as well if the top has a big dick. If you’re unlucky enough to get douching water up into your large intestine (marked ‘large bowel’ in the diagram) – you’re sorta fucked – since that water will take it’s time coming out and will create a huge mess invariably at just the wrong time.

So those flaps at the transition zone are what were massaging the head of my dick. And as you might guess I didn’t last long at all. I mean literally I didn’t last more than about 10 strokes once I could feel the head of my dick hitting his 2nd sphincter. Mind you, we were in a rush – so that worked in our favor.

As soon as I came we got dressed and he left. I looked at my watch and I still had 10 minutes before I had to go. It was a total quickie pump-n-dump.

Luckily he liked it as much as I did and he came back last night for another hookup. We took a little longer this time. He sucked my dick for a little while. I had a curved barbell in my PA and it kept hitting his teeth, but he didn’t seem to mind. Then he got on the bed on all fours and I rimmed him for a little bit. But I was rock hard pretty quickly, so I didn’t take too long at rimming.

When I went to fuck him I left my PA in. The problem was with a curved barbell and my dick hitting his 2nd sphincter that meant the ball at the end of the barbell kept getting pushed up into my urethra – which was painful. So after I figured out what was happening, I pulled out and took my PA out and continued on.

I tried not to cum to quickly, but with his ass massaging my dick perfectly, it was sort of impossible to keep it going very long. And then when I was done I tried to keep pumping in and out of his ass, but the head of my dick kept hitting his 2nd sphincter and the sensation was a bit too much, so I put him on his side and pumped in an out for a bit while I spooned with him.

When we fucked years ago I remember laying and chatting with him. But last night he just wanted to go. He wasn’t upset or anything – in fact he was telling me “any time you want to fuck me, just let me know”. Maybe he thought I like it quick (since the prior time I needed it to be quick). Anyway, quick or long – he’s one of my favorite fuckbuds right now.

Load 2012-50

So I’m pretty sure the guy who gave me gonorrhea was the little thin twink – the last guy I fucked before noticing discharge. The bottom I tag teamed and gave a load to just bfore that tested clean. Well, the little twink texted me looking for another load. I usually don’t like to fuck the same guy twice in a row, but honestly, despite the gonorrhea, he’s very much my type – it’s hard to say know when someone like him wants you to fuck him. Plus, he had gone out and gotten treated the day after I told him – a day before I got treated. I mean STDs happen, what’s important is to take them seriously which is what he had demonstrated – which is a very good quality in a fuck buddy.

He told me he had “party favs” so I figured he might be pretty loose and I figured I’d try the cock sheath on him. I’d only fucked with it once and wanted to give it another go. I actually was jacking my dick a bit before he got here and put it on along with my PA that has the big heavy ball on a curved barbell. As I got a bit soft it all drew up into the cock sheath with just the big ball hanging out a bit at the end. I threw a pair of boxers and jeans over it to answer the door when he arrived – and needless to say it created a pretty big bulge. But he didn’t notice the bulge.

We went up to the bedroom and he had to use the bathroom. I’m guessing he was in there to do a bump or something. While he was in there I put some lube into the cock sheath and jacked my dick, trying to get hard. It’s not the same sensation jacking when you can’t actually touch your dick. It took a little work, but I did manage to get a bit harder (though not fully hard). When he came out I was naked with the cock sheath on and he still didn’t notice the cock sheath. Mind you, it’s clear, the room was pretty dark, and I wasn’t really making a point of showing it to him, but still – he wasn’t being all that observant or attentive.

He bends over the bed for me to rim him but I could rim him better if he’s on all fours on the bed, so we reposition him. I start rimming him and then finger his hole to see how tight/loose he is and discover he’s tight as a vice grip. There was just no way the big PA or the cock sheath was going up that tight hole, so as I’m rimming him I start taking everything off my dick.

What stood out as I was rimming him was how bony his ass was. He really has like zero percent body fat and he’s got a tiny waist. It was sorta hot, though I think absolute perfection would have been just a little more “meat” down there – but still – I’m not complaining at all…

When I get fully hard, I stood up, put a little lube on his hole (there was still plenty on my dick), and I tried to push in. I say tried because he was so tight it was almost impossible to get in. I like it when a guy is able to tighten his hole once I’m in him, but it’s a little frustrating to try to get into a hole that’s clenched tight. Needless to say he had some pain and then he tried to pull off my dick. That’s never a good idea. I’ve fucked plenty of tight holes and know it’s not a good idea to go backwards – always go forward (after you stop and let the bottom adjust). So I grabbed his hips and wouldn’t let him pull off.

I’m not sure why but having problems getting into hole always makes me a little soft. That make it easier on one level – my dick isn’t as big – but it complicates things on another level since it’s hard to get a dick into a tight hole unless it’s rock hard. I grab the base of my dick to make the end hard and finally manage to get into him.

We fuck briefly with him on all fours but then I push him onto his belly. That almost always works, but for some reason it wasn’t working this time. My dick still hadn’t gotten completely hard and his hole wasn’t rubbing things the right way. Usually I hate it when a bottom puts a pillow under his hips, but that seemed to be what was needed so I shoved one under him and things got better.

Thing was, I just couldn’t get into my groove. Then I started overheating… So I stopped for a bit, went over and opened the windows a little to let in some cold air, and then went back to him and rimmed him. Since my dick had come out clean I knew he was clean enough for a more “enthusiastic” rimming. So I started sucking his hole, biting it a bit, etc. It was not a gentle rimming. Meanwhile I was jacking my cock and when I was fully hard we went back to fucking.

This time I was fully hard, and had the pillow under him, and just pounded him hard. I’m not sure how much he enjoyed it – it was sorta hard to tell and honestly I didn’t really care that much (provided he wasn’t having a miserable time). Last time he told me he likes verbal tops so I start getting into telling him he’s just a fuckhole to me – that getting fucked and taking loads is his purpose in life – what he’s good at. I asked him the most loads he’s taken in a night and he said 4. I told him he needs to work on upping that number substantially. Basically I was making it clear to him that I saw him just as a hole and that was his role in life as far as I was concerned. [At least while I was fucking him.]

Last time I fucked him I came after a few strokes. This time it seemed like it was taking forever for me to cum. I was fucking him pretty hard and it didn’t seem all that enjoyable for him. But he was putting up with it and I was getting close. Finally I dumped a load in his hole. Unfortunately it probably wasn’t the biggest load. While I was out of commission from the gonorrhea I had formed the bad habit of jacking off. I told myself my last jack off would be Monday so I’d have a 3 day load when I was ready to fuck on Thursday. But then I jacked off on Tuesday and Wednesday – so he only got a 1 day load. Oh well – at least he got the load.

We then laid there for a little while talking. He told me he’s gone back to supplementing his income with dealing meth, which concerned me a bit. He’s such a sweet kid and generally seems to have his act together. He says his best friend can’t really control his meth use, and even he’s had a bad time with it in the past. I mean meth kills… Couldn’t he pick another drug or something? And why is it that so many of the guys I fuck do meth? It’s sorta sad.

Load 2012-49

It’s been interesting lately – seems I barely need to be online to get sex. That’s not a bad thing – not at all. I’ve given my cell number out to a few guys and they’ve been texting me when they’re looking. I’ve had guys e-mail me, and hit me up on Breeding Zone.

Today I had two tourists want to hookup with me – one from Breeding Zone, another off BBRT. I went round and round with the one off BBRT – he had a million questions about my sexual history and when my last test was, etc. He openly said he was hesitant. He told me what hotel he was in but wouldn’t tell me the room number. When he told me to come down and text him when I got there and he’d give me the room number then I just gave up. Then he got all pissy. I told him history told me it wasn’t going to go well. Quick and easy is usually what works best. He tried to justify all the questions saying he had to make sure I was neg. I told him that was absurd – he’s letting a complete stranger fuck him and cum in his ass. Risk reduction is a joke in that particular case.

The one from Breeding Zone didn’t want to hookup until 6pm. I was just about ready to confirm with him when a guy hit me up who I’ve been wanting to fuck for a while. A mid-20s blatino guy (just my type). He’s almost been too eager. The other day when I had the failure, he was texting me and calling me while I was fucking the other guy. In hindsight I should have hooked up with him then, but honestly I’ve been in a pretty mellow, somewhat non-sexual mood lately (while being simultaneously horny – it’s a weird mindset I’m in) – so god knows how it would have gone if I had hooked up with him then.

Anyway, using my “bird in the hand is better than 2 in the bush” motto I said yes to the young blatino guy and “sorry” to the tourist off Breeding Zone.

The kid showed up and he wasn’t quite what I was expecting – he was a lot skinnier – as in skinny as a rail. He looked like he weighed 100 lbs, and if he had been 5’4″ he probably would have been but he was taller. Still he was really really tiny. He probably had a 26 or 27″ waist. I love little guys, and young guys, and blatino guys, so I was sorta in heaven.

I had been working on posts for my Tumblr blog (watching a movie), so I was hard when he showed up. I was able to stay fairly hard even after running down and letting him in the building. He dropped to his knees to suck me and it was OK – I mean I was pretty hard, but that’s not what I wanted right then.

I managed to change things up and get him bent over the bed so I could rim his hole. His ass was skinny and sorta boney. But he had a nice hole. I was a little worried about him being clean – he said he had cleaned out in the morning but it was now hours later, but he seemed pretty clean – so I went to town and sucked on his hole.

It didn’t take long for me to get hard, at which point I got up, put some lube on my dick and pushed in. He had a little problem taking my dick – maybe I needed more lube, maybe his hole was sore, or maybe I should just change back to Wet Platinum which always did a good job for me – who knows… One way or the other he tried to pull off me, but I insisted he keep it in and I just went really slow at first until he was OK. Even after he could take my dick he seemed like he was in a bit of pain. Good thing I didn’t have my PA in 🙂

The problem was that I had gotten so aroused before fucking him that I started cumming after a few strokes. There was no point in holding it back, so I dumped in him and tried to keep fucking. But it had been a few days since I took a Cialis, so my dick sorta decided it was done a little while after it came. I rolled him on his side and continued to pump his ass until my dick popped out.

Then I got down and rimmed him again – cleaning the cum off the outside of his ass – I love the taste of a cummy hole…

We then laid around and talked for while.  He’s a sweet kid. As he was laying there I thought he looked like he was 10 years younger and possibly jail bait, but then he started talking about his life and his job and I was reassured he was the age he said he was. Still, it’s hot that he looks so young…

He texted me afterwards and says he wants to fuck again soon. I’m hoping I’ll get to breed him on a regular basis.

Load 2012-48

Monday MascMountainMan hit me up on Breeding Zone saying he was going to be in town, did I want to go out for a beer? He’s someone I’d chatted with and he had seemed like a decent guy. He’s versatile, but not my type – he’s taller than me and stocky. But I figured he might want to tag a bottom with me. The black bottom from the neighborhood who I fuck pretty regularly likes white guys, so and when he’s in town he’ll come just about anytime you text him, so I set things up to have  3way with the two of them.

The black guy got here first and went into the bathroom to clean up or something. I gave him a thick spandex hood with a mouth opening and no eyes. I just wanted him to be a piece of meat that the two of us shared. I didn’t want the bottom’s personality to come into play. The visitor got here a few minutes later – while the black cumhole was still in the bathroom. It was a little awkward meeting him for the first time and jumping right into sex, but that’s exactly what we did…

I guided the black guy out of the bathroom with his hood on (he didn’t need to see who was fucking him). And the two of us stripped down. The visitor was sporting a thick boner, so he went first. He had the bottom on the edge of the bed and was fucking him pretty rough. It was actually causing the bed to slide across the room.

He took a break and I took my turn. I had my big 9mm PA ring in (bigger than 0 gauge, smaller than 00). I tried to push the ring in, but it was really hard. Finally I got it in, but it was causing me a fair amount of pain since I haven’t been wearing that ring enough for my piercing to quite get used to it yet. I wasn’t comfortable with the pain, so I pulled out, took out the ring and pushed back in.

I know myself well enough that when I can cum I do. So I just fucked the bottom for a few minutes and dumped my load. I figured the other top would like using my cum for lube. I didn’t dump the load very deep – when I came I had him on his belly with his legs together so his sphincter was massaging the head of my dick. But the load didn’t spill out – so that was good…

I think I was the visitor’s type, and the bottom-du-jour just didn’t do it for him. He tried to get hard enough to fuck again, but it just wasn’t working for him. Later in the evening he told me how he gets into guys with beards, and I think he mentioned that he likes guys who are a little stocky (I was drunk when he said it, so don’t remember exactly what he said – but I remember thinking, ‘So, I’m your type…’) And it sorta fit with how things were going for him in the minute.

What he seemed to like most was watching the bottom suck my dick – he liked that more than having the bottom suck his dick. I think I was what turned him on (though not enough to get hard enough to fuck the bottom). And in his defense he had to get up at 3am that morning – so he was dead tired. I know I can’t perform very well when I’m tired…

Anyway, we finally wound things up with the bottom. Before he left the bottom came out to see the other top and be seen by the top. Turns out the bottom had lived in the same city as the visitor currently lives so they had a bit in common.

Then I spent the rest of the evening eating and drinking with the visitor. He was a great guy. I got totally sloshed and the visitor had even more to drink than I did, but it was fun.